Nellie was
sitting on bed
she felt dirty
She didn't liked what Sweeney
did to her last night
she wanted to leave him
But she still
loved him
Maybe she was naive but he Said he loved her
Nellie
walked to the kitchen and she grabbed some gin
she drank some and
went back to the bed room
Sweeney was upstairs working
and she
had a free day so she could think all over it
Nellie was thinking
of the kind of woman she used to be
She was so strong No one could
ever Hurt her she was always Happy
Nellie Laid down
on the bed
She was scares of Sweeney
Her Own husband
She
didn't wanted to leave him
But he couldn't do this ever
again
Nellie started to cry
she was so empty inside
No one
ever made her felt this way
she never was so much in Love
But
no one ever abused her
Nellie didn't know what to do
Nellie took some
more gin
she just felt so good with some gin
it loosened her a
bit
she felt better about herself
She knew it was so wrong of
her but she needed it
Nellie drank till she passed out