Amy's POV
I think I found the reason why people go insane in cells. I thought that this place was a space to get away from society. But these past few days was hell. I can't sleep at night. I just write like crazy. I can't believe I'm saying this, but I miss society. I miss my bed, my best friend, Bucky, and Steve. Today was a emotional day because it was my 17th birthday. I didn't care that much because of Ryan. He was the reason why I'm depressed and angry. The reason why I was in the cell of hell. I'm so glad I killed him. I was so bored because I couldn't even get out of this prison, not even for my birthday. Steve visited me and he gave me a little piece of cake and a small present.
"What is it?" I said.
"Just open it." Steve said smiling. I opened it and it was a laser pointer. I was confused at first but I got it.
Meanwhile, the security cameras and sound in the cell room were mysteriously turned off.
"What did you do?" I said.
"Saving you. Use the laser pointer on the metal bars." Steve said. I used it on the laser pointer at bars and I was free at last.
"Thank you, but how we are getting out of here?" I asked.
"Jet. But I have to get something. Wait in there." He said.
"Ok." I said running to the jet. I wonder what he wanted to get, I wondered as I got in the jet.
I waited and waited until Steve came back with a unrecognizable man with long brown hair and an metal arm.
"Who's that?" I asked.
"A old friend." Steve said. Then I realized that was Bucky. What happened to him?, I thought. That night, Bucky was waking from his slumber in the ice. I went up to him to comfort him.
"Amy?" he said softly.
"It's me." I said as I was about to cry.
"I thought you were dead." he said.
"I thought you were dead." I said pointing at his chest.
"What happened to you?" I asked.
"Well, after you left me alone, I tried to catch up with Steve, but the place was hit. I thought I was a goner but I was alive but I lost my left arm. So they replaced it with this," Bucky started off.
"They turned me into a super human. Like a secret weapon." he said as I got confused.
"Who?" I asked.
"HYDRA." Bucky whispers.
"Oh, well my story could be worse." I said.
"What happened to you?" Bucky said looking at me a different way.
"Well, I was kidnapped at the age of 13 and trained to be evil. They gave me this serum that made me super human. I tried to do the right thing but he changed my life for the worse. I was abused physically and sexually. I guess the universe is trying to send me a message." I said crying.
"Wow, you're right, your story was worse. Who's did this to you? Because I remember when you were crazy enough to get to Germany to recuse me. I remember that." he says he stroked my hair.
"It's kinda complicated. It was my brother. He almost got me and Steve killed. But I killed him. But he still haunts me in my dreams. I just wish that you could of made me feel safe and sound." I cried before Bucky puts his arms around me.
"I love you." he said as he got closer to me.
"We can't be together. Not yet." I blurted out.
"Why?" he asked. I couldn't tell him but he was going to find out soon or later.
"I'm so sorry. But I just turned 17. I don't want you get in trouble." I said.
"What?! I don't care if I'm going to be in trouble for being with the person I love." he whispers.
"What did you just say? You love me?" I said blushing.
"I was in love with you ever since you kiss me." Bucky said.
"I doesn't mean we can't wait. You waited this long so can you just wait for a few years." I suggested.
"I could try. But what are we now?" he asked.
"Friends. Just friends for now." I said.
"Okay. Could I at least get one last kiss?" he begged.
"Fine, just one." I said. As our lips touch, I feel like I'm back in 1940s.
"I love you. I will, always." I said smiling. "Could I ask you something?" I continued.
"Yeah."
"What's with the hair?"
"Shut up." he chuckles and so was I.
I fell asleep in Bucky's big arms, and I was dreaming about me and my dad.
Flashback
Amy was in elementary school, getting humiliated by Scarlett and her squad. They poured wet dirt on her head and laughed at her. She wasn't humiliated like that before. Steve was picking her up because of the incident. She was too humiliated that she couldn't bear to speak.
"Who's picking on you, Amy?" Steve finally said.
"I don't wanna talk about it" young Amy said.
"Amy, could you talk to me? Please?" Steve said as Amy got out of the car.
They both came home and Amy went straight into her room, upset. She locked herself in her room and changed into a black sweater and shorts. As Steve tried to open the door, he said, "Amy, I know that you're embarrassed right now. But you have to understand that there are always going to be people who are going bring you down. Just you just have to defend yourself?"
"But I'm not athletic like you. I'm small." Amy said.
"Can I tell you a secret? I was small and frail like you once. But that didn't mean that I couldn't defend myself." Steve whispered.
"But Scarlett is bigger and scarier than me. She like the wicked witch of the west." Amy said.
"Just stand up for yourself. You have a lot of potential. And I know that you are sensitive. But you're stronger than you think." he said before Amy opened the door.
I woke up from that dream to see a video chat with a unknown person. Steve and Bucky were asleep and the jet was on autopilot so I opened it. My evil twin appeared on the front of the window.
"Nice to see you again, Amy." she said.
"What the hell you're still alive?!" I whispered.
"That's not important now. You killed my boyfriend so I will kill your entire family." she said with a devilish smile on her face.
"He raped both of us and hit us several times. He's isn't worth it." I said.
"Yeah, but I still loved him and you will pay." she said.
"Oh, my name was Natalie. Goodbye, Amy." She said before the video chat ended. Then I started to think about the memories of dark ages.
Flashback
While Ryan and Natalie were having sex, Amy heard screams and bumping noises. But instead finding out what was happening she just buried deep into her covers and stayed silent. After they had sex, Ryan came in her room, smile like the devil. He came closer to Amy, touching her thighs.
"Есть Секс с меня Теперь(Have sex with me now)" he said pulling out a knife.
"OK." Amy said. It hurt and she got scared. She was only 15. She cried after but Ryan punched her in the stomach. Then she whimpers herself to sleep.
I started bawling my eyes out. Bucky woke up and went up to me.
"Hey, what happened?" he said in a calm voice.
"I can't do this anymore. He raped me." I panicked.
"What?! Who?!" he asked.
"Ryan! He had a knife. I had to." I responded.
"I'm so sorry, Amy. I wish I was the one to kill that bastard." Bucky said hugging me.
"I love you, Bucky." I said.
"I love you too... Uptown girl." he said as we both smile.
"You remembered." I said as I pulled away from the hug.
"It was one of the thing that I remember about you." Bucky said as I blush.
"Oh, Bucky." I said before I almost passionately kiss him. But I knew I couldn't that.
"I miss you so much." I said.