Kinda had to take a bit of a break for a while. Still trying to finalize what I wanna do with this story in terms of fine details. Thank you guys for being so patient!
Whew a lot of you ducking it out in the reviews area. There's a few questions I noticed about Judy mainly that some of you are getting a bit confused with. Yes im aware that Judy should just cut off all contact with Jack at this point, but there's a reason behind it. We'll get to that later.
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Questions asks – Arrowsight; Do you hate Nick Wilde for some reason? In both of your fics you seem to constantly torture him both physically and emotionally. Don't you think he's had enough?
Arrowsight – No I don't hate Nick at all. When I thought up the Growler Incident, I focused on a large gray area of Nick's past. And that is what he did in between his childhood, and meeting Mr. Big. But I try to spread the emotional and physical torture evenly. What with Judy's near death experience at Lavvy. And there's more to come.
My heart goes out to those affected by the Las Vegas shooting. I saw the whole thing just hours after it happened on the news and was so disheartened. But the next day, seeing the 5-6 hour line to donate blood. The videos and pictures of people using their own vehicles to help total strangers get to the hospital. It makes me proud to be a citizen of the United States. We shouldn't be fighting over some kind of 'division' in the form of politics or skin color or even gender. Red blood runs in all of our veins, and that blood can save lives. Blood that people donated to help total strangers who were in agony, and dying from the madness of a single man. All people are truly equal, and fighting about not being equal only makes things worse for everyone in the end.
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Nick stepped out of the shower, drying himself off in front of the mirror. Once the steam cleared up, he looked at himself in the mirror.
At this point, Nick had been with Jacques daily for just over 8 days. Steadily learning little by little what exactly it is Jacques does in Preypred City.
He stands as both Preypred City's, and Force of Nature's idol. Its leading force and spearhead. When one pictures Force of Nature, they picture Jacques. Jacques also holds the leaders together, making sure they don't argue or split up. Firmly believing in harmony among the superiors.
Just as well, the citizens of Preypred City love Jacques. Praising him publicly in the streets. Despite his young age and exuberant attitude, Jacques was humble and steady when it came to the citizens of Preypred City. And when it came to Force of Nature, he retained a dominate stature and way of speaking.
Nick also learned just how dangerous Jacques's voice can be. His silver-tongued nature outwitting anyone who spoke out against him if they even dared. Mostly, it would be those who were upset over losing someone to Predator Hour. Nick had yet to experience Predator Hour for himself, and he didn't think he wanted to. Eating meat still wasn't in his prerogative.
Nick also gained more insight on how Preypred City worked. Each district relies on each other for services that one needs. Such as tailoring, grocery, and other necessities. What one district had, the other needed and could use. A society that depended on one another fully and completely to function. Not so much emotionally, but practically.
Prey animals lived comfortably in Preypred City with many perks. Free education, certain immunities that predators do not have, and a sizeable settlement. However the cost, was Predator Hour. Predator animals more or less lived in a similar way that Zootopia mammals lived. Nick didn't really quite see why a prey animal would chose to live in that kind of society, but if it's what that prey animal preferred, then it was their choice.
He knew the time would come when he would have to make a decision. To join Force of Nature, or to live out his days in Preypred City. Knowing full well Jacques and Elias wouldn't give Nick the option to leave. Nick looked to his phone sitting on the counter, seeing the screen was still locked by the black screen with a green and red button. Above it, read the letters 'Do you accept our ways?'
Nick tried repeatedly to get the screen block to go away, but he couldn't. Nick could only guess that his phone was hacked. Likely to also keep Nick from contacting anyone on the outside.
After a moment, Nick looked at himself in the mirror again. He had gained no knowledge about what happened with Jack and Judy that night.
He was still unsure of what to do. Still feeling torn down the middle between Force of Nature, or settling. As desperately as he wanted to get in contact with Judy... with Zootopia, he didn't know how he'd do it. No doubt Elias would find out, Nick had a hunch that he was watching his every move. Either that, or someone else was.
The two sides of Nick's personality still stared back at him in the mirror, like looking at two different people in one body. Part of him still seeing the old Nick that he had always been, and the other seeing a new way of thinking. One that aligned with Force of Nature.
Still so many questions... still so much unanswered. So much to figure out. Mostly about himself. But how would he find where he belonged? Or get the answers he so desperatly craved?
Unable to reach a conclusion, Nick sighed angrily and got dressed. Making his way to City Hall to meet with Jacques again. Now, Jacques told Nick just to head to the Force of Nature base and spend time there till Jacques came to get him. Something about his daily duties to the city first.
Nick stepped into the lobby of the underground base, still getting wary glances from the other members. Nick ignored them, walking around the edges of the room to distance himself from them. He could tell the other members didn't trust him. And rightfully so, Nick wasn't sure he could trust himself currently.
Eventually, Nick came to sit in one of the lobbies. Soon to be approached by a male brown rabbit. He sits next to him. "You look like someone's about to jump you." he said in a friendly tone.
Nick looked at the rabbit, shrugging lightly. "Yeah well... a while back I would've called these guys enemies."
"And now?" asked the rabbit with genuine interest.
There was a long pause before Nick replied. "I don't know what to think anymore..."
The rabbit seemed to have a genuine concern for Nick, leaning back in his seat and opening his hands. "I'm all ears. Maybe I can help?"
Nick warily eyed the rabbit. "Aren't you suspicious of me? You know who I am right?"
The rabbit nodded. "Of course. Nick Wilde. Hero cop of the ZPD. Openly dating... dated the rabbit cop hero Judy Hopps. Tell you what, I'll let you ask some questions first eh?"
Feeling a bit more confident, Nick looked around the room. "There aren't a lot of prey animals down here in Force of Nature. You know, I look at how Preypred City's ran and I gotta say... it seems like the prey animals live here as just food to the predator. Doesn't that bother you?"
The rabbit smiled softly, his expression softening. "Nice question. Considering all the leaders of Force of Nature are predators, maybe I can shed a little light on our side. You are right about one thing, it is a bit scary to know that at in the last week of each month, Predator Hour can strike at any time during the night and our lives are at risk. But when you compare it to Zootopia's criminal pattern... not even recently... the worst we ever get is the occasional spite murder. Being prey in Preypred City is more than just being meat for the predator. This city's much more different than Zootopia. We've learned to coexist without sacrificing basic animal instinct. Haven't you ever had the feeling or urge to run and chase down your prey?"
Nick thought about it, and admitted that in his younger days he had some urges like that. Abigail always telling him its just his teenage hormones.
"Judging by your silence, you have. We can't deny who we are. You are a fox, a predator meant to kill and eat meat. I am a rabbit, prey that sustains my own life but may fall prey to the predator if Nature sees fit to allow it." said the Rabbit. "We don't live in fear, as much as we live in understanding of what we are. We CHOOSE to live here of our own free will. But that's just the baser side. In Preypred City, prey animals also get a lot of perks. Free high grade education. Large settlement checks. Families of victims of Predator Hour are given compensation as well. The list goes on. As the name says, Prey comes before Pred in Preypred City. Some would say our society is barbaric and evil, but to us it's home. It's what we were born into, and what we were raised as. Take it as you will, we believe ourselves to be in the right. As the name says, Prey comes before Pred in Preypred City."
Nick listened to the rabbit's words. "You know what Force of Nature intends to do. And they'll likely kill a lot of people to make it happen. Why would you side with it?"
The rabbit chuckled and smiled at Nick. "Does anyone side with war? The answer is yes... the mad. But rest assured, we're far from mad. We know what may come of this crusade, and what lives may be lost. But we believe that Nature's Law must become the world's dominate power and true law. Many kingdoms, cities, and countries have their dark histories. The mass crusade of lion King Arthur. The regime of the Third Reich. Jeanne d'Arc, The list goes on and on. Each leader seen as a hero among their own. And to their enemies, a demon bringing rampage and destruction. One thing rings ever true throughout history. The winner decides what is right and what is wrong."
His words ring true. Each leader of every crusade or revolution was hailed as a hero to those that supported, and damned by those against it. "What does that have to do with Nature's Law?"
The rabbit gestured towards the insignia on the wall. "In our eyes, Mother Nature decides what is to be, and what's not. We can't hope to fully know what she wants. We can only do what we believe we should do. And we at Force of Nature truly believe Nature's Law must be brought to power. And if that's not meant to be, then we will fail. And whatever remains will carry the torch and continue her teachings."
Nick nodded, sitting up straight in his seat. "I've been asking again and again what I should do... Looking for some reason to make a decision on what I should do from here..."
The rabbit looked up at Nick, his eyebrow raised. "Perhaps you should look inward. Don't worry about what the consequences may bring, or even the benefits. Listen to your heart." said the rabbit, clutching his fist to his chest. "Do what you believe to be right in your heart, Nick Wilde. And don't let anyone tell you what you should do."
Nick leaned his head back, looking up towards the ceiling. He contemplated in his thoughts for a long time, eventually smiling down at the rabbit. "Thanks."
The rabbit smiled and nodded, watching as Nick stood up and walked out. Nick had found a new confidence in himself. Knowing now that instead of searching for an answer from an outside source, he had to decide what he must do for himself. However, he needed to talk to one more person.
On his way out through the City Hall, Nick passed Jacques. Jacques smiled and opened his arms welcomingly to Nick. "Good morning, Wilde. Have you reached a decision yet?"
Nick shook his head, smiling his usual trademark grin at Jacques. "Just need to talk to one more person. I need to talk to The Mind. Face to face."
The next day – Zootopia
Artie sat behind the computer in Jack's basement. Still working with few breaks from the computer. His eyes slightly bloodshot, and his head hanging somewhat loosely as his fingers continuously danced across the keyboard.
Little progress has been made. Each and every attempt no matter how different was met with an unbreachable countermeasure. He had been working on this for days, and no progress at all was made. It was absolutely frustrating, and he was at his breaking point. This current attempt was the last thing he had in his arsenal. A last ditched effort that he hoped... begged would pay off.
A red box appeared on the screen.
ERROR: ACCESS DENIED
Artie slammed his fists down on the keyboard hard, several of the keys popping out of place and scattering around the floor loudly. "Dammit!"
Despite his probe into Marco's computer, he still couldn't find a way to access the network. Days of restless working, constant code cracking, and he still couldn't crack into it. Alone, the system is unbreachable. Beyond even his capabilities.
A new message appeared on the screen. 'Lol rekt. Git gud boi McCoy.'
Artie looked up and glared at the screen. He sighed and sat back in his chair, knowing now that Artie had been made a fool of. Marco was taunting him, and winning.
For now, all he could do was rest. He couldn't think clearly with his mixed emotions of anger and exhaustion. He turned in his wheelchair and headed to the stairs. Setting the wheels on a small platform that would carry him up the stairs. Eager to lay in bed for a few hours.
Hopefully Tom didn't mind cleaning up the scattered keyboard pieces...
Meanwhile, Judy just awoke in Laura's spare bedroom. She finally cracked and decided to stay at Laura's apartment for the time being. With everything in Bookerlight constantly reminding her of Nick, she had to find an outlet to think.
She sat up in her bed, rubbing her forehead. The smell of something cooking filling her nose. She hopped out of bed, stretching her back before getting on some decent clothes. Soon heading to the living room, to see Laura cooking breakfast. Some scrambled eggs for her, and some skillet fried vegetables for Judy.
Laura smiled brightly as she saw Judy. "Morning. Sleep good?"
Returning the smile, Judy nodded and sat at the table. "Yeah, best as I could."
After a few minutes, Laura had breakfast ready. Sitting at the table and handing Judy her plate. Both of them ate rather quickly. Laura with a great eagerness. Judy noticed and smirked. "Got plans for today?"
Laura shrugged and ate the last bite. "Still working with Jack to see what we can do about the whole situation with Force of Nature. Still no headway yet."
Judy paused for a moment. A question coming to her mind. "Laura, do you like Jack? And I mean do you LIKE Jack?" A humored smile touching her lips.
Crimson flushed over Laura's face, coughing and choking a bit on the last bite of her food. She punched her chest lightly to get the food down. "Well I uh... Well that's..."
"Come on. Be honest. It's just us girls here, and I wont tell." reassured Judy, smiling more.
Laura paused and sighed, her face still bright red. "Well... Yeah I do... But I'm pretty sure he's not interested in me."
Judy giggled and smiled. "Well, now that I've made it clear that I will not ever be with him, you oughta ask him out. I bet he'd like that."
She looked unsure, scratching the side of her neck lightly. "I don't know... we're partners at work... plus he's a rabbit..."
"Hey! None of that talk. Nick's a fox and I'm still convinced he's the love of my life. Just go for it girl, take a shot!" said Judy, hoping to motivate her.
Laura smirked lightly. "Shouldn't you be worried more about your own lovelife before mine?"
Judy's smile faded and she kept eating. "I am working on it... Now that I'm suspended from the ZPD, I have free time. There's someone I wanna talk to."
"Who?" asked Laura.
After eating the last bite of her breakfast, Judy responded. "Abigail. Nick's mom. I wanna ask her a few things about Nick."
Laura nodded and took Judy's plate. Bringing it to the sink and cleaning it. "Alright. Just watch yourself out there."
Judy nodded and walked to the door. Getting on her coat, and waved to Laura. "See you later. Thanks for breakfast!" she said before quickly darting out of the door.
She chose to walk there today. The day was a bit warmer than usual, so after bundling up nicely she was ready to go. Abigail lived with Dawson just on the other side of Downtown so it wouldn't take long for Judy to run there. She's taken to going for morning jogs, something she would do with Nick now and then. Normally she'd have to wait for him to catch up, but now could run uninhibited.
Needless to say, she reached Abigail's and Dawson's apartment in record time. It was a nice place, higher class than Bookerlight. They lived on the second floor, third door closest to the stairs. She knocked quickly, putting on a friendly grin for whomever would open the door.
But the conversation to ensue after would take that grin away.
The door opened, revealing a groggy looking Dawson holding a cup of coffee. Once he saw Judy, he smiled and held up a paw. "Shoulda gave us some warning. Give me a minute to get decent."
Judy giggled and nodded, closing the door. She could faintly hear Dawson talking to Abigail, followed by Abigail's cheerful tone. The sound of clanking and stuff being moved around soon came through the door.
Within a few minutes, Abigail opened the door, smiling brightly. "Judy! So good to see you again honey." She exclaimed while hugging Judy close.
Judy returned the embrace, smiling up at her. "I'm sorry to bother you..."
"Oh no, it's fine you're always welcome here. Come in we just got some coffee going." Abigail quickly rushing Judy into the apartment.
It was a cozy little place for two people. One long couch and a loveseat, as well as a lazyboy recliner. Television and entertainment stand sitting across from it. A small collection of classic older movies stacked up next to a dvd player. The kitchen just off to the side, neat and orderly. Spices sitting on top of the back of the stove. The countertops made of white enamel and polished. The kitchen table sitting between the living room and the kitchen. A small hallway leading to the bathroom, and two bedrooms.
Abigail sat Judy on the couch, rushing to the kitchen. "Can I get you something? Coffee or something?"
"No, that's fine. I won't be here long." said Judy, watching Abigail pour a cup anyway.
Dawson walked out from the bedroom in much better clothes now. Jeans and a tshirt. He sat at the recliner, smiling at Judy. "How's Zootopia's favorite rabbit?"
"Been better..." said Judy, her ears lowering. She had come over just after returning to Zootopia to inform Dawson and Abigail of what happened in Mamussia. Leaving out some of the finer details about where Nick went.
Dawson nodded, an understanding look on his face. "Yeah... I imagine. Getting any headway on the whole thing? Have you heard from Nick?"
Judy saw Abigail's ear perk up, looking in at Judy. Abigail was particularly not happy when Judy explained what happened. She tried to hide it, but Judy could see the anger and disappointment in her eyes at the time. She seems to have cheered up more now.
"Not yet. We keep hitting diplomatic roadblocks so we can't really go anywhere." explained Judy. Feeling frustrated that such roadblocks keep occurring. The most surefire solution would be to find a way to get in contact with Nick. But he wasn't answering his phone at all, so the best way at this point would be to go to Preypred directly. That alone posed a large amount of danger in itself. And could possibly spark an international incident.
Abigail's eyes went back down tot he coffee that she was putting a bit of sugar in. She knew how Judy liked her coffee. Dark and sweet. Dawson sighed and scratched his knee. "He'll come through. Just wait and see." he reassured.
The cup of coffee was placed in front of Judy, the excited aroma of the grinds filling her nose. Not wanting to be rude, Judy picked it up and sipped it, thanking Abigail. She sat down next to Dawson's recliner on the couch, eyes falling on Judy.
There was a long moment of silence, Judy steadily sipping the cup of coffee. Sensing the growing tension, Judy set the cup down and looked at Abigail. "Abby... I don't know what to do. I feel helpless right now and I want... I NEED to do something. It's driving me crazy! Is there anything you can tell me about Nick that can possibly get me in contact with him?"
Abigail's ears lowered and she sighed. "Nick was always a little distant, even when he was a pup. Once he turned 12, he was out of the house almost all day. And he didn't like to talk about where or what he was doing when he came home. I eventually found out he was doing some back alley deals to bring in money. If he doesn't want to be found, you won't find him. I don't know what to tell you Judy..."
Judy's ears lowered and she hung her head. "All we know right now, is that he's likely in Preypred City. That's where he told me he was going when he left."
Abigail paused for a moment, a somewhat startled look on her face. Dawson spoke up next, leaning in and crossing his paws over his lap. Interlocking his fingers. "I know it's not really my place, Judy. But can I weigh in on this?"
Judy nodded, wanting to hear what he had to say. Dawson nodded in return. "I'm sure you've heard already about how hurt Nick is by this whole thing so I don't need to talk about that. But do you think that just throwing yourself at Nick's feet and begging for forgiveness is gonna do anything for him?"
"It's better than nothing..." grumbled Judy.
Dawson shook his head. "It may be worse than nothing. Nick's been betrayed in the worst way he could. So just an apology, no matter how heartfelt and desperate it may seem probably won't be enough to sway him."
Judy sat up in her seat, slightly more irritated now. "Then what should I do?"
"Right now, you have two options." said Dawson, raising up two fingers. "One, leave Nick alone and let him decide what he wants to do. You know what you want, now he needs to find out what HE wants. Or, you can show him what you mean to him. Prove that you love him."
"And how do I do that?" asked Judy.
Dawson's expression hardened. "Sacrifice. By giving up something that would show just what you mean to him. Let me ask you, this Jack Savage guy that's involved in this whole fiasco. Are you still talking to him?"
Judy paused and nodded. Dawson didn't give her time to speak. "That's gonna be the center of your problem. The guy that you cheated on Nick with is still a part of your life. Why haven't you cut off all contact with him?"
"Because we're part of the same unit, the same team. I can't avoid him." replied Judy.
Dawson shook his head. "No no no, not work related that's different. You just said you still 'talk to him.' So outside of work? Why?"
Judy fell silent for a moment. Normally when her and Jack would talk, it would be at his manor after Laura would call for a meeting. The only other times they would speak, is if Jack sent a text asking how she's doing. Judy would usually reply with a neutral comment like 'fine' or 'okay.' But wouldn't really go beyond that. But there's another reason that she still even entertains the idea of keeping in contact with Jack.
"If we end up going to Preypred City, we'll need Jack with us. He's our lead field agent." replied Judy.
Dawson sighed. "Still professional reasons. You know what I want you to say, Judy. So say it."
Judy's ears lowered more and her head lowered as well. "I don't know yet... But if the worst did happen in Mamussia, I might be pregnant..."
Dawson nodded. "There it is. Do you know what that would do to Nick? For you to be pregnant with someone else's children after he marked you as his? You could just forget about getting him back ever."
A great wave of sadness washed over Judy. "You said 'sacrifice'... you don't mean terminating the pregnancy do you? If I am that is..."
"That's up to you. But that's not where I was getting at. You need to give up contact with Jack as soon as you're able. Never speak to him again no matter how much he begs. You have to show that he means more to you than what Jack does. PROVE it." said Dawson.
Judy nodded and leaned back on the couch. Sipping on the coffee more. She had thought of this a little already. "We'll have to wait and see what happens first..." Not wanting to talk about being pregnant with Jack's child.
"Judy... there's something you should know about someone." said Abigail, knowing that Dawson was done now.
Judy looked up at her, ready to hear. "Nick's father, Elias. Back when were married and living in Zoocia, Elias was a part of the church of Nature's Law. He's an avid believer in Nature's Law. I don't know if that's involved... but maybe it's worth looking into because of the extremists who attacked you."
Elias... Judy hadn't thought of that. He had been pretty quiet ever since he became assistant mayor. His biggest bit thus far was establishing the Church of Natural Order. Judy knew he believed in Nature's Law, but he didn't seem dangerous.
He also started his business in Zoocia. Perhaps, if need be, Elias could get her into Zoocia or perhaps even Preypred City if need be? "Thank you Abigail. I think I'll head back for now." said Judy, quickly gulping down the rest of her coffee.
Abigail stood up and hugged Judy, sighing softly. "I pray that everything works out, Judy... Just please respect Nick's decision if he decides to push you away."
Judy nodded, again returning the embrace. "I will... I won't like it, but I will." Giving a quick nod to Dawson.
Dawson smirked. "We'll wait till Nick comes back for the wedding."
"Wedding?" asked Judy, looking between Dawson and Abigail.
Abigail smiled and showed Judy the gold ring with a sapphire gem mounted on it. Judy smiled brightly as she saw it. "Awww congratulations!"
Dawson smiled proudly and Abigail blushed, giggling. "Thank you."
Not wanting to keep them further, Judy quickly bade farewell, and left. Quickly heading back towards Abigail's apartment. Running over what she knew about Elias in her head again and again, though it wasn't much.
She had a bit more pep in her step from the caffeine in the coffee. Setting two records on how fast she could get across town.
Two days later Preypred City
Nick heard a knock on the door of his temporary condo. Just finishing readjusting an electric pencil sharpener on the desk, having made a few readjustments to the condo. Placing the desk in the corner of the living room next to the television. Wanting the room to be as open as possible around the couches.
Moving quickly, Nick walked to the door and opened it. Seeing Elias wearing a travelers coat, sunglasses, and a brown colored travelers hat. Somewhat like a fedora, only more pointed.
Nick smiled as he saw Elias, closing the door as he walked in. "Trying not to draw attention?"
Elias quickly hung the coat up on the wall, sighing. "It's hard to do that, and keep warm at the same time. Bloody cold out here just after dawn. Be glad I could get here so soon. Practically had to wrestle Valpord to get here. She eventually caved, but only gave me two days though so I have to be gone by tonight." explained Elias as he made his way over to the living room, looking around and smiling. "Nice setup."
"Yeah well," Nick smiled, shrugging. "I got a connection."
Elias chuckled and sat on the couch. "Alright, let's talk."
Nick sat across from Elias, staring at his father's green eyes and waiting. Elias eventually spoke. "You've spent time with the other three incarnates, yes?"
"Yeah. Interesting trio." commented Nick.
Elias leaned forward, crossing his fingers together. "What have you learned from them?"
A strange, green glow came from Elias's eyes. Nick felt something he felt once before, what felt like a strange presence press against his consciousness. Almost like that sensation that someone was right behind you, watching you.
"That Nature's Law is believed to be the one, and true law of the world. A series of laws that keeps nature in balance by enforcing action based on what is, and isn't true by the laws of nature. Leah is Nature's Love. She keeps the citizens happy, and safe from what are more or less criminals. Hunter is Nature's Wrath. The extended 'hand of judgment' that punishes those who break the most sacred of Nature's Laws. Such as slaughter without sustenance, and mating with an incompatible species. Jacques is Nature's Voice. The figurehead of Force of Nature, as well as its leader. He holds the other leaders, or incarnates, together and speaks for Mother Nature herself. Preypred City functions under Nature's Law. The ideal that while prey and predator animals are separate, they are equal. Carnal desires such as eating meat shouldn't be frowned on, but encouraged. So long as it's kept in check." explained Nick.
Elias smiled lightly. "What else?"
Nick shook his head and stared at Elias inquisitively. "I still have questions. Questions only you can answer."
"Ask away." Elias leaning back in his seat.
Nick pointed towards the side of his head, gesturing to it. "I noticed something with each of the leaders. You have this... talent. Your eyes glow brighter like they become bio-luminescent and something changes. The person affected can... feel something from them. Like with Leah, I felt her love and compassion for the citizens. With Jacques, I felt his motivation and determination. And with you... it's almost like you're in my head watching me. What is that?"
A broad grin washed over Elias's face. "Ahh so you noticed. That's a talent that Ishaq first perfected that Hunter and I picked up on. We call it our 'Impression.' It's a force that we can use for certain purposes. And based on the person, it acts differently. For example, Leah's is an outward show of affection, and that can branch to others that she wants to also experience it. I guess the best way to put it is you 'feel her love.'"
Elias paused and drummed his fingers. "Jacques's is the most complicated, because he has the most mastery of it. He can sense other people's emotions when he uses his Impression. Just as well, he can project his emotions onto others. You felt his motivation. And you've also felt his malice back during the fundraiser."
Recalling back when Jacques was cutting down the Royal Guards during the coup, he recalled sensing a kind of radiating emotion from Jacques. As if his will was so strong, he could share it with others.
"He can also sense things of emotional value to others. Like say you have a pocket watch that you cherish deeply. He can sense where it is on your body." continued Elias.
Nick nodded. "How did he perfect it? Seems like you'd have a better handle on it with your extensive time in Force of Nature."
"Meditation. And lots of it." said Elias. "He took up meditation after... a certain event that set him on his current path. He would sit in place somewhere outside for hours at a time just using his Impression non stop. Birds would land on his shoulders, lizards and serpents would curl up next to him as if he were a rock. But the moment he showed anger, they would scatter."
Nick grew curious of Elias. "What about yours and Hunters?"
Elias shot a half smile. "Mine is fairly simple. I can feel what you feel emotionally."
"Sounds... lackluster compared to the other two." said Nick, smirking slightly.
Elias shrugged. "It worked well in the business world. If someone was nervous about something, I could tell and adjust to it. Or I could play off of it. Makes a great tool when negotiating, or I can tell when someone's lying."
"Well can you stop using it on me? It makes it hard to think." asked Nick, tapping against the side of his head.
The presence soon left, leaving Nick alone in his thoughts. "And Hunters?"
A slight look of dread came over Elias. Shifting in his seat. "Hunter's Impression is the most dangerous of all of us. Even to him. His Impression is what his name is. Wrath. Just as well, it's the one you'll feel the most. I've only felt it once, and it was on our way out of escaping from the Royal Guard. It left dozens of them dead, and the rest fleeing in terror. More or less, he goes into an absolute frenzy. And his rage feels like a crushing weight on your back. He goes..."
"Savage." said Nick quickly.
Elias nodded. "Only more ferocious..."
Nick stood up and walked to the kitchen, getting himself a glass of water. His throat a bit dry. Elias watching him over his shoulder. "And your other topic of questions?"
After gulping down a few mouthfuls, Nick set the glass down and sat back down. Stuffing his paws in his pockets as he sat back down, relaxing in his seat. "What does it mean to be Nature's Mind?"
Elias smiled lightly. "Should've guessed it. Alright, I'll explain my side of this."
Taking in a few breaths, Elias took a moment to figure up how to explain it. "In my youth, Hunter, Ishaq, and I were close friends. Back then, Nature's Law was still quite well known. We lived our lives, and once we got into our teenage years we started contributing to the Church of Nature's Law. Ishaq more passionate than the rest. Once I turned eighteen, I went to business school. Soon after that, I founded my fundraising company. That lead to a lot of traveling. Including to Zootopia, which is where I met your mother. Zootopia was one I frequently visited, and she was always there. We fell in love, and she decided to live with me."
Elias looked up towards the ceiling, his eyes narrowing a bit. "Then came when the church was destroyed, and everything changed. I had already amassed millions of dollars, and effectivly laid the foundation for Preypred City. Thanks to my money, Ishaq's influence, and Hunter's ability, Preypred City flourished. We became a large power in Zoocia in less than a decade. Just after Preypred reached its peak, you were born. And I couldn't have been happier to have a son."
"What changed? Sounds like you had it all." asked Nick.
Elias's eyes lowered. "As the next five years went on, we spread the word of Nature's Law around Zoocia. Gaining many followers and supporters. Most of them are still here now. During that time, Ishaq founded Force of Nature. Claiming that Mother Nature spoke to him, and charged him with this divine duty. I went along with it, a bit skeptic. But he showed us he was right, by showing us how to commune with her as well. That is how he discovered himself as Nature's Heart. And its how we all discovered ourselves as Nature's Incarnates. That being said, it doesn't work for everyone. Not everyone is an incarnate and not everyone can use Impression."
Elias looked to Nick with a solemn expression. "When Ishaq died, I thought our hopes of extending Nature's Law were all but diminished. Hunter and I went to Ishaq's home where his wife, and Jacques were a few years after. Only we found it ablaze, and a young Jacques standing in front of it. His father's sword in one hand, and a large stretch of his mother's flesh and fur in another."
Nick recalled the vests that Jacques wore. Noting how the collars around the shoulders were made of fur. "Is that his mother's fur on the collars of his vest?"
Elias nodded. "He had it fashioned into his favorite kind of clothing. Vests. He has one different one kept in a preserved storage unit that has the spots on it a hyena does, and he wants to preserve it as much as possible. He'll bring that out eventually. As for his father's sword, he carries it with him and trains with it. Its his way of keeping his father's memory alive. Ishaq had a fascination with old eastern weaponry, particularly with katana's like that. Jacques took it with him after Ishaq died."
A saddened expression came over Elias's face. "Your mother left some years before Elias died. She didn't agree with what we were doing with Nature's Law. So one night, while I was gone, she packed up everything that she wanted to keep, and your own things, and left for Zootopia. She had access to my bank accounts so getting on her feet there wouldn't be a problem. And having never denounced her citizenship from the Western Region, you inherently became a citizen yourself. I didn't pursue her. I knew where my true calling was."
"Did you miss us? Or even care that we left?" asked Nick, still holding a bit of bitterness for his estranged father.
Elias nodded eagerly. "Of course I did, Nick. I missed you and Abigail every day. But I can't abandon my cause to Force of Nature. It's my destiny. And I hope it's your destiny as well."
Nick paused for a long time, smiling. "You didn't come back to Zootopia just to run for mayor did you?"
"No, I didn't." replied Elias. "I wanted to meet you as you are now. Having heard of your accomplishments, I made for Zootopia for my attempt at mayor. While I did want to meet you, the whole 'mayor' bit plays into my whole plan. And once I met you, I knew there was something special about you. I knew you were meant to be one of our Incarnates."
A soft smile fell over Nick's face. He got Elias to talk about what he wanted to hear. "Your plan?"
"I'm not talking about it." said Elias, narrowing his eyes. "The only person who knows about it, is myself and my subordinate that helps me in Zootopia."
Nick leaned back in his seat. Expecting that kind of answer. But he still got something he can use. "A subordinate? Must be a pretty interesting person."
A snort came from Elias, a kind of sarcastic remark one would show when annoyed. "Interesting, but a pain in my ass. He's a... well let's not talk about that."
Elias looked up to Nick. "You asked what it means to be Nature's Mind. I am Nature's Mind in physical form. Her deviousness, her cunning, her calculations and her reasoning. I serve Force of Nature from the shadows as a mind does. Unseen, and silent. I guide Force of Nature down the correct path to its ultimate goal of unifying the world under Nature's Law. I am content to live uncredited to my work if it means Force of Nature gains the power it needs. No sacrifice is too great for me. No pain is unbearable. And I will bring the powers of this world to its knees if that's what it takes to fulfill our divine purpose."
Nick understood a bit more about what The Mind is now. The brain that operates in the shadows. Keeping himself hidden from the world while he plots and plans for each step forward. He is the road in which Force of Nature walks in, guiding them either to glory, or to ruin. He makes Force of Nature's plans, and tells them when the time is right. The coup in Zoocia was the prime example of just how cunning Elias can be. Successfully orchestrating an entire governmental takeover, all the while being right there for it the whole time. No one suspecting who he was, or what he was truly up to.
"You plan to overthrow Zootopia's government don't you? That's why you ran for mayor." asked Nick.
Elias shook his head. "I will not talk about it. And that's final."
After a moment, Elias leaned forward, resting his arms on his legs, interlocking his fingers. "You've heard everything you can, Nick. All of us in Force of Nature have explained who we are, and what we do. Preypred City has shown you how it operates as a functional society under Nature's law. You've been given time to think everything over. Your past choices that lead you to where you are now. It's time to make a choice, Nick. What will you do now?"
The moment had at last arrived. Nick looking down to the floor as he ran everything over in his head.
What should he do? Where was he supposed to go from here? Could he sympathize with Nature's Law, despite what they may do? Was it truly something evil, or harmful to the world? The questions continued on and on in his mind. Confusing him further.
He couldn't come to an answer that he couldn't find reasonable... Going back to Zootopia meant he would have to face Judy again, and explain himself. In all likeliness, he'd loose his job at the ZPD. He'd have to get a different apartment, or just be homeless like he was before.
But staying with Force of Nature, or in Preypred City didn't seem like a wise choice either. Elias would more or less keep him prisoner there if he didn't join Force of Nature.
What could he do? What could be done?
Nick thought of the rabbit he had met just a few days before.
Do what you believe is right in your heart, and don't let anyone tell you what you should do.
Maybe... that meant that he shouldn't even tell himself what he should do? Just listen to his heart... What did his heart say?
Nick felt the two sides of his psyche tug against each other. Old Nick, and New Nick.
He thought of Preypred City, he felt it to be its own society. But not the kind he would want to live in.
He thought of Zootopia, a warm feeling of comfort welling up in him. It felt like home.
Force of Nature. Something he didn't agree with in his heart. Mammals should be allowed to make their own choices, rather than follow a code of laws and punished so severely for breaking them.
They should be allowed to love who they want, regardless of the species.
He thought of his job at the ZPD. Never in his life did he think he'd be a police officer. But he couldn't deny that he felt like it's what he was meant to do.
His thoughts went to his mother, and his friends. He missed them... He regretted ever leaving Zootopia.
Judy...
Nick looked deep within himself as he thought of her. He felt sorrow and heartbreak lingering from what had transpired. He felt betrayed by it, although the full story still remained unclear.
But under that, he felt the warmth of the love they once shared. The pain like a shell. A barrier for what was beneath. Recalling his memories with her, and everything they went through. Saving Zootopia twice, sharing each others pain and their love. Nick's decision to mark her as his mate. Remembering his desperation to save her life after Lavvy Farms. The desire to hold her close all night long when sleeping next to her.
The love and good times he experienced with her was greater than that of his pain. One thing was clear to Nick, he still loved Judy. But he was unsure about one thing, and that is what Jack means to her. After this, a relationship with Judy would be impossible if Jack remained in her life. But, he desired to be with her if it was possible to repair this.
He had to talk to her. He had to see her again... But there was no way Elias would allow that. And the last thing Judy should do, is come to Preypred City. Despite the well trained team, he wasn't sure if overpowering Jacques, Hunter, and Leah was possible. Hunter and his pack likely be enough.
For the first time since he got here, Nick was thinking like his old self again. Not influence from another. He was listening to what his heart told him.
Zootopia was his home. He wanted to live there and be a part of its society as part of the ZPD, and ZCTU. To protect it from those that would do it harm.
Nick didn't want to live in Preypred City. Not believing in its ideals and the way society runs. He didn't believe in Force of Nature's cause. Quite the opposite, he wanted to see it ended. Their 'divine cause' would cause the deaths of thousands if not millions. And if anyone stood against them after, they'd meet a horrible, painful end.
He didn't want to leave Judy if it could be avoided. He wanted to spend his life with her. Protect her, love her, everything he could to see her safe and happy. He wanted to see her smile, feel her warmth. Feel her love and her compassion. Her energetic attitude, her sassy nature to counter his smartass attitude.
But, Elias knew that he wouldn't let Nick do any of this. So how would he get out? He didn't want to risk trying to sneak out of the city, due to all likeliness he would be stopped at the gate. He had to take some kind of action.
Elias wanted Nick to join Force of Nature. Maybe Nick could use that to his advantage? He felt a small pang of guilt for using his father that way, but Nick knew that Force of Nature had to be stopped. If he joined them, he could work on the inside to dismantle them. Maybe even find a way to get in contact with Zootopia. Namely, Bogo and Laura.
That's what he knew he had to do. Fraught with danger from start to finish. But it was the only path that made sense to Nick. A path that he knew he had to walk, and bear whatever punishment came with it.
Nick pulled his phone out of his pocket, avoiding the other object there as he looked at the screen. Seeing the black screen with the words 'Do you accept our laws?' shining on the screen above a green button and a red button.
He held up the phone for Elias to see. Unable to feel Elias's Impression in his mind, he pressed the green button. Followed by words that never in his life he would believe or even say. But in this situation, and with is chosen path, they came out thus.
"I'll follow Nature's Law."
Again I apologize for how long that one took. Had a lot going on with work and I decided to take a bit of a break to work out some plot points. Read and Review!