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Chapter 39

"Logan?" I felt a tapping on my shoulder.

I opened my eyes slowly, seeing Jett in my face.

"Wake up, the doctor is here," he said.

"What?" I looked at him confused.

"We have news on Carlos," Dr. Martin was smiling.

"But didn't you…isn't he…huh?" I asked confused.

"Carlos and the baby are fine," Dr. Martin smiled. "He had a small panic attack and blacked out. He's awake if you guys want to see him."

So that was all a dream? I didn't lose my Carlos! It was so detailed though, but it doesn't matter, he's alive and I can have him for the rest of my life! I rushed inside of the room, James and Kendall on my trail.

I walked in and he was smiling down at the blue blanket he had in his hands. I walked over to both of them and when he saw me he was smiling wide.

"I love you so much," I kissed his forehead over and over.

"I love you too," he laughed. "Look at him Logie."

I looked down and just like in my dream he was a splitting image of Carlos…but he had my eyes. They were open wide and he was looking at us all curious.

"Welcome to the world," I smiled down at him.

"Here, hold him," Carlos handed him to me.

"I forgot how small they were," I was smiling.

I kissed his forehead.

"I love you little baby," I smiled.

I glanced at Kendall who had tears in his eyes. I remembered then that he was here, but he lost his daughter and I immediately felt bad.

"Kendall," I said apologetically.

"I'm fine," he smiled through his tears. "He's beautiful, now tell me, what's my godsons name."

"Liam," Emma said.

When did they walk in?

"Why Liam?" I asked.

"Because of one direction I don't know," Emma shrugged. "I like the name."

Carlos POV

I liked the name Liam, but I didn't want to speak because of the still slightly awkward terms between us.

"I like it," Logan said.

"I do too," I decided to say.

"Wait, you told me you would name him after me," James said.

"What?" I looked at Logan.

"James, I'm pretty sure I was drunk that night," Logan said.

"But it fits together," James whined.

"Liam James Mitchell," Logan said out loud.

"I like it," I shrugged. "And we don't have any more E names, thank god."

"Yeah, for a second I forgot what my own name was, getting it mixed up with Ethan," Evan said.

"It's settled," I said. "Liam James Mitchell is our new addition to the family."

"Noted!" Dr. Martin said, scaring all of us.

"Wait, I have to go see Mike," I started to move.

"Later," Dr. Martin said. "Mike is fine, but he's sleeping, which you should be doing."

He gave me a knowing look and I laid back in bed. Logan passed Liam to Ethan for him to hold. For some reason, Ethan started to cry, which I found extremely weird.

"Are you okay?" we all looked at him.

"I just…love him so much already," Ethan said.

I didn't buy it for a second, but I decided to ignore it. Whatever it was would come to the light eventually. I looked at Emma who looked like she wanted to say something.

"Emma, do you want to hold him?" I asked her gently.

I was surprised when she forcefully hugged me, wrapping her arms around my neck.

"Thank you," was all she said.

I smiled, hugging her back.

"I'm sorry for everything," Emma said. "I was a complete jerk to you when you've proven to me over and over again that you would do anything for me and I feel terrible."

"Don't," I pulled away, wiping her tears. "It's forgotten."

I looked at Logan, who was smiling like an idiot behind her.

"Just don't ever forget it again," I said. "I may not be your dad, but I am your father and I'm never going to leave you behind. I love you princess."

"I love you too…pops," she smiled.

I blushed, she called me pops again! Now Kendall and James were also smiling like idiots.

"Get the others in here so they can meet baby Liam," I smiled.

The rest came in and we spent the rest of the day…together as a family just as we should be…just as we were before Dak got involved in our lives.

EVERLASTING FEELINGS

I got out of bed and changed Liam, waiting for Logan to come and pick me up from the hospital so we can go home. It's been two days since I had him and I have to say after the soreness went away, I haven't felt better in years.

Dak's finally out of our lives, Logan and I just had our LAST (and yes I mean last) child, and everything is right with the family again; no conflict, drama, or threats. It's time for us to move forward and continue to live our lives.

I picked up Liam, kissing his forehead before feeding him his bottle. So far, he's a pretty quiet baby, which I've been thankful for.

"Waiting for Logan?" I heard a voice.

I turned around to see Mike standing at the doorway. He had his arm wrapped up. Dak really did no damage to him as far as anyone can tell, he's alive and up on his feet after two days. I hugged Mike.

"What was that for?" he chuckled.

"I never got to thank you for your help," I said. "Don't worry, soon we can hang out and I'll destroy you in soccer."

"You wish Mitchell," he laughed.

"And I want you to stay out of work for a week so that arm can full heal," I said.

"Yes sir," Mike saluted me as a joke.

Logan walked in, giving Mike a hug too and giving me a kiss.

"We ready to go?" he asked.

I nodded and we went to the car with the baby. We had a small challenge trying to get past the paps but we managed. We got home in just 10 minutes to be met with a welcome home Liam banner. Kendall and James were there with Emma, Ethan, and Evan.

"Whose idea was this?" I smiled. "Kendall?"

"Not me, look at your first born," Kendall said.

I looked at Ethan and he nodded with a smile. Again…weird of him to do something like this. Maybe he's maturing. Logan grabbed Liam and took him upstairs because he was falling asleep.

"James, you're the only one left," I commented.

"Don't," James shook his head. "I'm nervous."

"Don't be," Kendall kissed his cheek.

"I watched all three of you in labor, Carlos three times! Do you really think I can calm down knowing all of the pain it put you guys through?" James asked.

He had a point.

"Just enjoy the rest of your pregnancy," I said. "It's not anything to lose sleep over."

"Yeah James," Kendall said. "It happens, it hurts like shit and then you forget."

"Was that supposed to make me feel better?" James gave him a look.

"I don't know did it?" Kendall asked.

"No."

"Then nope," Kendall gave that goofy grin.

I laughed. This was my family, but I was just happy that we were back to the way it used to be.

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