Well just as we didn't want to happen... Happened. She's such a fucking Witch and she should follow me out regardless... I'll sort her out that's for fucking sure.

Things were certainly going down hill. In every class she appeared disrupting us... God I was even pissed with her disrupting Potions, even though that was hilarious. She's such a twat... Don't know why she's even considered teaching here.

Anyway it was the day before the Full Moon and I was so unbelievably pissed off for no reason. I'd written an angry letter to father about Umbridge and got a very colourful letter from Sirius in reply.

He didn't sign it off but I compared the writing... And plus father wouldn't say those types of things especially not in front of me... He's to much of a good man.


"Charlie?"

"What Fred?" I snapped and he stopped when he got to me. He crossed his arms over his chest.

"What's got your wand in a knot?"

"Fred for fuck sake! I just want to be alone!"

"Fine if that's what you want... I leave you... When you want to talk you know where I'll be..." he said darkly, as he turned and stormed off. WHY DO I FUCK EVERYTHING UP WHEN I AM HAPPY? I am such a fucking bitch... I have to sort myself out...

I sat alone in the library, tears sliding down my face. I was drawing as I usually do when I'm bored. I should be doing homework for Umbridge but I can't be arsed with her.

I couldn't stop thinking about what happened... What if Fred hates me now? What if he actually meant he'd leave as in dump me?

God I hope not... He's the only one I love... He's stole my heart and I'll be broken if he leaves... I love him... He can't leave... Not yet anyway.

I was brought from those terrible thoughts by the fucking voice of Malfoy.

"What do you want?"

"You made a Weasley angry... We like you."

"Don't get used to it you slimy asshole..." I hissed. He chuckled and sat down next to me. I growled.

"Touch me and I'll kill you."

"Now, now... What's it like to be hated by everyone at Hogwarts? Humiliated?"

He was winding me up and that was the wrong thing to do. I grabbed him by the collar and shoved him up against the book case.

"Never speak to me again or I will kill you... And I'm not playing when I say that..." I growled and slammed him hard against it. He whimpered and I let him go. I quickly grabbed my stuff and left. I ran down the crowded corridors and burst into the common room.

I ran straight upstairs and climbed into my bed. I curled up in a ball.

"I'm a monster..." I whispered not expecting a reply.

"Your no monster Charlie. You just don't know how to control the anger you store inside you."

"You don't know what I've just done Hermione... You don't know how I just attacked Malfoy... Or yelled at Fred... I am a monster and how I ever believed I could love or be loved was fucking stupid..." I cried and curled up tighter. I felt a hand on my shoulder, and I flinched at the touch. I shouldn't be here... I just want to run away...

I want to live where I should be... I should be locked away... I hurt to many without noticing...

I'm 15 and I've given up... I can't do this any more. Before anything else was said there was thundering footsteps. Hermione grabbed my wrist and dragged me down into the common room and to the court yard.

What's going on?


Trelawney was standing there... All her bags and suitcases filled to the brim with her belongings. I appeared next to Fred hoping he wouldn't be angry at me. He grabbed my hand and I looked at him.

"I'm sorry..." I whispered and he nodded and kissed my cheek. He whispered softly.

"I forgive you."

I smiled but on the inside I didn't seem to believe what he said was true. I won't mention my thoughts on running but really that's what I feel right now. I was about to say something when Woman in Pink strolled out.

"Sixteen years I've lived and taught here."

No... She can't be sacking her and kicking her out? Yeah I don't like her that much but really that's the Headmasters job isn't it? I squeezed Fred's hand and he gave one back. I leaned into him and he let out a quiet sigh.

Let's see how this unfolds...

"Hogwarts is my home. You can't do this." she said her hands shaking, her voice shaking, as she fought back the tears.

"Actually, I can."

JUST BECAUSE YOU OWN A PIECE OF PARCHMENT DOESN'T MEAN YOU MAKE THE RULES!

I'm loosing my head with this woman... I don't know how much more I can take... Suddenly McGonagall appeared again. Goodness she's really not giving up on anyone right now.

I know she knew about what she said to me in class a couple of days ago. I was shaking with anger. She frustrates me...

"Something you'd like to say?"

"Oh, there are several things I would like to say. Shh there..."

This is terrible. Harry looked like he was about to explode with anger and finish the job I want to start. Suddenly the huge double doors opened and Dumbledore ran down the steps, anger evident on his face.

"Professor McGonagall, might I ask you to escort Sybil back inside?"

Yeah you fucking tell her Dumbledore. Tell her who's the true boss of Hogwarts. She's supposed to be a professor...

Shell get what's coming to her one day... And I'll make sure it's soon.


When all that commotion was over we all went back inside. Fred pulled me into a deserted corridor and I guess I just collapsed and cried. He held me in his arms as I cried into his chest.

"Why you crying?" he asked as he stroked my hair. I shook uncontrollably and more and more tears fell, quicker and quicker.

"I'm sorry... I'm so sorry."

"For what?"

"For what I said earlier... I don't know how you can love such a monster Fred."

"Your not a monster Charlie. I love you because I can see passed your strange behaviour... I can see behind the wall you put around yourself. Charlie no matter how much you swear at me and tell me to bugger off... I will never leave you for good... I'll always come back."

I pushed away my heart aching more with every beat. I really... Really don't know how I'm so lucky to have him.

"But Fred what if... If I hurt you... What if-if I-I bit you by accident?" I panicked and pushed away but he had none of it.

"Charlie I swear to Merlin if you keep arguing I'll never kiss you or give you chocolate ever again." he joked and I looked down and laughed. Oh God.

"I thought you knew what you'd get when you asked me out all that time ago..." I said and he pulled me into a bone crushing hug. I wriggled in his arms and he laughed.

"I won't let go until you say you'll stop arguing with me."

"Sorry-agh-cant do that."

"Fine then..."


He didn't let go until Umbridge came down the corridor. I stood next to him and she stood in front of us. We were about a foot and a half possibly more taller than her so we looked down on her.

"I suggest you get to your common room." she said and I again for the one hundredth time today growled but an obvious and angry one.

"Now!" she screeched and Fred grabbed me by the elbow and pulled me towards the common room...

People have to stop turning me away from an opportunity to kill her...


A/N: Again I do apologise for the swearing... I'm in a touchy mood... But on the bright side I'm going to London tomorrow to see the Radio Two show :D EXCITED! BRING ON JESSIE J AND TOM JONES ;) lol well enough embarrassing myself haha! I listened to "Gotta Keep Smiling" by Scouting For Girls! Please review! Thanks :) All Welcome

~Destrier~ x