The ambulance pulled up and Jamie stood in the house sobbing as they lifted Alice onto the stretched and pulled her away. She looked down at her hands and she was covered in blood. She was so scared she was going to lose her friend. How was Sam going to feel? Sam looked up and had forgotten about Dean and Sam back at the bar. "Sam." She had to let them know what was going on.

Dean and Sam heard the ambulance pull away and looked out the window, "What the hell is going on?" Dean asked.

Just then Jamie ran through the front door and the guys took once look at her and jumped up, "A-Alice." Was all she said.

Sam felt his heart almost stop, "What about her? Where is she?"

"I found her on the floor. It's bad. I tried to wake her up but I couldn't. There was just so much blood." She cried.

Sam leaned on the table for support. He couldn't believe this. He did this to her. He stressed her out. He remembered the doctor saying no stress. He may have just killed the love of his life and his babies. What was wrong with him?

Dean saw Sam and ran over to him, "Sammy come on get it together. We have to go." Dean said and helped Sam up. "Everything going to be ok." Dean said.

Sam still couldn't speak. Dean grabbed his keys from the bar and three of them walked out and headed to the hospital.

Once they got to the hospital all they could so was wait and pray that Alice was ok. Dean wrapped his arms around Jamie trying to calm her down while he watched Sam bite on his nails and pace back and forth in the waiting room, "It's going to be ok." Dean said, "Sit down Sam."

"I can't. Not when….. I just can't." Sam said. "What the hell is taking them so long? It's been two hours!"

"These things take time. Just stay positive please. It's not your fault." Jamie said.

Sam stopped and looked at her, "How is it not my fault? I knew she wasn't supposed to be stressed and what did I do? I say some horrible things to her all to make me feel better. What is I..."

"You were just scared, Sam. These things happen. She knew you didnt mean anything by what you said."

"She has to be ok." Sam said, "I can't lose her..I...I just cant."

"You won't." Jamie said.

"Anyone here for Alice?" the doctor called out.

Sam ran over to him and Dean and Jamie followed, "Is she ok?" Sam asked, "The babies?" he chocked out.

"We got to the babies in time and they are being looked over right now but so far so good. Alice suffered from Placenta previa and several other problems but we did stop the bleeding."

"Is she alive?" Jamie asked.

"She is but she is unconscious right now. There is nothing more we can do for her right now. I'm sorry."

"When can we see her and the babies?" Jamie asked.

"It should not be too much longer."

"Thanks doc." Dean said and looked over at Sam who was as white as a ghost, "The kids are ok man and Alice is going to be fine."

Sam just looked up and a tear rolled down his cheek, "You don't know that." He said and walked away.

"Should we go after him?" Jamie asked.

"No its best to give him some alone time to think. It will be better for us all." Dean said, "He'll be ok."

Sam walked out of the hospital and sat down on the steps trying to get it felt like he couldnt breathe. He looked up at the sky and sighed, "If you're listening…..I need a little help here….Please. Don't do this to her, not her. She has been through so much and not once complained. She doest deserve this." He said. He hadn't prayed in a long time. He had stopped believing a long time ago. His life was screwed up and he knew it. He never wanted to bring Alice down with him. She was the most important thing in his life. She was the one thing that mattered to him…at least she was. Now he had two little girls in there. She gave him what he thought he would never have. She gave him love and a family and he threw it all in her face.

"Hello Sam."

Sam jumped up and saw Castiel standing there. Sam whipped his eyes and looked at the angel he had not seen in a very long time, "What the hell do you want?"

"It's not about what I want."

"Just tell me what you're doing here? Come to tell me you told me so or tell me this is what I deserve? Go ahead." He said. "I know its the truth."

"I didn't come here to judge you." he said.

"That's a first." Sam said, "Then why are you here?"

"You called and I came. We were once friends and now I am here for you."

"That was a long time ago." Sam said and crossed his arms, "But I guess you know what's going on?"

"I know. The girl and the children."

"So can you help her or them?" Sam asked.

"I can only do so much. You know that."

"Well ok then. Thanks for nothing." Sam said and turned away.

"Sam wait." Cas said and Sam turned back around, "This should be a lesson to you. You are no longer invincible. Your actions have consequences."

"Thanks. You think I don't know that?"

"This is your wake up call Sam. Time to get it together or you will lose everything in your life." He warned him.

"I'll do whatever I have to. Just….please help them Cas." Sam said.

"Maybe it's not for me to help them. Maybe that is your job."

"How the hell am I supposed to help them?" Sam asked.

"Let them in. Open up for once. Have faith." Castiel said. "Things will work out the way they should."

And just like that he was gone. "Thanks for nothing." Sam said, "Prick."

Sam turned and looked back at the door of the hospital. His whole life was in that building. Maybe Castiel had a point. It was time for him to be there for Alice. She has been next to him though all the bad time and always made him feel better and now it was his time to be there for her.

Sam walked back in and up to the second floor. When he got off the elevator he walked down the hall and saw Dean and Jamie standing in front of a window. When he got to them he saw them looking in at two little girls in incubators.

"Is that….." he started.

Jamie turned to him and smiled, "Those are your little girls Sam. They're going to be ok." She said.

"Hey I'm going to take a walk. I'll be back." Dean said.

Sam and Jamie stood there at the window watching the nurse's check over the twins and a tear rolled down Sam's cheek. Jamie saw this and took his hand and squeezed, "Everything is going to be ok. You have to believe that. Just look at them. So little and innocent. They know nothing. It's a second chance for you to be the man I know you want to be for them. You just have to want to change."

"I do." Sam said and looked down at her, "Thanks."

"For what?" Jamie asked.

"Just being here. You know if you never came back I don't know if we would be where we are today. I would still be….well…"

"A dick?" Jamie asked.

"Yeah. So thanks."

"You're welcome." Jamie smiled, "Do you want to go in and see them?"

"Can I do that?"

"Yeah." Jamie smiled, "They are your babies after all. Come on I'll go with you." Jamie said and pulled him over to the side door.

Sam and Jamie got cleaned up and dressed and entered the NICU. They walked over with a nurse to the incubators and Jamie stood back and let Sam have his moment. It was one of those moments you couldn't put into words.

Sam looked down at the two little girls and smiled. They were so little but they both had a head full of dark hair, "Did she uh…did she tell you any names?" he asked Jamie.

"She liked Alexis and Olivia but she wanted to run them by you first. No middles names yet."

"I like that. Alexis and Olivia it is." He said. "If she liked them then I like them."

"What about middle names?" Jamie asked.

Sam stood there and thought for a minute and it came to him, "Alexis Hope and Olivia Faith."

"Sounds perfect." Jamie said. "Alice will love that."

Sam dried his eyes once again and turned to the nurse, "When can they go home?"

"You can never tell. They seem to be doing ok. I wouldn't say they are any danger but we have to watch them and run a few more test. Once they are eating and breathing on their own they should be able to go home. They are very lucky."

"Thank you." Sam said and he knew who to thanks for this. It good to know that after everything he had done he still had the big man on his side.

After spending a few more minutes with the babies Sam and Jamie walked back out and saw Dean walking to them with a sack in his hand, "Where did you go?" Jamie asked.

"There was a strip club around the corner so I went and had a beer and a show." He winked.

"Uh huh. And since when do strip clubs give out gift bags?" Jamie said and looked in the bag, "Filled with teddy bears."

"Shut up." Dean said, "You're so nosy."

Sam laughed a little. Dean was really going to have his hands full with Jamie but she was good for him. Dean needed someone to give him a run for his money.

"Any word on Alice yet?" Dean asked.

"No not yet." Sam said.

"Hang in there man. Alice is strong. She's going to be just fine." Dean said.

"Thanks. Do you want to go see your nieces?"

"Oh no. No no no. I'm good right here. I don't do little people." He said.

"Aw is big bad Dean scared for little babies?" Jamie smiled.

"They make me nervous." Dean said, "They're so little and….you know…..fragile."

"Well what if you have a baby one day? You going to hold it?"

"Not because I'm never having kids. End of story." He said.

"Do I get a say so?" she asked.

"Nope."

Sam shook his head. This was a fight Dean was not going to win, "Hey guys I'm going to head to the nurses station and see if I can see Alice."

"Ok man. We're going to head home and pick you guys up a few things." Dean said.

"Thanks man. I'll call you if there is any change."

"Ok." Jamie leaned up and gave Sam a kiss on the cheek before walking away with Dean.

"Are we really going back to the bar?" she asked.

"Yep. Lance just called and will be there in half an hour. Time to settle this thing once and for all." Dean said.

"Sounds good to me." Jamie said. She was ready to give that guy a piece of her mind.

Dean was in the back while Jamie stood at the bar wiping down the counter. She heard a car door clam shut and knew this was it. That bastard was about to walk through that door. Jamie turned her hear to the entrance and sure enough there he was, "Hey Lance. Want a beer?" she smiled.

Lance froze and looked at her, "Jamie….you're still here." He said and closed the door.

"Not for long. Just cleaning up a little before I go. Why?"

"Oh no reason. Just asking is all." He smiled and walked over to the bar, "So why you leaving?"

"Things with Dean aren't going well and I'm just sick of all the sick around here so I'm out."

"Really?" Lance said and he perked up, "Well I'm sorry to hear that but maybe it's for the best you know. You shouldn't be with a guy like Dean."

"Who should I be with Lance?" she said and leaned over the bar.

"Well off the top of my head…me. I think me and you could have lots of fun together."

Jamie smiled and leaned back up and walked around the bar, "I'm sure we could but something still bothers me."

"What's that?" Lance asked.

"Just some things Dean was saying. How he thinks I've been messing around on him. You know anything about that? I mean you were with him."

"I might now a little something." Lance said, "Hell I can't lie to you Jamie. I may have said a few things to him, twisted a few words around but I did it for you. You stay with Dean you're going to end up dead like everyone else." He said. "So I did the right thing…with Alice too."

Jamie stopped and glared at him, "What about Alice?"

"More or less Sam. I sent Kurt in with a few picture of her and Brian. She shouldn't be here and neither should you. I was just doing the right thing. Don't be mad." He said and grinned at her. "Let me turn that frown upside down."

Jamie was furious. Not only did he try and screw her over he tried to screw up Alice's life and now she was fighting for life.

"Did you ever think about how Dean and Sam would feel about you doing this?"

"They'll never know. You're leaving and hell I would be happy to give you a ride or better yet you could give me a ride." he said and licked his lips.

Jamie looked over and saw Dean walk out of the door but she tried to keep her attention on Lance, "What would you do…let's say…if Dean would find out?"

"He wont baby. We can leave here together. Dean will never know anything."

Dean cocked his gun and put it to the back of Lances head, "Dean already knows you son of a bitch."

Lance's eyes widened and he slowly turned and was face to face with the end of Dean's gun, "Dean. I was just kidding man. She came onto me."

"I heard everything." Dean said, "Bad mistake Lance."

"Look man I was only trying to help."

"No you were trying to help yourself!" Jamie yelled, "Do you have any idea the shit you have caused?"

"It was just a joke." Lance said.

Dean wanted to pull the trigger so bad but he looked at Jamie and remembered what she had once said and lowered the gun, "Get the hell out of here. If I ever see you here or hell out in public again I swear I will rip you apart. Got it?"

"Whatever man. I got it. Don't say I didn't try to help." Lance said and walked out of the bar.

Jamie was seething, "You let him walk away?" she asked.

"What did you want me to do? Hell I wanted to kill him but you said….."

"Fuck what I said!" Jamie said and snatched the gun from Dean and walked out the door.

"Jamie!" Dean yelled and ran after her.

Jamie was tried of guys like Lance thinking they could do what they wanted. Alice could die and he would be to blame. He wasn't going to walk away, "Hey Lance!" she yelled. Lance turned around and Jamie pointed the gun at him, "See you in hell." She said and pulled the trigger.

*Another cliffy :) So only 2 or 3 more chapter. Like I said they are all planned out. Thanks guys for the reviews. Youre so awesome and I love you all. Ok so please review!