I've given myself many weeks to work on this fan-fiction, I reread my fan-fic to get motivation, and I even set aside everything else just to work on it. But every time I do, I end up with just a bunch of small words as a result and barely get anything done.

I really want to finish this fan-fiction, but I think I've come to the sad realisation that I just can't anymore. No matter how hard I try, even when I force myself to work on it, I can't get anything done. I've been working on it since 2007, it's 2015 now and I'm not even a quarter of the way done.

I try to keep positive and I try to remain calm, but who am I kidding? Every time I give myself whole days to work on it, the only results are a few words, a lot of stress and several hours wasted staring at a screen.

I've failed. I cannot write this fan-fiction anymore. I don't even know if I want to work on my other fan-fictions if I feel this way about Rika's AU. I'm really sorry I've let you all down. But that all I seem to be good at, with how many countless fan-fictions of mine getting discontinued, and ones that have finished are not very good.

But... there may be an alternative, I have all the ideas in my head and basic notes of those ideas written down, I just cannot get to work on it. So I think I have an idea on how this series will continue.

I hate to say it, but I think I'm better off handing this fan-fiction over to someone else who has the skill and motivation to finish it while I send them messages on how the chapter is going to be.

Yes, I guess I need a co-worker for this fan-fiction. And I hate to ask anyone this but this seems to be the only way it will continue, because if I keep trying to work on it alone I'll just lose motivation and get a lot of stress trying to work on it, and in the end, it makes me feel really down on myself and I end up mentally beating myself up a lot about it. And I don't know why this fan-fiction specifically, no other has made me feel this way.

So yeah, if anyone is interested in continuing this fan-fiction for me and doesn't mind me sending you messages on what each chapter is suppose to have. Then I think we can continue this story, as a team. Of course this does mean you get to write out your own filler chapters and you get to write it how you want, but I will have to send you detailed descriptions of how each chapter works.

If no one wants to work on it, then I'll have no choice but to discontinue it. I can't take the stress of trying to work on this anymore.