Helena

I woke up and saw just Trace sitting there on my phone.

"Why do you have my phone?" I asked wearily.

"Someone called and I am talking to them" I heard a mumble from the phone.

"Lyn-z? jet me talk I want to go back to sleep" He looked surprised but walked over and handed me the phone.

"Hello?"

"Hey Helli it's lyn-z. look Frank is worried so MSI and Bandit are paying you a visit"

"Oh ok well tell jimmy that he knows what my dad is doing"

"Huh?"

"He took some fan's cell"

"Oh!" she started laughing and I heard Jimmy in the back round saying 'drive woman! We aren't trying to get killed so get off the phone!' I started laughing too.

"Ok well I got to go. We should be there in a few hours"

"Ok well I am going back to sleep"

"Ok bye"

"Bye" I hung up and held my phone this time.

"Where is Johnny?"

"They had to go back home"

"Oh well I am going back to sleep" I looked over and realized Morgan was still under me and I was laying on top of him.

"Ok well I am going to be sitting right here"

"K" I laid back down and fell asleep.

4 Hours later

I woke up to people saying awe. I sat up.

"Who the hell is saying awe?" I said before opening my eyes.

"Your affair"

"Haha Jimmy nice to hear you again" I finally opened my eyes.

"Now I can see you" they all laughed and I laid back down on Morgan.

"When did he get here?" Lyn-z asked.

"I can't remember" I closed my eyes again.

"What are you 2 an item now?" Steve asked.

"No he is like a brother"

"A very tired brother"

"He didn't sleep til he got here so he went more than a day without sleep to make sure I was ok"

"He likes you" Lyn-z said.

"Morgan do you like me?"

"As a sister" he replied and everyone kind of jumped seeing that he had been listening the entire time.

"See wait" I sat up straight looking for her.

"BANDIT!" I said and she laughed and gave one of those head splitting screeches.

"Ok I think see wants you and please don't ever do that again" Morgan said who was now on the floor having fallen from the shock.

"Sorry" Lyn-z walked over and handed her to me.

"You are so cute but we need to be quiet ok?" she smiled and nodded.

"Wow she totally understands you" Morgan said. He started poking her. I swatted his hand away.

"She's a baby not an action figure with a button on them to make them karate chop something"

"Nope she looks like a doll to me" I glared at him before going back to Lyn-z.

"So Frank is really being that big of a dickhead that Gerard called you to see if you could come here?"

"Pretty much but after I heard what happened I was going to go anyways" I sat back and let my head hit the pillow.

"I don't care about what happened if I am sitting here alive then I am fine" as I said that I got on of those pain waves in my side.

"Are you ok?"Steve asked.

"Ribs don't just heal because other bones break"I said taking a deep breath.

"I want to know if I can get up" I asked.

"I doubt it" Morgan said.

"Ok hold on before I start yelling where's Trace?"

"He went back to the hotel to sleep he has barely slept since the incident" Lyn-z told me.

"Oh ok and Morgan I need to get up"

"No you don't" I looked at my leg it was in a cast like thing I didn't know what to call it but it was Black and that was the important thing. I looked around and found crutches across the room.

"Here Bandit mommy is gonna take you now" I handed her to Lyn-z. I was standing on one leg before anyone could say anything.

"What are you doing?"Jimmy asked.

"Be smart" I slowly hopped to the crutches. Me and my amazing balancing ability were able to lean on just the crutches.

"I am not sitting there any longer" I said.

"Yeah and let's see how long you can last on those" Jimmy said.

"Shut up Euringer" I yelled and they all flinched.

"She just called you by your last name" Morgan said.

"Should I be scared?" He asked.

"Yes very" Was Morgan's response. I wobbled over to all of them.

"When can I leave?"

"None of know we just got here" I sighed and headed out the door. I found a nurse.

"Excuse me can you please tell me when I can go?" I asked her.

"Helena correct? Well you were told that Friday you could leave but we had run some test while you were sleeping before and you might be able to leave today but we needed to make sure everything will be fine"

"Thank you"

"You're very welcome but please go rest it helps the bones heal faster"

"Ok bye" I wobbled back and went straight to the bed.

"Wow you changed your mind fast" Jimmy said. I smiled looking for something to throw at him.

"Euringer, If I could walk you'd be dead" I glared after finding an apple on the table behind me.

"But see I don't have to be able to walk to get back at you" I had the apple in my hand and I was mid way through throwing it before it was taken out of my hand.

"Morgan give me the apple" He took a bite out of it and went to sit by the table.

"No I am hungry"

"Yeah well that was gonna be my revenge" I glared at Jimmy.

"Trust me dude you owe me" Morgan said to Jimmy.

"Or we just all be scared" Steve and Kitty said. I looked at them and then up in thought.

"No just Jimmy but Lyn-z should be scared when she leaves Bandit with Gee and the guys." I made my eyes wide and sighed.

"Yeah I know" Lyn-z told me.

"Ok well can I have coffee?" Everyone went to answer but stopped thinking. Except Morgan.

"NO!" he yelled. Everyone looked at him funny.

"You can have an energy drink instead" He offered.

"No I don't want to look high in a hospital" I said then I had all eyes on me.

"Ok well I guess you have to stick to water" Morgan said sitting back down.

"And you have to stick to sucking dick" I mumbled back. He closed his eyes.

"I don't swing that way"

"You're right you don't swing that way you live that way and the guy whose cock is up your ass must really like it to be in there 24/7" everybody was shocked but him he sat there head back eyes closed.

"Well he must have gotten tired of you" Morgan replied.

"No I got tired of him and besides remember I do go both ways asshole"

"Whatever you win" he said still not moving.

"Do you really?" Steve asked. I sat back and closed my eyes.

"Does it matter?"

"No"

"Then why do I have to answer the question you didn't have to ask?"

"I don't know and now I have a headache" Steve said.

"Quiero a casa ahora ir y quiero poder beber el café y quiero realmente bolos y quiero un rockstar y estoy en el dolor que coge I apenas can' sensación de t él e it' el gonn de s sea malo cuando nos estamos realizando-"

"Um no" Jimmy said.

"porque?"

"It's up to your band dumbass and you are in no condition to be acting like me,Gerard,Frank,Lyn-z,Steve,Ray,Mik- no Mikey doesn't really move so act like Mikey" Jimmy said.

"porqué importa más yo va a sentarse en el borde de la etapa y quiero bolos y soy cansado del papá Iero siempre y ahora que quiere tener un ojo en mí yo can' t incluso toma las decisiones para me!"

"la multa de k si usted quiere morir va directamente adelante. y Frank cuida realmente sobre usted. ¿usted pensó nunca en ése? ahora usted puede hacer sus decisiones apenas no unos que le maten!"

"Did you get the memo we are all destined to die asshole!" I yelled.

"Doesn't mean at this age!" Jimmy shouted back. Morgan got up and walked over to me.

"Beruhigen Sie unten, wenn Sie Sie durchführen möchten müssen gerade wie Sie sitzen sagten. jetzt ernsthaft Jimmy doesn' t verstehen, aber ich jetzt singe gerade, oder etwas kann ich sie heraus treten für einige Minuten und wir können sprechen, oder wir können aller Urlaub gerade unten beruhigen"Morgan said to me looking me straight in the eye. I took a deep breath.

"I don' t wünschen Sie Kerle mich lassen möchten gerade auf Stadium sein, wenn wir zurück gehen. und haben Sie irgendwelche Skittles?" I asked. He laughed.

"No but I can go get some"

"Holen Sie Steve, Miezekatze und Jimmy mit Ihnen, bitte, das ich mit Lyn-z alleine sprechen möchte"

"Yeah fine just please calm down" He turned around.

"How did you do that?" Jimmy asked.

"I would keep your mouth shut if I were you and come with me" I said to Jimmy.

"All of us?"

"No lyn-z is supposed to stay" He said walking out of the followed but Lyn-z.

"Are you ok?" She asked.

"Sort of. Well no"

"What happened?"

"Well Calvin and I had this 'religion'" I used air quotes.

"And we said that if we died we would send the other person a message to see if our religion is real. Well the last few weeks I have been having these dreams about Calvin coming back and only me and Mikey being able to see him and he keeps telling me to move on."

"Well are you ready to move on?" she asked sitting down with the now sleeping Bandit.

"Well I am but scared to"

"Why?"

"Everyone kept saying that it was sick how little emotion I was showing and I thought everyone would think I was crazy if I did" She looked horrified.

"We shouldn't have said anything because it's up to you. Now go do what you want but don't just do it to get Calvin out of your mind. Make sure it's what you really want" I nodded.

"It is but the person I'm with right now isn't sure"

Morgan

I can't deal with this. She should find someone else I will tell her that tonight. I will tell her when I get back.

"What were you 2 talking about?" Jimmy asked.

"You and your poor choice of words"

"What did I say?" We turned a corner.

"It's what you don't understand. See the only stable thing Helli has ever had in her life is music. Being able to perform is her dream and she doesn't plan on missing any shows."

"Ok well how come you are telling us this and not her?"Steve asked.

"She won't even if you ask so I didn't tell you" We got on the elevator.

"Ok well where are we going?" Kitty asked.

"She wants skittles" The doors closed.

"So why did we come?" Steve asked.

"She wanted me to bring you so she could talk to Lyn-z" The doors opened. I walked into the shop thing and bought a big bag of skittles.

"Why did she want to talk to Lyn-z?" Jimmy asked.

"You speak Spanish, I speak that and German. She will talk to you in Spanish me in german and what for everyone else?" I had a good point there.

"Ok well now I get it why didn't she just ask us to leave?"

"She would have yelled at you" We were back in the elevator.

"Ok well ….."

"No come backs Euringer?" I asked with a smile.

"No!" He yelled.

"Are you 2 dating?" Kitty asked.

"Supposed to be" I said.

"Her boyfriend just died" Jimmy said.

"That's why I said supposed to be. I am gonna tell her I can't do it even though we decided this morning no joke" We were now walking in to the room where there was a nurse.

"Ah ok well now we have been told that she can leave tonight if she will follow all of our instructions for care and everything. She has a choice of crutches or wheel chair"

"Morgan sind wir getan ich kennen Sie can' t nehmen es" She said.

"Ok well what do you want?" I asked.

"Quiero las muletas e I don' t quiere las píldoras de dolor" she said.

"Why not?" Jimmy asked.

"I take them to fast and it freaks me out"

"Ok well we'll get them just in case" I told her.

"Ok well crutches then?" The nurse asked.

"Yes please" Jimmy said. She nodded and left the room.

"tan déme todo su veneno y déme todas sus píldoras y déme todos sus corazones desesperados y hágame enfermo" Helli said crossing her arms.

"They aren't going to kill you" I said.

"¿qué si hacen?" She asked.

"Then you are a dumbass for taking more than what you are supposed to take" Jimmy said.

"Wenn ich ein dieses Bett im Augenblick verlassen könnte, würden Sie von verlorenem des Bluts vom Dolch durch Ihr Herz Latten sein" She said through clenched teeth.

"You wouldn't actually do that" I said.

"I killed Kale"

"Ok maybe you would" I said.

"Should I be scared?" Jimmy asked.

"She just said she was going to kill you slowly and painfully. She said it in detail but I'd rather not repeat it"

"Ok well I am just going to sit here and do nothing" Jimmy said sitting down.

"This is gonna be a long 8 hours"

Helli

6:45 Thursday(same day)

I watched as the nurse walked in.

"Ok here are your crutches and your clothes are in the bathroom." I smiled and hopped all the way to the bathroom. I was dressed in short shorts, a MSI shirt, a black hoodie, and f cancer shoes.

"Great now can I leave?" I asked coming back out.

"Yes when ever you are ready and here is the prescription for the pain pills. 2 when needed" she gave it to Jimmy.

"Ok to whatever we are going back to the hotel in" I said now using my crutches.

"Car" Jimmy said.

"HAHA ahole now let's go" I was already in the elevator before they got there. I went down stairs and sat in the little shop waiting for them.

"Wow you are really fast" Jimmy said coming up behind me. Everyone caught up and we got in the car.

At the hotel

"Miss me!" I yelled as the door swung open.

"Why are you here you're supposed to be there til the day you leave" Trace said.

"Since when are you my dad? I got off for good behavior" I said as a joke. I walked in and looked aroung to find everyone in there.

"Whoa. She's like indestructible kid" Gabe yelled.

"Yes I am now move before I sit on top of you" I said going over to the couch.

"Nope I'm not moving" Gabe said. I smiled and sat down right on top of him.

"Wow do you eat?" I rolled my eyes.

"Yes Gabe I eat I am a human"

"No I think you're an alien" Mason said.

"What ever your brother's an alien"

"He is" I laughed.

Trace

I couldn't believe all the shit this kid has gone through. I think I might be falling for can't do that though first she's like 6 years younger than me second her boyfriend just top of that I just broke up with Demi! Why am I always the one with the issues. Well not the biggest issues but some issues.

Helena

Well right now we are playing cards in the hotel room in groups of 8. I was winning in our group, Lyn-z in her's, and Pete is his.

"Ok well I am done" I got up and went to the kitchen. I wonder if we have any beer? I found a six pack in the fridge. I smiled and took it out before it was taken from me from behind.

"Hello I wanted that" I said and turned to find Jimmy drinking my beer.

"Seriously?" I asked. He laughed and smiled.

"Fine" I grabbed another one and punched him in the gut when he tried to take that one.

"I don't do second Jimmy" I took a drink. And wobbled towards the desk area and took the chair that Pete was currently sitting in. I ignored his yells and noise and find my computer.

"Why are you drinking?" Gabe asked.

"Haven't you ever heard the song teenagers? I am a teenager I am a violent, brutal, lawbreaking human being that everyone should be scared of" I went back to my computer. I heard Jimmy say something about the last part being absolutely true. I wobbled towards him

"Jimmy"

"Yes?" he asked as.

"I'm not one to hold my anger back but I'm a cripple right now" Everyone that was smart was slowly scooting away from me and Jimmy.

"I guess?" He was completely normal.

"But when has that ever stopped me?" I jumped on top of him knocking him on the floor.

"Why do you have to be such an asshole to me?!" I yelled at him. I had my elbow in his shoulder to the point where he couldn't move. 2 people grabbed me.

"Why seriously Jimmy you barely know me?!" I couldn't struggle it hurt too much. I felt my eyes start to water.

"I-i-I d-" I interrupted him.

"Your right Jimmy you don't know who else help kill those kids that I hung out with, you don't know why I always fight with Andrew, you don't know that I lied about the kid that I was supposed to have's father right?" I grabbed my crutches and thanked god that my left leg was the hurt one. I turned and found the keys to my car on my counter.

"I won't be with Monroe so good fucking luck finding me." I wobbled out of the room and only 1 person tried to come after me. It was Trace. I had closed the elevator before he got there.

Trace

She had the doors closed so I ran down the stairs. I made it there as the elevator doors opened.

"Why are you running?" I asked watching her wobble outside so that I was at a run keeping up with her.

"I need to be alone" she replied. She got to her car and tried to get in but I stopped her.

"Are you in love with me or something!?" she asked.

A/N: she is not a whore! The story shall come but my friend decided that Morgan was unneeded. So that is all I have to say well thank you to my only commenter! Every single chapter is for you!

XOXO

Helli(not from the story)