My Dear Lost One

by Mana D. Campbell

With Allen as Neah twin brother, it was as if their platonic relationship is going hay-wired. But no worries, Mana was still his brother -their- only he was the oldest of the three. Though sometimes it feels like Nea was the older brother. With reincarnating Ex-exorcist behind their back, how will they react? Pairing: Based on your own imagination. Reincarnation. 21-century.

37. A message for my dearest readers

Hi guys, I guess I have a lot of explaining to do.

I'm so sorry for wasting your time on this, but please hear me out.

I'm fine

Though not as much as I would like to be.

I'm so sorry for leaving just like that, but things went wrong way to fast and in the end I wasn't able to handle it.

I never like burdening my family so I been neglecting myself a lot, I never ate my meals and only took some toast and my supplement since time was gold and I can't waste them. I paid my own fees so I used my allowance and saved them, in the end I didn't ate at school also. And I silently took jobs behind them back and actually spent more than 15 hours at school. . . so BAM! My diet was gone.

Then my sister came up, we had been on the verge of bankruptcy to pay for my sister's medical fees. But now that it's over we got a lot of leftovers of stuff and my parents became depressed. I didn't want to make them even more worried so I just handled my own problem. It's sad, but it's in the past so I didn't let my feelings take over.

And to be honest, you could say I'm a piano person. But now I hate it, I can't even listen to my own playing now.

And then school, co academics, international programs, concerts.

I can't focus on anything in my life at that point, I was still sad about the lost of my younger sister. . .

But I can't continue on being like some depressed teen so I decided to forgot everything and only remember what's important.

So yeah. . .

To be honest I may not be the same person who once wrote all of this stories, but I'll try my best to continue what I left.

The current me doesn't like half-assed effort so I'm actually angry as I'm writing this.

But again, I'm sorry, extremely so. Please forgive me. I'm so sorry.

Just give me time, let me recollect the past, I won't abandon anything anymore.

I'm so sorry. Maybe I update tomorrow or the next day, but all I'm asking is time and forgiveness.

Please bear in mind that when I said I decided to forgot anything, I meant it.

My teenage life, gone, just by a single decision.

So hahaha, I screwed up. Look at me, I'm a mess.

I'm so sorry, please forgive me.