Chapter 37

Dean was sleeping peacefully one moment and the next he was flying across the room and hit the concrete wall of Bobby's basement before falling onto the floor in a big thump. Before he could register what was happening her was picked up and slammed against the wall, hitting his already soar head in the process. When his eyes finally were able to focus he saw a very angry Castiel looking at him.

What the hell Cas-

Dean was cut off by Castiel's fist connecting with his jaw.

What part of risky pregnancy don't you understand!? Castiel yelled.

What? Dean asked completely lost then the words started to register.

Oh god Hailey! Is she alright!? He asked as he tried pushing the angel off and go to her but, Castiel just slammed him against the wall again. Dean groan in a mix of pain and annoyance giving Castiel a death glare.

Physically she's fine, but emotionally... she cried all night, she just managed to fall asleep now.

Dean still looked lost of what Castiel was talking about

...Of course you wouldn't remember... Castiel said and touched Dean's temple.

Dean eyes widened as he remembered clearly his discussion with Hailey.

Sam and Bobby came running downstairs as the rustling woke them both up.

What the hell is going on here!? Demanded Bobby.

Don't make me regret bringing her here. Castiel said, ignoring Bobby's question and shoved Dean on the floor before he walked back upstairs, leaving the two stunned hunters looking at Dean who was still lying on the ground.

Sam made his way to Dean and tried helping him up but Dean waved his hand away and got up. He groaned as the pain in his head throbbed as he got up too fast.

What the hell was that about? Sam asked.

I might have gotten home drunk and picked a fight with Hailey.

Jesus boy! If Cas didn't already beat on yah I would! What the hell is wrong with you?!

This isn't easy for me either Bobby! Dean defended himself. Bobby glared at him and exhaled loudly from his nostrils.

Fix it! He ordered and stomped upstairs.

Dean walked slowly back to his cot and sat on it. Sam joined him.

What was the fight about? Sam asked.

Everything? Dean answered as he held his head in his hands.

How bad wasn't?

I told her I didn't regret... Anna. Dean explained the level of trouble he was in and Sam eyes widened.

Well, good luck fixing that one... Sam said getting up and walked upstairs.

Painkillers are in my bag upstairs. Sam said as he climbed the stairs.

Dean let himself fall back onto bed and replayed the fight in his mind.

Should've slept in the car... He mumbled to himself feeling guilty.

Hailey woke up early afternoon and took a shower. She sighed as she saw her own reflection; her eyes were puffy and red from crying and her nose was red from blowing it so many times. She applied her makeup, something she hadn't done in a while now and looked half decent. She pulled her hair up in a messy bun and walked back to her room. She dropped her towel to the floor and walked to her dresser to get a change of clothes that's when she heard someone clear his throat. She sung around and saw Castiel facing the wall, his back to her.

Jesus! She jumped and ran back to pick up her towel and quickly wrapped it around her.

What happened to knowing when not to pop in!? Hailey asked, tightening the towel around.

I... I was already in here when you came in. I thought you'd be dressed. I- I didn't... see much. Castiel said still facing the wall.

Hailey heard the embarrassment in his voice and couldn't stop but find it funny.

You can turn around cas...

I prefer... not to. He answered and Hailey chuckled.

I have a towel on now... She lifted an eyebrow and Castiel turned around and then opened one eye then the other. He let out a breath of relief.

That bad? She asked a little insulted.

No, your body is amazing-

Hailey's mounth dropped opened, not expecting Castiel to say that and his eyes widened.

I.. I should.. stop talking. Castiel said nervously, having no clue how to get out of the awkward situation and Hailey nodded in agreement.

Dean came in and the three of them froze. Dean looked to a towel wearing Hailey and a blushing Castiel. Castiel decided to leave the room.

I.. I didn't see much... He said to Dean before he left rather quickly.

Dean lifted an eyebrow at Hailey and she started laughing.

You are not gonna get an explanation.

Good. I don't think I want one... Dean said truthfully, it was kind of obvious and in a way, relieving both of them seemed embarrassed by the situation.

Hailey we need to talk.

I need to get dress. Dean turned around and shut the door and turned back to look at Hailey.

She had her arms crossed in front of her and she stared at Dean when he didn't move she shouted.

Get out!

Right. Dean said and opened the door and stepped out closing it behind him. Hailey roller her eyes and quickly put on some clothes. When she opened the door Dean was waiting on the other side.

Dean I don't want to-

Please, just... hear me out. He begged her.

Hailey took a breath and walked to her bed and sat on it. Dean came in and shut the door behind him. He decided to stay standing, in front of Hailey. He nervously started pacing and finally settled leaning and the window seal.

When... when I came back from hell, I told everyone I didn't remember a thing, not even the night Lilith siked her dog on me... Told everyone I was fine... But I was far from it.

You remember hell...

All forty years of it. Dean said and Hailey's eyes grew big.

Thirty years on the rack before I broke... got off that damn rack and started doing what I couldn't take anymore... I tortured souls for ten years... the things I did... Dean couldn't help feeling sick to his stomach as he thought about it. He couldn't look at Hailey and she didn't say anything either.

Then I was pulled out. I was messed up Hailey, I- I couldn't deal with it. So I lied... to everyone. When Bobby said he was going to tell you I was back... I panicked. How could I lie to you, how could I even look at you after what I did... So that's why I told you to stay away. Thought it would be easier...

He forced himself to look at her and she was nodding as she wiped a tear away from her cheek.

Then... Sam and I meant this girl who could hear angel radio... She was petrified. Has angels trying to kill her and demons trying to kidnap her to get info on the angels...

Anna.

Yeah, seemed like the angels liked talking about me. So she knew... everything.

About hell? Hailey asked and Dean nodded.

Told her I couldn't... I just couldn't talk about it and she told me when I was ready, people would be there for me and I wasn't alone. That I should forgive myself, that it wasn't my fault... Then she kissed me.

Hailey stood up, not sure she wanted to know anything more.

I couldn't believe she knew and still... Hailey I want you to know that was the Anna I knew, before she got her grace back... and, and I was mess... I was weak and... lost.

She helped you. Hailey started to understand a bit more but it still hurt that he didn't regret it or that it wasn't just a fling like a nameless barmaid or waitress. It actually meant something.

I should have been the one to help you. I- I should have been there for you. Hailey said with emotion.

And I should've been there for you. Dean said and let out a big sigh.

Dean pushed himself off the window seal and walked up to Hailey, he cupped her face with one hand and wiped a tear away from her cheek with his thumb and sniffed a bit, he was feeling her pain.

But I'm here now... I'm not giving up on us. I can't. Dean said seriously and kissed the top of her head before letting her go and walking out the room.

Hailey sat back down on her bed and stared at nothing, taking in everything Dean told her.

AN: I hope I cleared things out for yall and you guys don't hate Dean as much haha. PLz review I love reading what you guys think! Special thanks to Arianna, muffinHipsta and bjq. You guys rock! Till then!

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