Ashley's Pov

So after Spencer ran into the bathroom I just paced around the room. Me and Spencer Step-Sisters, this really make me sick. Yes I love Spencer and I'm never going to stop. But I'm married to my step-Sister. Isn't that all fucked up? It kinda makes me sick. But god I cant stop thinking about Spencer naked but now I feel sick about it. How can the love of my life turn out to be my step-sister. Well soon to be step-sister. Author and Christina just left and I'm glad I just need to think.

Kyla-Ash what are you thinking about?

Ashley-nothing

Kyla-yes you are Ash. Don't go pushing Spencer away

Ashley-how can I not push her away? Yes I love her so much but this all makes me so sick

Aiden-don't go breaking her heart Ash. She loves you so much and you love her. Who cares if your going to be step-sisters. You met first. You loved her first.

Ashley-your right Aiden

Aiden-yepp. So Kyla and I are going to stay at a hotel tonight

Ashley-ok well that's a good idea. Have fun you too

Theyleft and I went into our bedroom and I see Spencer just laying there so u cuddled up to her. This feels so wrong so I stopped. This whole thing is wrong being married to my step-sister. I cant do this. I really cant do this. Even time thinking about kissing her, cuddling to her, or even making love to her doesn't feel right anymore. I love her so much but what if love isn't enough anymore since our parents are going to get married.

Spencer-oh hi Ash

Ashley-hi

Spencer-so are they still here?

Ashley-no. Kyla and Aiden left too. They are staying at a hotel and they are going to have a lot of sex

Spencer-ok I didn't need to know that

Ashley-me either

Spencer-Ash I know this thing is all messed up. Us going to be step-sisters. And it kind of makes me sick to my stomach. But I want us. I love you. I don't want anything to change. So please stop looking at me like I discuss you (she tried to touch my arm but I wouldn't let her)

Ashley-how can I not looking at you like that? Were going to be step-sisters. We aren't suppose to be in love. Be together. It's not right. Yes I love you so much Spencer and that's never going to change but I can't do this. I can't be with you. Every time we touch or I even think of kissing you or make love to you makes me sick to my stomach

Spencer-crying-so I make you sick now? So you're going to throw away 4 years of us away?

Ashley-yea I am. This whole thing makes me sick

Spencer-Ashley, I'm having your kids. Were having twins together and now you don't want anything to do with me because our parents met and fell in love

Ashley-yes that's about right. I'm going to be there for our unborn twins and I'm going to be there for Andy but I can't be with you. I just can't

I just left the room. We were both crying. I just can't handle all this. It sucks because Spencer is the love of my life and always will be. I just can't now. I know I suck. Breaking the love of my life's heart like that.

Spencer-crying-how can you say you still love me when your doing all of this? Your breaking my heart. And your breaking up our family. What the fuck?

Ashley-crying-doesn't this make you sick? I know it does Spencer because when we found out you got sick. How can we be together when our parents are getting married and making us step-sisters. This is not right (I see Spencer came at me. Like really come at me. She is hitting me so hard) Spencer stop hitting me

Spencer-no. I want you to know what my heart is feeling now. I did everything for you. I fuckin loved you so much. Your still the love of my life. You made me fall in love with you and you do this shit. GET OUT

Ashley-what?

Spencer-GET OUT. GET OUT OF MY HOUSE. You don't want to be with me anymore so GET OUT OF THIS HOUSE

Ashley-fine I will. I'm going to get my things and leave.

I went into our bedroom and I grabbed a bag and I got all my clothes and toothbrush and everything and I'm leaving the house. Our house. This feels weird now. I know I said I didn't want to be with Spencer anymore but I never thought I would have to leave our house. I thought I would just have to sleep in the guess bedroom.

TEXT

Ashley-can you keep Andy for a couple of more hours?

Glen-yea sure,why?

Ashley-crap happen. Spencer might tell you when you get home

Glen-oh ok. Is everything ok?

Ashley-no

End of text

He texted me but I didn't even look at my phone anymore. I'm driving to a hotel and I cant stop crying. I just broke 2 hearts no 3 oh no 5 hearts today. Spencer's, Andy's, the twins, and mine. I just don't think we can come back from all this….