A/N: Otherwise known as "Silly Love Songs"
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Smut warning right at the beginning… enjoy.
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Chapter 38: Push
"I've never opened up to anyone, so hard to hold back when I'm holding you in my arms. We don't need to rush this. Let's just take it slow. Just a kiss on your lips in the moonlight; just a touch of the fire burning so bright. No I don't want to mess this thing up; I don't want to push too far. Just a shot in the dark that you just might, be the one I've been waiting for my whole life."
Rachel woke up to the most wonderful sensation. She moved her head down to see the source of her pleasure and saw Quinn's blond head buried between her legs as the girl's tongue did marvelous things to her. She moaned and rested her hand on Quinn's head urging her on.
Quinn smirked against Rachel's clit before she began tonguing it again. She licked, sucked and flicked it with her tongue until Rachel was squirming and grinding against her face. Then she moved her tongue lower and thrust it inside the girl. From there Rachel did the rest as she humped Quinn's face until she was coming.
"Oh fuck Quinn, god I love your tongue," she breathed out. Quinn wrapped her arms around Rachel's thighs and held her still while she continued to thrust her tongue in and out of the girl; within seconds Rachel came with Quinn's name falling off her lips.
Rachel fell back into the mattress and Quinn wiped Rachel's desire off of her face before falling to the bed next to her heaving girlfriend.
"What did I do to deserve that?" Rachel said once her breathing was under control. Quinn giggled.
"You don't have to do anything baby, I love doing that," Quinn said while grinning ear to ear. "Mmm, you taste so fucking good I would do that all day, every day if I could."
"Mmm, I'll keep that in mind." Rachel grabbed Quinn by the arm and pulled her until she was on top of her. "But now I want you to ride my face." Quinn held back a moan at those words; she could've come from those words alone but instead she looked down at Rachel with dark and heavy eyes.
"W-what," she questioned with a shaky voice. She wanted to make sure she heard her right before she got too excited.
"It's only fair Quinn, I just rode your face and now it's time you rode mine… besides I have wanted to do this ever since our anniversary when you did it to me." She palmed both of Quinn's ass cheeks and pushed her forward until her dripping wet sex was inches away from her watering mouth.
Quinn slowly dropped herself down onto Rachel's waiting mouth. She gasped when she felt Rachel's warm and wet tongue slip inside her equally wet center. And then without any way of controlling herself she began to buck wildly until she was also coming with a scream of Rachel's name. She fell back and to the side of Rachel and was panting. Rachel chuckled slightly at the position that she was in but Quinn couldn't care less she was riding on a post orgasmic rainbow.
"That was fun," Rachel announced.
"Y-yeah we're definitely doing that again," Quinn said after finally getting her breath back.
"Oooh like right now," Rachel asked with a mischievous grin and Quinn felt herself getting aroused all over again.
"You are insatiable Rachel Berry," she said as she repositioned herself over Rachel's face.
"We are," Rachel said before dipping her tongue in one more time. And as Quinn dug her fingernails into the headboard she didn't see the point in arguing with her because Rachel Berry was always right.
Rachel was leaning against her locker when Finn approached her and leaned on one arm; on the locker next to her.
"Hey Rachel," he said and waggled his eyebrows. She choked back the bile that had risen up in her throat and sneered at him.
"What do you want?"
"You know I'm a big stud around here now," he said with a smirk. She looked up at him with her mouth open.
Was he serious?
He had to be. But she found it completely ridiculous.
"And I was just wondering if you'd like another chance at me before I offer my services to the ladies at McKinley that are just dying to kiss me," he puckered his lips together in a kiss and Rachel gagged. She saw Quinn walk out of a classroom and stop; she was staring at them with an amused expression on her face but she didn't approach. Rachel saw her lean against a locker across the hall and watch.
She was so sexy when she was protective.
"Finn," she said trying to hold back the laughter. "I thought we were past your little crush on me and I thought we were actually forming a good friendship."
"Oh we are, but I just wanted to see if you were still interested in all of this." He motioned over his body with his hands.
Still interested?
Still interested?
STILL.
"Still interested?" She gaped at him. "Finn, I was never inter-"
"Look Rachel I'm the biggest thing happening in school right now and I was just offering you one more shot at having me," she laughed.
Right in his face.
"Okay Finn, keep telling yourself that but just so we're clear. I'm not interested and I never was," she walked toward Quinn and Finn spun on his heels.
"It's your loss," he called and she stopped in front of a now smirking Quinn.
"What was that all about?" She wondered; half-amused and half-annoyed.
"He was giving me one last chance to be his girlfriend."
"And what did you say?" She chuckled as she asked the question.
"I said, that I wasn't interested but it was difficult to keep a straight face," Rachel let out a little chuckle. "He was actually serious in thinking I am into him."
"He always was serious Rach."
"Yeah but why, I never once showed him any interest."
"You did kiss him."
"And so did you… in fact you dated him,"
"Don't remind me," Quinn interrupted and Rachel smiled before continuing.
"And he isn't following you around and offering you second chances."
"I'm lucky I guess," Quinn said.
"Yeah you are," Rachel responded. "In more ways than one."
"You're telling me," Quinn said and looped her arm through Rachel's. "Come on, I'll walk you to English."
"Now that is the best offer I've had all day."
Rachel walked into the choir room and sat down next to Santana; who leaned in closer.
"You seriously don't think you're fooling anyone do you?"
"I haven't the slightest idea as to what you're referring Santana," Rachel responded.
"You and Q and your disgusting bathroom hookups before glee," Santana said and looked right at her. Rachel panicked briefly but as she looked around the room at all the oblivious faces of the glee club she realized that Santana was just trying to freak her out.
"Just because you make it a habit to insinuate yourself into my love life doesn't mean we're being obvious," Rachel told her and Santana looked grossed out.
"Please shortcake, do not EVER use me and your love life in the same sentence ever again," she chuckled as Quinn walked in and sat on Rachel's other side. "And maybe you're right that I am the only one who noticed but just because these fuckers are completely oblivious does not mean that you two aren't just as obvious." Rachel turned to Quinn and greeted her with a warm smile.
"What's she talking about?"
"Nothing," Rachel waved her off. "Just Santana being obsessed with us again," Rachel responded and Santana scoffed.
"Oh so the usual," Quinn added and saw Santana sneering.
"Fuck the both of you."
"No thanks," both Quinn and Rachel said simultaneously and even Santana cracked a smile at that. Mr. Schuester walked in a moment later; late as always. He walked over to the wipe board and wrote the word love and drew a heart around it.
"Alright guys, I have one word for you," he said turning to see Brittany's hand shoot into the air. "Brittany?"
"Is it love? I'm totally gonna graduate now," she said excitedly. Mr. Schuester ignored her and continued speaking.
"Valentine's Day is coming up so for this week's lesson. I want you guys to pick a partner; because you're going to sing to them what you think is the world's greatest love song." Mercedes rolled her eyes, Puck stared at Lauren, Rachel sneaked a peek at a winking Quinn, and Tina and Mike were staring into each other's eyes. Santana eyed Brittany who had her arms wrapped around Artie's neck. "Yeah find a song that communicates all the things that love means to you… now partner up." Rachel and Quinn stared at each other and wondered how they would get to be partners but in the end Rachel had to team up with Finn and Quinn with Sam. Both girls hated it but this was how it had to be.
Rachel decided that she would sing to Quinn anyway and Quinn agreed to do the same.
"Mr. Schue," Finn said with his hand raised and Mr. Schuester nodded. "Can I say something?" He got to his feet and faced the kids. "I just wanted to point out that the for the first time an entire week has gone by without any one of us getting slushied." Everyone clapped when they realized he was right. "And I-I think the fact that I led the football team to the conference championship might have something to do with it." A few of them scoffed. "The fact is that I'm the closest thing that glee club has to a celebrity right now." Mercedes looked at him like he was the most arrogant thing and Santana's look pretty much said the same thing. "And just like a famous athlete, I want to give to a charity… you guys." Everyone looked around at each other confused and Finn continued. "So I'm setting up a kissing booth; for a dollar a smooch and I'm donating the proceeds to glee club… to help us," he finished with a smirk and Mercedes rolled her eyes.
"Don't even act like you're trying to help this club out; you just wanna kiss a bunch of girls," she told him.
"I've kissed Finn," Santana cut in. "And I just say not worth a buck," there were a few giggles heard and Finn scowled at her. "I would however pay a hundred dollars to jiggle one of his man boobs."
"Do you ever get tired of tearing other people down?" He asked her.
"No not really."
"Because you always just seem to be meddling in other people's business," Finn snapped back.
"Oh, please you guys love me. I keep it real and I'm hilarious," she said grinning and saw that Brittany met her eyes and smiled warmly.
"Actually you're just a bitch," Lauren said with venom in her tone and Brittany along with Quinn and Rachel glared at her.
"Whoa, whoa, whoa," Mr. Schuester said trying once again to regain control and failing as usual.
"And Finn's right," Mercedes said. "All you ever do is insult us."
"I do not," Santana snapped at her.
"Five minutes ago you said Mr. Schue belonged in a twelve step program," Tina added and Mr. Schuester turned his attention to Santana.
"Wait, what?"
"You're addicted to vests," she said calmly and he looked down at himself but said no more.
"The truth is Santana you can dish it out but you can't take it," Finn said. She got to her feet and stormed out of the room; Brittany followed. When she got out to the hall Santana was slumped to the floor crying. Brittany kneeled down next to her and began rubbing her back soothingly.
"Maybe try rocking back and forth," Brittany told her warmly. "People do that in movies."
"No because," Santana whined through her tears. "I just try to be really, really honest with people when I think that the suck… you know?"
"Yeah," Brittany agreed and continued to try and calm her down. "Forget them Santana you're better than all of them." Santana lifted her eyes to meet Brittany's and flashed her a watery smile and pulled her best friend into a tight hug.
She never wanted to let go.
But she didn't want to push her either.
Brittany seemed happy with Artie and she wouldn't stand in the way; not again.
It was her own fault that he had her in the first place.
Fuck she hated herself for letting the most amazing woman slip through her fingers.
Rachel was sitting in at her kitchen table doing her homework when her doorbell rang, when she got up to answer it she was surprised to see Noah standing on her doorstep.
"What a surprise Noah," she greeted with a warm smile. "But what are you doing here?"
"I need some advice Rach."
"Okay, on what?"
"Oh how to get a girl to go out with me," he said honestly and Rachel laughed loudly. When she saw his smile turn into a frown and she realize that he was serious she stopped laughing.
"I' m sorry Noah, I didn't mean to laugh but since when does Puck need girl advice I thought you were a sex shark?" She asked while holding back the laughter.
"Yeah I know how to get a girl to have sex with me," he mumbled and stuffed his hands into his front pockets. "But I don't know how to get a girl to like me." Rachel smiled at him and his honest sincerity and realized in fact that if Noah was like this all the time he could get any girl to like him.
Well any straight girl.
"And you think I can help you?"
"Really Rachel?" He wondered staring at her like she was insane.
"What?"
"You got the ice queen, president of the celibacy club and bitch extraordinaire Quinn Fabray to not only like you… you have her whipped." Rachel tried and failed to hold back the elated grin his words evoked in her and she nodded.
"Yeah I guess you're right," she patted his shoulder and stepped aside for him to enter. "Come in and I will try to help you."
"Thanks Jew babe."
"What's going on with you and Britt?" Quinn asked Santana as they walked out of the locker room even though they weren't on the Cheerios they decided to still work out on the afternoons they should've had practice.
"What do you mean?"
"Well she's with Artie but are you and her still… you know?"
"What Q… fucking? Are we still fucking?"
"Santana!" Quinn chastised.
"What it's okay for you to get all kinds of freaky with Berry in the most obscenely traumatizing ways but you can't say fuck?"
"I can say it; I just have a little more tact that you do?"
"A duck's a duck Q," Santana replied.
"Okay fine are you and Brittany still fucking?" Quinn asked and Santana laughed at her.
"Yeah it is kind of funny when you say so you shouldn't… like…ever again."
"Just answer the question."
"I'm trying not to," Santana answered.
"What kind of answer is that?"
"An honest one," her eyes met Quinn's and she saw the girl's gaze soften. "Look I mean to be good. I want her to be happy and Legs makes her happy who the fuck am I to stand in her way? Does it hurt? Yeah it fucking hurts but I only have myself to blame. I let her walk out of my life because I was too fucking petrified to stand up and admit that she is the only one for me." Quinn smiled a sympathetic smile.
"And if you had another chance," Quinn wondered.
"I wouldn't fucking blow it."
"Then I think you should go for it." Quinn told her honestly and Santana's mouth dropped open.
"I thought you said causing her to cheat on Artie is bad?"
"It is bad, and I'm not in any way condoning that. I am just saying that you love her and from what I can tell Brittany isn't as happy with Artie as she seems."
"You don't think she likes him?"
"No, it's not that," Quinn tried to explain herself better. "She definitely likes him but I think she likes you better," Quinn saw as Santana's mouth turned up into a bright albeit very quick smile before returning to her customary scowl.
"So I should try again?" Quinn nodded.
"I think you should but only if you're ready to be honest with her."
"But what about my family and shit, what if the disown me or whatever?"
"You don't have to come out to be with Britt you just have tell her how you feel," Quinn answered.
"I know but," she trailed off and Quinn could tell that whatever she was about to say was weighing on her mind. "I-I just I," she trailed off again.
"Spit it out San."
"I can see what not saying anything is doing to you Q; I know you said you'd wait for Rachel to be ready but nothing sucks more than being ready to be honest and having to keep it hidden."
"It's not too bad," Quinn lied. "I mean I understand that Rachel isn't ready to deal with the ridicule that it will put on her fathers. They get enough shit in this town and they are wonderful they don't deserve any of it."
"I agree with you and I wasn't saying that Rachel was wrong for not being ready I'm just saying that I can see what hiding is doing to you." Quinn nodded in understanding.
"I just don't want to push her," Quinn admitted. "I'm ready, god I'm so ready to be Rachel's girlfriend in front of everyone, especially Finn fucking Hudson," Santana laughed at that and nodded. "But Rachel isn't and I refuse to rush her or push her into this because she deserves to come out when she is ready."
"I agree dude, I'm just saying that I don't want to put Brittany through what Rachel is putting you through," Quinn nodded again. "I just don't know how my family would react."
"Well how about this?" Quinn thought on the spot. "You could have me and Rachel over and see how they react."
"Would Rachel agree to that?" Quinn thought about it for a moment. Rachel had told her on numerous occasions that she had no problem with them being out she just didn't want any unnecessary hate brought onto her dads; Santana's parents know Rachel's dads and never once said or did anything mean to them; at least to her knowledge.
"Have your parents ever said anything mean or done anything mean toward Rachel's dads?" Santana thought about it before shaking her head no.
"No, in fact my mom once said that she thought they were brave for being themselves in this ridiculous town." Quinn smiled brightly.
"Then what are you so afraid of, it seems like your mom has no issues what-so-ever?"
"It's different with your own kid," Santana told her and Quinn nodded in understanding.
"Yeah I guess it is, but as far as Rachel I think she would go along with this plan if it meant helping you; especially if your parents are okay with her dads. She got into a huge fight with my dad over our sexuality and for defending her dads so if it came to it; I'm sure she would do it again." Santana smiled.
"She is pretty great isn't she?"
"The best," Quinn agreed with a stupid love sick expression on her face that made Santana regret asking the question.
"Okay, ugh… enough with the dopey grin Q; I'm gonna puke," Santana spat and Quinn giggled.
Quinn pulled into Rachel's driveway and saw Puck's truck sitting in Leroy's usual spot. Her stomach twisted and she nearly flew out of her car and into the house.
"Rachel!" She called frantically. It wasn't that she didn't trust her girlfriend because she did but Puck was another fucking thing altogether.
"We're in here," Rachel called from the kitchen and Quinn practically ran to the room. She was pleased to see that they were sitting across from each other with all of their clothes on. She breathed a sigh of relief and leaned down to kiss Rachel. It was intended to be chaste but once Rachel curled her fingers into her shirt and slipped her tongue inside Quinn's mouth; she was a goner.
"Hot," Puck whispered from across the table which broke the kiss but not the eye contact.
"I missed you," Rachel admitted.
"Well if I get kissed like that whenever I'm gone too long I might have to stay away more often."
"Bite your tongue," Rachel told her and she giggled before taking a seat next to her.
"So what are you doing here Puck, and if you say anything about hitting on Rachel I promise I will kill you." He laughed but when he saw that she was completely serious the laughter died in his throat; which in turn made Rachel giggle.
"Relax baby mama, I would never do that to you… you guys provide me with endless spank material."
"Ugh!"
"Noah!" Both girls shouted at the same time and he just laughed more.
"Rachel is helping me." Quinn arched an eyebrow at him, then looked at her and then back to him.
"Helping you with what?"
"Helping me with wooing a lady," he admitted and Quinn's eyes turned toward her girlfriend who was smiling bashfully.
"Well she's an expert at that, so you came to the right girl," Quinn told him and Rachel once again attacked her with her lips. Quinn moaned into her mouth and deepened it, not giving one fuck that Puck was watching… and groaning.
"You two are amazing," he said with wonder and Rachel giggled and pulled away from Quinn's delectable mouth.
"Where were we?" She asked him but he was still in a daze. "Noah!" He shook his head and looked at her. "Where were we?"
"I believe your tongue was in Q's mouth," Rachel blushed and Quinn smirked. "Or was it the other way around?"
"Knock it off Noah, or I am through helping you!"
"Okay, okay," he agreed and sat up straight and forced himself to stop thinking about the kissing… and the tongues. Quinn just grinned more and shifted closer to her beautiful girlfriend as they tried to help him be a decent guy.
Good luck with that.
Kurt really need some girl time so Rachel invited him for a sleepover with the girls but Tina and Brittany couldn't make it and Santana flat out refused saying; If Britt won't be there… there is no fucking way I will be. But Rachel didn't mind it only being Mercedes, Quinn and Kurt. They were all sitting on Rachel's bed chatting and trying to help Kurt deal with Blaine liking someone else.
"I was absolutely devastated," Kurt said to the girls in regards to Blaine crushing on someone that wasn't him.
"Well did he actually say that you two were dating?" Quinn wondered.
"Well not in so many words," Kurt said looking at Quinn like he was about to cry.
"Well did he put the moves on you," Mercedes wondered.
"No but we were always singing duets and he was always smiling at me," all three girls look at each other with saddened looks on their faces. "Oh my god!" He shouted pitifully. "I made the whole thing up in my head, didn't I?"
"Listen we've all been there. At least I have with you," Mercedes told him and Rachel giggled; Kurt looked at her with an appalled look on his face.
"I'm sorry Kurt," she said comfortingly. "It's just that it reminded me of Finn, he decided that I like him and made it up in his head that I want him."
"Rach," Quinn chastised her lovingly. "He doesn't need to hear that."
"I know, I know," her eyes met Kurt's again and she just smiled warmly at his sullen face. "I just meant that you're feelings toward Blaine are nothing like Finn with me. I'm sure you didn't make it all up in your head. Maybe Blaine hasn't realized that he likes you too," she finished with a pat to his arm.
"You are going to the Gap attack though right?" Mercedes asked and he shook his head vehemently.
"I don't think so," he muttered.
"You should," Quinn told him and smiled. "You shouldn't give up Kurt, that boy would be lucky to have you."
"You think?" All three girls nodded.
"You should support him in his crush on this guy that way when it doesn't work out you'll be the supportive friend that he turns to," Quinn said with a sly grin and Rachel smiled at her. If their friends weren't there she would've done so many things to Quinn.
She saw Quinn meet her eyes and knew Quinn could tell her eyes were dark with lust. Quinn smirked but continued her pep talk with Kurt.
"S-should I?" He wondered searching all of their eyes for answers and saw that all three girls were in agreement.
"Yes," Mercedes spoke up. "Scope out the competition; see what this guy is like you know?"
"If you ask me he is into you, he just hasn't realized yet," Quinn told him with a grin. She watched as Kurt's expression turned from saddened to expectant.
"It's so nice to be around girls for a change," he said with a grin and Rachel lay down by his side and cuddled close to him. He pulled her into a tight hug. Quinn smiled, normally she would be ridiculously jealous but since Kurt was just as gay as she was; she didn't mind him holding her girlfriend. And she was glad that he and Rachel had each other.
Rachel woke up in the middle of the night and went into the bathroom. She was surprised when she heard a light knocking on the door. She finished washing her hands and opened the door slowly. She felt herself get pushed back into the bathroom by Quinn. Once inside with the door locked Quinn's lips descended on hers and she let out a muffled moan.
"I love you with all of my heart Rachel," Quinn breathed after she removed her lips from Rachel's mouth and started kissing down her neck. She bit down on her pulse point.
"I love you too," she breathed. "Fuck me Quinn, I want you so badly right now," she moaned and Quinn pushed her pajama pants down and slipped her hand into Rachel's panties. Quinn began to leave kisses over her collarbone and down her chest. She pushed Rachel's top up looked down at her perfect nipples. Rachel gasped when Quinn sucked one into her mouth. Quinn's hand slipped through her soaked folds and slipped inside easily. Rachel bucked her hips and Quinn dropped to her knees. She pushed Rachel's pajama pants down to her ankles and her panties soon followed. When she was face to face with Rachel's soaked center she moaned and trailed her fingers back up her legs and over her thighs. She slipped one finger through her wetness and then pushed her finger inside. Rachel gasped and opened her legs to her sexy girlfriend. Quinn's eyes roamed over the vision of Rachel Berry spread wide and dripping wet for her. She quickly thrust two fingers into her girlfriend and nearly came from the noise that Rachel let out. When Rachel bucked her hips once more Quinn attached her mouth to the girl's swollen clit and sucked hard. It took a few moments before Rachel was coming; and all over her face.
Quinn groaned and lapped up everything Rachel had to offer and then licked her into another quivering orgasm. When Rachel had come down from her second orgasm she opened her eyes to a smiling Quinn.
"I bet you're proud of yourself," Rachel said smiling; Quinn nodded and got to her feet.
"Anytime I get you quivering and moaning name I'm proud of myself," Quinn said with smirk.
"Well I'm about to repay the favor."
At school the following day; Quinn was watching as Rachel walked down the hall. She couldn't help herself her girlfriend was sexy. She saw Finn's stupid kissing booth with a ridiculously long line. She shook her head at how superficial the girls at this school were before remembering she used to be one of them.
Before Rachel.
As Rachel walked by the booth; she noticed Finn step away and into Rachel's path.
"Hey Rach," he said to her and Rachel rolled her eyes before responding.
"Hello Finn, how is the fund raising going?"
"It's going great, everyone wants to kiss me," he told her and she nodded.
"Well that is good for you then-"
"Everyone except for you that is," he said with his lips puckered again. Rachel choked back a laughed and Quinn began walking toward them; she had heard enough. "What's the matter Rach, are you not interested in helping the glee club or are you just scared that once you kiss me you won't be able to stop?"
Ugh- Rachel thought.
Ugh- Quinn thought.
Rachel laughed and pulled out a dollar bill.
"I will gladly donate to the glee club as it is my third greatest love," she said and Quinn smiled knowing glee club was behind Broadway and her in Rachel's heart. "But I will not now nor will I ever want to kiss you Finn," he opened his mouth to speak but Rachel continued. "And before your arrogant self absorbed ego starts speaking for you again I would like to reiterate what I have been saying all along and that is that I do not have any interest in you what-so-ever… and Finn," she said gaining his attention again as the boy had drifted off. "You insisting that I like you is only making yourself look like a fool and quite a bit pathetic," she stormed off and Quinn giggled. She waited until Rachel was out of sight before she rushed to the front of the line of waiting girls. She pushed one out of the way.
"Hey! No cutting," the girl whined and Quinn shot the girl her best head bitch glare.
"Oh trust me I don't want anything he has to offer, now scurry off," Quinn spat and then turned to Finn. She motioned with him to step aside. He turned the sign at the front of the booth around saying that he would be back and a lot of the girls in line walked away pouting. When Finn was face to face with Quinn she sneered at him.
"I don't know if you are completely moronic or just simply arrogant but I will say this one more time and you better fucking comprehend it this time. Stay away from Rachel!"
"What business is it of yours, Quinn?" He wondered and she choked back the word that was on the tip of her tongue.
Mine.
She took a deep breath before speaking again.
"Because she is my best friend and she has told you more than enough times that she doesn't like you and it is bordering on harassment. Rachel may be too nice to put you in your place but I assure you that I am just the bitch to take care of this little problem for her," he smirked.
He fucking smirked.
"I can't be sure Quinn because you never once showed an ounce of interest in me when we were dating-"
You got that right!
"But it seems to me that your interest in Rachel is much more than as a friend," he curled his lip in that signature dopey grin as she became flustered.
"You're damn fucking right!" She shouted and then gasped as she realized what she just said.
"Huh?" He was shocked as he had just been bluffing. Quinn scoffed and quickly tried to do damage control.
"You're right Finn, you don't know me… not in the slightest," she said with venom in her tone. "I never showed any interest in you because I was never interested in you as even a friend you insignificant buffoon. But I assure you- not that it is any of your business- that Rachel is my best friend and if you think it's something more than you really are stupid and have no idea what it means to be a friend." She took a few steps away from him before turning back. "Stay away from her unless she says she wants you near her… and Finn," his eyes met hers. "She doesn't want you near her." She stormed away and then the reality of what almost just happened hit her and she began to have a panic attack.
Rachel saw her freaking out from the other end of the hall and quickly made her way over to her. When she was in front of Quinn she saw the girl breathing heavily.
"Quinn, what happened?"
"I uh- I almost…. Fuck!" Rachel took her by the hand and pulled her into the nearest bathroom. She checked all the stalls to be sure they were empty and then turned back to Quinn.
"What did you almost do?"
"I almost told Finn about us," she said and saw Rachel's mouth drop and anger wash over her.
"You did what?" She screamed and saw hurt cross Quinn's face.
"I uh- I didn't mean to he just… I'm tired of him hitting on you and I confronted him about it and he accused me of liking you more than a friend and I said he was right," Rachel's anger multiplied and she threw her hands into the air.
"What the fuck Quinn!" She yelled and saw Quinn wince. "Why the fuck would you do that? I said I need time why can't you give me that."
"Look Rachel, I'm trying okay but it's hard and I'm just so sick of Finn Hudson thinking he has a right to what is mine."
"And you don't think I'm sick of it too," Rachel spat.
"Maybe not," Quinn said quietly and defeated.
"Fuck you Quinn!" Rachel yelled stepping closer and right in her face. "Your jealousy may be cute but I'm starting to feel like you don't trust me."
"I trust you Rachel but I do not fucking trust him or anyone else who thinks that they can have you."
"I can handle him," Rachel told her crossing her arms over her chest.
"Really because it doesn't seem like it… unless you like the attention," Quinn spat and Rachel dropped her arms, shock and hurt took over expression. Quinn could see the tears swimming in her eyes. Quinn tried to reach for her hand but Rachel pulled away.
"Who are you right now?"
"Rach, I'm sorry I-"
"No! You know what, save it Quinn." Rachel stepped away from her and Quinn grasped her arm and pulled her into a kiss. Rachel quickly pushed Quinn off of her, so hard that Quinn stumbled back. "Stay away from me," she said and stormed out of the bathroom. Quinn watched her go and then collapsed to the floor in tears.
Santana saw a very angry Berry exit the bathroom and had a sinking feeling that Quinn was still inside she walked in and sure enough she found Quinn on the floor in tears. She immediately dropped to her knees and hugged the crying girl.
"What happened Q?"
"I lost her," Quinn said through her tears
"I doubt that," Santana told her and rubbed her back. "Come on let's get you out of here."
Santana led Quinn out of the bathroom and to the auditorium. She knew that no one would be there during classes and that they would be alone to talk. They sat down on the edge of the stage and she turned to Quinn who was no longer crying but still very upset.
"So what happened?"
"I almost told Finn about us when he accused me of liking Rachel too much," she answered.
"Oh shit," Santana blurted out before she thought and Quinn began sobbing again. "Hey don't cry I'm sure she was just upset and it was Finnept Q; he's so stupid he probably is still confused by the kick ass way I'm sure you covered what you said." Quinn let out a weak chuckle because she was pretty sure Santana was right. Finn seemed to buy her recovery.
"Yeah," Quinn said. "He is pretty dim," this time they both giggled.
"But just to be sure, let me get revenge on Finn and you need to get Rachel back."
"What are you gonna do?"
"What Santana does best," her tone was laced with evil. "Revenge," she arched one eyebrow in pure Quinn Fabray fashion and even Quinn seemed worried.
"Hey don't hurt him or anything."
"Don't worry there will be no permanent damage," she giggled. "But how are you going to fix this with your girl?'
"I don't know San, she was pretty pissed."
"Yeah, I got that when she stormed out of the bathroom," she caught sight of Quinn's pathetic expression and smiled at her. "But Q; she loves you and she will forgive you."
"I'm not so sure."
"You love her right?" Quinn nodded. "And you're not giving up on her right?" Quinn nodded again. "Then you'll figure it out." Quinn nodded a third time and let out a frustrated breath.
"Oh god who fucking loses her girlfriend on Valentine's Day?" She said to herself. Santana patted her back.
"You haven't lost her Q, I'm sure of it." With that they heard footsteps behind them and turned to see Puck walking toward them and wearing a similar sullen expression that the two girls were sporting. He sat on Quinn's other side and gently nudged her shoulder.
"You okay baby mama," he wondered. "I just saw Rachel ranting about the laws of Physics in class and she was barely holding it together so I skipped out of class to come find you."
"I messed up," Quinn told him fighting tears again.
"But she's not giving up," Santana reassured.
"You better not," he warned. "I couldn't handle it if the two biggest bitches in school were quitters," he eyed Santana when he said that and her eyes hardened.
"Hey," she whined. "I'm not a quitter I just want Brittany happy and she's happy with Artie."
"Fuck that Satan," he told her. "She may like Artie and be mildly happy with him but there is no fucking way he gets her heart skipping a beat the way you do," Santana looked to the ground. "Stop being a chicken shit and get your girl, you're Santana fucking Lopez bro. You two are just as meant for each other as Q and Rachel." She nodded.
"That's what I've been telling her," Quinn said and her eyes met Puck's. For the first time she could see sadness in his eyes. "Oh hey, last night was your date with Lauren right?" He nodded pathetically. "How'd it go?"
"She stood me up," he said sadly and both Quinn and Santana saw for the first time that he really did like this girl.
"You really like her huh?" Santana said and he nodded.
"Yeah, she challenges me in the best fucking ways but for some reason I can't get her to like me."
"She likes you," Quinn told him.
"Yeah dude," Santana agreed. "Don't hide and let her get away. You're Noah fucking Puckerman the only guy in school that has had sex with three of gayest girls in school." He laughed. "You gotta be doing something right." Quinn patted his arm.
"Don't give up, Puck?'
"I won't," he told her and raised his eyebrows in a challenge and looked between the girls. "As long as neither of you two don't give up either." They both nodded.
"I won't ever give up on her," Quinn admitted and again they heard footsteps behind them. They turned to see Kurt walking over to them. He sat down on Santana's other side.
"Is this the lonely hearts club?" He asked and they all nodded.
"Sort of," Quinn said.
"Well do you mind if I join?"
"Not at all," Santana said and patted his arm.
"So I'm guessing the Gap attack went well for Blaine," Quinn said with sympathy. Kurt shook his head.
"Actually no, the guy wasn't interested in him."
"So that's good for you right?" Puck asked.
"No, after he got rejected I told him how I felt and he pretty much said he doesn't think of me like that," Kurt mumbled.
"That sucks dude," Puck told him and Kurt shook his head.
"Yeah it does."
"Fuck this," Santana got to her feet. We are the four biggest bad asses in this school, even though you don't go here anymore Kurt, you still count," he smiled warmly at her. "And we're not gonna sit around all pathetic on Valentine's Day. Come on." She pulled Quinn to her feet and the two boys followed suit.
"I'm having a lonely hearts club dinner at Breadstix with the Warblers later would you all like to join me?" Kurt asked.
"Hell yes," Santana said. "I'll be Q's date." Quinn smiled at her friend for being so loving sometimes. Santana grabbed her hand and interlocked their fingers.
"I guess that makes you my date?" Puck said to Kurt whose mouth formed a perfect Oh.
"Look how far we've come Puckerman," he said. "From you tossing me in dumpters to you being my Valentine's Day date."
"Hey, hey hey," Puck said looking around the auditorium to make sure they were still alone. "Don't make it so gay, dude." Kurt laughed.
"I wouldn't dream of it Puck." He said and Puck smirked at him.
"You're pretty fucking cool Hummel," Puck told him.
"As are you," Kurt responded.
"With balls of fucking steel for all the shit you put up with and still hold your head high," Puck replied.
"Oh stop with the compliments or I'll start to think you really do like me."
"Why not?" Santana said with a loud laugh. "Everyone else in glee club is gay."
"Why who else is gay?" Kurt wondered and Santana just laughed more; Quinn laughed with her and they all left the room.
"No one bro," Puck answered him. "Santana's just joking."
"Oh," Kurt said but couldn't help wondering.
They were sitting in the choir room later that day and Finn got up to stand in the front. Quinn noticed that he didn't look so good. Her eyes met Santana's and the girl winked at her. Finn announced how much money he raised before handing the cash to Mr. Schuester. Then he said he didn't feel good and was going to the nurse.
"What did you do?" Quinn whispered to Santana.
"Me," she said innocently. "I did nothing… he might have somehow gotten mono though." Quinn's mouth dropped in surprise. Then her eyes caught sight of her beautiful girlfriend who was now standing in the front of the class.
"This is one of the world's greatest love songs because every single time I was kissed by the right person I felt fireworks. So this song goes out to anyone who sees fireworks when they are with the right person."
As soon as Rachel began singing 'Firework' Quinn felt the girl's eyes on her. She knew that Rachel was still very mad at her but she also could tell that they weren't over. Not by a long shot. She couldn't help the smile that formed on her lips as Rachel sang this song directly to her and wasn't giving one fuck if the glee club caught on.
Which of course they didn't.
Quinn felt Santana nudge her elbow and she peeled her eyes off of the girl of her dreams to meet her best friend's eyes; Santana winked.
"Fix it Q; she wants you to." Santana whispered.
"I know."
Both Rachel and Quinn showed up at Breadstix to support Kurt. They sat separately. Quinn with Santana and Rachel with Mercedes, Tina and Mike… and they both hated it.
They hated being apart and Quinn couldn't wait until she could get Rachel alone to fix what she had broken.
Once the night was over Rachel stood outside waiting for her dad to pick her up when Quinn approached her.
"Hey," Quinn said to her and Rachel met her eyes. She could see nothing but regret looking back at her and she literally fell even more in love with Quinn than she already was.
"Hey."
"Can I give you a ride?" Quinn asked and Rachel shook her head no.
"That would be lovely Quinn but my dad is on his way."
"No he's not," Quinn admitted and Rachel's eyes met hers; confusion looking back at her. "I called him and told him you would be coming home with me tonight, unless you don't want to in which case I'll just take you home… whatever you want Rachel."
"Oh Quinn," she smiled at her. "I would love nothing more than to go home with you." Rachel admitted and Quinn felt relief wash over her. She hadn't lost her.
But she still needed to fix this.
"I am glad to hear that," Quinn said with a heavy sigh.
"Take me home Quinn," Rachel said with a husky tone and Quinn took her by the hand and led her to the car.
Once inside Quinn's house she led Rachel to her room where Rachel's eyes widened at the sight before her. There were white rose petals scattered all over the room and there were candles lit. Rachel smiled internally at the fact that Quinn went to so much trouble and obviously included her mom who lit the candles before they got there.
"Oh Quinn this is lovely," Rachel faced her. Quinn closed and locked the door before stepping closer to Rachel. She took both of the girl's hands into her own. "Quinn I'm sor-"
"Shh," Quinn cut her off before she could say anymore. "Let me say something first." Rachel merely nodded so she took a deep breath and continued. "I know I screwed up Rachel. I pushed you after I promised I wouldn't push you on this." Rachel nodded. "You need to know that I didn't mean to. I respect every single reason why you need to stay in the closet for now but sometimes it is very hard for me. I just want to scream it from the rooftops." Rachel giggled. "I would wear a property of Rachel Berry shirt if you'd let me. I love you Rachel, I'm not scared and I want the whole world to know that you are mine," Rachel nodded again. "And when Finn called me out on those feelings I spoke without thinking. I recovered quickly and he believed me or at the very least was afraid of me so I wouldn't worry. I'm so sorry for pushing you when I promised I'd wait forever I just lost it for a minute and I swear if you forgive me it'll never happen again I-" her words were lost in Rachel's mouth as the girl pressed a kiss to Quinn's lips. When Rachel pulled away she was dazed.
"You're forgiven Quinn… you always will be. I was upset and I panicked and I said mean things to you." Quinn shook her head.
"No I deserved it," Quinn told her and Rachel kissed her again.
"I love you Quinn and I'm sorry if sometimes my fear of coming out makes you doubt that," Rachel told her and once again she shook her head.
"I don't doubt you baby, I'm just selfish sometimes and want to claim you."
"I understand that… and tomorrow I'm going to talk to my dads about how they feel about me coming out."
"No Rachel please don't do that," Quinn said and Rachel's eyebrows rose in confusion.
"But I thought that's what you wanted?"
"It is," Quinn told her. "But I don't want you to do it for me, I want you to do it because you're ready and after your reaction to what I did you're not ready."
"But I can be-"
"No Rachel, just no," Quinn said and pulled her closer. "Do not ever compromise yourself and what you want and need just to please me. I don't need you to resent me for pushing you into something you're not ready for."
"But I don't need you resenting me for not being ready."
"I would never resent you for that my love. I want to be open and free but not at the risk of you or your family. If you do this solely for my benefit you would wind up hating me for it and I couldn't handle that. I'd rather be in the closet forever than having you feel anything other than love for me," Quinn said and Rachel beamed.
"I love you so much Quinn."
"I love you too." Their lips met in a beautiful kiss that quickly turned heated.
"Make love to me," Rachel demanded.
"Always," Quinn said leading her to the bed, when their lips broke apart again; Quinn smirked. "Will you be my valentine?"
"Always," Rachel told her and threaded her fingers into Quinn's hair and again pushed their lips together.
A/N 2: I know the whole coming out thing is frustrating but it's also realistic. I promise that they do come out eventually but there will be a lot of drama before that happens.
The song used was Just a Kiss by Lady Antebellum.