Hi!

I am so happy to hear your reviews on the finale, it really warms my heart to know that some of you got touched by it. So here goes the three first letters (I'm saving the most interesting ones for last). I hope you like them!

Love,

BookNerdForLife

To Arriane

Hi Arriane.

Well, I don't know how to begin, because if you're reading this it means that I'm gone – and you're most likely pissed at me. So maybe I should begin to apologise to you. I apologise that I didn't tell you what I was going to do, and I apologise to you that we didn't get a proper goodbye. I hope you can understand my decision, because I will not apologise for doing what I did. But I know that you're mad at me so I will try to explain why I did as I did. I have died Arriane, I have died more times than anyone else so I know what it's like. I also know that I would do anything to keep it from happening to any of you. So when Remy told me in the alley that you would be walking into a certain death if you came with me I knew that I wouldn't let you do it. That's why I lied. But let's not talk about that, what's done is done. Let's talk about the real reason to why I'm writing this letter. I'm writing it because I want to say goodbye to you – and to thank you. Thank you for looking after both me and Daniel when we needed it. Thank you for being my friend and for always believing in me. I couldn't have done any of this without your support. You have been a friend that many just wish for, and I can't believe my luck that I got to know you so many times and for so long, but my time on this earth was up. There was nothing else I was supposed to do, but you are not done. That's why we have to separate, because you're not finished here and I am. You have so many more things that you are meant to do and I can assure you that I will be supporting you from my side of life, because believe me there's something else after this life. So don't feel sad for me because I've died, there's a new adventure for me on the other side.

Oh, there's so much I want to tell you! I wished that I had the time for it but sadly I don't so I will try to keep it short. You, Arriane, are amazing in so, so many ways and whatever you are meant to do I know you will do it just as amazingly as I believe you will. I am sad to leave you, but I know we will see each other again sometime! But until then, be strong Arriane just as you always have been and know that I support you with all of my heart. I just want to ask you for one thing – take care of each other, and please take care of Daniel for me. Make sure that he knows that he is not alone. Can you do that for me?

It has been an honor and a privilege to know you. But now it's time for me to go. Goodbye Arriane, and be strong.

Love,

Lucinda

To Annabelle

Hello!

I should start with telling you that this is not a letter where I explain myself or ask you not to pity me (because you shouldn't). This is my goodbye to you. Firstly I want to tell you what an amazing friend you are. You're calm when you need to, supporting, kind and a badass when that's needed to. Those reasons that I have just mentioned are some of the greatest things about you. There are so much more behind them, but sadly I don't have the time to mention them all. But you know the rest, you have always known it.

I don't know what you expect from this letter, maybe you expect me to tell you that I'm sorry that I lied to everyone. But I'm not sorry. I did what I had to do just as you would have done. We're not so different in that way, both of us go to extreme lengths to save those we love and care about.

We will meet again, maybe not in this life but I'm sure that we will meet in the next. So I save the rest until then. Goodbye Annabelle, and take care of yourself.

Love,

Lucinda

To Roland

Roland,

Where to begin? You are like a rock in the stormy sea of time. You have always been there, maybe not for me, but for Daniel. For that I can not thank you enough, I can try but it will never be enough. But because I know that you have been there for Daniel before I feel a little better about leaving him. Except that I never really will be okay with the fact that I'm doing it. How could I? He's the reason for my existence. And that's also why I did it, because what would life be worth if I knew that he would die if I didn't do anything about it? I tell you Roland, life would be worth nothing. Just as it would be if I let you or anyone else die because I choose to be selfish. And I know that you understand what I mean – because you're not selfish either.

Thank you Roland for everything you have ever done for me and for Daniel. I can't really explain to you how much I appreciate it, so I trust you with that you know it.

Love,

Lucinda