Elliot's P.O.V

"Alex!"

I watched the blood start to soak her shirt as she fell into the Hudson.

Both Cragen and Fin dropped their guns and ran after her behind me.

I jumped into the water letting it freeze me.

I couldn't see anything through the cloudy water but then her hand.

There it was.

Her soft alabaster skin so bright through the cloudiness.

I reached out for it but I was too far away.

I swam deeper until I reached her.

I was running out of breath and she didn't have any.

I grabbed her by the waist and fought my way back to the surface.

Spluttering for breath I swam to the pier as Fin helped me pull her out of the water.

The blood was dripping out of her upper abdomen.

"Alex! Alex honey please... don't leave me now..." I pled.

Fin kept a hand on the bullet wound to try and stop the blood flow as Cragen called a bus.

I looked down at her shut eyelids and lolling head wondering if I'd ever get to see her beautiful cerulean eyes again.

I started pumping my hands against her chest and giving her mouth to mouth but nothing.

"Alex! Come on baby don't die on me! You can make it!"

My tears flowed freely onto her chest.

When I leaned back from her mouth she spluttered.

"Thank god." I whispered.

Her head leant to the side as she coughed up the water.

"I told you to stay in the car." I whispered as I smoothed back her hair.

"Don't tell me you actually thought that I'd take orders from you Stabler." She smiled at me.

"Bus is on its way!" Cragen shouted back at me.

"Elliot..." She whispered.

"Yeah?"

She pulled me closer to her.

"You need to leave me."

"Alex..."

"No. Leave. Brooklyn warehouses. Number 203. You have to hours. Bring her home..." She choked.

"White..." I whispered to myself.

I leant down and kissed the crown of her head.

"Be strong."

She smiled as I walked off.

"Elliot where the hell are you going!" Cragen shouted after me.

"To save Liv'!"