Forbidden Love

by killalao

She came to the real world, causing massive destruction on a global scale. We set out on a quest to redeem ourselves, facing many challenges and enemies on the way. Chapter 1-6 has been revised as a trial. let me know what you think, I corrected a lot of things, changed a few things, and ditched the chat room dialogue style.

37. All Alone

Chapter 37\ All alone.

Something within her snapped, she finished the mission on her own, she took my pistol, and the extra clip I had in my pocket, they sent more dark types up against her, but she learned fast, she figured out how to shoot within the first few tries. Those 3 had no chance now, as not even dark types could win against her. She went back to california after all 3 were eliminated, as well as the pokemon responsible for making the castle, a Frosslass. She was broken, she left the F.B.P.M even thought they really wanted her to stay, she headed back to the midwest, where it all began. She couldn't drive, cars reminded her of me, she spent half a year walking the entire way. Mercilessly killing anything that threatened her, either with her powers, or my old pistol which she carried around like I used to. Her heart was blackened by my apparent demise. She was becomming exactly what I didn't want her to become. When she finally got to the border of the safe zone, she teleported into it, passed the roadblock effortlessly getting around the guards without them noticing a thing.

And now to clear any confusion, this next part is written in the perspective of Phoebe. She cried to herself, in the timberland, near where I used to live. No one else was around, it was sometime in the afternoon. She was sitting on a cliffside, overlooking a field.

It's not fair, we were going to finish this together, we were going to fix the world, to right our wrongs, but all that is over now. Your gone, in a twist of fate, you gave your life to protect me. Oh Cj, why? I loved you, I loved you so much. And you loved me. We were together. But its all gone. You gave me everything I ever wanted and so much more. But now, your dead. Cj, I know there were times you felt you didn't deserve my love, but there were also times I felt I didn't deserve your love either, I felt like I could never be anything more then a pokemon, but you insisted I could, you treated me like a human, not just any human, but your wife, you gave me so much more then I could ever hope for, and in the end. It turned out I was the one that didn't deserve you. I wasn't even brave enough to complete your final request. I went up to your house, I wrang the doorbell, your parents answered, I tried to explain who I was, but they immediately went for their guns so I teleported out. I read their thoughts later on, they miss you Cj, they don't know if your dead or alive, but they miss you, and so do your siblings. Why did you leave them for me Cj? Why were you so hard on yourself? Why? They deserve you more then I do, I was too stupid to pack more full restores that could've saved you. Oh, Cj, I'm so sorry. But you wouldn't like to hear me say that would you? Oh, great here come your parents again, I guess I should hide.

A few days earlier.

Thousands of miles away, in the FBPM Headquarters in California, I was dead, and no I don't remember anything from being dead, heaven, hell, my mind is completely blank. They didn't bury me, they froze me to prevent decay, for an experiment. They defrosted me, a few months after I first blacked out.

Random scientist: "Here's the max revive you wanted sir."

Robert: "Allright, how do I use it?

He set the max revive on my stomach, over the wounds. Nothing happened. He picked it up again. A point snapped off of it and fell back onto me, a heart monitor, which was hooked up to my lifeless body, released a single beep, before returning to a flatline.

Robert: "Dammit I broke it."

-noticing the beep- Robert: "What the?"

He crushed the rest of the gem up into a powder and spread it over me. A few seconds passed, and the hear meter started acting eradically, my wounds healed. and after about a minute, my heart rate was at normal levels and my blood temperature was rising.

I awoke, I was freezing, so freaking cold. I saw Robert, he was standing over me, but where was Phoebe. How long was I out?

Robert: "Hello again!"

Me: "Um hi."

Me: "What happened?"

Robert: "You died."

Me: "Is this heaven or hell?"

Robert: "Neither."

Me: "What?"

Robert: "Your not dead anymore, we revived you."

Me: "Why am I so cold?"

Robert: "Your blood temperature is still below normal levels, you should be back to normal in about half an hour."

Me: "Where's Phoebe?"

Robert: "Poor girl, haven't seen her in months."

Me: "How long was I out?"

Robert: "About 5 months why?"

Me: "It took you this long to revive me?"

Robert: "Well we had a lot of other things to do"

Me: "I need to go home."

Robert: "Your car's still parked out side."

Robert: "One more thing, she left her pokemon here with us, would you care to take them?"

Me: "Yeah might as well."

Robert: " Your's are here as well."

Me: "Can't you get a plane and fly me back?"

Robert: "We can't all our resources are in eastern China trying to fight off a ungodly amount of water and ice pokemon encroaching on their border."

Me: "Ok."

I left I headed east, back home, thats the only place I could think she would've of gone, if I wasn't too late, if she hadn't killed herself yet.

For three days I drove, only stopping to rest for 6 hours a night, and to get fuel, I drove as fast as I could go. I had to get to her. I knew she must of been really depressed, I finally got back home, reunited with my parents, spent an hour with them explaining the jist of what I did, and what was currently going on, as you know by now, its a really long story, and I was still in a hurry. Amazingly, they understood, they mentioned seeing Phoebe earlier, that they were going to kill her, but she just disappeared. I didn't know where else to look, where would she have gone? I went into the timber, to cry about my misfortune, the sun was just starting to set. She noticed me telepathically, before I noticed her.

-crying- Phoebe: "I guess I might as well kill myself."

She drew out my pistol, and with her powers she moved it up to her head.

Phoebe: "No, it can't be."

She teleported from wherever she was to infront of me, her eyes, were ringed from her crying.

Me: "Phoebe?"

-scared- Phoebe: "Get back, your dead."

She lost her concentration, the pistol fell off the cliff, and into the muddy waters of a creak running below.

Me: "Honey."
-scared- Phoebe: "I saw you die, get away from me."

Me: "Max revive?"

-scared- Phoebe: "NO, it took them way too long."

Me: "Honey, cmon, I came halfway acrossed the country, I've been driving for three days straight. Trying to find you. I've done everything I can."

Me: "I don't even look like a zombie."

Me: "What happened to you?"

Her dress was torn, and she looked like she may have cried a little too much. It was, hard for me to see her so sad.

Phoebe: "I thought you died."

Phoebe: "Cj?"

-crying- Phoebe: "I missed you."

We hugged.

Phoebe: "I killed them, I killed them all by myself."

Phoebe: "I learned how to use that gun you always carry around."

I kissed her.

Me: "I love you baby."

Phoebe: "I love you too, Cj."

Me: "Honey?"

Phoebe: "I'm never letting that happen again."

Phoebe: "You died for me Cj."

Me: "I know."

Me: "You tried to do the same, but I didn't let you."

Phoebe: "Why?"

Me: "Because honey, I can't live without you anyway."

Phoebe: "Oh Cj, it really is you."

Me: "Well who did you think I was?"

Phoebe: "A ghost."

Me: "Honey, you know that doesn't work here."

Me: "Come on, I guess its time you finally met my parents."

Phoebe: "Really?"

Me: "Mhm."

Phoebe: "They were going to..."

Me: "I know, but I explained to them what happened, they don't hate you anymore."

We kissed.

Me: "Lets go home."

Back in California.

Robert was watching us from a satelite.

Robert: "Oh good, they're back together."

Robert: "Now, it is time for them to go back to work."

Random scientist: "Wait boss, let them spend the night there, they need it."

Robert: "Good point."

Well, I finally introduced her to my parents, and after the awkwardness of explaining to my parents that I ran away and married a pokemon, and the entire discussion of whether we were able to have kids, and how I don't want kids. It was basically a long night of explanations, and after all that was said and done. My parents wouldn't let her sleep in the same bed as me, so I ended up sleeping on the couch, while she got to sleep in my bed! Even though we both slept in that bed the night she first came here. Can't they understand that we're married? Or did we have to show them the "Official documentation" stuffed into the glove box of the skyline? Anyway, when we woke up, we discovered we were on another C130, they loaded us, and the skyline even, onto the plane while we were asleep.

Me: "What the?"

Phoebe: "Cj, your bed is so comfy."

Me: "I know."

Me: "Honey why don't you open your eyes?"

Phoebe: "Um why?"

Phoebe: "Um Cj, where are we?"

Me: "On a fucking airplane."

Phoebe: "Why?"

Phoebe: "Was any of that real?"

Me: "I think so."

Me: "Especially if you saw it too."

Me: "And look, your dress is still ripped."

Phoebe: "Oh yeah, dam."

Me: "We can always get you more clothes honey."

Phoebe: "I know, but I liked this dress, its just without you, I was so distraught I tripped and it got ripped open, and its the only one I brought with me."

She was about to take off her dress.

Me: "Honey please keep your clothes on."

Phoebe: "I thought you liked my body?"

Me: "I do, but now is not the time."

Phoebe: "I haven't seen you in six months Cj, I was in heat again, and, I had to protect myself."

Me: "Oh honey..."

Phoebe: "I wanted to Cj, I wanted someone to fuck me."

Phoebe: "But I couldn't stop thinking of you. I knew you would come back."

Phoebe: "It was hard, but I got through it, because I knew I would see you again."

Phoebe: "Cj, I'm begging you, please fuck me like you used to."

Me: "Honey, I still love you, and we will make love again, just not right now."

Phoebe: "You promise?"

Me: "Yes, I promise."

We kissed.

A familiar voice spoke over the intercom system of the plane. It was Robert.

Robert: "Good morning you two."

Me: "What do you want now?"

Robert: "We need you to come back, we have another important mission for you two."

Me: "She needs new clothes."

Robert: "What kind?"

Phoebe: "I'll show you."

Robert: "Well she left most of her stuff with us. You can have those back."

Phoebe: "hehe, yeah, I forgot."

Robert: "Anyway, this plane is taking you back to our headquarters in california, a message was left for your parents, saying you were in government hands."

-sarcastically- Me: "Oh that's perfect."

Phoebe: "Why?"

Me: "If there's one thing my parents would never trust, it's the government."

Phoebe: "Oh, yeah I already knew that."

Phoebe: "hehehe."

Me: "So um..what happened in the six months I was gone?"

Phoebe: "Um its a long story."

Me: "Well, its a long way to California so you might as well start talking missy."

Phoebe: "Well, -sighs-, I continued with the mission."

Me: "Yeah?"

Phoebe: "I took your pistol, you were dead Cj, you didn't need it anymore."

Me: "I don't blame you."

Phoebe: "Anyway, I learned how to shoot, and um, I conquered my fear of darktypes, and I killed them, Mismagious, Alakazam, and a Xatu."

Phoebe: "I went crazy Cj, I'm kinda glad you weren't there to see it."

Me: "Well atleast they're dead now."

Phoebe: "But, I was depressed, I needed you."

-singing- Phoebe: "Will you still hold me when you see what I have done?"

Me: "And you started listening to atreyu?"

Phoebe: "Um yeah, I found it comforting"

Phoebe: "mhm."

Phoebe: "When you died, I was so angry, but sad at the same time, I could'nt control my rage without bursting into tears."

Me: "Yeah."

Phoebe: "They begged for mercy Cj, the Xatu did."

Phoebe: "I turned it inside out with my powers."

Me: "Oh honey."

Phoebe: "I shot mismagious in the head, she screamed in pain."

Phoebe: "I mixed the bullets with ghost energy from my shadow ball attack."

Phoebe: "Alakazam tried to run, he tried to hypnotize me into killing myself, but it didn't work, my rage was too great, and I shot him as well."

I wasn't sure what to think about her newfound strength.

Phoebe: "After that, I found the pokemon responsible for making the castle."

Me: "Which was?"

Phoebe: "Diana."

Me: "She survived?"

Phoebe: "I ripped her limb from limb, like that scientist who shot you in Nagoya."

Me: "Honey?"

Phoebe: "After that, I left the FBPM, and headed east toward your home, to fullfill your final request."

Phoebe: "I walked down that road, for days on end, because you weren't there to drive me around."

Phoebe: "I can't drive Cj, I tried, but I nearly killed myself again."

Phoebe: "My rage began to subside."

Phoebe: "It turned into misery."

Phoebe: "People left me alone, they knew something was up."

Phoebe: "I started listening to the songs you used to listen too."

Phoebe: "Unfortunately, your phone's battery didn't even last the day."

Phoebe: "You want your phone back Cj?"

Me: "Um yeah."

Phoebe: "Here."

She handed me my phone, I took it and stuck it in my pocket.

Phoebe: " Anyway, I finally got back to the midwest."

Phoebe: "But I found myself in heat again."

Phoebe: "That was the worst week of my life, Cj."

Phoebe: "Many pokemon came, their dicks out, they all wanted me."

Me: "Did you give in?"

Phoebe: "No, I killed them, every last one of them, I didn't want them, I only wanted you, but you were dead, I used my powers to rip their fucking balls off, and your gun when I couldn't because they were fucking dark types."

Me: "Your powers don't work when your in heat."

Phoebe: "I was so enraged, that they did."

Phoebe: " You weren't around to protect me. A week later it was finally over, and all returned to normal."

Phoebe: "But one of those pokemon I killed Cj, belonged to this little boy."

Phoebe: "He was too young, he couldn't control it properly."

Phoebe: "The kid screamed as I ripped his cherished pet's spine out."

Me: "What happened to the kid?"

Phoebe: "Thats just the thing Cj."

Phoebe: "Thats when I realized what you told me."

Phoebe: "About becomming a monster."

Phoebe: "I left the kid there to mourn over his departed friend."

-crying- Phoebe: "I have fallen, I'm sorry."

-crying- Phoebe: "I can't be your light anymore Cj."

-crying- Phoebe: "I'm just as much in the dark as you are."

-crying- Phoebe: "I'm so sorry."

Phoebe: "After I couldn't complete your final request, I went into that timber to kill myself."

Me: "no..."

-crying- Phoebe: "But you came back right before I could pull the trigger."

-crying- Phoebe: "Please Cj, forgive me, but I can't be your light anymore."

Me: "Honey, it's not your fault, we're still together and this is not over."

-crying- Phoebe: "I'm still traumatized Cj."

-crying- Phoebe: "I'm just glad your back, because I need you now more then ever."

Me: "Oh baby, you're still my light, you haven't fallen too far yet."

She looked into my eyes.

Phoebe: "Really?"

Me: "Mhm."

Me: "It'll be fine, you regret your mistakes, you know what you've done wrong. Honey, I have no choice but to forgive you."

We hugged.

-singing- Phoebe: "Will you still hold me when you see what I have done?"

-singing- Me: "Will you still kiss me the same?"

We kissed.

-singing- Phoebe: "When you taste my victim's blood."

-whisper- Me: "So crimson and red."

-whisper- Phoebe: "I feel it flowing from you lips."

-whisper- Me: "My heart is dead."

-whisper- Phoebe: "And so were you."

Me: "hehehehe, your pretty good you know that?"

Phoebe: "I love you Cj."

We kissed.

Me: "I love you too baby."

Me:" Everything's going to be ok."

Phoebe: "Just please, Cj, try not to die again."

Another line from the same song.

Me: "hehehe, ok..."

Phoebe: "I wasn't joking."

Me: "I know."

We kissed, our tongues met for the first time in months, we ended up making out on the floor. I couldn't hold back any longer, I know I said we wouldn't have sex earlier but this time I was going to make an exception.

Phoebe:"Oh Cj, its been so long."

Meanwhile in the cockpit of the airplane. The pilot and copilot were having a conversation about what we were saying.

Pilot: "Did you ever here that song before?"

Copilot: "Um, no, no I haven't."

Pilot: "I'm going to turn the cargo area cameras off, I think they might be getting a little too mushy."

The pilot flipped a switch, shutting the cargo bay cameras off. A several tv screens in the cockpit went black.

Copilot: "Oh cmon, can't we watch them?"

Pilot: "We have a job to do Private."

Copilot: "Fine."

Robert was also in the cockpit as well.

Robert: "Why did you shut the cameras off?"

Pilot: "Well it seemed like they might of been getting busy."

Robert: "You idiots they clearly agreed with eachother that they weren't going to have sex on the plane."

Copilot: "They haven't seen eachother in six months sir."

Robert: "I know that."

Copilot: " And ever since he died she hasn't been exactly what I would call stable."

Pilot: "So your implying that you want them to have sex?"

Copilot: "Well, maybe it would calm her down."

Robert: "You guys are both idiots."

Robert turned the cameras back on. We were rolling around on the floor, making out.

-intercom- Robert: "Listen up you two."

Phoebe: "Oh he came to ruin our fun."

Me: "Yep."

We got up, our clothes were still on at this point by the way.

Robert: "It another 4 hours to california, during which both of you will keep your clothes on, just so you know both of you are on camera."

Me: "O cmon man, thats not cool."

Phoebe: "Awe."

Me: "Sorry honey."

Phoebe: "Thats ok."

Phoebe: "Just wait till tonight Cj."

Me: "You two baby."

We kissed again.

Phoebe: "And screw you Robert, trying to watch us have sex."

Robert: "I wasn't trying to watch you have sex. I was trying to keep you from hav..."

She used her powers to smash the speaker of the intercom.

Me: "You sure shut him up."

Phoebe: "Now if I just knew where those cameras were."

Back in the cockpit.

Robert: "Damn that woman."

Pilot: "What?"

Robert: "She took out the com system."

Copilot: "I told you you should of left them alone."

Pilot: "Weren't you the one who originally wanted to watch them?"

Copilot: "Well yeah, but still, he should of left them alone."

Robert: "Whatever, I didn't want to do this but, gas em."

The Copilot pressed a button, releasing a sleeping gas into the cargo area, putting both Phoebe and me asleep for the rest of the trip. Why couldn't they of just done that to begin with?