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"Jack... you could know what I did all the time", I answered. "Please don't start with that, love!"
I cried because of you, I didn't know what I should do, I was angry because of you, I thought of you, I cried because of you, I was on a pirate's ship, I wanted to take revenge on you, I cried because of you, I missed you, I knew that I love you, I cried because of you, I was on a Navy's ship, I thought of you, I cried because of you, I suffered because of you, I couldn't be me without you, I wanted to see you, I needed you, I was bored, I missed you, I wanted to tell you that I love you, I hoped to meet you again, I cried because of you, I was angry because of you, I needed to see you, I needed to look in your eyes, I needed your security and your love, I cried because of you, I thought the pain would kill me, I suffered because of you, I love you.
This would have been the true answer. But I just said: "Well, I was on a pirate's ship, I was on a Navy's ship. I almost died the one or the other times, I thought of going back to Spain, I thought of ways to kill you." "You didn't miss me?" "I learned to live with it, Jack. I assumed that I'll never see you again. It was okay." Of course it was a lie. I never had learned to live with it, I had hoped to see him again. Tear by tear I had cried. With every tear my pain had become bigger. With every tear my heart had burst, more and more.
Slowly a tear ran down my cheek. Caressing Jack pulled me to him self. He wiped away my tears and looked into my eyes. This wonderful, warm, brown eyes for which I could execrate him because I couldn't resist them. Whatever I tried, I couldn't. He captivated me with his eyes, again and again.
I could see it through his eyes, I could see that he was sorry. "I won't leave you once more", he said quietly. "And I won't trust you once more."
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