Compared to the chapters I been doing, this is insane short. Haha Oh well... The voice has returned :D ! Enjoyyy~~
Chapter Thirty Eight
Why did you leave?
I… I… Oh, God..!
It was just a kiss…
No, it wasn't. It was Kyoya. A.. A friend… This isn't good..
It's very good! Now, you can get over Da- Him and get yourself a boyfriend..!
That's a problem.. I'm going to meet up with them later. And Kyoya promised me he'd go with me! But, he can't go if I'm being awkward and hiding from him… Especially now that he's trying to freaking… make out with me…
So don't hide…
I'm not an idiot. And I refuse to face him!
So, you're scared.
Lies! I'm not scared! …But, I won't go… What if he.. ugh!
You should be happy! A guy you like, who is much like you, likes you back. What's wrong with that?
I don't like him like that…
Don't deny yourself your feelings. It's not healthy.
"If you really like him, you should admit it. Stop lying to yourself." Mori-Sempai's words echo around my mind.
Everyone thinks I like him. They all say it. And, apparently, Kyoya likes me. That's quite obvious. He's tried several times to… kiss… and succeeded once… I don't like him though. I don't care what anyone says. I don't want a boyfriend. I only want friends… I only need friends. I was going to be the one person who didn't depend on a guy… I wont depend on a guy… Ever… But… That doesn't mean I can't date, right?… No! I don't want to date!
A vibration in my jacket pocket snaps me out of my confused mind. Ignoring it, I look out on the dark blue substance, swiftly moving back and forth across the dark sands. Another movement down the right side of my hip forces me to reach for my phone; my curiosity getting the better of me.
"Two New Messages"
Gliding my thumb across the screen, I look down at the two names; my heart stopping as I stare down at the scratched up screen. Damian. Kyoya. I click on the first name, hopeful yet scared at the same time.
"Message From: Damian
Heyy! We're all meeting up near Steve's. Comeeeeeee! :3!"
…He always was really strange and overly happy.. I hit Reply and send a quick message:
"Yeah, alright sure."
After hitting send, I check the other message.
"Message From: Kyoya Demon Lord Ootori
Virginia? I.. apologize for the… incident. I know you're going to meet Him, and if you don't want to go alone, then feel free to come back. I have something for you. And, I swear, if you come back now, I won't try anything the rest of… ok, I won't try anything anymore. Just, please. Come back?"
Won't try anything? What does that mean…? He won't do… anything? As in nothing at all? Well, that's boring. So, then why do I feel gross about this? Not being… ugh… I suppose I should make my way back seeing as it's almost 9:30 on New Years Eve. I turn, making my way down the wooden, splinter-filled ramp.