"Look Bella, I don't know how I can even apologise for what I did. I didnt think, I'm so sorry, look I will do anything to make it-"

"How can you act so cold towards you mum and dad?"I cut him off, asking the burning question that had me so ticked off.

Edward glanced at me before continue to drive, he was obviously confused as his eyebrows creased.

"What do you mean?" He asked.

"What do I mean. I mean how can you say you hate your dad, and be rude to your mum when there obviously just doing what then can to look after you." I point out, my anger starting to pour out of my words.

"Babe you don't see how they treat me. I never wanted to go to college, I was never allowed friends, I couldn't be who I wanted to be and do what I wanted to do. They just think I'm a fuck up, but at least mum hide her thoughts from me." He argued.

My mouth opened in shock and more anger bubbled inside me, my mouth opened before my brain even registered it.

"You have everything and you don't even realise it!" I shouted, slamming my hand down on the car seat underneath me, making Edward jump.

"Maybe you just don't realise it because you never had parents!" He blurted out.

I froze. His eyes went wide as if just realizing what he had said. He pulled over to the side of the road, not caring about the roar of car horns as we slide off to the side of the road. He hit the breaks, turning to me immediately.

"Bella, I didnt mean that-"

I hit his hands away as he tried to touch me. I hung my head down, trying to find my voice.

"No your right. I didnt have parents, but you don't know how much I wish I did have. I'm fucked up Edward because I never had parents, I dont know how to love, I dont know how to care for people, I can barely fucking function as a human being. But you have everything in front of you, a family, people who care and probably love you, and what do you do, you risk your life joining a fucking gang and putting your life on the line."I say, my voice getting higher as I speak.

He looked lost and slightly offended as I yet again pushed away his hands as he reached out to my face.

"Is that what your really think?" He asked slowly, watching my face intently.

"Its what I know."I tell him not moving a muscle.

"Your wrong," He started shaking his head. "Did it never occur to you that I joined the gang for you and you, because I care for you Bella, and I would do anything for you. Your more like a family to me then my family ever was." He declared.

I shook my head not believing him.

"No-"

"Yes."

"No Edward, I get it, I'm your first girlfriend and everything and you like me, but that is no reason to put your life on the line for me. You should just... stay away from me, forget about the gang, forget about anything I told you, just keep far away from me, I'm nothing but danger." I told him, opening the car door and rushing to get out.

"No!" Edward shouted open his car door and trying to catch up with me. I tried to run down the road, but Edward quickly caught my arm, spinning me around.

"Your being ridiculous Bella, lets just get back in the car and forget today I knew this was going to be a bad idea." He said shaking his head in dismay.

I kept a straight face, yanking myself out of hold and backing away. My heart and mind was set. I had to keep him out of trouble, what was I thinking dragging him into this mess. He has a life, he is not fucked up like me, he doesn't need help. He has no place being in a gang, he should just get his degree and go get a good job, have a wife and kids.

I shook my head, backing away from him.

"Get back in your car Edward, and forget me." I told him backing away, even further.

He took a step forward.

"Get in you car." I snapped at him.

"No-"

"Just go!" I shouted at him as he took another step forward, he looked so sad, like he couldn't really understand what was going on.

"Bella, please lets just talk about this." he pleaded.

"I'm done with talking, I've made up my mind and you need to go." I insisted.

"I can't I made a pack with Sam-"

"I'll sort something out." I told him, turning around and walking away getting closer towards the end of the street. I dont even know where the fuck I am and its getting dark as hell.

"I love you!" He shouted in desperation.

I kept my head down, freezing on the spot as I closed my eyes. He doesn't love me, he can't.

"Get in your fucking car and just fuck off." I shouted at him, walking around the corner into the unknown.

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