A/N: I, though it may come as quite a shock to you, do not own Twilight.
The wedding is over, which brings us to the long-anticipated wedding night. I can only hope that I live up to your expectations. Please read and let me know what you think.
And just so you know how much I love you, I am in JFK airport right now, half dead after a 14 hour flight, stalking the wifi. I am SO tired right now.
PS, thanks to Tesondrae, I used Pushin inside you as my inspiration music for this one. Great suggestion!
Chapter 41: Our First Time
CPOV
I couldn't stop my mind from replaying this day over and over in my head as I drove my wife - oh, how I love calling her that! - and I to the hotel in Seattle. I could see the first glimpse of her in that beautiful ivory lace gown and the smile on her face as she took my hands under the arbor, heard the words she spoke to me with such love as she recited her vows, saw the tears she cried as I said mine to her, our first kiss as husband and wife, the glorious smile on her face as we were announced as Dr and Mrs Cullen... I couldn't think of a better day than today in my three hundred and sixty-six years.
And now, we were only eight miles from the hotel. Eight miles from the place where we would make love for the very first time. I squeezed her hand in mine a bit tighter, excitement building in me as I thought of it - finally, tonight, we would share all of ourselves with each other.
Twenty-two minutes later, we arrived in our suite. Bella asked for a moment to freshen up, so as I sat waiting for her on the bed. I was still wearing my tuxedo pants and shirt, but the shirt was now unbuttoned. I took notice of the room we were in. It was quite nice, but one peek into the bag that Alice had packed for us showed me how it could be improved. I set up several candles around the room and turned off the overhead lights, making the room a more romantic setting.
Sitting back down on the bed, I listened with a grin to my wife's heartbeat, much faster than it's usual pace, and imagined that she must be feeling as excited for what was coming as I was, though perhaps a bit nervous as well. Unable to stand any further delay, I walked to the door of the dressing area and knocked lightly.
"Mrs. Cullen? Sweetheart? Are you alright?" Come out, come out...
"Ummm.... yes. I'll be out in a minute," she replied, her voice wavering.
"Don't be nervous, my love. I won't hurt you, I promise." I will, however, ravish you thoroughly.
"That's not what I worried about."
"Bella, what's wrong?" I asked.
"Nothing, I'm just... Nothing. I'll be right out, I promise."
I smiled as I listened to her deep breathing as it gradually slowed her heart. I walked quietly back to the bed, not wanting to pressure her.
Finally, I heard the door open, and glanced up toward it to catch the site of an absolute vision. WOW. An angel was walking toward me, in beautiful white lingerie that was semi-sheer on the bottom and lace across her perfect breasts. She was still wearing her heels from the wedding as well. Her mahogany hair, such a gorgeous contrast with the paleness of her skin and her outfit, was cascading in wild curls over her shoulders and down her back. Her face was slightly tinged with pink from her blush, adding to her beauty.
As she got nearer to me, I realized that I hadn't breathed since she entered the room, and I took a deep breath, taking in the beautiful freesia and strawberry scent as I did.
"You are the most beautiful woman in the world, Mrs Cullen," I said softly, earning a smile from my angel.
"You're not so bad yourself, husband," she replied as she wrapped her arms around my shoulders.
I kissed her gently, my arms wrapping around her back to pull her close to me.
"I have never been this happy in my entire existence, Bella, not in well over three hundred years. I love you so much," I whispered between kisses.
Scooping her up in my arms, I carried her over to the bed, laying her down in the center. I brought myself down over her, keeping most of my weight on my arms, and slowly brought my lips down to hers. Our kisses started out soft and gentle, and I leaned my weight over to one arm so that I could use the other to brush over her face. As we deepened the kiss, I felt her hands come up my back under my shirt, slowly gliding over the muscles there, creating the most amazing tingling sensation. I sighed lightly into the kiss, which she took as an invitation to enter my mouth with her tongue. I purred when I tasted her on my tongue as they met in a slow, sensual dance. I used my free hand to trace the curves of her body from her shoulder down to her thigh and back, keeping my touch light, making her shiver with desire.
She pushed on me so that I would sit up, and I complied. Her hands had now reached my shoulders, and she brought them forward just enough to grasp my shirt, pushing it down my arms. I flicked my wrists to shake the shirt off at the ends, and she pushed on me again, nudging me towards the bed, and then she laid over me. She brought her mouth to my neck, licking and nipping at my flesh as she made lines up and down from my collarbone to just below my ear. I hissed lightly as she finally captured the lower, fleshy portion of my ear between her lips, the pleasure of it undeniable, and pressed my hips up against her heat, drawing a low, throaty moan from her. Then she licked her way down, under my jaw, across my Adam's apple, up to the other ear.
"Mmmmmm...Mrs Cullen..." I moaned.
"Say it again Carlisle," she whispered, her mouth directly over my ear.
"Mrs Cullen," I whispered back.
"God...I love the sound of that," she replied, her voice low and husky.
She lowered herself a bit, her body sliding down mine, creating an unbelievable friction against my cock, until her mouth was level with my chest. She circled my nipple with her tongue several times before sucking it into her mouth, biting it lightly, making me growl. I love it when she does that... I heard her giggle softly as she moved to the opposite nipple, giving it a similar treatment.
As she continued her ministrations, I drew my hands down her body from her shoulders to her sweet little ass, grabbing it and squeezing with both hands. Gah, she's wearing a thong...so sexy. Not able to be patient with her teasing anymore, and wanting more than anything to return the favor, I flipped us over at vampire speed, so that once again she was laying on the bed and I was hovering over her. I dragged my tongue all over her neck and bare shoulders, licking my way from one collarbone to the other, pulling moans and sighs from her one by one. I moved down further, licking over the swell of her breasts, leaving a light trail of venom as I went.
Finally I reached the edge of the lace top on her lingerie. I brought my mouth to the exact center of it, thrusting my tongue quickly down into her cleavage once, making her gasp, before taking the delicate lace gently between my teeth and pulling it down, but not off, just freeing her breasts. She kept her hands busy as I worked by dragging her fingers up and down the flesh of my back from my shoulders to the top of my pants, sometimes dipping her hands just under the waistband before traveling back up.
With her breasts accessible to me, I wasted no time bringing my mouth over one of them, pulling the entire areola into my mouth and suckling it.
"Ooooooohhhh....Carlisle...." she moaned.
I let some of her flesh slide out through my lips until I only held her nipple. I held it carefully between my teeth and flicked it over and over with my tongue, and she mewled in response. As I teased this side, I brought my hand to the other breast, massaging it before toying with the nipple, rolling it between my index finger and my thumb, and then lightly tugging on it.
"Mmmmmm....Carlisle....so good..."
Her nipples both hard beneath me, I switched sides, giving her the same treatment as before, pulling more moans from her. I love it when she makes those sounds...the way my name sounds when it falls out of her mouth...
As I continued to suckle her, I felt her hands move down my back once more, not stopping until they had slipped under the waistband of my pants. She then moved them in opposite directions around my waist until they met once again at my button and began to work it open. Once she had accomplished her goal, she began tugging my pants and boxer briefs down. I lifted my mouth off of her so that she could finish, and then kicked the pants off my feet when she had pulled them as far down as she could reach.
Grabbing ahold of my shoulders, she pulled herself back up, bringing her mouth to mine in a passionate kiss. I slipped my hand behind her head to help support it as my tongue danced with hers. My arousal was pressed against her thigh, and the warmth of her skin was making me throb with need.
I broke away from her mouth and began pressing open-mouthed kisses, licks and nibbles down her jaw, neck, and chest, then made a figure eight with my tongue around the swells of her breasts before continuing my downward journey, finally arriving at my destination. I kissed her left hipbone before licking my way across her, just above the top of her tiny white thong, to the other hipbone. Then I took my two index fingers and hooked them under the sides of her panties, dragging them down her legs slowly. I tossed them onto the floor once they were removed, and then removed the shoe from her right foot. I began kissing my way up her leg as I grazed the other leg with my palm. I got all the way to her inner thigh when I heard her.
"Oh god.... oooooohhhhh...Carlisle....mmmmmmm...."
I inhaled deeply, savoring the scent of her arousal, before sitting up and going back down to her opposite foot, once again removing her shoe before kissing my way up her leg. This time, though, when I neared the top, I had no intention of stopping. She was writhing on the bed, fisting her hands in the sheets, the teasing surely enhancing her need to the point that she was losing control, and I loved it.
Reaching the apex of her thighs, I fought the urge to simply dive in - I wanted this to be slow and loving, not hurried and lustful. I pushed myself forward on the bed just slightly, to bring her sex nearer to my face, and groaned at the friction the mattress created on my cock as I did.
With one more deep inhalation, I lowered my face to her folds, slipping my tongue into her slit and tasting the sweetness of her arousal that had collected there already. Aaaahhhhh....heaven!
"Uuuuugggghhhh!... Oh....Carlisle...god..." she breathed.
I licked my way up her slit until I reached the little bundle of nerves at the top, circling and flicking it three times with my tongue before sucking it into my mouth. Her hands flew down into my hair, clutching it tightly, and I knew that she was getting close to her climax already. That was fine with me - I wanted to make her cum this way before I made love to her. I knew it would hurt a bit when I entered her, so I wanted to make this as pleasurable as possible for my lovely wife.
"Yes!...Carlisle, please!....Oh, please!......aaaaahhhhhh.....honey, yeah...."
Using two fingers, I entered her warmth while my tongue continued its assault on her clit. She was so close, her moans and cries incoherent, her tugs on my hair more insistent. I curled my fingers inside her, reaching for that spongy spot that I knew would push her over the edge, at the same time sucking her clit into my mouth once more. I was rewarded with the feeling of her walls tightening around me and her voice screaming out my name. I continued to stroke her as she rode out her orgasm, not withdrawing until her muscles had all relaxed and she lay back on the mattress breathing heavily.
I licked my fingers clean, savoring her sweet taste, and then climbed back up the bed towards her, laying down beside her and wrapping my arms around her when we were level. Her eyes were still closed, her face flushed. Bella after an orgasm was truly a sight to see - she was glorious. She turned her face toward me without opening her eyes, and pressed her mouth to mine, her tongue brushing my lip. I opened to her and she slid her tongue inside, lazily exploring my mouth. Oh hell! I knew she could taste herself on me, and the thought caused my cock to swell even further and a low growl to escape my throat.
"Carlisle, I want you to make love to me now," she whispered as she pulled back from the kiss.
Really, how could I say no to that?
"Oh my love, I intend to," I breathed, positioning myself over her once again. I rubbed the head of my aching length against her folds, nearly coming right there at the feel of her heat on my cock. "Sweetheart, this will hurt a bit, I'm sorry. I wish there was a way to prevent it."
"It's okay, honey. I'll be fine."
"Just tell me if you need to stop, alright?"
"Okay, honey. Go ahead. I need to feel you inside me."
Oh god, I need that too!
As slowly and gently as possible, I entered her.
Oh my god oh my god oh my god!
The sensation was overwhelming from the moment it began. My eyes rolled back in my head and I held my breath, willing myself to calm down. I moved so carefully that I felt each millimeter of my flesh as it passed into her, surrounded by the heat of her sex, until I reached her barrier. I held my position there for a moment, and then gave a quick, hard thrust forward to break through. I caught the scent of a bit of fresh blood, but it didn't bother me. Bella gasped, and I felt her tighten around me as she clenched her muscles from the pain. I waited, not moving, for her to relax.
After only a moment, she nodded to me, her tiny hands grabbing onto my arms and holding them tightly. I pushed forward once more and was finally fully seated within her. I groaned loudly, unable to contain it.
Best. Feeling. Ever.
"Oh god, Bella! This feels amazing!"
"For me too, honey...me too....you feel so good."
Knowing she was comfortable, I pulled myself back so that only the head of my cock was still inside her before thrusting forward again. I quickly established a slow, steady rhythm to my thrusts, nearly pulling out each time just to enjoy the feeling of entering her all over again. I leaned my body down over her, bringing my mouth to hers, kissing her deeply as I continued to move inside of her.
There has never been any feeling this good! Ever. In the world.
The feeling of being in her was unbelievable. I could feel each ridge, each flex of her muscles against my cock, and she was wrapped so tightly around me, squeezing my length without even trying. Her breaths were coming heavily, as were mine, and her moans were deep and throaty. I nuzzled her neck and brought my tongue up to her ear, licking around the rim the way that I knew she loved.
"Oh Carlisle, more....nothing has.....ever....felt....so right..." I know baby, I know.
I increased my pace a bit, still carefully controlling the strength of each thrust so as not to hurt her, but the control didn't deter from the pleasure. Not in the slightest bit. Her fingers came up to my shoulder blades, grasping them tightly as she dug her nails into the marble-like flesh.
"I love you, Isabella Cullen....I love you," I whispered over and over into her ear as I continued thrusting within her.
I was in love with the feeling, and I wanted even more. I brought my hands to her back and lifted her up toward me until our chests were touching and she was straddling my lap. Not taking my length out of her, I scooted back on the bed until my back was pressed against the headboard. Once I was comfortable, I began to use my arms to lift her up and bring her back down on my length, pulling her down all the way each time so that I was fully encased in her heat. I was able to reach even deeper into her than before. Her head was thrown back in her pleasure, her back arching, bringing her breasts closer to my face.
"Oh baby, it feels....so good....love it.....love you...aaaaahhhhhhh...."
"God I love you Carlisle....mmmmmmm......uuuuuugggghhhhh...."
Oh god, look at her breasts! This is heaven!
I continued to move her, but added my own thrusts back in, raising my hips up off the bed to meet her each time I brought her back down. The combined force of our movements making us both moan even more. I was so close already, but I wanted us to cum together. I leaned forward and brought my mouth down on her breast, sucking on it.
"Oooooohhhhh... Carlisle....honey....so close...have to....can't....wait...."
"Me too baby.....I want you to cum with me....please.....uuuugggghhhh...."
I sat up a bit more, wanting to make the last thrusts count. I pushed into her with slightly more force, bringing my mouth down on her collarbone and sucking her sweaty flesh into my mouth. Her walls clenching around me as her climax hit her pulled me right over the edge with her. We cried each other's names out into the silence as we reached our peaks, my venom spilling into her as her inner walls milked my cock for all it was worth. Her head collapsed down onto my shoulder, and I leaned my head down over hers, both of us panting.
We stayed that way for several minutes, with me still inside of her, not wanting to break the connection. We whispered our love to each other over and over. Finally, I slid out of her and moved us back down the bed so that we were laying down side by side, my arms still embracing her, her head resting on my chest. She lifted her face to me.
"I've never felt anything like that before. I've never felt so incredible."
"Nor have I, my love. Honestly, that was a completely unique experience, I can promise you."
"This has been the best day of my entire life. I love you, Carlisle Cullen. I will love you forever."
"For me as well, my love, and I have had a much longer time on this earth than you too. But still, no day can compare to the joy I have felt on this. I will love you for all eternity, Isabella Cullen."
She turned her face again so that her cheek rested on my chest, and closed her eyes. Moments later, she was asleep. I held her there in my arms, my head resting on the pillows, as I played the whole day over again in my mind like a movie, knowing that my words had been true - no day had ever be better than this, not in as long as I had existed. But my wife was right too, in her inscription on my wedding gift - our time had, in fact, just begun.
A/N: Ok, I hope that met your expectations. I am going to go take a nap and try to dream this chapter with myself in Bella's place. =)
So that's it for this story. Carlisle and Bella have led each other out of the darkness, and now it's time for them to begin their lives together. Please check out the sequel. It's called Basking in the Light of our Love. It will pick up exactly where this leaves off, and will be posted tomorrow.
