Why-Ch 39

The officer opened the door to Cats room and Reid stepped inside, she smiled as the door closed and Spencer stepped closer, he said, "what do you want Cat"?, she rubbed her stomach and said, "I wanted to see my baby daddy before me and our child go back to prison". Reid said, "we don't even know if the baby inside you is mine".

Cat said, "ohhhh it's yours, it's yours", Reid said, "well I guess we'll see when he or she is born", Cat said, "it's like I told you yesterday Spencey, I knew the second you exploded inside me that we would be blessed". Reid said, "I'm not going to stand here and let you talk about the day you raped me Cat" and he turned to go and she said, "WAIT".

He turned and she said, "I just want to see you, spend a little more time with you before I go back", Reid said, "well I'd rather be spending time with my wife and our newborn son". Cat said, "soon that will be you spending time with me and our baby", Reid said, "I think I made myself clear on that".

She sat there listening as he said, "when this baby is born and if tests prove he or she is mine then me and JJ will take the baby and raise it with Henry and Michael". Cat shook her head and said, "and I told you that's not going to happen", Reid said, "what do you think is going to happen, do you honestly think that you will get out of prison because you have a baby"?, Cat bit down on her bottom lip and said, "well they might if you talk in my defense".

Reid said, "TALK IN YOUR DEFENSE ARE YOU SERIOUS, YOU RAPED ME CAT, YOU FORCED ME TO HAVE SEX WITH YOU OR YOU WOULD KILL MY SON, I CAN'T BELIEVE YOU". Cat said, "I want to spend the rest of my life with you and our child", Reid said, "well that's not going to happen because I'm not talking for you, I'm not going to defend what you did to me".

Cat said, "but what happened between us was magical Spencer, you have to remember how we moved together, how it felt when my legs were wrapped around your waist as you". Spencer said, "SHUT UP CAT, WHY DO YOU KEEP DOING THAT, KEEP TALKING ABOUT THE WORST NIGHT OF MY LIFE, THAT WAS THE NIGHT THAT I WAS FORCED, FORCED CAT TO HAVE SEX WITH YOU NOW WHY WOULD I WANT TO REMEMBER THAT"?, Cat said, "because you enjoyed every minute of our time together".

Reid laughed and said, "enjoyed our time together, how delusional are you Cat to believe that I enjoyed being raped, being forced to have sex with you in front of my wife or you would kill our son". Cat opened her mouth and he said, "shut up, you're going to listen to me and then I'm going to go back to my family".

Reid walked across the room, he ran his hand over his head and said, "I love JJ with all of my heart and the day that you raped me I was so afraid that I'd lost her forever, that I had lost her love, her respect and worst of all here support and her heart". Cat smiled but that smile faded as he said, "but she shows and tells me everyday how much she loves and wants me Cat, every day".

I re live that day over in my nightmares because it was the worst day of my life but now that I have my life back their is nothing that you or anybody else can do to take it away from me again". He looked at her and said, "I'll tell you this one final time and then I'm done, when this baby is born and if it is mine then JJ and I will take him or her and raise them with our boys".

He blew out a deep breath and said, "JJ and my kids are my life and you not now or will ever hold a place in my life or my heart", he then said, "have a good life Cat and I will see you again after the baby is born and not a second before then". She then watched as he turned around and walked toward the door, he opened the door and looked at the officers and said, "get her out of my sight".

The last thing of Spencer she saw was the back of his head as he disappeared into hall, the officers then stepped into the room and put her cuffs on and she was then escorted to the waiting police car. After about 30 minutes she was escorted back into the prison and a few minutes later back into her cell, as she sat there looking around she rubbed her growing stomach and said, "it's okay sweetie, mommy's here, mommy's here".