I'm sorry for the cliffie. I really just want someone to comment. lol
Anyways, this time Edward will learn. I will make sure of it. But first, he must know the truth behind the letter.
I recommend you listen to Taylor Swift's 'Teardrops On My Guitar' or 'Hey Stephen' to get Bella's side on things, 'The Reason' by Hoobastank for Edward's side, 'You and Me' by Lifehouse for the ending of the chapter.
EPOV
I'm not really this brooding. I was not really this brooding. Fuck if I really know what I am.
Funny, all of a sudden I became like this just because of a letter. A love letter made by my girlfriend, Bella. Bella Swan. I wouldn't call it stupid. The letter, I mean. Well, I know one that is stupid. Me.
All this time was wasted because of weakness... Or is it just me?
Finally, I have gathered enough balls to speak. "She was supposed to give this to me?" I ask out loud.
They all nodded.
I'm confused. "When?"
"Yesterday when you left her by your lunch table." Rose says harshly.
Only the word HUHs are popping in my head. Yesterday… lunch tabl-
Shit. Please, somebody, anybody, tell me this is not true!
"You weren't giving me anything, Bella." I silently plead.
She sniffled and all I want to do is wipe her tears especially now that I know I'm the reason of her crying.
She looks at me red-eyed with more tears threatening to fall down. She shakes her head at me. I can feel my heart rip apart. "It's alright. I was going to give you that but I just stood there and didn't dare to give it to you last night. I'm sorry."
Her last sentence not only confused me more, but angered me. "You're sorry?" I grit out. She flinched. "Why are you even apologizing? I was such an idiot yesterday, leaving you there. It's still wrong on so many levels."
She leans comfortably against me, trying to soothe me instead I of her. "Okay. Fine." she announces, wiping her tears. "Let's get that part over already. He's read it. We've both cleared it out to each other. Let's leave that page." she tells us defiantly. Because of that, my views about Bella are sky high. She might be looking like the most fragile, the pawn, but she immediately retaliates and becomes a queen.
Fuck the past.
Fuck this conversation-fuckery.
Fuck Rose and Alice and Jacob.
Fuck the letter.
Fuck the stinging in my eyes.
"I love you so much, Bella." I smiled and kissed her softly on her lips.
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