44 my soul
Asarina pov
I lay here in the dark, trying to figure out where I am and if im awake or asleep. Im not to sure what is reality and what is just the imaginary world of dreams. There is one thing I know for sure, I am Asarina Chi, the Night Tracker, I have a dragon for a son named Narul and my daughter is Kalira, and I gave up my freedom for my god father, Cross.
I slowly start to sit up, and look at my wrist to see the bruises. Its hard to tell what is new and what is old. I have so many that I cant remember who gave them to me. I get up and look in the mirror, my face also has bruises. I was once strong, and determined, but now I feel broken and defeated.
Looking around, I notice a change in the room. High above me is a window, I can smell the flowers and the fresh air and I can even hear the wind. Oh how I long to be like the wind, to be free and go where ever I wanted. Deep down I know I can not last much longer, but also deep down the fire still burns, not sure how long it will stay lit.
To think my life has come to this. I know im the dream but is is possible that this is actually reality. I dont know anymore as to what is going on or why they are doing this to me. So what if that man is her father and I told him several time she will never know you. All that does is make him hurt me more. Then there is Tyki, who is just as worse but he is quicker and it has become harder to dodge his attacks.
I walk to the wall so I can see out the window, and sink to the floor in tears. I now know what I must do. Im going to piss off Tyki to the point where he will kill me. I can not stand being trapped here, and I don't think life is worth living if you are trapped in a cage. Yet, if die then who will take care of Kalira and Narul. Why does this have to be so hard? I just want my life back, and to be with my family.
I suddenly find my self quickly getting to my feet. For a brief moment, I though I saw my son, but that would be impossible, for he should be at the order protecting his sister. Maybe my mind is slipping father than I thought, but after three months of this torture. I need to find a way out and fast but I know it is hopeless.
Narul Pov
I could not believe it, I had finally had caught my moms scent, and the ark. She looked in bad shape and I had to get her out. I took off in a hurry and headed to the west, toward Paris. I had to get back and fast but I knew if I grew to my bigger size, they would notice me and then try to stop me. So in my little form I stayed.
I flew for about four hours before I stopped at a pond to get a drink and think about things. For one I did leave, two I was no longer mad at Cross or Kanda, three I was still mad at Lenalee, four I found the ark and five I found my mom.
Those things I knew for sure but the question became who would actually help me get her out of the ark and back to safety. Right now I should be focusing on getting back to the order, and telling everyone. I thought about going back for her but I would not be able to make it out of there in one piece. They only I could do was to get back in the sky and continue west.
I knew I was heading in the right direction when I saw the train tracks and villages that were on the outskirts of Paris. All I could think about was how I had succeeded in finding the ark and my mom. Finally after another four hours of flying, I could see the order. The first thing I do is land in fountain and I jut lay there, out of breath and very tired. At least I knew in my bigger form I could get back to the ark in about four hours vs the eight hours I just spent.
I lay in the water for about ten minutes, and then decided to get out. I tried to fly but my wings were very sore and stiff. I should have rested a lot more than just that one time. I was hungry, so I grew a little bigger since I had to climb the stairs to get food. I was not looking forward to the climb but I had to do it.
As I crawled up the stairs and walked down the hallways, I noticed that things have not changed in the three months since I had been gone. Although no one seemed to notice that I was back. I did not care at this moment but I learned many things while I was alone and I seem to have a better understanding of the world in away. For hings happen and there is nothing you can do to stop them. Another thing I learned was some times you have to forgive and forget things. I had for given Cross and Kanda but I was not ready you forgive Lenalee.
I was almost to the cafeteria, when I felt my legs getting numb and so I decided to stop. I need to rest and I needed food. That is when I hear the voices of Kanda, Lenalee and Allen walking toward me cause it was lunch time. Maybe they would see me?
"Allen, I miss Narul so much and wish I could tell him how sorry I was." She said as they passed me, but then I saw Kanda look back and they only thing I could do was smile.
"Narul" He yells and goes over to pick me up, Allen and Lenalee are right behind him. "When did you get back?"
"About an hour ago, my wings are sore, my legs hurt from climbing up the stairs, im hungry and tired." I tell them in a sleepy voice.
"Allen, take Narul to the infirmary, Kanda go order him some steaks and I will go to tell my brother that he is back." She says and leaves.
"Allen, take him to the head nurse." Kanda says and passes me to Allen, "How many steaks do you want?"
"I want thirty steaks." I tell him and then Allen starts walking away.
"You had us all worried." Allen says in a kind voice but I was still unsure as to why.
"I was fine, and I did not get into trouble." I tell him and I was deciding weather to tell him I found the ark but I was not ready to tell anyone yet. Komui would be the first one I was going to tell.
We stayed quiet for the rest of way but I could tell that Allen was thinking. I guess he was happy I was back but still there was something off about him. Maybe I'm just too tired and my mind was loopy. Then again the only thing on my mind was my mom. Then next thing I knew we were in the infirmary and I heard a scream.
"When did he get here?" The head nurse says in shock at seeing me in the state I was in. "Put him on that bed and I will be right back with an iv kit. The poor guy looks dehydrated."
"Allen, I have something to tell you." I say as he places me on the bed.
"Not now buddy, you need to get better." He says and just sits next to me.
"But it is important. I need you to give this message to the dummy head." I tell him in the most urgent way I could.
"Okay, go ahead and tell me." HE says and moves closer.
"I found my mom, and know the location of the ark." I say as my eyes close.
