In This Life Chapter 38: Never Again, an one tree hill fanfic

DISCLAIMER: I do not own One Tree Hill, or any of the characters, except the made up ones.

AN: Hey guys thanks for the amazing reviews, I love you guys. Well I just wanted to give you a heads up that Haley will be like Nathan was at the beginning of season three. She's hurt and she's dealing with it by being pissed off, and I think that she has a right to be. I used someone else's song at the end of the chapter, and made it so that Haley had wrote it, but that's just my crazy little imagination…ha-ha.

Quote's of the day:

Wallace: I'm a guy, so I don't know or care about this stuff but I feel like I'm supposed to tell you...
Veronica: I'm starting to get a mustache?
Wallace: No.
Veronica: Then why are you staring at my lip?
Wallace: Because you just made me.
Veronica (coving her lip): Stop!

"Welcome to Tree Hill we will be landing shortly."

Flashback

7 Days ago

Haley was in the mall looking for some new jeans when she heard someone start talking to her.

"Well if it isn't my baby's daddy's wife," Rachel said smiling. Haley just rolled her eyes trying to ignore what the red headed whore had to say.

"Leave me alone slut," Haley said turning her attention back to what she was looking at.

"How's my boyfriend?" Rachel said trying to piss Haley off.

"I don't know why don't you call him and see if he's okay whore," Haley said getting angry that she wouldn't just leave her alone. "Here shopping with Dan's money?"

"So you heard," Rachel said with a smirk. "I don't care what Nathan told you happened that night, the truth is we had sex in every room of his house."

"Whatever," Haley said trying to hide the pain that she was feeling.

"He kept on screaming that I was the best sex that he ever had," Rachel said with a smile as tears fell from Haley's eyes. She couldn't take it anymore; she balled up her fists and punched Rachel in the nose, sending her flying to the ground.

"That's for being a bitch," Haley said looking at her as people started to stare. She walked up to Rachel and threw the hot coffee that she had been drinking on to her. "That's for sleeping with my husband you whore." With that she walked away.

End Flashback

Haley looked out of the window as the plane landed at the airport. It had been two weeks since she had left Tree Hill, she was only supposed to be gone for a few days but that didn't go as planned. She met up with Chris and Taylor and Haley did something that she didn't do in years. She started recording music again. She and Chris had worked on a new song that she had starting writing over five years ago and never finished. Karen had called her a few days before asking for a favor, the band that she had scheduled to play Tric had cancelled so she wanted Haley to play instead. Of course she couldn't say no to Karen. So here she was back in Tree Hill, and playing Tric the next night.

"Let's go Hales," Taylor said getting up. Haley turned and smiled at her.

"Let Chris get the bags you're pregnant," Haley said. Yeah that's right Taylor James was pregnant for none other than Chris Keller her husband.

"I was going to get that," Chris said grabbing the bags from her.

"You just don't want Haley to kick your ass," Taylor said laughing.

"Taylor!" Haley yelled looking at James. Haley just shook her head as her and James started walking off the plane. She loved her sister but the girl had a bad mouth around kids and Haley didn't like anyone talking like that in front of her son. They got off finding all of Haley friends waiting for them.

Nathan smiled as he saw his wife and son, but it faded when he saw Chris Keller right behind them. It had been two weeks and he hadn't seen are talked to her or his son, and he missed them, his days consisted of basketball practice and thinking about her. James ran when he seen his dad, jumping in his arms.

"Daddy I've missed you," James said hugging him. Nathan held onto him tight closing his eyes never wanting to let him go.

"I've missed you too kiddo," Nathan said smiling. "I have a surprise for you."

"What?" James said smiling.

"I can't tell you then it wouldn't be a surprise," Nathan said laughing at him.

"Hey buddy, we missed you," Lucas said hugging Haley. He looked at Chris. "Chris, Taylor."

"Hey Lucas," Chris said smiling. "Nathan!"

"Chris!" Haley yelled turning around to look at him. "I told you to leave him alone."

"I was just telling him hi," Chris said smiling.

"Save it Keller," Nathan said turning his attention back on his son.

"So what are they doing here," Brooke said as she gave Haley a hug.

"Me and Chris are playing Tric tomorrow night," Haley said.

"What?" Nathan said turning around.

"Yeah Nate, me and Haley back together again like old times," Chris said smirking. It took all Nathan had not to kick his ass right there.

"Unbelievable," Nathan said walking away with James.

"Karen told me that you two were playing and I think that it's great that you're singing again," Peyton said hugging her. They all left the airport and went back to Haley's house. Chris and Taylor would be staying there until after they played Tric.

Nathan and James made it back before everyone else. James was packing a bag to go sleep at Nathan's when everyone else arrived. Nathan was sitting in the living room waiting for James.

"Hey Nathan," Taylor said sitting by him.

"Hey Taylor," Nathan said not looking at her.

"So did Haley tell you that I'm pregnant," Taylor said with a smile.

"That would require her to talk to me," Nathan said with a pained expression. "Congratulations."

"Thanks brother-in-law, or should I say ex," Taylor said. Nathan just looked at her with a blank expression. How could she and Haley be sister's they were like night and day? Everyone walked into the living room and Nathan stood up. He walked to the stair case and waited for James to walk down.

"What's wrong Nathan?" Lucas said as he noticed Nathan.

"Just waiting for James to pack his bag for the night," Nathan said not looking at his brother. Haley heard what he said at looked at him. Their eyes stayed locked for a few seconds. "I just thought that since you've been gone for two weeks that I could take him for the night, I miss him." Nathan said trying to explain. Haley just nodded her head and got up and walked past him to James's room.

"Hey kiddo," Haley said smiling at him. "You need any help?"

"If you don't want me to go I don't have to," James said smiling at her.

"No sweetie, I think that you should go," Haley said running her fingers threw his hair.

"I love you," James said hugging his mom.

"I love you too kiddo," Haley said kissing his forehead. "Have fun with your daddy."

They finished packing his bags and Haley brought him down stairs where Nathan was waiting for him.

"I'm ready daddy," James said leaving his mother's side and walking over to his dad.

"Okay buddy, let's go," Nathan said taking his hand. They left and went to Nathan's house. Nathan walked them into the house and walked James upstairs to show him his surprise.

"You ready buddy," Nathan said smiling at him.

"Yeah daddy," James said. Nathan opened the door. James walked in the room.

"This is your room," Nathan said looking at his son. James looked around the room and his face lit up in excitement. It was a basketball room. He looked at the wall that had a painting of him and his dad with there jerseys on.

"Aunt Peyton painted it," Nathan said smiling. "Do you like it?"

"I love it," James said hugging him.

"You can come over any time your mom will let," Nathan said letting him go.

"Aren't you and mommy getting back together," James said with a pout. Nathan looked at him. Of course he wanted to be with Haley but she wouldn't even look at him are talk to him.

"I don't know kiddo," Nathan said with a soft smile.

"Just tell her that you love her, and that you're sorry," James said.

"I wish that it was that easy," Nathan said.

"It's time Haley," Chris said, as they walked to the side of the stage. Haley was so nervous, the placed was packed and this was the first time that she performed in a really long time.

"Ladies and Gentlemen put your hands together for Chris Keller and Haley James-Scott," Karen said as the crowd went wild. They walked on stage and Haley quickly corrected her mistake.

"It's just Haley James," Haley said with a soft smile. Haley looked out into the crowd and she could see every face. Her brown eyes made contact with to blue ones, and she couldn't help but noticed his hurt expression.

Nathan couldn't feel his heart beating. So she really wants a divorce Nathan thought?

Dancin' where the stars go blue
Dancin' where the evening fell
Dancin' in my wooden shoes
In a wedding gown

Haley looked and saw Brooke, Chase, and Peyton cheering her on, but Lucas and Nathan just watched her.

Dancin' out on 7th street
Dancin' through the underground
Dancin' little marionette
Are you happy now?

Chris smirked at Nathan as he put his hand on Haley's back. Nathan looked at him and took a set but Lucas held him back.

Where do you go when you're lonely
Where do you go when you're blue
Where do you go when you're lonely
I'll follow you
When the stars go blue
When the stars go blue

Laughing with your pretty mouth
Laughing with your broken eyes
Laughing with your lover's tongue
In a lullaby

Where do you go when you're lonely
Where do you go when you're blue
Where do you go when you're lonely
I'll follow you
When the stars go blue
The stars go blue, stars go blue

Follow you
Follow you

When the stars go blue
When the stars go blue
When the stars go blue
When the stars go blue

Where do you go when you're lonely?
Where do you go when the stars go blue?

They ended their song and it was Chris's turn to sing one of his while Haley went to get ready to sing her new song. She knew that she shouldn't sing it, but all she could think about was all the pain that he had caused her over the years. She hated him at the moment and all she wanted was for him to be hurting too. She stood at the side of the stage waiting for Chris to bring her out. He called her name and walked off stage.

"Hey Tree Hill," Haley said looking out into the crowd as they cheered. "I started writing this song about five years ago and I just finished it with the help of my brother-in-law Chris Keller, so I wanted to dedicate this song to someone out in the crowd tonight, you know who you are." Haley said as she got ready the music started playing. "Trust is a lie, nobody really knows anybody."

I hope the ring you gave to her turns her finger green
I hope when your in bed with her, you think of me
I would never wish bad things, but I don't wish you well
Could you tell, by the flames that burned your words

I never read your letter
'Cos I knew what you'd say
Give me that Sunday school answer
Try and make it all OK

Nathan could see the pain in her eyes and he hated himself for making her feel this way. He words hurt him but he deserved it, and he knew it. It took all he had to hold back his tears, so she never did read my letter he thought.

Does it hurt to know I'll never be there
Bet it sucks, to see my face everywhere
It was you, who chose to end it like you did
I was the last to know
You knew exactly what you would do
And don't say, you simply lost your way
She may believe you but I never will
Never again

She looked out into the crowd not wanting to see those blue eyes. She hated him for what he did, pushing her away. They could be happily married if he wouldn't have made her run away. She loved him more than anything, never let any man into her life when they were apart and here he was sleeping with everybody.

If she really knows the truth, she deserves you
A trophy wife, oh how cute
Ignorance is bliss
But when your day comes, and he's through with you
And he'll be through with you
You'll die together but alone

Chris smiled as she sang the song. He knew that this would hurt Nathan, and he couldn't blame her for being upset with him. The idiot left her when she was pregnant and then slept with a million girls while Haley waited for him Chris thought. He was proud of her.

You wrote me in a letter
You couldn't say it right to my face
Give me that Sunday school answer
Repent yourself away

She looked out and saw his face looking back at her. She saw how hurt he was by her words. He looked at her and saw anger and hate. She didn't turn away from his gaze as she sang the next part.

Never again will I hear you
Never again will I miss you
Never again will I fall to you
Never

Her eyes closed as tears fell from her eyes knowing that this next part would hurt both of them.

Never again will I kiss you
Never again will I want to
Never again will I love you
Never

Lucas couldn't believe that she was singing this. He looked at his brother and saw how hurt he was. Nathan turned to look at Lucas as a silent tear fell from his eye, and he walked away leaving his brother standing there.

Never again

She opened her eyes and she saw that he was gone. Her words had hurt him just like she wanted but for some reason she didn't feel good about it. She hated herself.

AN: Things will get better you have my word, I do believe in happily ever after. So tell me what you think. Those songs were "When the Stars Go Blue" by Tyler Hilton and Joy and "Never Again" by Kelly Clarkson.