Right after serious left harry had crawled back into bed and lay there awake his tears had stopped and he felt numb but oddly enough his mind was racing as he went over the cold words that he had spoken to Sirius.
He loved Sirius in a way the animagus was the only family he had left and he had been right Harry's temper was out of control hell he seemed to be growing more unstable each day and this thing with Lucius wasn't helping matters.
Yet, deep down in his heart he knew that in the end no matter what happen the past with the dursely's would come back full force and he would have ended up dumping all the blame on Sirius for not saving him.
Which in truth was not Sirius's fault not once did Harry reach out to his godfather or anyone for that matter.
He was humiliated and ashamed the boy who lived couldn't even throw away his pride to ask for help.
He shook the dark thoughts from his head he had done the right thing by Sirius and even though he broke Sirius's heart it was for the best.
He sighed again and rolled over on his side and for the next 15 minutes he turned and struggled against the covers.
He couldn't go back to sleep no matter how much he tried because the minute he put Sirius out of his mind the next Lucius's cool gray eyes appeared in his mind and he shivered touching his lips unconsciously.
That man was bad news and how he was going to face anyone outside of his bed he had no idea the man had backed him into a corner by claiming him as his intended and Harry blushed.
He had decided earlier that he had no choice but to leave Hogwarts till he found a loophole to that ridiculous law.
And, he knew that wasn't going to be an easy task whatsoever that man had more money than god and the reputation to go with it even if he made it off school grounds Lucius would have the wizarding world on high alert looking for him.
He needed to come up with a fool proof plan but he drew up blank and sighed sitting up in the bed and decided he needed a drink and he needed it now.
He slipped of the bed and threw his clothes off and without turning to look at himself in the mirror he pulled on a pair of dark denim jeans, black sweater, and a pair of black heels.
He grabbed a brush from his belongings and hurriedly pulled it through his long hair and let it fall around his shoulders.
He grabbed his black robes and licked his lips and looked out the window it was the afternoon and he had planned to sleep the whole day away but he knew that the visit from Sirius had ruined that game plan so he created a new one.
He swung the robe over his shoulders and pulled up the hod and unlocked the window and looked down.
He swallowed the tower was a couple stories high and that made his heart race but he needed to get out of the castle without encountering anyone.
So with a deep breathe he climbed up onto the window sill and jumped.
The air whistled as he plummeted to the earth and he knew if this was going to work he had to calm down and let himself feel the currents of air swirl around him.
He felt his magic tingling up and down his spine and flow to the palm of his hands and with one quick motion blue tendrils of power like smoke swirled and intertwined with the surrounding air currents.
He flicked his fingers like he was playing piano and twisted and played the air to his whims as he forced it to swirl around his body and slowly lower himself to the ground.
When his feet touched the ground he almost collapsed I relief " Well I will never ever do that again" he told himself in a shaky voice.
He quickly got his bearings and smiled to himself proud at pulling of the highly leveled spell and pulled up his hood and took off towards Hagrid's hut.
He didn't even notice the figure that stood in the window with nose pressed to the glass making his face squelch up against it in a comical expression.
Draco Malfoy had been walking up the tower steps he had skipped his second class he needed to talk to Harry about earlier and to let him know that he had no involvement with his father's backward ass plan.
The minute he started up the steps Sirius Black had come crashing down them with frightening speed almost knocking him off his feet.
"Oi!" he shouted but the older man didn't stop and Draco was left staring at him in confusion and when he turned around to push himself off the wall he saw Potter jumping from the window.
For, a minute his heart had almost stopped "Oh god he's committing Suicide" was the horror filed thought that had blinked into his mind.
He was paralyzed with fear and horror but when he saw that Harry was gesturing with his hands and the air around him started to swirl around him and guided him safely to the ground.
"Holy fucking shit!" he whispered to himself his legs going wobbly.
Draco was astounded as he watched Potter fall in slow motion to the ground his long raven black hair like a dark halo swirling around him, his pale skin stark white against the blue sky.
He could see why his father was so infatuated with the boy he was so unearthly beautiful that it was almost painful to look at him.
He watched as a self satisfied smirk played over the boys mouth and he sauntered towards the groundskeepers hut.
Draco washed the astounded look of his face and turned and ran back down the stairs to find out what the other boy was up too.
Harry knew that hagrid would be out teaching on the other side of the grounds today and everyone who was worth their salt knew that Hagrid enjoyed his drink just like he enjoyed his food and sometimes when he was into the spirits he would let Harry and them have a drink with him.
He reached the round cabin and braced himself against the door that was larger than a regular one and gave a little huff as he pushed it open.
He slipped in and left the door that swung open stayed that way he couldn't have opened the door while he was carrying anything no matter how small.
Malfoy almost dove head first into the dirt when he stumbled across the grass he was breathing hard unlike Potter who took the easy route out of the castle Draco had to run full out to the only side door unlocked which was on the other side of the castle that came out near Hagrid's hut.
He managed not to bump into anyone while he ran because an head on collision would have broken something he was sure.
He managed to make it outside and running so fast he forgot that the terrain was bound to change when he stepped off granite.
He slowed down when he slowed down when he got near the giants hut and noticed that the huge oak door was slightly open.
He leaned over breathing hard and tried to catch his breath and when he did he smirked he had a pretty good idea why Potter was here.
Draco knew that Hagrid was out teaching and that the giant made some of the best homemade brew that anyone ever tasted, the only way he knew this is because crabb and goyle had managed to steal some their second year at Hogwarts.
"So the great Potter drinks. Heh. Can't blame him I would to if I was having a day like his" he thought and smirked.
Harry stood in the middle of his friends home he had found Hagrid stash but the brew was stored in a vat that was made of pure granite stone which came waist high on harry.
" Shit" he thought he need something to carry it in and he wasn't finding anything at the moment and he didn't really feel like going back to the castle to get a container.
"Looking for this" a voice drawled from behind him startling him so bad that he swirled around and stubbed his toe on the granite vat.