Every Man For Himself

Patience

She'd become one of them and hated herself with everything in her for the things she did. Playing Ben's games. Manipulating Shephard. Holding a gun on Austen. With every action she looked like one of them to their captives. Two years ago she would have wanted to scream, "I just want to escape, just like you!" when Jack looked at her with such dark hatred. Now she went along with it and did everything Ben said, because that was the only way she could lull him into complacency, so when she did escape, he wouldn't be able to stop her.