Disclaimer: I don't own any recognizable characters, they are all the property of Stephenie Meyer and no copyright infringement is intended. But the plot is all me
Inferno.C39
Loretta was an amazing sub. She's been trained by the most famous Dom in their social circle, Caius Volturi. But the thing was, Caius had decided that he would only train new girls from then on, because it gave him so much pleasure. So Loretta was being tried out by Dom's to see who she would belong to. What drew Jasper to her was how much she reminded him of Bella. Had her nose been smaller, and her eyes and lips larger, she would have been her spitting image.
Jasper made his way over to her, waiting, or more like hoping that she would make a mistake so that he could punish her. So he could watch her ass turn the brightest pink like he knew that it would. Her skin wasn't quite as pale as Bella's, but it was still light enough that his hand would leave a mark.
But Loretta wasn't going to give him a reason. Caius had trained her far too well for that to happen. Her eyes stayed downcast, body positioned in perfect submission pose. No question was answered until she was told to. He'd told Caius that he wanted to get back into the scene. That he was ready. But really, he just needed something to focus on to take his mind off of Bella.
Jasper felt out of place, trying to fall back into something that he didn't even feel a part of anymore. Loretta was perfect, and just waiting for him to take control, to tell her what he wanted. But all he really wanted was to go home and crawl back into a bottle. Or go to Bella. It was a toss up. He could tell that Loretta had tensed up, wondering what was wrong, What she had done. It made him feel like an asshole, but he already knew that.
"Loretta, look at me," Jasper demanded.
Her eyes met his, a mixture of fear and confusion.
"This has nothing to do with you. You're lovely, and the perfect sub."
He saw the questions in her eyes.
"You may speak freely," he told her softly.
"Sir, I can see when a man is in love. My question is, why are you not with her, Sir?"
Jasper took a moment and thought about how to answer that. Was he in love with Bella? He couldn't be sure. His feelings were jumbled with the guilt he carried over his wife's death. He wasn't sure what he felt, whether he truly cared for Bella, or whether he just wanted her because of the way she treated him.
A determination set over his features and he looked at Loretta with a new-found interest.
"Look at me," he ordered.
When her eyes were locked on his face, he asked the question he truly wanted to know.
"Are you attracted to me? Do you want this, or are you doing it because Caius asked you to?"
"Honestly, sir, you and… you were famous around here. It was a romance, yours and your wife's, that all of us sub's still talk about. You were known to be one of the best, and I must admit that I've always been curious what it would be like to be with you."
"You didn't answer my question. Answer it now."
"Yes," she whispered quietly.
"Hmm, are you attracted to the unmarred half or all of me?" Jasper asked, knowing that she didn't want to answer.
Her eyes wouldn't meet his and he had his answer. Bella never hesitated. She wanted him just the way he was.
"Would you like to punish me, sir? I wish to be of service to you."
Her eyes showed her sincerity. There was no pity there, only an honest wish to please. She was so eager to be with the man that she'd heard so much about, and part of him wanted to flee, but the other part of him, the Dom in him wanted to give in. He just wasn't sure which part he wanted to give in to.
"Go and bend over the table," he commanded and she was quick to comply.
Most subs enjoyed their punishments to some extent, and Loretta seemed to be one of them. Her breasts mashed against the table, giving him an erection that he wasn't sure he wanted to use on her.
At least until his hand landed firmly on her round ass. The sound of the smack was music to his ears, and left him feeling the control that he'd thought he'd lost. Her dainty voice counted out the words, her voice dripping with lust for him.
It made him feel powerful. Like his old self again. Five hard smacks and he was rubbing her red cheeks. Her arousal told him that if she were a normal woman she would have been rubbing against him like a cat in heat. She didn't even move when his fingers grazed the bare flesh that was wet and ready for him.
She was the perfect sub. And should have been perfect for him. But she wasn't Bella.
He should have walked away right then, but Jasper was a man with something to prove. He was going to fuck Bella out of his system.
His hips made a smacking sound against Loretta's flesh as he slammed into her. With his permission she made the sweetest noises as he filled her over and over again. She came so easily for him, giving him the boost he needed to keep going. To forget about Bella and be a man. The man that he was before his life was turned upside down.
When he was close he pulled out and ordered Loretta to her knees so that he could finish in her warm mouth, She quickly obliged and sucked him as hard as she could. He gave her the acknowledgment that any Dom would for a job well done and zipped his pants back up and left the room.
When he got home he'd felt like he had cheated, but he wasn't sure on whom. His wife, or Bella.
So he lost himself in another bottle of Jack.