Chapter 38…
This year has been absolutely fucking crazy. So much has happened but it feels like the year has flown by before our very eyes.
Between getting my own business, Ana's Mom passing, the wedding planning, trying to help Ana get back to her normal, happy and free-loving self, it's been an absolute whirlwind.
But now, 1 year later we finally have come full circle and back to where we need to be.
Plans for the wedding were stressful for Ana but I know Mia, Kate and my Mom helped her tremendously.
She was so down, so low for such a long time, I just wanted to make her smile again.
Every time I saw her planning the wedding she'd have this adorable excited little smile against her lips and honestly? It made me a little giddy every time I saw it because I still can't believe she agreed to marry me.
We did a lot of the stuff together for the wedding, we chose the cake, choosing the color scheme, we went searching for venues and we even chose our rings together. I secretly added an extra little personalization to those too without her knowing.
'Anastasia Grey' carved on the inside of mine.
'Christian Grey' carved on the inside of hers.
The owner of my current business was ready to retire and with no family of his own, Ros put my name forward. I couldn't believe the luck I had that day when he shook my hand and handed it over to me with a signature. He wanted me to have first dibs on the place before he put it on the market. So, After Ana and I talked, we decided there was no way I could give that opportunity up.
So with a promise of good business and a 10 million dollar payment and it was handed over, but honestly? I know for a fact I can make that 10 million back within the next month if not sooner. It's just good business and I'm honored to be thought of in such a high way. I knew I was good at my job but fuck, I never imagined one day being offered the company for myself.
The business is mine now and I'm currently in the process of getting a name change.
'Grey Enterprise'
For me and Ana. Soon to become Mr. and Mrs. Grey.
Ana has been so proud of me. Despite everything she's dealt with, she has still always put me first, she's helped me, she's guided me and she's encouraged and been proud of everything I've done and what I'm still doing. She was so excited when I told her I had been handed the company. She surprised me with dinner and it was the most perfect celebration for just the two of us.
Luckily, Ana still has no idea that the business bought into SIP and I kind of hope that if or when she finds out, it won't matter anymore.
She loves that job and they absolutely adore and love her there. She's a loved and hard-working member of staff and she did that all on her own. She's made so many friends, managed her work incredibly and it's nice to see her somewhere where she enjoys.
But like I said, this year has been a whirlwind, but I wouldn't change it for the world. It's brought us closer, It's made me love her more if that was even possible. Her strength and courage and determination has astounded me and I can't wait to call her my wife.
Now, I'm standing here at the altar waiting for her to arrive.
I'm so fucking nervous. I'm sweating, my hands are shaking, I'm pacing back and forth.
"Chill the fuck out bro, she'll be here" Elliot laughs watching me and I give him a teasing glare.
"What if she doesn't? what if she got cold feet?"
"Son, Elliot's right, she will be here, she loves you"
"How do you know? What if she doesn't?"
"I know because your Mom just text me telling me they're on their way here….so yes she is coming" My dad smirks showing me the messages on his phone and Elliot sniggers laughing.
"That still doesn't mean she'll walk down the aisle, maybe she'll run….I've heard of the movies you know, the runaway bride!"
Elliot bursts into hysterical laughter as does everyone else standing near enough to hear us and I stand there seriously glaring.
Can everyone just fuck off? Fuck. I'm so nervous.
The door opens and I look over to it, I smile nervously seeing Ana's dad.
"Christian….I know my daughter and I know she will be here, she loves you and she will take your last name, don't panic" Ray smiles walking into the room, "Kate just called me, They're here so I'm going to go find her".
My smile grows.
She's here. She's actually here.
I sigh with relief nodding watching Ray move to the back doors and slip out where I know Ana is now standing.
This is it.
I'm still completely shaking.
Although it's a small wedding the seats are still full of family, friends and loved ones and people who care.
It's kind of daunting having the eyes of everyone looking this way and down towards me.
Shit.
I'm so fucking nervous.
The music begins and I start to shake a little more.
I play my hands together in front of me trying to calm my beating heart.
I hear the door open and I hear a pair of heels.
It's my Mom.
She moves behind me putting her hand to my shoulder whispering softly, "She looks absolutely stunning". Then she moves to her seat.
That makes me smile even more. She's fucking beautiful anyway, but today, I know, I'm not going to be able to stop looking at her.
I gulp down thinking of her, her dress.
Everyone knows what happens on the wedding night and honestly? I can't wait.
She'll look amazing in the dress, I already know that, but it's going to look so much better on the suite floor while she's moaning my name.
Fuck.
Fuck, I have to stop these thoughts. I have a long night ahead. I close my eyes looking back forward trying to calm once again.
The doors open again and I hear another pair heels, then another. I'm guessing that's Kate and Mia.
Then it starts, a pair of slow heels. It's strange, I know it's Ana.
It's like I know it's her from the way she walks, is that weird?
I hear people 'awww' and my heart beats even faster.
Fuck, why am I so nervous.
I hear the heels get closer.
And closer.
And closer.
And closer.
Until I can't take it anymore, I turn to look at her.
Fuck.
Fuck. Fuck. Fuck.
Wow.
Our eyes meet and I'm almost dribbling I swear.
She is absolutely, completely and utterly beautiful.
The dress is tight against her body showing off every curve.
My dick is twitching and I find myself licking my lips.
She reaches me and Ray gently offers me her hand, which I take willingly.
She's blushing so hard, I'm so glad I still have that effect on her.
"Ana… You have changed my life and turned it upside down and you have constantly surprised me with the way you've supported every decision I've made. When we first met I was horrible, I was angry, I was dark and I hated the world and everyone in it, but after meeting you, you became my light in the darkness, you made me want to be better… and I've never wanted to lose that light since. I never want to lose you, thank you for everything you've done and continue to do for me. I promise to love and cherish, honor and respect you, protect you and keep you safe and love you unconditionally until the day I die"
"Christian… I never thought I would find anyone to love me enough to give me the confidence and courage that you have. You have helped me in so many ways. I started to believe the love I read in my novels were a million miles from the truth, but since I've met you, you've shown me that true love exists and soul mates are real. I promise that no matter what happens I will love you forever and always, I will be your faithful partner and stand by your side. I promise to laugh with you, Respect you, share my hopes and dreams with you and bring you solace in times of need. I promise to love and cherish you until the day I die"
"Christian, do you take Anastasia to be your lawfully wedded wife?"
"I do"
"Anastasia, do you take Christian to be your lawfully wedded husband?"
"I do"
"I now pronounce you man and wife….you may kiss the bride"
It's official now.
She's mine.
How the fuck did I end up so lucky?
How the fuck did a Fucking asshole dickhead like me end up with my own company, A beautiful, loving and intelligent wife and a family who love me?
Almost two years ago I thought about ending it all because I saw no future.
Now, look at me.
Look what I almost threw away.
I gaze into her eyes, her deep blue piercing eyes, enticing, wanting and needing. I'm lost, so lost in the abyss of her stare.
Fuck, I love this girl.
I gently cup her cheek and I can't wait any longer, I lean down kissing her gently and lovingly.
I can't exactly do more right now,
1. Our family and friends are literally right there watching me.
2.2. If I kiss her any deeper right now I will have a full on hard on, right in front of our family and friends who are literally right there watching me.
She smiles against my lips and I carefully back whispering her new name.
"Mrs grey"
She giggles.
I love that laugh.
Everyone cheers us and surprise surprise Kate caught the bouquet.
I give Elliot the cheekiest grin with a wink and I just know Ana catches me.
I do hope he'll make an honest woman of her one day, I just know he loves her.
Once we head into the function room that's where the fun begins. The champagne is being handed out left, right and center.
Our first dance went swimmingly. Everyone 'Oooo' and 'Awwwed' and took pictures and videos.
I'm so glad we decided to go for the professional photographer because I'm surprisingly excited to see them.
Elliot and Kate are ordering cocktails and shots by the bar. I'll give them until 9 before they are absolutely hammered.
Ana and I do the rounds of the room, but honestly? I'm talking to people and looking straight through them. I can't stop looking at my beautiful bride.
She's talking and laughing, sipping her champagne.
I will never ever get tired of this woman. She is my soul mate and I will love her forever.
I'm so fed up of sharing her with everyone and I'm just ready to take her back and just be the two of us.
I also love how Ana has no idea I'm taking her to Europe for our honeymoon.
It's somewhere she's always wanted to go and what better time to start traveling the world?
First, we land in London, then onto Rome and then Paris.
I hope she likes it.
I'm still surprised Mia hasn't told her yet though.
The night continues on for a little while longer and soon I'm finally done.
Everyone is enjoying dancing and continuing their drinking, but I just want to take my girl back to our room now.
"Mrs. Grey?"
I make my way over to her and she smiles brightly hearing her name.
"That's me…." she says as she sips her champagne.
"Yeah, it is…" I grin, Yes it fucking is and I'm so proud. "You ready to..uh..head off? I'm tired of sharing you now, I want you all to myself"
"Yeah, I'm ready…". her hands move to my chest and she leans up kissing me.
Fuck.
I'm definitely ready to leave.
As soon as we reach the suite and the door is locked her hands are everywhere making me grin.
This girl continues to fucking amaze me
Her hands move to my suit jacket slipping it off my shoulders. Then her perfect delicate fingers go to work at the buttons on my shirt.
Once it's off she turns and gazes at me over her shoulder.
"I have wanted to rip this off of you all night" I grin whispering against her ear.
"I've been wanting you to rip it off me too" She gives me the shyest blush and It sends shivers through my body and straight to my dick.
"Fuck Ana…"
I slowly undo the buttons of her dress, gently caressing her skin with my fingers as the buttons move lower and lower.
She soon steps out of the dress and I'm dribbling again.
She has black lace underneath.
She's been fucking torturing me all night with that damned white dress only for her to be wearing this sexy, amazing, curve-enhancing lace set underneath.
I'm so fucking hard.
"Ana…." Her name barely comes out a whisper as my eyes rake her body.
She slowly snakes her arms around my neck grinning and whispers against my lips, "Make me yours, Mr. Grey"
"Oh…I intend to, Mrs. Grey"
I grin and she leans closer kissing me deeply.
I lift her by her thighs and tosses her onto the bed covered in rose petals causing her to squeal in laughter.
It's fucking adorable.
"Wow, this bed is bouncy" She lays back gazing up at me and I cannot stop staring at her underwear.
She looks fucking amazing.
"The bouncier the better " I grin smirking and takes her lips back with mine.
My hand dips between her thighs and she's already fucking soaking.
She needs me just as much as I need her.
I slowly sink into her, deep and hard.
The way my name rolls off her tongue as she moans.
The way our bodies move together.
The way she's so tight around me. The way her nails slightly scrape against the skin on my back.
The way she screams my name when she comes.
The way our breathing becomes as one.
The way she runs her hand through my hair and tugs softly.
The way she moans and giggles as I gently suck at her neck leaving my mark.
The way we gaze into each other's eyes as we reach our climax together.
It's fucking amazing.
My wife.
Mrs fucking Grey.
Anastasia Grey.
We're both breathless as we lay back against the huge luxury bouncy bed.
We've already had sex 3 times already, twice in the bed and once in the jacuzzi. The jacuzzi was the best.
We were there relaxing our bodies and muscles then one thing lead to another and she ended up straddling me in the water, both of us kissing, fondling, touching and then that was that, we ended up making love in the jacuzzi too.
We cannot get enough of each other.
Now we're both starting to drift to sleep.
She's laying in my arms, our fingers placing against each other and she twirls my ring as she smiles.
"Thank you for everything…It's been an amazing day, husband, it's been everything I ever dreamed of and more"
"Thank you for the perfect day, my wife" I kiss the top of her head smiling more and holds her a little tighter.
I gently trace patterns along the skin of her back as she continues to play and twirl my ring like she's still in amazement that we're married.
"You should get some sleep, we have to leave early tomorrow" I smile moving my hand to gently stroke through her hair.
"Mmm…how early?" She groans teasingly making me laugh.
"6 am…"
"Are you going to tell me where we're going?" She leans up on her elbows and she's beautiful.
I love her sleepy sweaty state after sex, it's my favorite Ana look.
"Nope….You'll find out when we get there"
She scrunches her nose up jokingly but laughs as she leans forward kissing me softly.
"I love you"
"I love you"
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