AUTHOR: hey guys sorry for the long, kinda to rack my brain for this one :P things arent going very well for me at the moment... imma be out for a longer time than usual... i need some time to rack up my thoughts for the next chaps...
so please wait patiently! thank you very much...
enjoy xD
EDITED!
Chapter 38: Why'd This Happen!?
SHO'S MOMENT OF SELF LOATHING :P
"Sho-kun, are you okay?" a girl's voice sounded after Kyoko left.
"... ..." silence.
"Sho-kun?" she asked again.
"I... I need to be alone right now..." the still shock boy answered.
"O-oh, well, will you come to school?" the girl asked with a worried tone.
"I don't know, I just need to think..." Sho said facing what use to be Kyoko's room.
"Okay... um, bye..." she said after glancing at Sho's dejected expression.
Sho's POV...
"What the fuck! Damn it!"
I couldn't help but yell out... I'm an ass... she'll never forgive me. I walk into what use to be her room. She took everything, her clothes, shoes; hair things... even her light blue blanket...
There was absolutely no trace that Kyoko lived here, and that just stabbed at me.
Slamming my door shut, I threw myself on my bed... it seems cold now.
... ...
"Damn it, why... Kyoko..."
I stare up at the ceiling, my mind blank; my gaze goes to the picture on my desk. It's of Kyoko and me.
I close my eyes, and that picture is the last I see for the night.
Her smile and shinning eyes, taunting me...
_:: Flashback/Dream World ::_
"Come on Kyoko, we're ready to go!"
"Coming auntie!"
"Sit next to me, Kyoko."
"Okay Shota! *smile*"
My Kyoko...
We were going to the beach that day; it was summer... perfect weather.
I remember what she had been wearing.
A cute plaid sun dress, she had her bikini underneath it, and her hair in a thick braid.
It was a simple dress, but simple suits her best.
The beach was about ten miles from where we were, but there was terrible traffic so it took longer.
I rolled my eyes staring at all the cars, I thought that I would get bored and irritated; I was wrong.
Kyoko was with me, us, and she made everything worth the wait.
She always noticed my attitude, and she always made me laugh.
When I was down she knew what to say and do.
She congratulated me when I got something great accomplished.
Sometime during the ride I fell asleep.
She let me sleep.
Once we got to the beach and parked, we unloaded the trunk. We were gonna stay to make a bonfire.
When we settled in a nice spot, Kyoko started to help mom place the picnic blanket down where dad and I smoothed out the sand.
"You two can go walk around, we'll call when the foods ready!"
"Thanks mom, let's go Kyoko."
"Are you sure auntie?"
"Yeah, you go have fun *smile*"
"Kyoko..."
"Okay coming Shota!"
It was just her and me; we walked around the pier and alongside the waves.
She would take picture of anything that caught her eyes.
"Shota..."
"Yea?"
"Say cheese *smile*!"
"*chuckle*Cheese!"
We laughed after; I can only ever laugh for real when I'm with Kyoko.
Looping my arm around her slim shoulders we walk back to the beach, telling each other jokes.
Getting to our bonfire, we eat and talk until nightfall.
"Let's take a picture!"
"Kyoko, here take a picture of me and auntie."
"Okay, ready? Say cheese!"
"CHEESE!"
"Okay, okay now you and Shotaro!"
Smiling I pull Kyoko in front of the bonfire, where I was.
Placing my left arm around her again, I give a real smile and make a peace sign with my right hand.
Kyoko's pose is embarrassed and shy.
Though she presses her body to my side, her hands are claps together and held in front of her. She's blushing but still smiles her beautiful smile.
And that moment is forever frozen on a piece of paper, forever taunting me...
After that picture we packed up, mom kept taking pictures of us.
Me bumping Kyoko playfully, and laughing.
Her flinging a thin towel at me.
I have all of those picture neatly taped on my wall... but the only one that is in a frame...
The one that taunts me, the one where Kyoko is an angel.
The one that I'm close to her, both body and friendship...
...
_:: End ::_
"... I'm sorry... Kyoko, I screwed up."
Nothing... no sound, just me and an empty house... I'll be alone for two days.
"Please, have her come back, Kami..."
Silence.
"I need her..."
Silence.
'I love her, more than anything... but I screwed up big, how can I fix it?'
Silence.
End of Sho's POV...
_:: Hizuri Residence ::_
"You know, Kuon, you didn't have to literally break their hands..."
"*sigh* Dad... for the last tim-"
"Yeah, yeah it wasn't you... how is she?"
"Broken, sad..."
"Oh Kuon... what happened?"
"I don't know, she doesn't want to talk about it..."
"Babies! Momma's home~!"
"Hi Honey!"
"... ..."
"Awe, what's the matter Kuon?"
"... Hi mom..."
"There's been some trouble-"
"Trouble!? Did someone hurt my baby?!" the overly protective mother asked.
Kyoko's POV (b4 Julie comes home)
Kami... why did this happen?
What happened to the Sho I knew?
Oh Kami! Was he even my friend!?
*knock, knock*
"Kyoko... can I come in?" called a gentle voice.
Who is this new chara of Kuon?
Is he friendly?
Who's the person asking to come in?
So many questions, not enough ideas!