No copyright infringements are intended. The plot is mine I'm just borrowing the characters.
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Before we start can I just ask, does anyone know if this story is being pimped out anywhere? I know it was mentioned on Rob Attack awhile back (thank you dpennell007 and Rita01tx) but I seem to be having an influx of followers and I wondered where they had heard of us.
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BPOV - this chapter starts Monday afternoon after Edward has left for the office
"Hi Alice, do you have time to talk or are you still in honeymoon mode?" I asked as she answered her private phone.
"No, don't worry, the shop is closed this week and Jasper has had to nip to the gym for a workout. To be honest I think he just needed a break from me, I am guilty of forgetting at times this is all still very new for him" she said with a sigh.
"Everything is ok though isn't it?"
"Oh Yes Bella it's wonderful, don't worry about us. Now what can I do for you?"
"Well I really need to talk to you about two things. The first is I'm going to finalise arrangements to see Tanya later this week and I wondered if you would come with me for moral support"
"Of course I will! You need to round up a posse then we can all be there for you and show the dirty skank that you can't be messed with and intimidated"
"Yes, good idea Alice, I will speak to Rosalie and Esme see if they are free as well."
"Well just let me know the time and place and I will be there. Now what is the second thing?"
"Erm... this is about something that happened the night after your ceremony at the club. We stayed in the city another night and with Riley's help I organised a surprise for Edward. I put on a show for him in the mirror room but it went a lot further than I was expecting"
"Bella did anyone force you to take it further? Think very carefully before you answer the question"
"No I wasn't forced"
"Did you feel pressured; could you have stopped it at any point if you had wanted to?"
"No I wasn't pressured and yes I could have stopped it. I trusted the main people in the room and both of them checked in with me to make sure I was ok and that I understood and was fine with what was happening"
"I'm confused then Bella what is the problem?"
"Alice I let a strange woman finger me and eat my pussy" I almost whispered.
"Did you let her because you couldn't stop it happening or because you were caught up In the moment and wanted it badly?"
"Erm, erm, erm... Honestly Alice I really didn't care who it was. I needed some relief from the sensations that were flying around my body"
"Then what's the problem Bella? I've always found that Women are much better at eating pussy anyway, they seem to have a gentler but more direct approach"
"Oh so you think I did the right thing?"
"Bella did you enjoy it?
"Yes"
"Would you do it again?"
"Yes I think I would with the reaction she got out of me"
"Do you think you should feel bad for enjoying a woman doing that to you?
… silence….
"Bella answer the question and answer it honestly. Do you think you should feel bad for enjoying a woman doing that to you?"
"Yes, probably, maybe, no"
"Right, so do you feel bad "
"No I loved it, but I feel like I ought to feel bad about it"
"Bella, don't waste your thoughts on what you think you ought to feel. My work here is done, you loved it and would do it again – focus on that and only that. I'll speak to you later when you have more details for me about the Skank, I need to go now and get my new toy ready for Jasper, he's going to love it! Bye sweetie".
She was gone and I wasn't quite sure what had happened but I felt like I had purged my soul. She was right, focus on what I did love and not what I think I should. Alice really was a great friend.
I was still coming to terms with what had happened in the mirror room. I had asked Riley to send me the film we made and it had arrived this morning, As soon as Edward left for the office I raced to my study and played it on the laptop. The picture was crystal clear and I could hear the music I'd chosen. Whatever the equipment was they had in there, it was top quality. In the end I couldn't stop watching and I kept rewinding the bit at the end where I squirted all over Charlotte and the bed. The camera was so good it was quite clear to see. The actual act of Charlotte going down on me wasn't at the right angle for the camera to pick up much but it was obvious that Edward had had a ring side seat. After watching it a few times I realised that what Alice was said was true, I thought I should feel bad for enjoying it, but I didn't, I loved it and the more I watched, the more I realised I may want to do that to someone too.
As I watched the film for the fourth time I was seriously considering opening the box of toys in the closet, I was so turned on it was making me fidget. Just as I had made the decision to do just that, the phone rang
"Hi sweetheart, how are you today? I didn't get chance to see you again before you two left the club the other night. I sent the disc as well, has it arrived?" he asked.
"Hi Riley, yes I'm fine and yes the disc is here, have you watched it?"
"No, I wouldn't do that unless I was invited to, but you don't have to worry I made sure that there is only one disc and as it was delivered by courier and not electronically to you, there is no chance of any copies anywhere."
"I've watched it already. The quality is amazing, I can't wait for Edward to see it he will explode" I giggled.
"I know, especially as he had no idea he was being filmed "Riley laughed. "Anyway I called to see if you were ok, it was a big night for you with everything that happened. No regrets or confusion?"
"Not as such no, I talked to Alice at little while ago and she put everything into perspective. Really to be honest, as time goes on, it gets easier to go easy on myself if that makes sense" I tried to explain.
"It makes perfect sense, think of it like this, it's your body, your choice and ultimately your enjoyment, so be selfish for once. What better area of your life is there to be selfish in?"
"You know between you and Alice you could probably talk me in to trying anything" I told him honestly.
"No sweetheart, not us. Your own natural curiosity will do that, we'll just stop you beating yourself up about it afterwards" he said laughing again.
He was right. Riley had become a confidant, therapist and friend all in one and I was so lucky to have him in my life, we both were. I know he talked to Edward too.
"Anyway that's not really why I called. Whilst you were chained to the bed, being thoroughly fucked and eaten by numerous people you may or may not have noticed that I left the room after I promised you I wouldn't."
"Yes I did notice, but not until I watched the film" I told him "What happened?"
"Well first let me apologise for leaving you, as I'd promised I wouldn't. I am sorry for that, am I forgiven?"
"Well that depends kind Sir on why you left, what was more important than me?" I asked playing along with him.
"Well funnily enough it was about you and Edward, well more specifically Edward. We had a non-member trying to gain access to the club using Edward's name. She was adamant that she was his guest and he had asked her to meet him inside."
"She?" I repeated
"Yes she said that Edward had arrived alone and was waiting for her in the bar. Seeing as I had just left the both of you, I was well aware of where he was, and I informed her that all members had to abide by our rules regarding the admittance of non-members as guests. As it was after hours anyway only members were allowed on the premises. She then went onto to try and say "Do you know who I am?" followed by "I'm one of the most successful literary agents in this part of the country and have some very powerful friends"
"You mean it was Tanya Denali, my agent?"
"The one and only. I recognised her from opening night, I never forget a face, in my game you can't afford to" he explained.
"So what happened?"
"Well she did the usual things. After trying to bluff her way in, she tried to flirt with me and Felix, when that didn't help she got angry and did the 'do you know who I am' crap and finally when she realised she wasn't getting anywhere she started to get angry and make a scene. Screaming and shouting about exposing the club and all its 'pervert 'members to the media, which seeing as she probably only knows you and Edward it really wouldn't make that much of a splash would it?"
"No it wouldn't, but you know how much of a private person Edward is", I went on" he would be mortified if his family and friends knew about this aspect of his private life. He loves the club and he just wouldn't want people asking questions. I'm going to see Jenks my lawyer this afternoon because he has some information for me about her. You see I'm in the process of firing Ms Denali only now you've just made it even more important it is sorted and the sooner the better."
"Ok sweetheart, well you sound in good spirits so I will leave you to your day. Don't watch the film again without Edward because the fun is trying to recreate what happened not sitting alone playing with a toy. Wait for the real thing to get home." He said and with a 'see you soon 'he was gone.
I was furious; Tanya had gone too far this time. What the hell did she think would have happened if she had been admitted into the club? Was she just trying to use Edward's name to get in or was she seriously thinking that Edward was there and she was trying to meet up with him? I needed to see Jenks.
After a quick lunch and a change of clothes I made my way over to Jason Jenks's office. He has been my attorney since I needed my first literary contract checking and has dealt with everything else since. He was fair but firm lawyer who was most definitely on my side. He asked me what I wanted and he made it happen. As I walked into his offices he was actually waiting for me in reception.
"Bella, Mrs Cullen, lovely to see you. Do you mind if we take a walk, it's such a lovely afternoon?" he asked
A little different from our normal meetings but he was right, it was a lovely afternoon and a shame to waste it inside, "Okay let's take a walk then" I replied.
He picked up a brown file and an envelope and after opening the door for me escorted me out of the office.
"I know this is a little unorthodox but it may be necessary but I'm not sure at present. Let's walk to the park a block over then I have something I want to show you" he said very mysteriously.
We walked in silence for five minutes before reaching the park and he led us to a bench that was partly shaded from the afternoon sun.
"This is all very cloak and dagger; I feel like a spy "I joked trying to lighten the mood.
I know you weren't expecting this but I needed to get out of the office. Sometimes walls have ears and I just wanted to be sure what I've got for you in this envelope here remains confidential. You see I have my own investigator who works solely for me and I asked him about your Ms Denali. This is what he found".
Jenks passed me the file; there were bank & credit card statements, IRS returns, and even her college assessments. As I quickly scanned through all the papers I came to the envelope. On opening it and viewing the contents I gasped
"Oh Fuck!" I exclaimed and then apologised instantly for my language.
"No I think that is probably a good response to what you're looking at. As you can see there are two different sets of photos; the first are from her younger days, we think she was probably around twenty years old and still in college and in reality less damning. The more recent ones however...I take it the picture quality is good enough for you to recognise who she is with?" he asked almost politely.
"Oh yes I recognise him alright, in fact this explains an awful lot. I've had a small niggling suspicion for about two years now but I haven't done anything about it as I couldn't put my finger on what felt off about it." I was seething and trying very hard to stay calm.
"Well whoever took these photos was obviously in the room with them and though they are on the internet, they are buried deep in a website which is very professionally put together, it took my man several days to get at them. Whoever has the password for the file looks at them quite frequently, we are trying to follow the route back to the computer but at present we haven't been able to locate it. Whoever is funding the website is paying a lot of money to keep it very secure." He explained.
"Now my concern is that whoever that person is, and I presume it's him" Jenks said pointing to the man in the photo, "may know by now that we have these copies, my man is good but he couldn't be sure that he managed to get in and out of the file without leaving a trace so if you are going to use these as leverage make sure you do it soon and keep these copies secure. Just in case I have copies as well" he added.
"In case of what? " I asked.
"Mrs Cullen, I do believe you are going to blackmail someone, and if you do that you have to be prepared for the consequences" My attorney was back.
"I'm not going to blackmail her, I'm going to fire her, and then I'm going to show her what I have just in case she decides to forget she has signed a NDA, that's all."
"Call it what you like Mrs Cullen, but be careful, and if you need me to do it for you, just call, I am happy to fire her and explain why" he offered.
"No it's okay I have a feeling I'm going to really enjoy it, but thanks for the offer" I smiled as he stood and shook my hand.
"Would you like me to escort you back to the office or are we parting here?" he asked.
"I'll leave you here if you don't mind, I have some errands to run and I want to get these stored safely as soon as possible" I explained pointing to the paperwork and envelope.
"Very wise, they do not need to fall into the wrong hands" he said as he turned and strode confidently away.
I sat back down on the bench to get my breath. This put a whole new spin on things, my entire future could be about to change. Was I ready for that change and could I handle it? Of course I could, and the sooner it was done the better.
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Heavy dialogue again I know but we need to keep the story moving. As ever, thank you to my friend AG for listening to me as I try to work out how to fit all the parts of this story together. We have some very descriptive and strange conversations both on twitter and email. Here's hoping no one ever stumbles across them !
Also to Edlovesme who reads everything I send her and calmly lets me know what she thinks and translates it to 'Amercian' for me.