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*~KelsNicole~*
The warmth coming from his body makes me want to stay here forever, to not open my eyes. His fingers are playing with my hair and I feel random patterns being drawn on my arms. I open my eyes and look at him, we smile at each other for a few seconds before he kisses me. With a small sigh I lay my head back down on his chest and listen to his heart beating. Laying here I start to wonder how long I've been here and my eyes land on a clock, its only going on noon. Edward starts to kiss the top of my head and I smile. Something makes me freeze for a second or two, something that happened a few hours ago. What did he say while he was asleep? A few minutes later the words hit me like a brick wall, he wants to marry me. Edward feels the change and he tries to make me look at him, but I can't allow him to see me freak out. Quickly I get up and run out of the room, the only place to go is the bathroom.
I lock the door behind me and try to think everything through. Edward wants to marry me, but I was always taught to be afraid of marriage and to not get married until I'm older-much older. Marriage is a huge word to me and its just about the only thing that can scare me. There's a light knock on the door and Edward's voice follows it, he asks me if I'm okay. Shit, when I get out of here I have to have a reason for running in here like that...okay I'll go to the bathroom and think of something. He continues to knock and ask me the same question, over and over again. Well, this is just great! Mother natures given me a reason, because I'm starting my period. Sighing I open the cabinet and see that Alice has left a box with a B on it, wait they have their own...never mind. Quickly I fix myself, flush and wash my hands. I walk out of the bathroom and he stares at me.
"Bella...are you okay?" He asks me and I shake my head a little. Now that I've started I can use this excuse as far as it will take me. Later on in our relationship we'll have to talk about the whole marriage thing and I'm not looking forward to that. "What's wrong?"
I smile at him weakly and don't want to tell him. "Um...you don't want to know. Trust me, you don't. Don't give me that look! Fine, I'm on my period."
"Oh, that's it? Come on downstairs, they keep the Midol downstairs." Edward puts his arm around me and leads me down the stairs. He smiles at me as we walk into the bathroom downstairs and he hands me a small bottle. "They usually keep it in the main bathroom, just in case anyone needs it. Are you feeling okay? Do you need anything?"
"Now I can really tell that you have sisters. Most guys would run away at the mention of periods." I smile at him as we walk into the kitchen and he gets me a glass of water. "Why are you so sweet? That makes me wonder if you are too good to be real sometimes."
"Nope, I'm real and you make me so sweet. Take those pills and you'll feel better." Slowly I take them and think everything through. Why am I so scared of marriage? Oh, dumb question...my mom pretty much told me to be afraid of it and my parents are divorced. "You talk in your sleep. Did anyone ever tell you that?"
I stare at him and nod my head a bit, oh shit. "So do you."
"Nope, I don't. Wait...what did I say?" I shrug and smile at him. After a few minutes he has my back against the wall and he's smiling evilly at me, but I tell him that he has to go first. "You didn't say much, all that you really said is that you love me and that you miss your mom. Now what did I say?"
"I only said that? Hm...I thought that it would have been worse." A small smile forms on my lips as his arms wrap around my waist and he keeps me here. "You might have said something small...it was really nothing. How about this? I'll tell you later?"
Edward keeps me in the same spot and kisses me everywhere on my face, except for my lips. "Or you could tell me now? That would work too."
"Since you have two sisters, I think that you already know how this goes." I say and he stares at me. Edward is definitely trying to break me, but it won't work today. "When a girl is on her period, she is really moody and won't give in."
A few hours later we are sitting on the couch watching a movie. Rosalie walks in with Alice and both of them look upset. Edward smirks as they sit down and take a bite of the chocolate cake that Edward made. They say something to Edward about the guys wanting to see them and he kisses me, before he leaves. It's easy to tell that the three of us are in the same position. Every few seconds Rosalie is cursing men and I can't help but laugh.
"This cake is soooo good." Rosalie says and she keeps on eating it. No one moves and just keeps laying here. "Who made it?"
I smile at her and nod my head. "A man..."
They both laugh and right at that moment the guys come walking into the room. All of us stare at them and they all just shake their heads a little. Edward sits down beside me and pulls me back to him, I snuggle deeper into him. Jasper and Alice are snuggling into each other, while Rosalie is glaring at Emmett, as though this whole thing is his fault. I can't help but find it funny.
"Okay, ladies. We've been thinking and maybe all of you could use some girl time." Emmett says and I stare at him as though he's lost his mind. Something tells me that this is a way to get back on Rosalie's good side, she just tolls her eyes at him. "Does that sound good? Us guys can go outside and work on cars."
Rosalie turns to him with a fake smile. "You really think that's a great idea? If you leave me in here alone, I'll just start fuming even more-"
"Is this about the jokes that I made this morning?" He asks her and she nods her head. They both roll their eyes and he just laughs. "Rose, that was meant to be a joke."
"Oh...trouble in paradise." Edward says and he laughs lightly. We watch as the other four leave the room and I snuggle farther into Edward. "He'll have fun when they are married."
There that word is again... "Yeah, but they'll work it out and when they have kids I'm sure everything will go good. Of course that shouldn't be for a...while."
"Yeah, Emmett's thinking about within the next one to three years. When you know, you know." He sighs and I wonder if this is how he thinks about the whole thing. Marriage is a huge step and how can someone really know for sure that the person that they are walking down the aisle with is the one? "Not everyone is as lucky and it takes a few shots, but I think that all of us are lucky. Bella, are you okay?"
I nod my head and sit up smiling. "Yeah, I'm fine. Charlie, he texted me a little while ago and said that he wanted me to join him for dinner. So I should head home and start on dinner. I'll talk to you later?"
Edward says okay and we kiss goodbye. When I'm sitting in my car and driving back towards home, I curse at myself for not telling him about everything. I love him and I should be able to talk to him about anything, but why is this subject hard for me to talk about? Of course I know why, I'm afraid that I'll loose him if he knows how terrified I am of the word marriage. Maybe I'll get over it soon and I'll be able to marry Edward...yeah, I'll get over it.
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