Several days later….
"Good morning Jade" whispered the nurse I groaned, "I'm here to-"
"Take my vitals….yes I know" I grumbled as my blurry vision found the wall clock and it read 2AM. I grumbled as I lifted my left arm allowing her access to wrap the blood pressure cuff around my arm and secure it. She then placed the heart rate monitor onto my pointer finger and pressed the button on the machine as she turned and started typing on the computer that was beside my bed. I clenched my teeth at the pressure on my arm and mentally was slapping the nurse for firstly waking me up and secondly putting this damn thing on me but it was her job after all. Once she removed the cuff and the monitor from my arm and finger I allowed my dreams to swiftly take me once again,
"Jade?" I heard a whisper I wanted to cry I knew it must have been 6 in the morning, "Jade we are going to take your vitals again, and we have your medications for you" I rolled over and flopped my arm on the bed. I waited as she took the vitals and heard her leave the room,
"Any more of this and I'm running" I mumbled to myself, there were soft foot falls heading towards my bed, "What is it now?" I asked with a groan.
"I'm sorry but…we have to get a blood draw on you" said the nurse she smiled at me softly, I groaned in annoyance, after she was done I grumbled as I rolled over and closed my eyes.
"Finally," I said as I released a yawn and I started drifting off to sleep when there was a knock on the door. "GO AWAY, NO MORE VITALS AND NO MORE BLOOD DRAWS" I hollered feeling my blood begin to boil.
"Ok…I'm sorry I thought you'd enjoy some real food" I turned quickly at the sound of Deans voice, He smiled holding up a bag and a cardboard tray with two coffees. I sat up,
"Sorry I thought you were…never mind come in" I say smiling as I tuck my hair behind my ear, he walked into the room and sat in the chair next to the bed. He slid the tray between us and pulled four sandwiches out of the bag,
"I know how they like to wake people up early, so I figured I'd bring you breakfast" he said with a smirk.
"Oh I can kiss you" I say without thinking about it, I freeze instantly my hand hovering over one of the sandwiches as a small silence fills the room. Dean chuckled and leaned forward kissing me softly on the cheek,
"How about I kiss you instead" He says smiling as he pulls two bottles of chocolate milk from the bag and hands one to me. I smile feeling the warmth from his lips still on my cheek as I grab the sandwich and unwrap it. The smell of Bacon, sausage, egg and cheese slammed into my nose and my mouth instantly started watering, I bit into the sandwich and started chewing it rapidly the flavors exploding on my tongue.
"When do we leave?" I asked as I took another bite of the breakfast sandwich, it grew quiet as Dean paused halfway between a bite. "…Dean?" I asked my chewing slowing dramatically as I felt a ice pit forming in my stomach.
"Well…Sam and I have been talking about it for the past couple of days," he said pausing and taking a bite of his sandwich,
"And..?" I asked feeling the pit turn into a boulder of ice now, my heart started beating rapidly in my ears.
"We don't think you should come with us in your condition" he said quietly avoiding eye contact,
"What? You can't be serious!" I hollered putting my food down, "Dean that isn't fair to me…I mean what about what I want"
"I KNOW WHAT YOU WANT!" Dean hollered I grew quiet looking down at the tray and clenching the sheets in my fists. "I know what you want Jade…I know you want to come with us, and help us the best you can and find out how you have these abilities. But the truth of the matter is…I don't want you with us" It felt like a red hot dagger was shoved through my chest, I blinked rapidly clearing my eyes from the tears threatening to build up.
"I…I don't believe that, I know you" I whispered quietly,
"No, you don't….You don't know anything about my life, you've only scratched the surface." He put his sandwich down and stood up turning his back to me and walking to the window, "Dammit, this…this wasn't supposed to happen, WE weren't supposed to happen" He says clenching his fists. I stared at his back as the first crack of pain whipped through my chest, "I'm not the right man for you…you need to open your eyes and wake up, there can never be an us…not with the way I'm programmed" He said to the window.
"You think I care about the way you're programmed?" I asked in disbelief, "I know what you're saying…but I know what I see and I know what my heart is telling me, It-"
"You're heart is as blind as every woman I have ever slept with" He said coldly, "I'm not the man to care and provide for you, at some point you're going to want a family…and I don't want that" he said.
"Dean…" I said he turned around and the darkness in his eyes made my words freeze on my lips,
"You're going to Bobby's as soon as you're out of here…I'm going to talk to the doctor" he said and walked the room leaving me in silence.
**************Update, I know it too forever and I apologize I've been have a huge writers block and it's finally has disappeared yay! So here is the first of updates to come :D REVIEWS PLEASE AND THANK YOU!************