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Chapter 38: The Vacation
EPOV
I'm holding Bella in my arms right now. I couldn't sleep after we've made love.
I'm watching her shoulders move up and down as she breathed. Her ever beautiful face was a bit pink and she has a smile on her face – I'm hoping that I'm the reason behind that.
I just couldn't phantom how ecstatic I am, beyond that, even.
I finally said to Bella that I love her.
I finally showed Bella how much I do.
After analyzing every detail of our relationship and my feelings for her, and almost fucking up, I finally did it.
And I couldn't thank Jacob Black enough for that.
I never thought the day would come that I'd be thankful for his existence, not just a client in business, but a person with sense.
I knew my feelings for Bella's very strong and I couldn't deny the fact that I love her more than anything.
Waiting, digesting and over thinking about when the perfect moment for me to tell her I love her was bull shit.
Yes, I waited. But I tortured my brain while doing so.
I always thought that Bella might find it absurd if I told her I love her given the duration of our relationship and certain parameters we have, but it also made me realize that the perfect moment may pass you by, just like that.
It almost happened.
Again, I couldn't thank Jacob Black enough for this. Honestly, if it weren't for him, this day wouldn't hold more meaning than it does now.
It happened almost a month ago at my sister's wedding. The day when he confessed his love for Bella.
I knew he did, but I never imagined him confessing his feelings to her.
I was horrorstricken, speechless, angry, and most especially, I felt like a loser.
I drove then as fast as I could to the beach where I first took Bella out. There, I thought about everything that has happened.
How could Black say those words to her effortlessly while I – the one who's in a relationship with her – couldn't even find the courage to do so?
Why did I have to be so scared about everything? Why did I have to think that she may not want me that way? Why did I have to think too much about the perfect timing shit?
What if Bella realized that I was such a freak, a dumbass when it comes to relationships? That Jacob is better than I? What if those brotherly feelings were disguised as romantic love?
What if Jacob won the fight?
Will I give her up?
Will I fight for her?
Those were my thoughts then.
I sulked and drank cans of beer.
But then, the time I spent with Bella – every second, every moment – replayed in my mind. The feelings I have for her cannot be hidden any longer.
The clock is ticking and I need to act upon my feelings before it's too late. If Jacob can do it, I most certainly can as well.
That was when Jacob Black helped me find the perfect moment for everything.
I know how and when to tell her everything I feel; show her even.
On Bella's birthday. That will be the day I will tell her I love her. I want her birthday to be more special by doing so.
And so I thought of a plan on how to express my feelings prior.
I started off with the lilies.
After bringing Charlie and Sue to the airport a few days after the wedding, I asked Bella for a stroll around the park. That's where I told her that I was the one leaving those lilies for her.
After that, things weren't strained with us anymore. I thought she would be mad or freak out once she found out. Surprisingly, she took it in a good way. She did tease me a lot about being a stalker.
Some time after, the news article came up. It was quite a shock to me as well that we were put on the paper. To be honest, Tanya wouldn't be hounded much by the media if it weren't for her agency, dropping hints about or whereabouts. Though after she dumped me, I was followed for a while then it gradually stopped.
Well, in some occasions, I would come up in the paper about ridiculous crap and whom I'm dating and or whatever. Alice is the one to inform me about such things because frankly, I couldn't care less.
Bella wasn't too happy about it either, however, she didn't take it seriously, making it a lot better.
I also had a quick word with Mike Newton. I remember him from when Bella and I first had lunch out. We've dined in Belo several times after that, but we were never sucking each other's faces in public places. We're, at least, considerate enough not to let the whole world see how intimate we could be.
I remember now driving to the restaurant the day the news article came out.
I drove to the restaurant and didn't kill time looking for that delusional Mike Newton. He was taking some orders when I went in.
"Mike Newton," I called. He looked at me confusedly as I walked to him.
"Excuse me," he smiled to the guests then turned to me. "Do I know you?"
Yeah, dumbass. I took the paper out from my jacket and pushed it to his chest. "The next time you talk about my relationship with Bella, make sure you don't say shit about it. Should you decide to act brainlessly, then I would be happy to divulge to the media the sexual harassment case Bella filed against you."
The whole restaurant fell silent once I finished. Of course the case isn't true, but he needs to pay for what he said on the paper.
Mike Newton wasn't able to utter a single word after that.
He looked like he was going to pee in his pants so I saved him from that embarrassment and decided to leave.
"Good day ma'am, sir!" I smiled to the costumers he was attending to and left.
After that fiasco, I was back to plotting for Bella's birthday.
There was a lot I had to do in order for everything to – I hope – go on smoothly. There was a lot of things I had to do to make sure that I've got everything covered for my birthday gift.
For three weeks I was practically working for almost twenty four hours a day. No matter how hard I try to finish work immediately, I always end up staying later or I was dead tired when I got home.
Every time I make Bella wait and see her disappointed face, I feel twice as much as she does.
I feel guilty for spending very little time with Bella, but I do make up for it when I can. I always try to make it up to her.
As I finalized the plan for Bella's birthday and the things I have to do for that, I had a few more hours to spare. But sadly, Bella's the unavailable one.
She's been acting aloof most of the time for last week.
I know I can't really do anything about that. I can't deny her to feel that way. I know she's mad and hurt, but I hope she will understand why I was a dick for three weeks. Well, I was being a dick unintentionally.
When I came home last night, I thought I'd see her there with Rosalie waiting for her to get done or something. I originally asked Rose to keep Bella busy to make arrange a few things for the eve of her birthday.
Then I read her note on the refrigerator.
I chuckled at Bella's feisty message. Reminds me again not to mess with her.
I sighed. I just hope she will like what I've prepared for today.
I kissed Bella on the forehead and her shoulder before sliding out of bed carefully. I took a quick shower and did my task as fast as I could. I want to be by Bella's side when she wakes.
When I was done preparing for another surprise, I went back to the room as fast as I could.
I saw Bella was already up. She has her head down and I think I saw he lips quivering a bit.
"Good morning birthday girl!" I said at once. She immediately searched for me and I saw her face break into a smile.
"Did you sleep well?" I asked as I kissed her forehead, then her cheek to her jaw to where her neck and shoulder meets.
I ran my nose along her neck, taking in her insatiable scent.
Oh, how she drives me crazy.
"G-Good. I slept w-well."
I smiled for I'm sure I made her stammer. So I snake a hand on the back of her neck and the other on her waist. I pushed her down as I peppered kisses on her neck and collar bone.
After making love to her, the more I couldn't take my hands off her.
I brought my lips to hers. A lust filling sound came out of her making me suck her lower lip. I swiped my tongue inside her mouth and she swiped her tongue back.
My hand slid slowly upward from her waist. Feeling her curves fired me up.
Our kiss, intensifying by the second. And just before I put my hand on her breast, she pushed away.
I gave her time to breathe but my lips never left her body. I, again, trailed open mouthed kisses on her neck.
She pushed away. Again.
When I looked at her, there was apprehension in her eyes.
"Bella?" I said as I tucked her hair behind her ears. She didn't answer nor look at me. She bit her lower lip; a habit of hers she usually does when she's nervous or thinking.
"I-I know that something special happened between us last night – "
"Technically, this morning." I interjected.
She quirked a brow at me. I intended my statement to be a joke, well... Anyway. "Sorry. Go on. It won't happen again."
She sighed and looked away. "What is this, Edward? What's all this? The piano, the flowers when I got home? I-Wha-Would you kindly explain to me what's going on?"
My brow rose and I gave her a questioning look. "It's your birthday… right? Or did I get the date wrong?"
"Shut up!" Bella smacked my arm lightly. I did make her smile at least. I chortled before saying anything. I knew what she was talking about.
I took her hands and held it in one of mine, while the other lifted her chin up so she could look at me right in the eye. "Bella, I know it's out of line for me to ask favors from you, but, will you do two things for me before I answer everything?"
"What?"
"I promise I will tell you everything you want to know. I'll answer whatever it is that's burning in your mind right now. I'll tell you everything… Everything!" I begged.
I have to ask her this so things would go according to plan. If she doesn't want to… Well…
I'm fucked.
I don't want to force her, but I will have no choice.
"What two things?" she narrowed her eyes at me.
"Oh, three things, actually – forgot the first one, sorry." I chuckled nervously, "Anyhow, first, will you have breakfast with me? I mean – you will have breakfast with me. Second, after eating, shower and get ready. And lastly, don't ask anything about what I'm asking you to do or where we are about to go. That's it. Then I promise to tell you everything you want to know."
Her lips disappeared into a thin line with her eyes still narrowed at me. I was beginning to shrink where I sat at her look.
"Please?" I squeaked. "Why won't you just tell me, Edward?"
I shrugged, "You'll know later."
"Wha – " she threw her hands up and shook her head."Unbelievable. Unbelievable!" she exclaimed. "You won't tell me, fine! But don't expect me to let you off this easy, you Annoying Bastard!"
I bit my inner cheeks to keep myself from laughing. I missed that nickname, actually. "I don't expect you to, but thank you." I kissed her cheek.
"Yeah right!" I heard her mutter.
I stood up and held out a hand for her. "You have my word. Now, come on! Let's eat."
She rolled her eyes at me. "I'm washing up. Wait there." She said and got off from bed with the blanket wrapped in front of her. I willed myself to look just at her face or we won't be able to leave this room.
Bella did take her time to get ready, but I waited patiently. When she finally came out, my mouth hung open.
"Let's eat." She said.
She was standing by the doorway of her closet, naked. I couldn't take my eyes off her sensual curves. My morning wood grew harder as thoughts of being in her filled me.
Damn it.
"Edward?" she called, walking forward to me.
Oh fuck.
I immediately shook off nasty thoughts in my head and readjusted the waist of my boxers. I saw her smirk when I fumbled to reach for her robe. "Uhm… H-Here's your robe."
"I don't feel like covering up, thank you." She said.
It took me a minute or two to collect my bearings. It's so hard to concentrate with her naked body within a hand's reach. Damn it. Damn it. Damn it.
I cleared my throat and stood up. "I don't think that's such a good idea," I smiled. Considering the place where I prepared breakfast. "Come on baby, don't you want to put some robe on?"
"No." she smiled.
I sighed in defeat, but left a smile on my face. "Okay then." I took her hand and lead her to the balcony where I prepared breakfast. I opened the sliding door. There sat a table for two which I personally decorated.
I put a vase of pink and white lilies in the center and several dishes around it. I cooked her favorite, French toast, bacon and eggs – of course, some cut up fruits and Ann Sather's Cinnamon rolls that I know she likes to eat with the my own mix of white chocolate mocha.
"Wow!" I heard her whisper. "You made this?" she asked, perplexed. I gave her a smile.
I pulled her arm when she made a step forward. "Still think you don't need any robes on?" I smirked.
For a second I thought she was going to hit the crap out of me by the look on her face. She grabbed the robe from me and put it on. I suddenly felt bad.
Automatically, ran my fingers on her cheek and brushed her hair away. "You shouldn't be upset. It's your birthday…"
I really feel bad about everything I've done. I didn't mean to ignore her, but it's still no excuse. I hope everything I've prepared will make up for it; even just a bit.
"Come baby, show me what you've done." Bella tugged my arm and pulled me out the balcony.
Bella enjoyed my cooking, thankfully and complimented me for what I've prepared.
"So…" Bella started, "you really aren't going to say anything about acting like an Annoying Bastard lately? No – scratch that – aren't you going to tell me why you've been the Annoying Bastard?"
I sniggered at her question, failing to hide my amusement. After I've composed myself, I leaned in. "Okay, time for the second favor. Will you get ready now? We'll be leaving in… an hour or so."
"Fine." She stood up and went to the bath.
Meanwhile, I got my phone from my bedside table and made some calls, making sure every single detail goes accordingly. I also called my parents to let them know we'll be leaving soon.
My parents were the only ones knowledgeable about where I am taking Bella. My mother knew too well that she didn't meddle with what I planned to do, neither did my father.
Bella took her time showering trying to annoy me. I was done long ago by the time she was.
Whatever she does it won't bother me. I know I deserve everything.
After several moments, she shrieked my name, making me run to her in panic. "Bella! Bella!" I called, worried.
When I got in the closet, she was sitting in her daybed with a bunch of clothes all over the room. her brows were scrunched.
"Uhm… Bella?"
Her gaze immediately snapped to mine. She's mad – and for what reason, I am completely clueless.
"You asked me to get ready but I don't know what to wear. Do you know how hard it is to dress up not knowing where you'd be taking me? I might be making a fool out of myself, you know?" she threw a piece of clothing at me which I caught effortlessly.
Alice was rubbing on her. What a good job my sister did with my girlfriend, jeez. Again, I kept myself from laughing, I don't want to push Bella.
"Sorry baby. I forgot to give you this." I walked over to one of the cabinets and pulled a carrier bag of my favorite store, Burberry.
Call me metrosexual , but Alice introduced me to this brand several years back and I loved the clothes. I'm usually picky with the fabric and cut.
It's not too bad to look good and splurge on clothes once in a while.
Enough of my weak macho point here.
I gave Bella the bag and saw her brow was arched as she took the bag and opened it. I blushed a little for I was trying to match out clothing. I bought her the BURBERRY RUCHED CAP SLEEVE COTTON DRESS, while I bought myself the Degrade Colour Cotton T-shirt in Raspberry Sorbet which I'm wearing with a pair of khaki shorts.
I watched Bella as she looked at the dress, then to me, back to the dress again. "What the – " Bella said then she started to laugh. "Matching outfits? Really?" she laughed, "God! What is she trying making us look like?"
I shifted in my spot and scratched the back of my neck. I'm a little disappointed that she made fun of what I did. "Uhm… I… kind of… chose what to wear to match yours so…" I shrugged and ran a hand on my unruly hair. "I-You can wear what you want. It won't matter."
Then I turned away from her.
As I inched for the door, I felt her hand wrap around my wrist and pulled me to face her.
I didn't meet her eyes, embarrassed of what just happened.
Then she hugged me.
"I like it." she said.
I softened a bit, as she was trying to make me feel better. "You don't have to say that, Bella."
"I know, but I really like it. Thank you." She kissed me chest.
Without arguing any further, I wrapped my arms around her and kissed to top of her head.
XXXXX
We've been on the plane for about two hours now and Bella hasn't stopped fidgeting for a second. She's really restless and kept looking at me with narrowed eyes or pursed lips. She had been to the bathroom a number of times as well.
"Baby, will you just relax? It's not like I'm taking you to some deserted island!" I rubbed my hand on hers.
Well, not deserted, actually.
"Yeah. I know… It just feels weird." She shrugged. "Okay. Would you like something to drink, then?" I asked. "A little alcohol would calm you down."
"Y-Yeah, yeah. I suppose."
I shook my head and called for Irina. She later came with a glass of cognac. "This will be enough. Just one glass, okay?" I handed her the drink. She rolled her eyes at me and took a sip coyly. Minutes later, her cheeks has a darker shade and her chest was a bit red too. I can tell that she's relaxing now.
"Don't move too much. You might feel dizzy, we don't want that." She didn't reply but kept her laid back and her eyes closed, so I went back to reading TIME Magazine.
"I know where we're going."
"What?" my head snapped to Bella's. I might not have heard her right.
She sighed and leaned forward to face me."I said, I know where you're taking me."
"Oh…" I squeaked. After all the effort I've done trying to surprise her, she, apparently knew where we're heading to. I felt disappointed and really sad that I didn't do my best. Well, what more can I do?
"Sor – "
"What the hell were you thinking?" she asked.
I blinked a few times in confusion. I honestly thought she'd like where I was taking her to. I really want to be buried in the deepest cave out there. "I'm sorry ba – "
She held out a hand, stopping me. "No, Edward. It's too late for that! How thick can you get?"
My mouth hung open and I felt really hurt. She could appreciate the effort I exerted, at least – that was the least I was expecting.
She sighed once again, "I mean… I know you think I'd want to spend my birthday with Charlie and Sue, but…"
Hold up! She thinks I'm taking her to Forks? Fuck, I couldn't help smiling and rejoicing in my head. What a fucking relief! "I thought that's what you wanted?"
"I told you what I wanted! I wanted to spend time with you; I want to, okay? I don't intend to spend my birthday with other people." she said. "Sorry baby. Can't do anything about that now. On the up side, I still have one surprise for you," I kissed the back of her hand.
She leaned her head back and closed her eyes again. "I know. It's just that… It's not what I was expecting you to do."
Well, that's good for me."And I'm really sorry that you're disappointed. I thought you'd like it, too."
She shrugged. "Yeah, well, I guess I'll have to show you my fishbowl room." I chuckled at her description and held her hand. "You can tell the pilot to stop with misleading me and turn this plane around. I know what you're up to anyway. No surprise there."
I didn't know what to say so I just nodded. "How romantic can you get? I sure want Jacob to kick your ass right now…"
I hid my chuckles at her sarcasm by coughing. It didn't occur to me that she'd think I'd be taking her to Forks. Oh well. I stood up and went to the bathroom instead of the control room like Bella asked me to. When I got back she was already asleep. I carried her where the bed was and sat beside her.
Bella was up, just was we were about to land. "We're in Seattle already?" she yawned. I gave her a nonchalant reaction and positioned myself by the window so she couldn't see the view well.
She was fumbling with her seatbelt once the captain announced we landed safely. I stopped her and pulled a blindfold from my pocket.
"Bella, you have to wear this before leaving this plane." I waved the piece of cloth. She looked at me pinioning, but I insisted on putting it on. I want her to feel the full impact of the place. "No questions, remember!" I smiled.
"You know, I'm this close to flipping you off. Really." She said also gesturing with her fingers then let me out the cloth over her eyes. I carried her all the way down the plane and to the chopper that was waiting for us. I heard her squeal and felt her squirm a little when she heard the chopper's loud buzz.
When I put Bella on her seat, I put on her headset and mine as well, then sat on my seat. "Don't remove your blindfold yet." I said.
Surprisingly, she obliged without complaint.
When we took off a few moments. I was excited as hell to show Bella one of my favorite places.
I held Bella's hand tightly so she wouldn't worry about what was going on. I looked out the window, waiting for the beautiful turquoise shade to greet my eyes.
"Where are we?" Bella asked with an edge in her voice.
I kissed her forehead. "You'll know in a few."
She whined, "Edward!"
"Baby, just a couple more mi – " then the view came in. I immediately removed Bella's blindfold. She looked at me, bemused and mad.
"Look out the window." I pointed. She did what I told her.
Then I heard her gasp. "Oh my…"
I looked at her, looking out the window with the beautiful scene. This is perfect. A huge smile broke into my face as I saw how taken she is by what she's seeing.
"Baby… this is… Wow!" she gushed. "I know." I squeezed her arm.
She turned to face me and leaned in to kiss me.
This kiss was warm and soft. I knew she was thanking me for this and I happily accept her gratitude.
"This is so beautiful," she smiled and went back to looking out the window.
After almost an hour and a half, finally, we arrived in Masen Island.
I got off first, then carried Bella off the chopper. I walked in the shallow water, feeling the warm afternoon breeze pass us. When we got to the shore, the chopper took off. Bella and I watched as it flew further.
"Where are we?" Bella asked.
"Masen Island."
"Masen what?" Said Bella.
I chuckled at her bemusement and kissed her forehead. "We're in Masen Island, baby. Welcome to paradise!" I pecked her lips. "You mean to tell me you own this-this vast island?"
"It's not mine, it's Esme's; my grandfather's bequest."
"Yeah, but still! It's yours! Oh my God! I can't believe how rich you are! Jesus! An island? Really?" she muttered to herself.
"Want to check the house?" I offered. I didn't want her thinking about our family's possessions. Frankly, it makes me feel uncomfortable knowing she thinks she doesn't fit in my family because of that. I don't care about money or mansions or islands. Fuck those.
I lead Bella to the main house which is where we'll be staying at.
My grandfather asked my mother to create a huge cottage, a function room, and three extension houses – the cottage is for the spa and entertainment; the function room is obviously for gatherings; and the other three are spare villas or extension houses, each uniquely designed according to themes my mom chose.
"We'll have the tour of the main house first," I said.
"Main house?"
"Yeah. That's what we call it. We have names for the different villas too," I smiled. "Will you be okay walking? It's on the top hill."
She nodded, still looking at the view.
We were both quiet while I lead her to the Main House. I know she loves the place by the looks of her face, only there was something bothering her. I wish I could read her thoughts.
After minutes of walking, we finally reached the Main House.
"Wow!" Bella gasped once again.
The Main House is practically open on the first floor. There is a bar, a vast living area and the kitchen at the back. On the second floor is where the guest bedrooms are; and on the third floor is where the master's bedroom and The Deck is – and our last stop around the house.
Bella absolutely adores The Deck. She quickly ran to the balcony and closed her eyes. Her hair being pushed back by the wind.
The Deck has the most beautiful view of the island and the water. The Deck also has a Jacuzzi built. My family and I love spending nighttimes there.
"Wonderful, isn't it?" I asked Bella. "Lovely," she smiled with her eyes still closed.
I walked closer to her, watching her smile makes all of my effort worth it.
Then I saw her look at me, her smile faltered.
I closed the gap between us, worried that my thoughts maybe wrong. "What's the matter?" I cupped her face.
She shook her head, "Nothing. I just…" she sighed, "It would have been better if we aren't going home after a few hours…" She said. Bella can sometimes be dense for a company's Director. I smiled as she continued to talk. "…I'd love to spend the night here, but I know we can't. You're busy at work, you have things to do and I do, too – "
I silenced her with my lips and she responded well.
Bella pushed away after some time and I lay my forehead on hears as we caught are breath.
"You really have the tendency to be dense, Bella." I teased.
"What do you mean?"
"This is my birthday gift to you."
Bella pushed away so she could look me in the eyes. "Yeah, I know. And it's wonderful! I'm just a bit sad that we only have a few hours to spend here."
"You don't get me," I shook my head with a smile. "What?" she asked.
"We're staying here." I said. I was expecting she'd react happily and excitedly but her brows just furrowed. "Okay, let me rephrase that. We're staying here for a vacation."
Her eyes bulged out and she was at loss for words.
"That is my birthday gift," I added.
"We're staying here? For the night?"
"Nope," I shook my head.
"You mean to tell me we're staying here for more than just one night?"
I smiled. Being in an island alone with Bella is suh-weet! "Yes, more than just a night."
"Thank you!" she shrieked and jumped on me. She peppered kisses on my face while saying 'Thank you' over and over again. This is the reaction I'm waiting for!
After that, we went down to have some snacks and discuss about what we plan on doing later this evening.
"I was thinking we could just relax for today," Bella said before popping in some chips in her mouth. "Fine by me," I said. "But… there's one thing I'd like for us to do, if you don't mind."
Bella gestured for me to continue.
"I was wondering if we could go for a swim tonight? The-uh-water won't be cold…" I said nervously.
"I'd like that," she smiled. Night swimming with Bella is one of the things I'd like to do with her while we're here.
We'll one of my fantasies, actually, but she doesn't need to know that now.
"How many days are we staying, by the way?" she asked.
"A couple of days," I shrugged. "What do you mean a couple of days? Don't we have work?"
Here comes the part where I tell her everything I promised her. I put my food down and reached for her hand.
"Listen, I know I've been a dick for the past weeks, but I never, never intended to be one. I never intended to hurt you."
"Oh, you've been a dick alright," Bella laughed.
"I know, I know. And that's why I'm explaining to you now. Will you let me?" I asked and she nodded.
"I'm really sorry for being a dick," I started, "I want you to know that I did try to make up for everything, but I know it's not enough. I've been working my ass off for weeks because… I want to give you the perfect present. I want to show you how much it would mean to me to make you happy.
"I was so devoted to giving you the perfect present, the perfect birthday that I forgot to look at what I presently have." I sighed and squeezed her hand. I've been such an idiot that the thought of losing Bella because of what I did is really getting to me. "I know it's such a lame thing to do, but I want you to know that I'm so sorry – for everything."
For a moment there was silence and we just stared at each other. I had no clue what she was thinking and I was chanting desperately that she, at least, is happy with what I've done.
She sat up from her seat and sat on my lap. I put an arm around her waist and used my other hand to cup her face. "I'm sorry, baby. I love you."
A smile grew on her face, "I love you too." She kissed my forehead and gave me a peck on the lips. "Thank you. This is the perfect birthday present, I tell you. I love it! But!"
There's a 'but'.
"If you ever do that again, I'm sure as hell to call Jacob Black and beat the shit out of you. Emmett, too! Got it?" she said in a low voice.
I should be frightened by her words, but the tone of her voice turned me on.
"Yes ma'am!" I saluted. "Good. Since this is a really nice thing you pulled here, you're good for now." She smiled, slapping my face three times pretty hard. "So, how long are we staying here? Exactly?"
"How long do you want to?" I returned the question.
"What? Are you crazy? If you ask me, I won't leave this place! I'd be broke and you… we'll you won't, but I'll be." She laughed.
I frowned at her remark about my family's wealth; it's not mine, it's ours or better yet, theirs.
"Well then, it's settled. We're staying here until we're old and grey." I teased. "Yeah, no, not really. More like three weeks or so."
"Three weeks?" Bella's voice pitched.
"Three weeks tops. Three fucking awesome weeks!" I exclaimed.
"Fucking awesome, indeed!" Bella laughed and so did I.
After a few hours of lounging around and a couple of drinks, it was all of a sudden, nighttime.
I've been thinking about how I want to spend the first night here with Bella. I told her what I want to do, but I don't want her to think I'm luring her into something.
I sat up from the couch, "Hey baby?"
"Yeah?" Bella looked at me questioningly.
"I'm going down the beach. You… don't really have to come down there, too." I scratched the back of my neck awkwardly, "We've got a year's of food supply in the fridge and the pantry." I chuckled, "There are DVDs, or you could use the Jacuzzi…" Okay, this isn't helping. I'm just babbling. I cleared my throat and stood up. "Just help yourself to anything." I kissed her forehead.
"Edward – " she called after.
As if reading her mind, I answered back, "Yeah, our suitcases are upstairs, in the master's closet."
"Thank you." She smiled and I nodded.
As I walked down the steps, I let my mind wander off, wanting a clear mind. I took all of my clothes off and left it on the sand. Once again, the familiar cool summer breeze and warmth of the water made me relax.
The last time I went here I was so distraught – the most distraught I have ever been. This place helped me relax and make me think about how much I'm willing to make a change and take a chance be with Bella.
I wasn't sure if she liked me the same way or if she's willing to take that chance with me.
I thought I was going to lose her without really having her.
Damn it, I was a wreck then.
I was a fool to think I was still in love with Tanya. I know the moment I saw Bella there was something odd between us, something odd I felt when I was with her. Little did I know that 'odd' thing, is the greatest feeling I've ever had for a person.
Bella and I are at a happy place and phase right now in our relationship. After some time of blindly walking to the path we are in now, we found the right path; we found light in each other.
I just don't need to fuck things up this time.
I don't want to lose the best thing that happened to me.
"Beautiful…" I heard Bella whisper from behind. I felt her lips on my left shoulder blade briefly then her arms wrapped around me.
Bella's body was pressed closed to mine. I almost flinched at the skin-to-skin contact in surprise. I held her hands as we stood, watching the moon's reflection on the water.
For the most of the swim, we talked about anything we thought of in each other's arms. When the night breeze became cooler, I felt Bella shiver, so I pulled her closer to me.
Fuck.
Her breasts pressed onto my upper chest and I felt her hardened nipples pressed on.
I felt my dick stand up. Wrong move.
Yeah, fuck!
"You can close your mouth, you know?" Bella joked with a brow quirked.
My mouth was slightly agape and I couldn't say a word. I was concentrating not to combust, but with Bella and I, naked in the beach with her legs wrapped around my stomach, her breasts touching my chest, and with her damn, luscious lips, I can't help but let my fantasies run wild.
Sex on the beach.
No one else here in the island…
Perfect scene…
Perfect spot to have sex everywhere…
Bella's body on top of mine…
Oh… fuck.
My dick got harder.
I cleared my throat and shook my head. I intended to hitch her up higher so she wouldn't feel my hard on.
Wrong move. Again.
I accidentally bent down with her body and I felt her thigh brush against my rock hard dick.
"Shit!" I groaned.
I want to take her so badly.
"Oh my…" Bella giggled when she felt my dick, eventually, throwing her head back in laughter.
"Shit, I'm sorry Bella! I-Your- Ugh!" I closed my eyes and hung my head back in embarrassment. She was laughing at me.
"Don't say sorry, baby." She giggled.
I narrowed my eyes at her. "Yeah right. See, you're making fun of me!" I whined. "Try to hold a dangerously enticing woman – naked at that – in your arms. See if you don't get a hard on…" I muttered.
"No I'm not." She defended but I quirked a brow at her growing smirk.
"What?" I asked. With her smirk still on, she lowered her head and whispered in a very low and inviting voice, "I've never had sex on the beach before…" then I felt her tongue flick near my earlobe.
I didn't think twice.
I pulled her hair on the base of her neck and sucked in her lips. This kiss is frenzied and heated. Our tongues slipped in and out of our mouths.
I walked to the shore, pressing her body close to mine.
A muffled moan came from me when I the heat from her sex. I could feel her wetness from the inside.
I pulled away and left a trail of open mouthed kisses on the side of her neck. Then I took in one of her hardened nipples. "Mmm…" she moaned when I flicked my tongue over it.
I sucked and played with both of her nipples until we reached the sand and until I was sure I had scratches on my shoulder from Bella's nails.
"Lie on my sarong." Bella struggled to say while I still nibbled on her tits.
I bent down to lay her on the piece of cloth but she stopped me.
"No. I'm in charged," she pecked my lips.
Boy, did my rock-hard did grow even harder.
"Are you sure?" I still asked.
She pulled away from me and I let her down on the sand. She pushed my chest down until I was lying on the sarong. "I'm sure," she said straddling my abdomen.
She dipped lips to mine and we kissed softly this time, but still full of passion. Her hand slid from my face down my chest and to my abdomen. Her finger drew lazy lines near my shaft and it was driving me insane.
She then lowered her head to my neck and sucked and licked at my skin there at the same time, running her hand on my dick. "Shit!" I hissed.
My hips automatically bucked at the contact. Bella slid her hand up and down before lowering her body, making our sexes meet.
She ran the tip of my dick on her folds before fully sitting on it. We both moaned when her hot cunt enveloped my dick. My eyes closed as I felt her heat.
She rocked slowly back and forth, settling in. Seconds after, she was riding me like cowgirl running after some wild horses. My hands were glued to her tiny waist as she used her strong things, lifting herself while rocking back and forth.
I opened my eyes and saw Bella's perky tits bounce up and down as she moved. My hands automatically flew upwards to cup each.
My thumbs ran over her nipples and she moaned. I lifted my body to sit so I could suck on her breasts once again.
Fuck.
Bella has the nicest tits I've ever seen, touched, or ravaged. I couldn't help but be more turned on feeling her breasts shake while she moved.
Bella tugged at my hair and moaned when I bit and pinched her pebbled ones. The more she made lovely sounds, the more I was on the verge of letting go.
I laid back down and grabbed her thin hips to hold her down while I met her thrusts. My bottom, rising and my back, arching with each thrust as I pumped from the bottom. Bella threw her head back and let out a cry while her nails dug into my thighs.
My girl is liking this.
The sounds of my thighs, hitting her ass and her screaming my name, made it more hard for me not to blow. I pumped into her faster, her tits were going wild, and her face was written with pleasure.
"Baby…" I said. I was trying to warn her that I'd be letting go.
"Let go, baby…" she said back.
It took me only a few more thrusts before I did let go and I felt her heat at the same time.
"Oh God…" I let out with a ragged breath.
Bella bent down so she could rest on top of me.
"Baby, that was amazing!" I kissed her forehead. "Thanks!" She giggled.
That was one great fucking! I wanted to say, but I figured she wouldn't like it if I say it that way.
We took a few minutes to catch our breath before I carried her up to the Main House.
It was only a matter of minutes before I had her bent in front of me… in the shower!
I could feel that tonight is just the beginning.
BPOV
Masen Island is the best place I've ever been! It's only been a week, yet I feel like I've been living in this place for a really long time. Though there are things left to do and explore, I still feel like I know this island well enough.
We've gone snorkeling, scuba diving, waterskiing, water rafting... everything we wished to do. But, first we have to call for the staff of the island because they don't exactly live here. They live in an island nearby where a small town is located.
The Spa, is also great. I've returned about six times already. I'm really good friends with Karen, the massager here in this Island. I needed the massage so badly. Especially since Edward and I… Well… We can't exactly keep our hands from one another. Let's put it at that.
I now take back my complaint about Edward not touching me enough a few weeks ago. He's been making up for all those lonely days I felt.
Now that I know Edward's side on those cold weeks, I now know why it all happened.
He was busy preparing for my birthday present that he had to do all the work for the days we won't be working in. He even took care of my job and I'm really grateful for the effort he put into this.
Thinking that he was falling out of interest in me made it all silly now. Jacob didn't have to kick his ass after all.
For every day that passes, Edward and I never forget to say or show how much we mean to each others. Now that we don't have to hide what we really feel, nothing could go wrong. Not for me.
Another week passed and our skins were kissed by the sun.
We're island hopping today and it felt sad that we just have one week left to stay here.
We went caving in several islands we stopped by and took as many photos as we can to preserve. I want this all of my memories in this place with Edward to be everlasting.
That night, we decided to have a bonfire. We're staying at the Thai House, one of the guest or 'extension houses' as Edward calls it.
It's my favorite house, actually, and Edward let me choose which house to stay in our last week.
The Thai House is made to seem floating in the water. The first floor is open, like in the Main House, but the Thai House is surrounded by water. It's circular in structure. Edward said it's supposed to resemble a floating candle on the Water Market.
On the center of the first floor, there's a hole which is the indoor pool. I was so amazed when I first saw how Esme designed the indoor pool the that first floor to me resembles a donut's shape.
We've stayed at the Main House , the Glass House and the Bali House. The Glass House is, well, you all know what a glass house looks like. It's the only house in the beach that is concealed and air-conditioned. His mother thought that they will need a place cool enough for when it was the peak of summer, Edward told me. Finally, the Bali House looks like a nipa hut, with a pretty garden surrounding the house.
All houses are unique and huge. All houses are lovely. All houses have been taken down by Edward and I.
We've been having so much sex in two weeks.
"What's so funny?" Edward narrowed his eyes at me while handing me a tub of ice cream.
I reddened a bit and stopped giggling. "Well, I was just thinking… we've had so much sex in the past two weeks."
He quirked his brow for me to elaborate. I rolled my eyes, "There's nothing funny. Okay? I just… giggled." I couldn't actually find anything more to say than that.
"Fine," he smiled.
We sat on the bed, watching the view of the night through the open house while digging in the tub of Ben and Jerry's.
Suddenly, I remembered Edward playing the piano for me on my birthday.
The song he played was unfamiliar, but draws in attention. The soft, sweet melody draws me in. I like to hear it again sometime.
"Baby, I was wondering…"
"About what?" he said with a mouthful of ice cream. "About the song you played on my birthday… I've never heard of it before."
"It's called (A) River Flows in You by Yiruma. I like the song, too. Reminds me so much about you when I heard it recently."
"River Flows in You…" I whispered. I like what the song is called."Would you… play it for me when we get home?" I asked coyly.
He kissed the top of my head and rest his chin on my shoulder. "Every day."
I smiled and leaned my body back to his.
Another week passed so quickly that it's already the last day of our stay here.
Edward and I decided to spend the rest of the afternoon and the night on The Deck. I went up here first while he gathered the things we'll be needing.
I stood by the railing, waiting for the sun ready to set. I let out a long sigh, not wanting to leave this immaculate place.
I felt Edward put his hands on my hips and stand behind me. "Beautiful, isn't it?" I looked at him.
"Always," he smiled and kissed my cheek.
"I meant the sunset," I clarified.
"I know, but you're more beautiful than it." he said, making me roll my eyes.
Watching the sunset is really romantic, but I could feel but be turned on, particularly when Edward's thumbs are caressing my bikini clad hips and with his breath fanning on the angle of my neck.
It was so hard to concentrate on the sunset like that so I didn't fight my urge anymore.
I turned my head so our lips would meet. Edward responded to my kiss softly at first, but the fire in my was building up and I don't want to make slow, passionate love. I want to be fucked.
I pulled away and turned my body to face Edward. I pulled his hair and made him look me in the eye.
"Fuck me, baby."
That was all I had to say before he turned me around and put my hands on the railing in front of me.
He made a trail of kissed from my nape down my spine while his hands worked to remove my bikini bottom.
His hand immediately found the spot where I was aching to be touched. He rubbed it gently at first, earning a throaty moan from me.
Then I felt his teeth graze over the knot of my bikini top which now hung on my neck. Edward reached for my breast, flicking his finger across my nipples, making me moan once more.
He caressed and palmed my breasts with his hand while the other played with my hyper sensitive button.
I felt him lean down on me and whispered in my ear, "How bad do you want to be fucked?"
Then he was so deep in me with one sudden thrust. I yelped and felt extremely aroused. He slammed against me, hard and quick. I was screaming his name and clutching the metal in front of me for dear life.
His knees hit the back of mine. His arm, embracing my waist with a hand on one of my breasts.
"Fuck baby!" I screamed when his other hand began to play with my clit.
"How bad, Bella?" he said in a low, raspy voice.
I couldn't find my voice yet, lost in this mind blowing fuck by Edward.
"Say it!" he demanded. "How bad, Isabella?"
"B-ad…" I managed to let out in a moan. Then his pace picked up and slammed harder and faster against me.
"Edward!" I screamed as hand played with my nipple. "Fuck, baby!" I screamed as I reached my back to tug on his hair.
I could feel the tingly sensation on my abdomen, intensifying with every collision of our bodies. It wasn't be to long until I came.
"God baby!" I said, running out of breath.
Edward carried me to the sofa and there, we rested for a while.
That evening, Edward and I cooked dinner together, making this kind of a formal dinner. It's back to the real world for us. After dinner, we spent time relaxing in the hot tub. We fell asleep under the stars and woke up the next day just before the sunrise.
We walked along the shore, hand in hand, watching the sunrise.
We wrote on the sand and took pictures of our writings.
After breakfast, the chopper was already there. I felt really sad about leaving and hard a hard time turning my back on this heavenly place where Edward and I got to know each other better. Where we spent our days lying in each other's arms happily; no worries about anything.
"Come on baby. We'll be back soon, I promise." Edward squeezed my arm. I gave him a small smile and took one last look of the houses and the beach. "I'm going to miss this place," I sighed.
"Me too, baby." Edward said.
With a heavy heart, I turned around and took Edward's hand as we walked to the chopper.
The flight back to Chicago was a bit dreadful to me.
I didn't want to work yet and I'm really bummed about leaving the island.
"Come on baby," Edward nudged my shoulder, "I didn't bring you there to see you like this. I thought when we'd leave there would be a smile on your face."
There's a hint of sadness in his eyes and I knew it was because of my mood. I gave him a peck and smiled. "I'm sorry baby. I just really loved the place and I don't think I'm ready to get back to hell!"
"Me either. I don't know if I could get over that vacation. But, we'll just have to look forward to the day we go back, right?" he said eagerly. I nodded with a smile on my face.
When we landed on Chicago it was around two in the afternoon.
We waited for our suitcases in the private lounge for a while then we headed down.
Just as Edward and I reached the exit door, a crowd came rushing to us.
Flashes of lights blinded me, my name and Edward's was called again and again, people talking, asking me, us questions. I don't know what's going on around here. We couldn't even walk anymore!
Edward pulled me close to his chest and protected me from the people squishing us.
"Move out of the way, please!" Edward said with a strain in his voice. I know he was losing his temper and he was worried about me.
"What's happening?" I managed to lift my head up from Edward's protective embrace.
"I don't know!" he said frustratingly. "Let's head back upstairs."
And for about a time, we were stuck there, good thing security people came to our rescue and escorted us one room where we waited for the Volvo.
"What was that?" I said, sitting on the couch. I closed my eyes, hoping that the dizzying flashes would go away from my sight.
"I don't fucking know! God damn it! Answer the phone, Dad!" Edward screamed. He's been trying to call someone to explain what was it that just happened out there with the papz.
"Mom!" I heard Edward say loudly. I glared at him for raising his voice at his mother. "What's going on? One minute Bella and I were walking peacefully out the next we were rammed by fucking paparazzo's! What the f – "
"Don't you dare curse, Edward Anthony!" I heard Esme scream into the phone. I chuckled.
"Fine! I'm sorry, but could you just tell me – Okay… " Edward nudged me and I saw him standing up mouthing the words 'Where's the paper?'
I scanned the room and saw the rack of magazines and newspaper. I reached for today's paper and rolled my eyes. When I was about to hand it to Edward, I saw a familiar picture printed in the front page.
I lost all the feeling in my body when I saw the full picture and what was written on the paper.
How could anyone –
How did they get this –
Who?
Why…?
"Bella?" I heard Edward call my name. "Baby, are you okay?" he pushed the hair out of my face.
He then, grabbed the paper from my hands. "What in the fucking world…"
For a moment he didn't say anything or move, I know he was too stumped as I was. "Mom, I'll have to call you back."
Edward then crumpled the paper and pulled me for an embrace.
"It's alright, baby. We'll take care of this.
I nodded, trusting his words.
Who the fuck would put a picture of me with Rose, dressed in our barely covered bodies where we were feeling each other up on Alice's bachelorette party and put 'Isabella Swan, living a double life? What you see is not what you get.' on the front page?
Really, WHO?
Who? And most importantly, WHY WOULD THEY DO SUCH A THING?
*END OF CHAPTER 38*
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