Mia POV

I had to read the letter several times for it to all sink in. Louie had applied for visiting rights, he refused to eat or sleep unless he saw me, now I was being requested by the prison guard to visit him. I looked at the date realising it was today's date they wanted me to go at 4pm, this would be after I came home from school. Why did he want to see me? Hadn't he ruined my life enough yet?

I got out my phone running through my list of contacts stopping at Jeff's name; I stopped then returned back to the home menu. I stuffed the letter in my pocket then left the house, going to school.

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After waking up at the ridiculous time of 5am, Dixie and Jeff had already had two RTC's a domestic and three hoax calls. Hoax calls really annoyed Dixie, it meant they were wasting valuable time for some kids entertainment when they could be really helping somebody. It was because of Hoax calls some poor person didn't get an ambulance in time. She also thought of all the £500 that was paid in tax's for one call out, tax's that her and Jeff were paying. She tried to think of all the good things the money was going on, but all she could think of was Hoax calls, then paying for people to be kept in prison. So she saw it as they were paying for Louie to be kept under a roof and fed when he didn't deserve any of those things after doing what he did.

Jeff and Dixie were now sat in the ambulance along the main road, waiting for something to happen. Dixie leaned the side of her head against the window, thinking about being a mother and how she could explain to Jeff.

"Dixie what's the matter?" Jeff asked as Dixie was looking lost in her thoughts.

"What? Nothing mate" She moved her head away from the window.

"No there is Dix how long have I known you? Now tell me" Jeff shuffled himself around in his seat so he could see Dixie clearer.

"It's just after what happened with Mia, it's made me think…"

"You want to be a mum too?" Jeff finished her sentence off knowing where she was going with it.

"Yeah…" Dixie admitted while fiddling with her uniform.

"Well you are," Jeff moved his hand under her chin, turning her head so he could see her face.

"You know what I mean Jeff,"

"You're not suggesting that me and you" He looked to her, trying to work out what she was thinking.

"Don't be stupid Jeffrey" She hit him playfully on the arm, making them both laugh.

"Well I'm here if you need me," Jeff moved himself back around in the more comfortable position.

"Now you're starting to sound soppy"

"Well maybe I like soppy now and again. But I'm serious Dix, I have been thinking about it too"

"Have you?" Dixie questioned, if they were both thinking about it why had the topic of conversation never appeared sooner?

"Yeah course I have. If you really want this Dix it could work, I mean we don't have to do anything, you can just…" his voice trailed off at the end, leaving Dixie a space to talk.

"Exactly Jeff me and you both know we would have too, I mean where are we going to find the money for the other option" A frown shed from Dixie's eye, she did want her own children and having them with Jeff was a possibility, but she was a lesbian she would be going against who she was. But Jeff was different, she shared everything with him surely having children with him would be a good thing.

"Suppose your right, just think about it though. Can't be that bad could it?" Jeff said making Dixie think,

"Holby control to 3006, Child fallen down the stairs at Holby primary, are you able to respond" Dixie picked up the radio,

"3006 to control, able to respond" Jeff watched her as she started to drive.

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Mia POV

When I got to school, the first lessons seemed to drag. Thankfully in science we moved away from biology and were now doing physics. Dance was ok but I couldn't concentrate properly the amount of times I lost balance on moves and almost fell was unbelievable. It was soon lunch; I sat with Aaron thinking about the letter. Should I tell Jeff or Dixie? And if so who did I tell?

"Mia what's up?"

"Nothing"

"You have been off all day, tell me"

"Oh cheers and nothing is wrong" I tried convincing, the conversation ended here. Why did he want to see me, why was he refusing to eat or sleep unless he saw me? If he didn't do either of those things soon, he could get ill and die. Part of me wanted to stay fat away from him the thought of seeing him again petrified me, the other made me think. If he died from failing to look after himself, I would be responsible. I didn't want to be responsible for his death; it was in the police station I would be safe surely? I had no clue as to what to do, he left me to die and attempted to kill me plenty of times, but even after all of this I couldn't do the same I didn't want to be responsible for a death. I couldn't eat anything there was a lump in my throat, the bell went so I left to English. Me and Aaron didn't have the same lessons today, and I was walking home with Amanda as Aaron had a detention for not handing in his homework.

It got to the end of the day and I waited for Amanda outside the gates, I still didn't know what to do. Jeff and Dixie may have been home unless they had to work late, or had a lot of paper work to complete. I knew they would never let me go out on my own, let alone to the prison to visit Louie. I didn't want to but at the same time, if I didn't what would happen? What was so important that he needed me to visit him?

The walk home with Amanda was tense, I was looking over my shoulder every 5 seconds I kept thinking somebody was watching. When I got in there was no Jeff and no Dixie, I got a message on my phone saying they would be back at 6, this meant if I went they would never know, I had half an hour to decide what to do.