"Live in my house, I'll be your shelter, Just pay me back with one thousand kisses, Be my lover and I'll cover you…"
"I'll Cover You" from Rent Jonathan Larson, American Composer & Playwright
"Are you sure? I mean, you said you're not really into it, so I don't wanna…" he trails off.
"Yes I'm sure!" I exclaim. "It's a preference silly, not a requirement. You might decide you like it so much that we'll have to take turns. Or maybe you'll hate it." He gulps at this possibility.
"Does it hurt?"
"Not really, and when it does it's usually a good kind of pain that goes away quickly," I assure him. "You had fun when I used my fingers?" He nods. "Think of it like that but better."
"Okay," he nods his head as we leave the bathroom. I shut off the light as we enter the bedroom and move toward the bed. "How should I, uh…" he looks awkwardly at the bed and gestures, "…get in?" I smile.
"Well, how would you like? There are lots of different ways…"
Zach cuts in. "I wanna see your face. So like our first time?" he asks.
"Like our first time," I agree with a kiss. "And like that first time, let's play around and have fun with that end goal in mind, okay?" I include, to calm his nerves.
"Okay," he grins before plopping into the bed. I chuckle as I join him. He pulls me to him and we begin to kiss. Our mouths have lost the desperate need to connect that they shared on the balcony so these kisses are more lazy and playful. Zach's fingers begin to wander down my chest as if they have an artistic mind of their own, dancing over my torso leaving an invisible tagging across my chest. I pull him closer and recline back, using my hands to stroke his cheeks then neck and back.
His fingers splayed across my shoulders, he gently pushes me back so I'm lying fully on the bed as he kisses my nose and works his way across my jaw, nuzzling here and there before applying his mouth. He heads lower down my neck, licking my Adam's apple and kissing the dip below it before returning to my face.
I place my hands around his cheeks, cradling his face, and take control of the kiss as I direct him to lie back onto the pillows. I begin kissing across his face from ear to ear, softly rubbing my stubble along his skin as he shivers. I travel down his neck and along his clavicle as my hands begin stroking his hips. My mouth goes lower traveling down the dip between his pecs and along the middle of his abs. As I get closer to his sensitive midsection, my hands begin rubbing firmer and he begins gently bucking from the stimulation as he becomes more aroused.
My eyes return to his and I can tell he's almost ready. I grab the lube and a condom and return to Zach, positioning myself between his legs. I hover over his stomach and kiss it, which makes him jump. I smile at how easy it is to turn him on and look up at his beautiful eyes, which are looking at me with intense need. I grab his thighs and pull his knees up, running my fingers down them, using my nails slightly. Then I grab his ankles and direct them upward. He catches on and settles them on my shoulders.
"Ready?" I softly enquire. He nods his head as he bites his lip. I sheath myself and pour a generous amount of lube on his anus. The cool of the gel makes his butt clench, so I use my fingers to massage the area as he relaxes. My index approaches his hole and I swirl my finger over it before gently pressing in. He moans as it enters. I thrust in gently and he accepts more of my finger. I pull my hand away and position my cock to enter him, looking at his face as I begin the process.
I use my hand to make room between his cheeks and rub my member between them, allowing the lube to fully cover myself and him. Gently I press myself against his puckered hole. He takes a breath as I begin to enter him, slowly, giving him time to adjust to this intrusion much bigger than my finger. After a few moments, I push deeper but am careful not to thrust. He is so tight. His breathing continues and I pause to give him time. He smiles and nods, so I continue penetrating slowly until I'm hovered over the backs of his legs, fully inside of him.
"How does it feel?" I whisper, anxious that he's enjoying the experience.
"Uh, like you said. A little uncomfortable at first, but it got better," he confesses with a shy grin. I smile back and pull out of him slightly then gently thrust back in. He moans a bit but enjoys the sensation. I pull out again, this time a bit more, and slowly return. His hips begin to recognize the thrusting motion and participate as well from their position. I build momentum and begin thrusting faster as his body's adjusted to the feel and movement of me inside him. His sphincter is so tight I'm not sure how much longer I can go without coming but I'm intent to make this about him. He begins stroking himself and that assures me he's nearing the same point I am so I push in faster and harder. He groans as I press myself into him. His eyes are glazed over, but when he sees me looking at him, he stops what he's doing and pulls me in for a quick kiss. As he releases my face I thrust harder and he whimpers. I keep up the speed and intensity as he returns to pumping his dick. After a few more thrusts he groans out my name as he climaxes. I thrust again and he pulls me back down for another kiss as I'm about to come. After the kiss he doesn't release me but pulls me closer, kissing my shoulder and burying his face in my neck. One final push and I reach orgasm, collapsing against his legs for a few moments.
I carefully pull out of him and discard the condom, grabbing a towel for him as I pull myself up to lie next to him. Zach uses the towel and tosses it on the floor, snuggling against my chest as he puts his head on my shoulder. He must be spent because his fingers haven't begun doodling. Instead they're clenched in a fist settled above my heart.
"Well?" I quietly ask, curious about how it was for him.
"Uh, too awesome," he explains with a tiny grin and a yawn. I rub his back as he falls asleep against me, eventually falling asleep myself.
I wake up a while later to an active hand writing gibberish across my stomach and a man quietly giggling into my armpit. Convinced that this is the best way to wake up, I'm hesitant to break into his silly moment, but curious as to what's so funny. Zach notices I am alert and smiles, chuckling even harder.
"Wanna let me in on the joke?" I ask with a languid grin. "I'm hoping this isn't about my, uh, performance." This statement sends him into peals of laughter.
When he calms down, he explains. "No! Your performance was absolutely aces, Sweetheart. Aces. I was uh, just thinking about Gabe."
"Eww. Way to ruin my post-coital bliss by bringing up my brother." This sends him into hysterics again. He gulps air, trying to regain composure.
"The condom!" he squeaks out between breaths. "You used one he sent!" I nod, unsure of where he's going with this. "I just don't think he had this in mind when he sent those care packages to us," he explains. I begin to understand why he's giggling. "And then I was thinking of when you were, uh, rimming me, you know, while I was on the phone with him and how he keeps wanting us to meet up while you're here and we both keep putting it off. Man, he's gonna freak when he finds out."
"And that's a good thing?"
"He's your brother, my best friend, and the biggest practical joker I know. Even those condoms were a joke to him and I doubt he thought either of us would ever use them, let alone with each other. I've never been able to pull one over on him before, and now I have the best, un-toppable response to any prank he's ever or will ever pull. All I have to say is 'I fucked your big brother.'" I shake my head at his logic but understand what he means. "Short of getting with your mom, this is the ultimate payback!" he jokes and I cringe at the idea of that, which makes himA laugh harder. This is what I get for being with a 22 year old, I think as I roll my eyes, but smile slightly.
"Well, I'm glad I could help you one-up my kid brother," I yawn, giving him a kiss on the nose. Actually, I'm more grateful that the idea of telling Gabe isn't totally freaking him out. His laughter settles down and he cuddles closer.
"It's just an added bonus, Shaun. I'm enjoying us way beyond how it will bug Gabe."
"I'm enjoying us too, Babe," I assure him with a smile. I kiss his forehead and we settle into sleep.