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Chapter 52 iWorry about you
~ * Sam * ~
I walk out of the door of our apartment, still shocked and perplexed of what happened the past hour. That was absolutely without a doubt the best sex me and Freddie have ever had. I've never felt so many sensations at the same time and seeing Freddie all fired up and dominating like that somehow gave me some weird kind of kick that I can't really explain.
I hope Freddie feels the same way about it. But I'm pretty sure he absolutely LOVED it. I roll my eyes to myself. After we finished you could just see the look of pure pride in his eyes that he was able to make me lose it like that. That definitely boosted that stupid little man ego of him. Next time I'm not just gonna let him make me lose it like that so easily. I smirk to myself.
But no matter how much Freddie enjoyed being rough in bed, I could tell he felt a little guilty about treating me like that. On top of that, he is the most romantic and cheesy guy ever, so his dominating bad boy attitude quickly dropped after when we decided to take a shower together to wash off all the sweat we worked up.
He's such a nub. But such a sexy and amazing one. In the shower we still couldn't get enough of each other and Freddie kept on leaving soft and sweet kisses all over my body which made me feel all girly and giggly.
I just can't explain the way Freddie makes me feel. He doesn't even have to try, it just happens automatically. Damn I love that guy so fucking much.
I smile to myself as I walk into Carly's apartment. Shortly after Freddie and I finished showering and got back dressed the psychiatrist arrived at our apartment and said she would like to talk to Freddie and Brad.
The idea of Freddie's psychiatrist being a female made me uncomfortable at first but that feeling was immediately gone when I first saw her. She was a plain dressed lady around her sixties, kind of like an older version of Marissa, but worse. So that didn't give me anything to worry about.
She said she thought it was best if Freddie and Brad talked to her without me and Carly. Freddie tried to fight that idea and asked if I could stick around but gave up eventually when the woman told him it would be best for him and wouldn't take more time than an hour.
I look up and smirk as I see Brad and Carly make out on the couch. ''Well hello there little love birds.''
Carly quickly pulls back, blushing slightly. ''Oh h-hey.''
I roll my eyes. I can't believe Carly still feels so embarrassed about even making out with Brad. She knows the things me and Freddie do, so that makes their making out completely innocent. I smirk to myself.
''Carls come on, no need to be embarrassed.''
''Exactly babe, no need to be embarrassed.'' Brad smirks and he presses his lips against Carly's again.
Carly chuckles and pulls back. ''I think it's time for you to go baby.'' She looks at me. ''Is the psychiatrist at your apartment?''
I nod. ''Yup, she wants to talk to Freddie and Brad.''
''Alone?'' Carly asks.
I nod again and sit down on her couch next to her. ''Yeah, she said it would be better for them. And maybe next appointment we can stay with them.''
Carly nods. ''Yeah okay. Wait… the psychiatrist is female?''
I smirk. ''Yes, she's a total hottie! We've gotta watch our boys.''
''What!?'' Carly says and she turns to Brad. ''You better don't flirt with her.''
''Of course not baby. You're the only girl I have eyes for.'' He pecks Carly's lips and smiles.
She smiles back. ''Good. Now go before she has thrown herself at Freddie.'' Carly smirks.
I roll my eyes. ''Ha ha!''
Carly looks at Brad. ''Good luck baby. Don't worry, everything will be fine. Remember I'm here for you.'' She smiles.
Brad smiles back and nods. ''Thanks babe. I know. See you later.'' He pecks her cheek and stands up.
Carly and I wave at him and he waves back before walking out of the door.
Carly looks at me. ''So, you and Freddie had fun?'' She rolls her eyes.
I roll my eyes back at her and smirk. ''Lots of fun.''
''You guys are so gross! You have to keep it down a little. The whole building now thinks that someone got brutally murdered.''
I roll my eyes again. ''Don't you think that's a little bit exaggerated Carls?''
''Maybe, but you still have to keep it down more.'' She smirks slightly.
I chuckle slightly. ''Come on Carly what do you know? You've never done the ditty-do…'' I smirk slightly. ''Or have you maybe?''
Carly rolls her eyes and then looks down, blushing slightly. ''No but…no.''
''Exactly. So… haven't you been thinking about it? I mean you and Brad have been together for a while already and you obviously love each other. Don't you wanna take the next step?'' I smile at her.
I've never even began to imagine Carly having sex with anyone. She's so prude and innocent, I never even thought about her maybe wanting to.
But she's reached the age now. Plus she's found a guy she really loves. Her relationship with Brad is the longest relationship she's ever had and she seems so happy.
Carly sighs and looks up. ''I don't know… I guess it would be nice. I love Brad and I know he loves me, but you know me, I always want every little thing to be perfect and perfectly timed. Especially with this…I don't wanna rush it…''
I nod. ''I understand that. And I totally respect it if you wanna wait a while, but you can't stay a virgin forever… ''
Carly nods. ''I know that… You're not judging me for this right?...''
I shake my head. ''Of course not, I'm your best friend, I'll never judge you on something like this. I just don't want you to stay scared to take this step for another few years.'' I smile at her.
I don't want to force Carly into anything. But I'm also thinking about Brad. I know that Brad is a very sweet, gentle and respecting guy, but he's got to have some needs too…
''Do you think Brad thinks of me as some prudish nun?'' Carly asks.
''Of course not Carls, he loves you for who you are no matter what. But he probably does want to take the next step. He has needs just like every other guy… But he's probably just patient with you because he doesn't want to hurt you.'' I smile at her.
Carly nods. ''Yeah you're probably right. Has he ever talked to you about this?''
I shake my head. ''No, but I did see him talk to Freddie a while ago and it looked serious at first, but it ended with a lot of shared smirks.'' I tell her, smirking slightly. ''And you know what that means…'' I chuckle slightly.
Carly chuckles back slightly. ''Yeah… I didn't even know guys go to each other for advice.''
''I guess it's a bromance thing.'' I smirk, chuckling.
''Yeah.'' Carly chuckles back. ''They really have a bromance haven't they?'' she smirks slighty.
I nod, still smirking. ''Oh yeah.''
~ * Carly * ~
I sit on the couch thinking as Sam walks to the kitchen to get a drink and order a pizza. Sam's right, I need to make some sort of move on Brad before he stores his 'needs' by some other girl.
I guess I'm just scared. I want everything to be perfect and I want Brad to think it is perfect too. I guess there's a part of insecurity that holds me back too. I don't have a sexy, curvy body like Sam, I didn't develop like she did.
It never really bugged me because I knew guys would still think I'm cute even without a pair of big boobs and a nice butt. Also, I always thought I was just a late bloomer and that it would come around later, but I don't think that's still gonna happen.
I've never really felt insecure about my body because everybody always told me I have such an amazing model body. I still don't really feel insecure about it, but it would be nice to at least have some helpers for your first time.
But thinking of how and when I'm gonna give up my virginity isn't the most important thing now. I first want to make sure that Brad's okay. After that first day in the hospital he seemed to be doing pretty well, but I know that Brad doesn't show his feelings easily, he's a guy after all.
I don't think Brad has those same flashbacks that Freddie gets so I guess that's a good thing for him. I just hope this appointment goes well for both of them.
I look over at Sam once she's phoned the pizza delivery company. ''Do you think Freddie and Brad are doing okay back there?''
Sam bites her lip. ''I hope so, was Brad worried about the appointment?''
''No not really, he was actually pretty relaxed about it and said he would just see how it goes and be there for Freddie if he would have a hard time. What about Freddie?''
Sam smiles slightly. ''That's good. Yeah Freddie wasn't too worried about it either. He didn't really talk about it. I just hope he won't have one of those flashbacks.''
''Me too. They seem pretty intense and scary right?'''
Sam nods. ''Yeah. He said he doesn't even know what happens to him when he has them. He just completely freezes.''
I feel bad for Freddie. After all he was the one who ended up in the hospital AGAIN. Plus he seems to also be more affected by this then Brad, but then again that could just seem that way.
Freddie and Sam have had a lot of bad luck in their relationship already. It's like whenever they're at their happiest and think they can finally stop worrying about things something always comes up again and ruins it. It's so unfair.
I walk over to Sam and hug her. ''Don't worry, he'll be okay. He's such a strong guy. Plus he has you, that will always help him.'' I smile at her trying to not make her worry too much.
Sam hugs me back and smiles, nodding. ''I know, thanks Carls.''
''That's what best friends are for. And for sharing a pizza.'' I smirk and run over to the door as I hear the bell.
Sam chuckles and flops back down on the couch.
Sam and I don't really spend much time just together anymore. So whenever we do I always really enjoy and appreciate it. Sam's my best friend and she means the world to me. I couldn't have wished for a better friend than her. I love her.
I smile to myself and open the door, taking our pizza and paying the guy before closing the door and turning to Sam. ''You owe me 7 bucks.''
I smirk and sit down on the couch next to her. ''We should leave two slices for Freddie and Brad, I think they deserve some after their appointment.'' I smile.
Sam nods. ''Yeah you're right. The two smallest slices though.'' She smirks.
I chuckle. ''Of course.''
We both laugh softly and take a slice of pizza. I smile to myself, this is nice.
