A/N: Okay I am sooooooo sorry that I haven't updated this story in sOOOOO long, I had a bad case of writers block and I still kind of do so If the chapters for this story don't come out as frequently I am soooo sorry. Well I atleast got this chapter out and I am not so proud of it and it is a little short so please bare with me here. I will try to finish this story. I was working on my other story which I am a bit more excited with at the moment. Well I am sorry guys for the wait.
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Chapter 38: My new life
Nessie POV
I woke up the next morning to a bright light. The sun was beaming in through the large windows of dad's old room.
I felt as if everything was a dream. Like if nothing of the events of the last couple of months happened. It all was a blur and dream like. I looked to my side only to see Jacob sleeping next to me.
Looking at him sleep made everything that felt like a dream become real for me. I love this man that is next to me. This has to be a dream.
I placed my finger tips to his cheeks. He was still very warm. I shared my images of everything that happened the night before, me giving birth to my twins.
I don't understand why it all felt like a vague dream. To me it felt very vivid, but yet still a dream. I wanted to know if all of this was true and that I wasn't dreaming.
I looked at him and his eyes fluttered open. He gave me the smile I loved so much. Now I definitely knew I wasn't dreaming. I pulled the cover from my body and I wanted to see my children.
"No honey, please you need to rest more. They are fine your family is taking care of them. Don't worry." he assured me.
After everything that I went through, I wanted to be able to hold them and say how much I loved them. I am their mother, I know I have forever to tell them how much I love them and protect them. I want to see them now.
"How long have I been out?" I asked curiously as I sat up on the bed.
"Not that long, about two days." he shrugged it off.
I have been sleeping two days? Two days that my children have been alive and I haven't seen them. Two days of them growing and I don't know about them. This is major Déjà vu.
I had this same feeling when I was born and I couldn't see my mother for three days. I wondered what kind of things they are going through because they couldn't see me for two days.
"Jacob I feel fine, I just want to see them." I got out of the bed and my legs felt like jello.
Maybe from all the sleeping I have done I couldn't feel anything. In that my beautiful mother and father walked into the room.
"How are you doing princess?" mom said as she approached and caught me in a cold embrace.
"I am fine. I just want to see them." I slowly started moving for the door. My legs weren't complying with my attempts. My lower half was still in pain.
I felt as if I was really opened up and the numbness I had that day was gone. I still felt the pain, I was still very weak. The pain wasn't strong enough to keep me away from my children. I let my half vampire side take control and lead me towards downstairs and the two extra heartbeats I could hear.
"Renesmee, we think you should rest some more and then you can go." dad assured me.
I wanted to see them there was no doubt in my mind about it. I wanted my children. I know I am a child myself, but they are my life.
I looked at daddy and he had the bridge of his nose pinched. So I knew he was debating about this.
"Renesmee you are so much like your mother. You are your mother's daughter." he said sarcastically. Mom was holding his hand and I could tell she squeezed it.
"Honey I know exactly how you feel. If you feel that you are strong enough to go down than go." mom said as she stroked my cheek with her other hand. Her cold finger tips sent a chill through my body. I hadn't been exposed to their cold touches in weeks.
"Nessie, if you want I will make sure you don't fall down the stairs." Jacob chuckled. He was quickly at my side and I punched him in the gut. He tried to make it seem like it didn't hurt.
"I want to."
We all walked down the stairs and I looked over to the living room and saw Aunt Rose and Grandma each with a baby in their arms. They looked the same as the day I held them in my arms, only difference was that they were a bit more alert and showed focus of adults then that of newborn babies.
I looked over to my father, Jacob squeezed my hand. I smiled as my gaze went back to my children. I walked all the way down the stairs and walked over to the couch were my children were.
My first glance went to my daughter who was in Aunt Rose's arms. She was gorgeous, her skin was that same shade of bronze that shined, and she had that glow. The same as the first time I saw her in Marina's chamber oh so many weeks ago. Her skin was complemented by the purple body suit that had hearts on it.
I looked over to Grandma who was holding my son. He was precious. He had that same shade of bronze skin like my daughter. He also had that glow. I am thinking that glow had to do with their vampire part. Daddy nodded with my thoughts as he smiled. My son was wearing a brown body suit with little wolves on it, I smiled.
I could just imagine him grow up and be just like his father. He would be an amazing son and I know Jacob loves him. We both got one I got my little girl and he got his son.
I looked over to Jacob and he was just smiling. I could tell he was happy about this just like I am.
"Do you want to hold your son?" Grandma asked me as she got up from the white couch and signaled me to sit down.
I did exactly that. I sat down and as soon as she placed my son in my arms his warm skin touched mines. He wasn't as warm as I was or Jacob, but he is still warmer than any human.
My sons hand reached for one of my swollen breasts. I looked down at my breasts that were leaking at that moment. It was so bad that the milk was seeping through my shirt. I never noticed that I could
produce milk. I am thinking he wanted to drink. My dad nodded to my thought.
"Esme I think you should hand Renesmee a cloth." daddy said. I guess he didn't like the idea of me exposing my breast in front of my two uncles and grandfather.
"Sure." grandma said happily as she passed me a blue baby cloth. It was long and big enough to cover my breast.
I took the cloth and covered my left breast and pulled it out of my shirt. I held my sons head firmly as I put his mouth towards my breast. His lips hit my breast and I squirmed a little as I felt him lightly suck. It felt a little weird I have to admit that. It was a little painful because I could feel he had teeth coming in soon.
I felt the bonding between me and my son. I felt so motherly in doing this. I felt Jacob's fingers were stroking my hair. Every little light suck I could feel him draining my breast, Even though I was probably full of milk.
"They have more human qualities than you think. We have been giving them baby formula but just like you they don't like that stuff. We tried blood but Jr. doesn't like it much. He won't really drink it.
Laila is a bit more excepting of it." Jacob said as he continued to stroke my hair.
"Do they have any powers?" I asked as I stroked my fingers up and down on my son.
"Not that we know of." daddy added. I looked over to him my eyebrows knitted.
"I thought they would have powers? Yazlin said that they will." I was confused.
"We haven't seen any sign of it, maybe once they are a little older." Grandpa said.
"Have they grown?" I had so many questions to ask. I wanted to know everything.
"Not much. I don't think they age like you did Nessie." grandpa answered my question.
I wondered what kinds of abilities they would have. In that walked in Yazlin with a small baby bump. I smiled when I saw her walk in. She was with Embry of course.
"I see you are awake, I knew you would wake up soon." she smiled and walked over to me.
"Yea hey do you know what their abilities are?" I asked as I smile.
"Well JB is able to go into people minds. Dreams, thoughts those sort of things. Mainly to communicate." she sounded a bit annoyed. After she said that I felt my son suck a little harder. "Laila is able to project places kind of to confuse. I am guessing you knew that already because of the realm she brought you to. It is a little complicated then you think. They don't know how to use it yet. If JB wants he could use his powers to his defense. He can still phase." she moved over to an arm chair and sat across from me. She rubbed her stomach.
"So what are you having?" I asked sweetly. She was having a baby and I was happy for her.
"I am having a girl, I told you this. My little Destiny Nevaeh." she said as she rubbed her stomach again.
I had to admit I kind of missed the bump. I missed the connection. I also did like the idea of being able to actually hold them and kiss them. It looks like my son has the appetite of a wolf. I lightly pulled him away and set him on my shoulder and patted him lightly on the back.
"I see nice name." I smiled at her. My son let out a loud burp. Jacob started laughing as he took JB out of my arms, but I quickly looked at Rosalie who didn't want to give up my daughter. "Aunt Rose! Give her here." I held my hands out to her.
"I don't understand how you and the family dog could make such beautiful children. Of course all their beauty comes from you Ness." she smiled at me. I held shook my hands out more. Aunt Rose kissed Laila on her forehead and Laila giggled.
"Ok Aunt Rose, don't disrespect my Jacob. I won't have it."I snorted. For years their love hate relationship has been going on and I hate it. She finally handed me my angel and I cooed her. She smiled at me, but never left her gaze from mines.
"Nessie some of our friends from La Push are on their way over. So they can see the babies, Charlie and Sue too." Jacob said and then blew a raspberry on JB's cheek. I broke my gaze from Laila and looked
at my beautiful Jacob. I swear I couldn't wait to get him alone soon.
In me thinking Seth, Quil, Sam, Paul, Jared, Kim, Emily, Leah, Claire, Rachel, Billy, Sue, and Grandpa Charlie came insight. I was happy to see all these people; I haven't seen them in so long.
"Hey everyone!" I said cheerfully as I rocked Laila in my arms. Seth looked a little different to me. He looked almost happy. No way! This dude had to imprint. The lucky bastard it was about time. Seth deserved it.
"Hey Ness!" Everyone said in unison. I loved the welcoming. I really wanted to be married to my Jacob I loved my freaky wolf fiancé.
Leah came over to me and smiled. I and Leah never have been close but she and Jacob have a good relationship. She took JB out of Jacob's arms and sat next to me on the couch.
"He is so cute." Leah said rubbing her cheek up against his. I personally think JB was a little upset since he was probably getting handled and cooed by more people than he bargained for. No doubt that my children were going to be the most spoiled rotten children in the world.
"I know." I answered cheerfully. Seth walked over to me like he was being pulled like a magnet this was fucking weird even for me.
Seth POV
I don't know why but as soon as we got to the Cullen house I felt like something was pulling me inside. We all said hello and something was pulling me towards Nessie which is fucking weird. I finally made my
way over to Nessie feeling like I was pulled by a magnet. I looked down at the beautiful baby in Nessie's arms and something clicked in me and I felt everything disappear. Nothing mattered to me anymore. I
felt like I was connected to the beautiful creature in Nessie's arms. I was tugged by a cable a titanium cable. I lost all connections to my family and friends none of them mattered like the beautiful goddess in Nessie's arms.
Is it possible to imprint twice? I questioned my sanity over and over in my head at this precise moment. I had to be crazy that had to be it. I was tripping. There is no way I could've imprinted twice. I imprinted on the most beautiful woman in that forest. This is criminal I can't be a pedi like Jake there is no flipping way. This is not possible to happen to me.
I was insanely in love with the baby girl in Nessie's arms. She was truly an amazing sight. I wanted to take her away from Nessie's arms and never let her go. My need to protect her became far more extreme than it has for anyone. I would protect this child with my life.
I was snapped out of my thoughts by growling sounds around me. I think I had a couple growling vampires and a werewolf to deal with now. Yet I wasn't afraid for my life anymore. Nessie was the one to growl even stronger. But Jake beat her to it and tackled me to the ground. I felt the floor crack underneath my back and I think I was bleeding on my back.
"How could you imprint on my newborn daughter!?" Jacob yelled. Is Jacob talking he is being such a fucking hypocrite at this point.
"What!?" I practically yelled back at him, what a fucking douche bag at that, He is such a hypocrite.
"Looks like the tables turned." Edward managed to squeeze in and he started chuckling. "It doesn't feel so good when it happens to you huh. Don't worry Seth I got your back." I was glad. I seriously didn't want to get killed by Jake, I just found my means of existence and I wasn't going to lose it just yet.
"Edward what!" Mr. High thinks he is so mighty growled at my awesome best friend who just saves my life. I have a 100 bucks that Edward kills Jake!
"Why Seth I am flattered!" Edward smiled. I guess he listened to my thoughts. "And your right, I would win. Just because Wolfie has nothing on me." he turned to look at Jacob again. "Now you are a hypocrite Jacob, you imprinted on my daughter when she was born. Logically either your daughter or someone was going to imprint on your daughter. Now with this said we both have an advantage here, like I
can read your mind you can read Seth's so it is a win, win. Plus Seth doesn't think of your daughter that way he feels the same way you did when Nessie was a newborn baby. On a plus side I will help you out if he gets out of line with my granddaughter in a future. We don't want a repeat of this." Edward pointed at Jake and the babies. "So we must have an understanding." Jake shook his head and then looked at me like he wanted to apologize but didn't.
Nessie looked at me still cradling my future in her hands. I so desperately wanted to hold her like I couldn't breathe or was going to die soon if I didn't hold the creation of beauty that was in her
hands. I personally thought the baby in Nessie's arms was a goddess I knew she was going to be spoiled by me. Now I have a problem how am I going to break it off with my girl friend. My new means of life means I can't stay away from Laila she is truly an amazing sight. But I also don't want to hurt Hailey I put two years into that relationship and it isn't fair that I just dump her out of the blue. I mean I knew I was going to have to end thing with her there was no future there. How to do this how to do this?
Bryan's POV
I had been wandering around for what might have been weeks on end; I know it might have been only a couple days. I made it pretty far when I was a wolf, since there is no more moon I am human now. Simply being human, I don' t know what possessed me to stay so long in forks knowing I have no means of existence anymore. I think I was somewhere in Canada by now to my luck I struck a grizzly while I was still in my wolf form. I have been using the fur for warmth. I have been sleeping and living in a cave, I believe life is worth living when one is one with nature. It is a bit more relaxing than led to believe. I think it would be best if I just left this earth shot myself with a silver bullet and I can finally rest at peace. I think it may be harder than that. Maybe because living is always so much harder than dying and what I really want right now is to die.
I am still sorry that was short, like I said I have writers block and It is hard when I am out of ideas on how I want to set this up. If you have ideas please leave me a review or a PM on what you think should happen. Well Review Guys again I am SOOOOOO sorry. I love the readers sooo much. Help me Out guys plzzz!!!