Title: I'll save you if you save me

Rating: anyone !

Thought I would give u this quick update seeing as I've been put in a really, really good mood this morning n that someone defo knows who they are :)

N I know I haven't updated in ages but here u go just a filler chapter tho n it might have gone a bit down hill :)

Chapter 34

Sian's p.o.v

After Tina chucked Mary out, I started to calm down and sit back into the booth but I was in so much pain it made it hard to move, I rested my head against the back board of the booth trying to steady my breathing taking in short ragged breathes because each time I took in a deep breathe it hurt like a bitch felt like if I breathed in to much it would snap my rib the other way if that's even possible.

We had been sitting in here for a while the others in natural flowing random conversations me just sitting here trying not to think about anything but I can tell you now all that was running through my mind was one person and you can guess who that person is. . . I clutched my necklace into my hand twiddling the ring in between my fingers at least thinking about her took my mind off the pain but it put a whole new pain in my heart thinking that she might actually choose the drugs I mean if you had seen the way she looked at them you would be thinking the same.

And if I hadn't of walked in when I did would she of even told me about them and if she broke her promise about not doing them again what else is she lying about, at that point that Alex popped into my head the way she snatched the phone back from me the way she smiled and sprung up from my lap just to text back so I wouldn't see. . . . No that's just taking it a bit to far now Sophie definitely wouldn't do that to me. . . would she ARRRR I don't know at the moment she lied about the drugs sooo . . . . . . . . .

"Rosie, are you going to go over and check on Sophie" I asked pulling myself from my thoughts

"No" she stated bluntly

"What why" I asked curiously, I thought she said she was gonna stick by Sophie

"Because she needs to know what she is doing is wrong" Rosie whispered

"Yeh but im worried about her Rosie, I just left her"

"Yeh but did you actually leave her or say that you need a break"

"A break" I stated thinking about it that is what I had said wasn't it so technically we haven't even broke up, I smiled at that thought which received me some weird looks, I let go of the chain letting it fall back into place

"But you will go over tonight right just to make sure she's ok. . . Please" I asked

"Yeh I will go over tonight" Rosie agreed

It was getting on now and I just wanted to sleep everything that's happened today has wiped me out.

Carla helped me out to her car as I noticed the box on the backseat it was full of the dogs stuff that the lady gave us

"Err I will be back in a minute just gonna take this over to Sophie" before she could say anything I picked up the box which was a bad, bad Idea it wasn't heavy it was just were I picked it up to quick, but as usual I ignored the pain and made my way back home . . . now that sounds weird calling Sophie's home because it has been my home for the past 3-4 months but I guess that's all going to change now that I got Carla as my legal guardian, I suppose I will be living with her from now on would make it easier especially where me and Sophie are taking a break at the moment. . . . . .

I opened the door and walked into darkness I walked through to the kitchen placing the box down on the table flicking the kitchen light on. I was about to go and look for Sophie until I got distracted by a noise it was faint it was like water but I couldn't tell where it was coming from I walked around the kitchen seeing if it would get louder if I moved to another place.

As I got to the back door the noise was a little bit clearer but muffled so I opened the door walking out shutting the door behind me. Walking out of the conservatory the noise was louder as I took a look around I spotted the puppy over by the hose as it was squirting water all over the floor as he was drinking it straight from the hose but he kept jumping back probably from the water going up his nose.

I whistled to him and he stopped automatically turning to me. I walked over to him and turned the hose off

"Yeh I think you've had enough water for now boy . . . . . but how the hell did you manage to. . . ." im not even going there I looked between him and the hose pipe reeling it back up. And when I had turned around he was laying on one of the garden chairs looked like he was asleep so I decided to leave him to it and went back inside.

Walking back in I noticed she was curled up on the sofa in one of my hoodies I moved as quietly as I could over to the sofa. The pills and coc had been cleared away so either she flushed them, hid them, or took them but I think if she had taken them I pretty sure she wouldn't be breathing.

I sat there watching her for a couple of minutes thinking that I wouldn't be doing this for a little while, she looks so peaceful no worry, fear etched in her features what so ever just her the one I fell in love with. . . . I got up slowly moving a piece of hair from her face as I left a lingering kiss on her forehead. . . you don't know how much I had to stop myself from climbing on to the sofa just to lay in her arms. . . . . .

Walking back over to the table I decided to leave her a note saying that the lady gave us some stuff for the puppy n that I was going to be staying at Carla's. That this needed to happen and it would be better for us in the long run. . . . I kissed her forehead once more whispering that I love her in her ear before making my way out of the house and into Carla's car once again driving away from the street but at least were not going far this time. .. . . . . . . . .

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