Some things should just be left unsaid
Disclaimer: I don't own Inuyasha
The forest and trees were so huge, huge enough to cover a demon if they were to spring out and attack.
"EEEK!"
He shrieked before running a bit slowly nearer to Inuyasha.
IMPORTANT: This chapter contains violence and rape, if you cannot handle yourself I advise you not to read THIS chapter, thus the reason why I have changed the rating if you look up in the corner. So please I have given you a fair warning, to some the scene may be graphic but to others it may not be either way if you can't handle it DON'T READ!
Deep into the night, they finally arrived at another inn. Hitori wondered if he'd be aloud to stay inside, since he knew that routine. But when he stepped in Inuyasha gave no sign that told him to go outside.
The walk down that hall seemed to so long, and every moment was terror for Hitori for he knew that Inuyasha could change his mind any moment and slaughter the both of them, and there wasn't a thing he could do about it.
So he tried his best to make as little noise as possible even breath quieter. But all this fear seemed to be making him, him self paranoid, a little unhealthy for someone his age.
Then they reached their room, the owner had decided not to charge anything when he saw that Inuyasha had an unconscious Kagome on his back. Though he found the way he was carrying her very odd.
Hitori was very surprised him and Kagome were able to be in the same room as them, but what if they did something dreadful? Usually he would've tossed him and Kagome outside in the cold or in the shed without a second thought, why should Kagome being unconscious be any different?
"She can just go there."
Inuyasha grunted, Hitori tried not to look him in the eye, he crawled into a corner trying to go as unnoticed as possible. He was so terrified he felt a little nauseous.
But when he saw food come up to the room, those feelings in his stomach certainly turned in the other direction, he knew that he wasn't going to get any however, because of Inuyasha practically hating him.
Wishing so much he could have some, he shock his head and looked away trying his hardest to block out the noise and even wonderful scent that the food emitted.
'Mama pe'as jus wake up!'
Hitori held his legs to his chin, it was warm in the room but he felt cold all over, he had to get used to it because there wouldn't be any warm welcoming arms for him tonight.
He sat there with his eyes closed, trying to get comfortable for the longest time until he heard footsteps coming towards him, he immediately pretended he was actually asleep, when he heard a 'Clank' on the floor in front of him he opened his eyes to see a warm bowl of soup and some bread, even a cup of water. Hitori dug in instantly almost forgetting to be quiet. As soon as he remembered he slowed down.
Inuyasha and Kikyo sat quietly in another keeping each other warm, Kagome though covered in a blanket didn't look to warm, she lay at the far end of the room near the fire place. Sweat ran down her forehead, then her body began to move in very awkward ways, then she began ranting nonsense but her words soon became clear.
"……No…..please don't! Hitori please, follow, if you don't he'll leave…you behind…."
Inuyasha turned to Kikyo who had fallen asleep on his shoulder.
"……Kill me……just please don't harm Hitori! Do what you want with me!"
Inuyasha stared at Kagome with a confused expression. But then turned the other way frowning.
'What do I care if that wench is having bad dreams?'
Inuyasha turned towards Kikyo to distract himself and drew her closer, but he couldn't stop turning in the other direction towards the violently shacking Kagome. Kikyo had Inuyasha haori on already, it was falling down her lap, she didn't seem to be effected by the cold at all.
Inuyasha sighed deeply and got up taking his haori with him.
'So the stupid wench can just shut-up already! I bet she's putting on an act just too…….'
Inuyasha glanced at her face, that's all it took to tell him that she wasn't acting.
'Why? Why did things turn out this way? Inuyasha….Inuyasha……INUUUUUYAAAAAASHAAAAA!'
Kagome screamed in her dreams. But then the cold just seemed to disappear, she felt so warm all of the sudden.
'What is this? Something feels so soft and warm….that smell……it….it smells so familiar but….no, it just can't be….I won't believe! No! Stop it please!'
Kagome fussed with her head, she believed her brain was playing with her memory, this was only making things more painful.
"Kagome……."
A soft voice spoke the name with passion.
Kagome didn't want to turn around at all, she knew this was an alternate reality so this wasn't real.
"Kagome……please…"
Kagome began to sob in an uncontrollable manner. The plead in his voice forced her to turn and face him. He was in his human form and his violet eyes glowed with the love and passion Kagome had almost forgotten existed within him. Kagome as hard as she tried couldn't lead her gaze away from that face.
He smiled softly and began to step closer. Kagome backed away putting her hands in front of her.
"No, you aren't real! Just stop, leave me alone!"
Inuyasha's expression became confused. Kagome finally forced herself to turn the other direction and began walking which soon turned into running.
"Kagome……"
"Kagome……"
"Kagome……Please wait!"
Every corner she turned the voice seemed to emit from there, until she saw him right behind her, she couldn't control herself she let herself fall to the ground while she wept.
She felt a hand on her shoulder. But the grip became too tight.
"Inu-yasha please it hurts……"
Something disturbing changed about his presence, it wasn't pleasant and comforting like it had been.
"You ungrateful LITTLE BITCH!"
Kagome jumped away just in time, she looked up and now she was fixed with Inuyasha's anger expression, the expression he wore to kill. Kagome's eyes widened as she looked all around her for some way out.
"Heh heh! FOOL! There's no where to go……But to face ME!"
SLASH
"AAAAAAAAHHHHH!"
The terribly sharp talons inflicted deep pain not only on Kagome's flesh but he had deeply wounded another part of her as well, the part that knew he would never hurt her. But now she knew it was all lies, she watched the blood ooze out in front of her, she felt herself falling backwards.
She was now in a void of darkness, just falling images came to mind, it took her a moment to notice that along the walls of darkness appeared the memories.
"Kagome get over here! Runt got into the Ramen again!"
"Kagome! Stupid wench!"
"KOGAAAAAAA! I'LL KILL YOU!"
"Inuyasha! Come here my cute little boy!"
"Heh heh! Mama!"
Then her mother's face appeared in one.
'Mom……'
"Now you always be careful back there dear! I want to see the both of you return here safely!"
Kagome began running off towards the well when,
"Kagome! WAIT!"
The young Kagome grudgingly turned back around, anxious to catch up with her feudal friends and of course Inuyasha.
"What Mama? Is something wrong?"
Mama was about to retort to that when her face fell into a soft smile.
"No dear, It's just……I wanted to say I love you……"
Kagome stared at her with a stumped expression and sighed out,
"I love you too Mama."
After she waved and ran off towards the well.
'If only I would've been more sincere about her words back then……now it is probably too late……'
'Damn it! Wench still hasn't woken up yet! Maybe if I leave her that'll teach her not to be so Damn reckless!'
He took a look down at the sleeping Kagome, it was morning, they all were eating bowls of steamy hot white rice. Kikyo had personally tended to Hitori, he was afraid when she came so close to him, he screamed and Inuyasha got mad but Kikyo calmed him and he turned around and minded his own business.
Inuyasha kept walking in circles around the room, he couldn't sit still. Just then a knock was heard at the door.
Inuyasha slid the door opened hard.
"What'dya want?"
Inuyasha said rudely.
"Uh so sorry to bother you sir (Bow) but that lady there, would you like a nicer bed for her, she looks quite feverish and….."
"No! We're leaving today right Kikyo……?"
"Excuse me Inuyasha, there are some villagers that have fallen victim to this harsh weather, might we stay for one more night?"
Inuyasha sighed and folded his hands in his sleeves, he was always a sucker for letting Kikyo have her way.
"Sigh' Fine! We'll stay one more night."
Inuyasha turned his back and walked away.
"Sir…the room I won't charge for…."
"Just get her out of my sight!"
"Y-yes of course."
The elderly owner turned sadly towards the sleeping girl. Inuyasha left the room, the owner called for someone to help dress her in warmer clothes and a doctor to tend to her.
Hitori was seemingly forgotten, he saw two men gently lift the futon she had been sleeping on. His eyes widened and he began to get tears in his eyes.
"Mama!"
The little toddler ran out of his corner with his arms stretched out towards Kagome while he screamed. Hoping it would wake her up.
"This must be her child……let him be with her."
A women came in the room who had been holding a medium sized bowl of water, scooped Hitori up in her arms and carried him in the same direction as Kagome.
He was placed in a cradle of sorts and covered in a blanket as he continually wept.
"Must be a colic one, fetch the wet nurse."
Soon another women only younger looking came in.
"What is it that you need from me?"
"That little one over there won't calm down and his mother's unconscious right now, soothe him."
The lady turned in Hitori's direction, but when she saw his ears her eyes widened and she gasped.
"No! I'm not getting anywhere near that…..that thing!"
The inn Owner stood up and grouched in her face.
"You'll do as you're told!"
He gestured his hand for her to move now. She sighed she didn't want to go anywhere near this 'Monster' let alone have him feed from her.
She hesitated in picking him, once she did he began to squirm everywhere, all these strange people touching him wasn't exactly a nice new experience for him. The lady looked into his beautiful amber eyes and realized just how cute he was. And easily drew him closer. Hitori reacted by hugging her front. She blushed then felt the wetness around her chest.
She started to cry softly, this feeling was too familiar and sad for her. Hitori looked up and wondered why she was crying. He reached up and ran his tiny hand along her cheek like he did Kagome.
"No…."
Hitori softly murmured, the lady leaned into his hand and smiled a soft yet sad smile, then she took his hand away from her cheek and laid his head on her arm while she unbuttoned her blouse.
"It's ok……"
The lady softly whispered, Hitori wondered what she was doing at first but then he realized what, but even though she gained some of his trust that still didn't make him feel any comfortable with what she was offering.
"Ehh….avuu…."
Hitori babbled as he felt himself being bounced up and down by the lady's leg. He didn't know what to do, he in a way felt that he would be betraying Kagome by feeding from another. But his craving began to get the better of him, before he knew it he pulled himself forward and felt the lady's arms wrap around his body as he began to nurse.
"He's settled down."
"Yes he has master."
"Good job, I thank you for your services."
The lady bowed her head in respect and thanks. Then began messaging Hitori's ears, she didn't know what got into her but she couldn't fight the temptation to message that soft fur.
Hitori felt real sleepy after his feeding like always, the lady continued to smile, at him he was so drowsy however that he didn't quite catch what came out of his mouth.
"Mama……"
She froze, she couldn't let him believe that it'd be just wrong. But it hurt none the less which caused her to tear up but she controlled it as best as she could.
"No….I'm not……I'm sorry….."
Hitori didn't seem to care who she was in that moment since he was so tired.
'Oh, my head! Feels like I got hit by a truck…….again.'
Kagome's vision was blurred but when it came into focus she saw Hitori on top of her chest staring intently at her like Inuyasha would.
Kagome gasped, at how beautiful his face looked but got over it and slowly picked pried him from her chest while leaning on him, happy that he was alright and in her arms once more.
"Hitori….oh sweetie! Where are we hmm?"
Kagome asked Hitori as she tangled her fingers in his fuzzy but now silky like hair. Kagome rubbed her face against his soft ears, missing the feel of them, the time not being able to feel him felt much longer to her then it did anyone else.
Hitori actually thought the same too however, as he took his usual spot underneath Kagome's chin. Which a few moments later began to wave his arms around while giggling, rejoicing that Kagome was awake.
"Awww! You're so cute! Aren't you my little baby?"
"Come on let's take a walk."
Kagome held Hitori close so he'd be warm and walked down the halls, soon she found herself outside, it wasn't too cold out but Kagome couldn't really feel anything since she had a nice overcoat generously provided by the owner of the Inn. Underneath she still wore her old clothing.
CRACK
Kagome turned so suddenly, she heard a loud snapping noise, but when she looked down she realized she had stepped on a twig, it was getting dark, she knew she shouldn't stay out too long. She walked on further, this garden was huge, there were many large bushes and the trees seemed as tall as the sky it's self, and yet there was something very forbidding about this scenery, every direction the plants and trees seemed to be shouting to 'Go back!' but ignoring these signs and feelings, Kagome was starting to get the feeling that someone was watching her, not a pleasant someone either.
"Ok that's it we're going back-"
Two men jumped infront of Kagome so suddenly that she fell backwards only to be caught by another.
"HITORI!"
Hitori slipped out of her arms but one of the men grabbed him by his shirt.
"MA-MAMAAAAAAA!"
Hitori screamed, he kicked then man who had grabbed him in the ribs, the man let out a howl of pain, but then he hit Hitori right on the crown of his head and knocked him out.
"HITORIIIII!"
Kagome screamed with tears running down her face, she kicked then man in the shins, but that only got him more mad which caused him to give her a good knocking in the head and then she was out once again.
A/N: IF you have read this far, I'm once again warning you that if you do not take well to reading material like this DON'T CONTINUE!!!
The man threw Kagome to the ground and examined her.
"Oi! Look!"
The men gathered around the unconscious Kagome.
"Would ya' look at that!"
Another exclaimed.
"A priestess! The oyabun will love this! TIE HER UP!"
The men obeyed and bound Hitori and herself in rope.
Kagome woke up to a sudden hit in the chin, the surface was hard and rough, it felt as if she were bleeding from the impact. She tried moving but found that her hands were tied behind her back, she could barely crawl and look up on her knees.
Kagome's senses came into focus, her eyes widened when she realized she was surrounded by a group of bandits and from the looks of it every single one of them had a deadly lust in their eyes.
She heard a whimper near her and turned to see Hitori tied up as well but being restrained by two other men, before Kagome could speak however, all heads in the room bowed, Kagome noticed a shadow covering her and she was faced with a tall dirty looking man dressed in samurai armor. His hair appeared greasy and his hair was tied back in a lopsided tail. His eyes looked greedy and also had lust burning in his eyes.
Kagome used her legs to back away but one of the men near her grabbed her around the waist and inhaled her, she squirmed trying to free herself from his grasp.
"I wonder what you might taste like-"
"STOP! Get your hands off of her! She isn't yours to keep!"
Another shouted, the man sneered at her and at the others but backed away none the less. Kagome sighed in relief.
But she had a feeling that that was not even half the horror she was about to face.
"Joshi, we have brought you a girl which we think will suit you."
Kagome saw their leader's face twist into a smile, a rather disturbingly evil one.
"Heh! They say that if you defile a priestess then you will have good fortune for the rest of your life!"
"HAHAHAHA!"
Kagome even though in a very critical state of fear couldn't help but wonder what had been so funny as she listened to the chorus of laughs coming from everyone else in the room.
Once he was finished he turned his blood shot eyes towards her once again, he was drunk. By the way he moved it could be easily told.
"Leeet'ssss, find out if it'sss trueee!"
Joshi slurred as he wobbly walked towards Kagome.
"NO! GET AWAY FROM ME! AHHHHHH AHHHHHHH!"
Kagome screamed as loud as she could hoping someone would hear her, but unfortunately she knew deep down that no one would come as many men piled on top of her to hold her down.
Finally Joshi threw them all out of his way and grabbed Kagome in a tight enough lock that she could barely move and took her to another room in the back. It smelled very musty in there but a lone futon with incense burning resided suspiciously in their presence.
She heard a few knots being un done, then she faced the man shirtless with only his loin cloth on, Kagome felt her hands being un tied, she tried to run once gain but she was forced back down the a strong grasp.
"Run and I shall order them to kill your boy!"
Kagome almost chocked while breathing. The man's angry face turned into a sneer.
"Understand now?"
Kagome stared at him for what seemed like the longest time until, she swallowed a hard lump in her throat and laid back down.
"That's a good girl, nowww let us see what is inside this beautiful flower."
What ever happened this night, she would never speak of again, Kagome made that promise as she felt Joshi untie her blouse, then pull the rest of it out of her hakama, then she felt her whole top was off. And she was exposed to Joshi's eyes and now he definitely looked like a monster, Kagome prayed for her life and Hitori's.
Joshi lunged himself at her and tore at her delicate flesh. Kagome was hurting but she wouldn't show it, she wouldn't give him the pleasure of knowing that she was in pain.
While he was practically gnawing at her flesh Kagome felt her Hakama being undone, she tried pushing him off her then but he was too strong and didn't even budge, the experience was so unpleasant Kagome thought that she was going to vomit in the man's hair. But as strong willed as she felt at the moment she kept it down. It almost came up when she felt his putrid nails fondling with her womanhood, while at the same time grasping her breasts.
"Twas true! She does bring good fortune!"
Joshi moaned.
What made the experience more pleasurable to this twisted minded person was that he could feel her shacking, and every time she squirmed and whimpered, it only made him feel more aroused and hard.
"Let's see what you actually taste like!"
Before Kagome could react she felt his face slammed onto her lips, he was trying to force his way in, Kagome kept her mouth tightly shut and scrunched her face up in determination, but to no avail, he knew how to make her open up, his finger was still inside of her and he cut her……Kagome never thought she could feel so much pain. He forced his way in and finally got what he had wanted, he pulled himself further on top of her until he felt his manhood enter inside of her. He pushed harder and harder while he devoured Kagome's lips until he felt himself release inside of her, the taste was so awful, she knew any second she'd make this man regret he entered into her mouth when,
BANG SLAM
Joshi heard a noise behind him, Kagome looked up but she wasn't exactly relieved to see him.
"And just what the hell do you think your doing?"
Inuyasha said with venom in his voice. Oh how Kagome knew he was mad.
Joshi sat himself up and growled at Inuyasha, not a very wise thing to do when he was as mad as he was.
"JUST WHO THE HELL ARE YOU? HOW DARE YOU INTRUDE!"
"MNE RESTRAIN HI-
"Hah! Your so cold army, ran away the moment they saw me, so I guess your OUT OF LUCK!"
"AAAAAAAAAAHHHHH!!!!!"
Joshi had been slashed across his front and was gasping for air, feeling the littlest pity for Joshi despite what he did for her she gasped.
But got up and held her Hakama and put her blouse back on as best as she could, she was dead terrified as to how Inuyasha would react to all this.
When Kagome stood she noticed she had bleed a little, a soft look came upon her face.
'It's really gone……I'm no longer pure…..'
Now the emotional toll was setting in as she was fully realizing exactly what she had just been through that night.
"Hurry up!"
Inuyasha shouted he was walking out the door, Kagome spotted Hitori still curled up in a ball, she gently moved him from his corner and cradled him but she didn't want to bring him too close since she felt too dirty.
If she opened her legs too widely it hurt, her whole body ached and felt sore. But she did not voice one complaint she had a feeling that that wouldn't be wise right now.
"So……what exactly were you doing back there?"
Inuyasha turned around still looking unsympathetic. Kagome didn't know if the truth was necessarily the best thing to say but she didn't know what else to do.
"I-I w-went for a walk and they captured me and……"
"And you go and PULL SOME SHIT LIKE THAT!"
Kagome felt a sharp slap across her face, she let Hitori slip out of her arms so he could hide incase he started to get really upset.
Kagome regained the ability to talk. She was already emotionally devastated it was amazing how much she could truly take.
"But it wasn't like that they were going to ki-"
Inuyasha ran right in her face and flashed his claw at her neck. Having that look to kill in his eye again.
"If I were you I'd be careful about what I'd say right now."
Kagome was shacking, she could feel the tears coming.
"What I saw back there was you being a dirty little whore."
"No that's not why-!"
Inuyasha grabbed her by the blouse and lifted her off of the ground.
"Now, what was it that you were doing again?"
Kagome sniffled she couldn't believe he would ever think she would do such a thing.
"I-I was being….."
"Yessss?"
"A-a………"
She really didn't want to say it but had no choice.
"Dirty little whore 'sob'."
Inuyasha sneered at her then released her from his grasp, she stood still and looked up at him, with tears in her eyes.
"And that's all you'll ever be."
With that he folded his arms into his sleeves and walked away without another word.
That night Kagome rigorously scrubbed at her body and praying that that whole experience didn't make her bear someone stranger's child.
Kagome hadn't slept the previous night, the next morning she couldn't even look at Inuyasha or anyone, the pain was still freshly imbedded in her flesh and heart. After all she had been through she managed as best as anyone could hope.
"I smell him, he's close by!"
Inuyasha jumped on ahead, Kagome was left behind with Kikyo once again, she was ready for whatever criticisms she came up with. Kagome decided to sit down and rest since Kikyo had taken her place on a rock.
Kikyo could hold it back no longer she had to ask her reincarnation exactly what had happened last night.
Kagome heard her approaching and remained quiet and still, Hitori knew to do the same as well. Kikyo unaware that Kagome noticed her tapped her on the shoulder. By some unknown instinct Kagome held Hitori closer and threw herself face down on the ground, shacking a little but not moving.
Kikyo stood there not knowing how to react or really what to say. Then she spotted Inuyasha making his way back, he stopped beside Kikyo wondering why she had such a puzzled expression on her face. When he looked down and saw Kagome flat on her front.
"Hmm, so wench finally has learned her place!"
He snickered some more and went on his way.
Inuyasha seemed to know where he was going this time since he seemed in a hurry.
"So ototo you seek me out because of your condition I presume?"
"YOU HAD SOMETHING TO DO WITH THIS DIDN'T YOU?"
"No ototo I haven't, now calm down and I shall take you to where it is you desire."
'Miroku? Sango, Shippo?'
Kagome looked up to see her three former companions including Kirara as well but she hoped she would catch the attention of either, she couldn't tell them what she had been through.
"Kagome!"
When she heard them cry out her name she ignored them. They weren't curious about Inuyasha's adult form they had already been informed about that. But they all wondered why Kagome looked so down and depressed.
"MIND EXPLAIN WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH ME THOUGH?"
Inuyasha shouted.
"All in good time ototo, all in good time."
A/N: I know this chapter was unusually cruel to Kagome, I gave you a fair warning that if you read beyond the warning point or read the chapter at all that you might become either upset or offended, but as I said before that the rating would be changed to mature, for this reason but I once again I don't think this way I put that scene in there for reasons. So if this upset you I'm sorry.
Joshi: Boss, superior
Oyabun: Group leader
