"So do you really think the girl up there is cute?" Kio took the last sip of his milkshake while looking over at the front counter. "Or were you just trying to mess with Natsuo?"
Youji stayed quite. He's forehead was flat on the table and his hands under his legs. He didn't know how to answer and he hated the feeling of guilt he had in his chest.
"Do you not want to be with Natsuo anymore?" Soubi asked. "Is that why you are giving random people your phone number?"
"That's not it." Youji spoke up. "I want to be with him."
"You want to be with him but you want to date someone else?" Kio filled in the blanks. "Is that it?"
"No." Youji shook his head slowly. "I don't know." He pulled his head up. "I just want to hang out with other people is all. I like Natsuo and Ritsuka a ton but I'm starting to get bored being with the same people everyday."
"It's one thing to want new friends." Kio explained. "But flirting in front of your boyfriend to make new friends is a completely different thing. Flirting implies you like the person in more than just a friendly manner."
"I know what it means." Youji sighed. "I just didn't mean to upset Natsuo with it. Normally he is okay with it."
"What did you do in my room today?" Kio looked directly into Youji's purple gray eyes. "Did you two make love?"
Youji could help but smirk. "Well I wouldn't call it love. Maybe doing 'the nasty' is more appropriate for what we did."
"Do you think Natsuo sees it that way?" Soubi asked. "Or do you think he saw it as love?"
"Well he was saying he loved him over and over." Youji pondered the recollection. "I guess he might have thought it was more than just sex. But we didn't go all the way. We almost did but then he started crying and telling me he wanted to wait. Really sucks for me because I hate waiting." He looked at his right hand. "Thing isn't as fun as it used to be."
Kio looked as if he was about to gag. "Well then maybe he'll want to do it once he is completely sure you will love him while doing it." He looked at Soubi as if begging for him to take over.
"Natsuo is sensitive yet extremely smart." Soubi added. "He doesn't want to rush things just to be left after you've finished with him."
"I could never be finished with him." Youji explained. "I'm just a horny teenager that would like my partner to help me with my needs." He looked away. "I guess I was just mad at him for stopping me today."
"Is that why you gave that girl your number?" Kio raised an eyebrow. "To find a free fuck?"
"In a way." The teenager shrugged. "I figured that girl would be into it. But I see now that was the wrong thing to do. I really screwed up this time."
"Natsuo doesn't see sex as something you simply do for fun." Soubi clarified. "He sees sex as something two people do when they make a long lasting commitment to each other."
Youji looked at Kio. "Is that how you see sex also? You are the uke aren't you?"
"With Soubi I see it that way." Kio nodded. "Soubi and I make the commitment of staying together and raising you three."
"What was it before us three?" Youji smirked. "Just hot sex?"
Kio shook his head slowly. "It was my way for showing Soubi I care about him and that I would take care of him." He placed his hand on the other man's knee. "It was for comfortable attachment."
"You better be so glad Ritsuka isn't here to see this." Youji laughed slightly. "If he knew you two were still having sex, he would flip."
…
Natsuo nuzzled his tears drenched face into Ritsuka's neck. Ritsuka tensed up at the closeness. Natsuo was now curled up in his lap crying some more. "Why can't he be as caring as you?" The burgundy haired boy sniffed. "You are the only one who really seems to care." He began lightly kissing Ritsuka's neck.
"Natsuo…" Ritsuka softly tried to push the boy away. "I think all that crying has made you hyperventilate and delirious."
"No." Natsuo placed a cold hand on the back of the boy's neck. "I'm finally seeing things for what they are." He smiled. "Youji doesn't care about me. But you do." He leaned close to Ritsuka's now red face. "You've always been the one that cares about me." He planted a hard kiss on the other's lips while a small tear rolled down his cheek.
Ritsuka froze but his mind raced with thousands of thoughts. Soubi would be so upset if he saw this. Youji would kill him. Yet he didn't feel guilty. He didn't kiss Natsuo. Natsuo kissed him leaving him in this odd position. He was just trying to comfort his friend, nothing more. It lead to all this on it's own. Ritsuka was not to blame. Or so he hoped that's how it would all work out.
"Ritsuka," Natsuo whined against the other's lips. "Why won't you kiss me? You did last time."
That's when the guilt kicked in. Ritsuka had kissed Natsuo once. They had even used a little tongue. Ritsuka blushed. Soubi didn't seem to mind the last time either.
"Natsuo," The raven haired boy pulled back slightly. "Last time was just us playing."
"We could play now." Natsuo leaned in and nipped at the boy's ear. "After all, the guys can't come in here."
"I still don't think it's a good id-" Ritsuka suddenly squeaked when Natsuo bit down on his neck. "Natsuo… please."
"You don't need to act shy around me Mr. Loveless." Nastuo trailed his tongue up to Ritsuka's ear lobe. "I know you want me." He pulled on the boy's lobe with his teeth. "Please…" Nastuo whispered and kissed his lips again.
With his world spinning with emotions Ritsuka wrapped his arms tight around Natsuo. He began running his hands through the boy's red hair. Natsuo deepened the kiss. Ritsuka's lips moved in time with Natsuo. It was like learning a new dance. Ritsuka had mastered Soubi's kisses but now it was time to learn some new tricks. Natsuo rocked back and forth on Ritsuka's lap. Ritsuka couldn't believe how cold the Zero's lips were against his warm one. Natsuo grabbed the teen's wrists and pinning them to the against the wall. Ritsuka inhaled sharply while they made out on the bathroom floor.
"Please." Natsuo nipped at Ritsuka's lower lip. "I need you." Ritsuka moaned as Natsuo bit down harder on his lip. Natsuo drew blood causing Riutsuka's toes to curl. "Love me."
…
15 minutes later Youji looked at his buzzing cell phone. "It's Ritsuka." He told the two men in front of him. "He says Nastuo's okay now and that I can drive first." He read a separate text. "They'll be out in a second."
"Natsuo must have been crying." Kio sighed. "They've been in there forever. Poor thing must need to wash his face."
Soubi nodded. "I'm glad Ritsuka was able to help him feel better."
((Ritsuka and Natsuo? Okay. Okay. I know what you're thinking, "But I like Ritsuka and Soubi together and Natsuo and Youji together." cause I'm thinking that too. I love the original couples and I am not going to take those two pairings away. So no worries. I have just always thought, since the episode were Ritsuka the Zero boys met, that Ritsuka and Natsuo would be cute together because even in the managa it seems like Natsuo really likes Ritsuka.
Youji: I don't like it.
Nobody cares what you like Youji.
Youji: My mama cares.
You don't have a mother.
Youji: I don't? *tear up* You mean I was adopted? Oh gah I new it! *runs off sobbing*
Natsuo: I don't know why he's crying, I'm the one that looks the most like a red headed step child.
Ritsuka: Thank you so much for your reviews everyone!
Youji: And now thanks to you reader who feels too cool to review.
Ritsuka: I thought you were crying.
Youji: I'm better now.
Ritsuka: Oh. Anyways, thank you so much for your wonderful reviews we appreciate them-
Youji: We appreciate them with Ritsuka's life.
Nastuo: You, go be weird somewhere else. *passes out chapstick* There was a cool vending machine thing in the girl's bath room so I go you all these. You girls are super lucky with your clean bathrooms with doors.))
