Ok ladies just a little warning some hot and heavy in this chapter!
Jax began to pull his weapon till he saw an exhausted Tara sitting at a candle light table with two plates. Her head was layed on the table fast asleep. Jax heart melted. He went in blew the candles out and went and put the kids in their beds. Fortuently for Jax they both were out as fast as their heads hit the pillow. He walked back in to the kitchen picked his sleeping wife up and carried her to her bed. She may of been six months pregnant now but she still felt light as a feather to Jax.
Jax walked into the bedroom and layed her in their bed. He took off her shoes and was covering her up and was about to walk away when her arm came up and grabbed his.
"Don't leave, stay with me." Tara said half asleep.
"Always and forever." Jax said laying down in bed with her. Still unsure what to do he layed there until Tara curled up into his chest, he then wrapped his arms around her and went to sleep. Jax slept the best he had in months.
He woke the next morning to the smell of sausage, and bisquets and Gravy and another smell he could not put his finger on. Jax stomach growled and he rolled out of bed to find Tara cooking up a storm in the kitchen. There were pots and pans and bowls everywhere.
"Morning." Jax said hoping not to startle Tara.
"Are you hungry?" Tara turned with tears in her eyes.
"Babe, what's wrong?" Jax went over placing his hands on her face to look at her to look into her emerald eyes.
"Jackson, I am sorry. I was trying to get those things up before you found out. I know you hate them and it was stupid I just wasted our money and the guys time. I thought we could do something to bring you a little closer to what your dad wants and that would be the best birthday gift." She cried.
"Tara, I think its a wonderful idea." Jax smiled at her. "I love the business ideas and I love that they are surrounding with the idea of helping others. I love the fact that you want me to help the club to were it should be."
"You do?" Tara sniffled.
"I do Tara." Jax said kissing her forehead.
"Well, there is one property that I have to not yet figured out what I want to do with. I just can't figure it out."
"How about a clinic?" Jax asked.
"Why so I can be torchered by not being a doctor?" Tara hissed out.
"Tara, I know you want to spend more time with the kids and be with your family but you can always become a nurse," Jax began to explain. "I want you to do what ever you want and I don't want to hold you back. I don't want we having our kids young to hold you back either. Its not a doctor but you are still in the field and doing what you love." Jax smiled at her. "We can hire a physician to help run the clinic but it will be your show!"
"You think we can do that." Tara said softer.
"You can do anything!" Jax smiled deeply at his wife.
"You hungry?" Tara smiled.
"Starved." Jax growled.
"Good, I have food to feed a army." Tara joked.
"Well, load me up and she did that." Jax walked over and got his coffee and sat down. Moments later Tara brought over a plate with eggs, bisquest and gravy, fresh fruit, peanut butter cookies, fudge and pancakes and bacon. "It looks amazing." Jax looked down at his plate and was feeling overwhelmed and wondered where the cookies and fudge played into breakfast.
"You hate it!" Tara screamed at him. "You don't have to make a face!" She screamed as she grabbed his plate and throw it into the trash and stormed out of the house. Jax didn't know where she was going in her pink camo PJ's and fuzzy slippers. Jax was about to run after till her heard a noise and remembered he needed to get Trinity up to watch the twins before he chased up his wife.
"Trinity!" Jax ran down the stairs yelling.
"Yea," He heard her call from her room.
"I need you awake, I somehow pissed Tara off and need to go find her can you come watch the kids." Jax asked from the door.
"I am on my way up." Trinity replied.
"Thanks!"
"Jackson, you need to stop pissing her off." Trinity laughed as she walked out the door.
"I just looked at the food on my plate and she lost it." Jax explained.
"Did you make a face." Trinity shook her head as she headed up the stairs in front of her brother.
"I was sitting there wondering what cookies and fudge had anything to do with breakfast. That's all I did. I had my plate a whole 20 seconds!" Jaxs said defensively.
"You are a idiot. If you have not noticed thats what she is craving dumbass." Trinity boped him in the head. "Your lucky she didn't put chocolate syrup on everything. I got a grilled cheese, fudge and cookies covered in chocolate syrup and I ate it!"Trinity wrinkled up her nose at remembering the worst grilled cheese ever. "Now go find her."
Jax drove around for over a hour before he pulled into TM, breathing a sigh of relief seeing her SUV parked. Walking into the club house he saw the guys and they all started in on him.
"Someone is in trouble." Juice teased.
"Boyo, better tuck and run!" Chibs laughed.
"You ain't nothing but a hound dog." Bobby joined in.
"I swear man, I can't eat anymore." Happy growled. "Make her stop!"
Jax walked into the kitchen at the club house to see Tara cooking yet again. "Babe?" he asked carefully.
"What do you want Jackson?" Tara hissed.
"Can we go back to the room and talk." Jax asked.
"You wanna talk, then lets talk." Tara stormed past him and headed back to the room with Jax following close behind. As soon as they were in the room Jax turned to close the door. He turned around and was slammed against the wall and her lips where rushed onto his.
Jax responded with a groan. Grabbing her and picking her up so he could be closer. He made his way to the bed and fell onto the bed.
"Tara I am going to make love to you." Jax said but the way he said it he was looking for permission.
"Jackson, I need you." Tara cried out.
Jackson, lifted his body enough to pull her pajama's and his pants. Un wanting to break contact with her mouth he ripped her shirt down the middle so he could have her flesh against hers.
Tara began using her hands pushing him down and Jaxs obliged and slowly moved down kissing her neck town to her breast where he suckled slowly and teasingly and seeing her body quiver brought him great joy. So he moved to the other breast and repeated his actions. While he was causing great pleasure with his mouth against his breath his hand slowly crept up her thigh sending chills of pleasure to her more. She began to shake and Jax knew he was going to make her cum but she was not going to get off that easy and he was going to make her cum over and over again.
His hand slowly made his way to her vagina tickling his way to her cliterous with very light touches. She shakes more. He pushes her open and sticks his finger into her feeling the tightness he began to wiggle and causing her to finally loose it cumming all over his hand. Jax smiled and wanted her to come again, but he wanted to taste her so he began moving lower kissing and suckling her body as he moved ever so lower.
He continued to lower himself and began to kiss her thigh up to her opening. Smelling the sweet aroma he removed his finger and started blowing causing her to groan loudly. He opened her up and kissed and suckled on her clit moving lower to her sweetness, sucking and licking the ever so tastiness in . Tara could not contain herself and cried in pure joy as she came again onto him.
Seeing her beginning to relax Jax stood up grabbed her legs and pulled her to his ever so large mound and slid it in, causing her to moan louder.
"JAXS, OH GOD JAXSSS.." Tara moaned.
"You feel amazing Tara." Jax said as he slid inside and out of her. Jax could not control himself but he wanted to make her cum one more time and knew if he hit the one spot she would join him and end each others need of release. With that Jax adjusted her and hit the spot. Tara immediately began to shake and as she tightened her grip with in Jax could not hold on anymore. They came together, for the first time in a long time they came and reconnected in away that could only described as blissfulness!
As they finished laying there together, Tara began to cry yet again.
"Babe are you ok?" Jax felt like he was asking her every time he turned around but he never sounded or felt it was a burden.
"I am sorry Jackson, I just don't know whats come over me. I don't feel like I am in control of my own body." Tara explained.
"Babe, its your hormones. Your pregnant and its ok." Jax responded sincerely.
"I didn't feel this way with the twins though."
"But what everyone keeps telling me every pregnancy is different." Jax smiled.
"I love you Jackson, and for me to let you back in 100% you can't break my heart again. It will kill me." Tara finally opened up to him.
"Tara, you are the only one I will ever want." Jax said reassuring. "I know I hurt you and I will spend the rest of our lives making it up to you."
"Can you start by some peanut butter cookies with chocolate sauce?" Tara asked. She was starving yet again.
"I can do that." Jax got up from bed to retrieve his queen her snack! He would bring her cookies and chocolate sauce every day of her life if it made her happy he thought to himself.
So Tara is opening up to Jax finally. Poor guy is having to endure what we all hate. Pregnancy hormones. You almost feel bad for them till you realize they caused it. lol.
I didn't bring any Gemma drama into this chapter not yet I needed to bring Jax and Tara closer before I swing her craziness in the mess. lol. Also I made a small mistake and so i cleared it up by making Jax and Trinity co owners. Each had 2 different wills and decided to split everything up. Sorry for the error.
I hope you all enjoy and don't forget to review. '
Also, Want to thank all my readers. You are the best. Thank you!
