Mandy
It wa tues. sept. 16th. We were all at glee rehearsal. In the middle of spinning Rachel' eye went wide and he wobbled a bit.
"Rachel?" mr. schue asked.
"yeah I'm. fine," she replied.
Puck looked at her.
"I said I'm fine. We'll talk about it later," she hissed.
"ok," was all he aid.
I don't think Rachel wanted to put in any more rehearsal time then she already was.
Dianna wobbled a bit too. At one point her shoulders went up and her body narrowed. It seemed like she was in pain.
I looked at her.
'I'm ok,' he mouthed.
I didn't know that she really was but I didn't say anything.
it was after rehearsal. Rachel and I were in my room. She hadn't eaten in at least 3 days. She was on my bed.
"omygod. I'm scared. What if I die?" she said.
"which you will if you keep going on like this," I said.
"but I don't want. To take up space. Physically I mean. I don't want to die. I did when I wasn't this near it. Omygod."
"calm down. Panicking never helped anyone."
"ok," she said drawing in a shaky breath.
I pulled out my phone and texted my brother telling him I wanted something from jamaba juice 2 somethings.
"what are you doing?" rachel asked while I was putting my phone away.
"i texted my brother. And told him I wanted something from jamba juice 2 somethings. You like mango right?"
"um yeah. I'm not big on it but yeah."
"ok. I told him a mango and a strawberry banana. For me. Well one's for you but he doesn't know that I don't think."
"but i-" rachel began.
"no," I said: "i won't make you eat though you probably obviously should but you need to have something. Here."
I went over to her and gave her a soda.
"holy crap," she said after she was done drinking it.
She drank it fast.
"yeah I know. Things are so much better when you're thirsty. I'm going to push you just a little bit. And you won't like it. But I already got 2 people I know near the end and maybe lia. And i'm not having another one there not if I can help it. Which right now I can."
"ok."
