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Chapter 38

NSPOV

I was in the baby's room. Esme and Alice had remodeled the whole thing. It was painted with bright blue's and yellow's. The room was covered with stars and moons.
It looked like a dreamland. Theyhad did a great job. I smiled at the little baby I held in my arms. I was sitting in a rocking chair humming a song my father had played for me when I was little.
A smile spread across his face. His smile reminded me of Jacob's. Also his whole personality. Our little trouble maker. He like I was born with powers.

Though his were different then mine. He has the ability of telekinesis. Jake thinks its cute but when he has a tantrum it gets a little scary.
"Who's a pretty baby?" I cooed. A soft little laugh escaped his lips.

"That's right. You!" I tickled him and he laughed and I laughed. Then there was a soft chuckle coming from the doorway.
I turned to see who it was and of course it was Jacob. "How long have you've been standing there?" I asked. I smiled spread across his face. "A minute. Or two" He chuckled and walked towards me and the baby.

Jake stuck out his hand and lightly pinched his rosie cheeks. "How you doin Mase?" Jake said. The baby laughed in response and reached out his hands for him.
Jacob gladly took him in his arms and hugged him closely. I looked at them both and smiled. "Your a great father" I said. Jacob looked down at me.
"And your a great mother" He leaned down to kiss my forehead and then kissed the baby's.

"So are you ready to go down to Cullen's?" Jacob asked me. "Yeah" I replied. I looked down. I couldn't get up by myself or walk for that matter. Well at least not yet.
"Ness" Jacob said, I snapped my head back up to look at him. "Do you need help?" He asked. "No. I want to try to get up myself" I said. Jacob walked over to the crib and set Masen down.
"No Nessie your not ready yet" He stated.

I narrowed my eyes at him and looked down again. "I can do this" I said. Jacob sighed, "Nessie baby. Just wait. In time you will get to do all the walking and running you want"
I sighed too. "Fine" I growled. Jacob half smiled. "I'm going to go get the wheel chair" I groaned. I hated the wheel chair. It made me feel as if I would never would be able to do anything. Jacob left the room and I looked over at Masen. "You won't tell will you?" I asked. The baby cocked its head to the side and then sat back down.

"Okay now Nessie. You can do this" I rested my hands on the arm of the chair and slowly pushed myself off of it. I held all my weight still on the arms of the chair.
I reached my hand out for the nearby table and transferred my hands quickly to there and shifted my weight once again.

I slowly moved my legs little by little. My hands wobbled and shook as did my feet and legs. "Okay now to the crib" The crib was just maybe just a couple of feet away from me.
I can do this. I can do this. I took a deep breathe and let go.

I smiled to myself. I was standing again.

Okay now it was time for the bigger challenge. I slowly placed my feet one after the other. But they became wobbly again. "Oh no" I said. As I lost my balance.
"You can do this" I repeated. My legs grew more and more limp until the finally just gave out. I hit the floor and hard. "Nessie!" Jacob yelled and the baby cried.

Jacob ran into the room and saw me and went down on his knees and stood by me. "Nessie" He put me on his lap. "I just needed to try" I whispered.

"I know" He held my head next to his chest. "I'm sorry you have to be this way. But remember its only temporary" He kissed my cheek.
"I hate not being able to do something" I grumbled. He chuckled. "Me too"

"Now lets get you up" Jacob added as he stood up and carried me to my wheel chair. I sat down and sighed. Jacob got the baby in his carseat and I rolled to the front door.
Jacob opened the door and strapped the baby in the car then came back and pushed me to the car and also set me in.

I felt like a little kid. I felt like Masen. I needed someone to help me in and make sure I was safe and secure. "Lets go" Jacob said as he started the car.

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It seemed as if we passed a million trees and the road wasn't familiar. "I thought we were going to the Cullen's?" I said. "We are. But I just want to take you somewhere first" He said.
"Huh?" I replied. "You've been there before. Many times. Its our place of memories" He smiled widely and pulled over on the side of the road.

"I'm still confused" I said. "Wait just wait" Jacob hopped out of the car and grabbed the baby. He then walked over to my side and handed him to me.
"Hold on. I'm gonna need you to jump on me" He said before phasing. "What?" Jacob was in his wolf form now. His head nudged me. I took a deep breathe.

"Jake I don't know. What if I fall with the baby?" He looked deaply into my eyes and whimpered. "Fine but you better catch me" I said. Jacob nodded.
And I closed my eyes and once I opened them I was on top of Jacob's back. The I positioned myself as if I was riding a horse (Which Jacob is almost like). I held the baby close to my body and He and I grabbed fist's of Jacob's fur and held on tight.

My little genius knew already what to do. He looked up at me and smiled as Jacob took off. A place Iv'e been to many times....

We passed many trees again and Masen looked all around the forest in astonishment. Jacob slowed down and I heard a far away noise. It was like crashing and it was familiar.

And that's when it hit me. I smiled as Jacob ran through the forest and then stopped at the right stop. Our spot. The water fall flowed down and the crisp air felt as nice as always.
I missed this place. This was the place were memories had been shared and been taken place. Some terrifying. Most great.

Jacob slowly lowered me down and I sat down on the sandy little beach. Jacob ran into the forest probably to phase back. I sat Mase down on the sand and he twirled his fingers in it.
"Is that sand?" I chuckled. "Yes it is" I added. He grabbed handfuls of it and through it everywhere and then Jacob returned fully dressed and human.
"I left some clothes in the truck" He said. "That was quick" I said as he walked towards me and sat down next to us.

"Well I'm just quick like that" Jacob joked. I looked down at Masen. He looked as if he was 5 month's old. He was stable and mischievous already. Even though it had only been three months. He was putting piles of sand down on top of his head and laughing. "Don't do that silly baby" I said.

Jacob smiled, "He looks like you" He said. "Yeah well he sure as hell acts like you" I replied. Jacob laughed. "Yeah well I guess that's true"
"I'm sorry about earlier" I said. Jacob sighed. "There's nothing to be sorry about. I would probably do the same" He leaned close to me so his lips met mine.

He kissed me sweetly and lightly. "Yeah I know you would" I replied. "I'm sorry that your still hurt" I shrugged my shoulders. "It's all worth it" I kissed the top of Masen's head.

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