Sappy Dashlee because of Famine this chapter! But sappy leads to good things :3

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*Cecilia-I'm starting to foreshadow the whole love thing more and more in these coming chapters :3 FANGIRLING!

*Bre-Hmm ;) Glad you did :)

Dashlee will be taking another step this chapter and we'll see the brothers and Cas too :)

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My Bloody Valentine 5x14

Ashlee's p.o.v

I walk into the hotel with chinese. I tell Derek there was signs of ghost and demon possession at the house. Derek tells me the couple, who ate each other, had completely full stomachs.

"You know, it's Valentine's day tomorrow" I say, looking up from the laptop to look at Derek, sucking noodles into my mouth. He takes the top of his beer and looks at me in confusion.

"Oh uh..do you want me to do something..for you?" he asks awkwardly. I laugh, spitting the noodles back out. "Will uh..roses work?" he asks uncomfortably. "You love red roses, right?"

"Derek, I don't want you to do anything for me" I chuckle. I swear he sighs in relief. "I do want to stay in bed for this crappy holiday though, you can do whatever" I say. I hate Valentine's day. It's over-rated. If you love someone then you should show them everyday not just on that day. Do little things like have their back, watch out for them, make sure they're okay..wait..

"Well we've got another body to look at" Derek tells me.

"Did you not hear what I just said?" I whine. "That means no work" I pout.

"Too bad" Derek says. All that crap I was thinking a second ago, Derek and I do all that stuff for each other. He taps my legs that are up on the chair next to me. "Come on"

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I study the hearts the doctor left with us.

"Ash" Derek says.

"Yeah?" I turn to him.

"Be my Valentine?" he grins, holding a human heart out to me.

"Of course Der Bear How could I say no to that?" I say sarcastically with a smile. I turn back to the hearts. "Wait" I compare them. Dammit.

"What are the markings?" Derek asks, leaning over and resting his chin on my shoulder. The action's a little weird for Derek but..it's cute.

"Uh.." I clear my throat. "They're Enochian" I say.

"We need Castiel" he says, leaning back. He rings Cas and I grin as he appears right in front of Derek. They walk over and Cas confirms that they're angelic marks. It's the mark of a couple, it's from Cupid.

"Cupid? Seriously?" I sigh.

"What have you got againist Cupid?" Derek asks me.

"Look at my love life" I say as an answer.

"Oh" Derek realises. "Well look at mine, it's no better, maybe even worse"

"I guess right now it's not so bad" I say, smiling at Derek. He smirks and Cas is looking between us weirdly. That was odd of me to say..sappy, very sappy.

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"You're not hungry?" I ask Derek. He shakes his head, pushing his plate away. Cas reaches over and takes his plate, eyeing the burger. What the hell? Angels don't eat?

"He's here. There" Cas nods to a couple who are now hooking up. "Meet me in the back" I turn to him and he's already gone. We get up and go to the back. "I'm summoning him" Cas tells us before chanting.

"So where is he?" Derek asks. All of a sudden, a naked guy hugs Derek from behind.

"Here I am" he giggles. Yuck. It's Cupid.

"Get. Off" Derek grounds out. He lets Derek go and grabs Cas. I've never seen Castiel so uncomfortable before.

"And look at you" he smiles at me. I yelp and run behind Derek. Cupid appears behind me and Derek wraps his arms around me, hiding me againist him. He knows i'm not fond of cuddling and definitely not from naked strangers.

"Not happening" I tell him. Cupid pouts.

"Ash-" Cas tries.

"No" I say defiantely. Cupid sighs.

"Have it your way. He's better for you to be hugging anyway" Cupid says with a huge smile. Derek and I share a look but we don't pull away.

"Why's he doing that?" Derek asks Cas.

"That's their handshake"

"I don't like it" I say, watching Cupid, making sure he and his junk don't ambush me.

"Nobody likes it" Cas assures us. Castiel starts to question him about why he's making couples kill each other. Cupid is clueless. He gets really upset and latches onto Cas.

"I love love, I love it. And if that's wrong then I don't wanna be right" Cupid says, hugging Cas again. I cringe..this dude is seriously messed up. Cupid tells us he's just following orders. When I ask where from and he tells me heaven, he brings up my parents. "They hated each other at first, but we worked them through it. Took alot of work but after awhile, boom. Perfect couple" I pull away from Derek then, angerily walking up to Cupid.

"They're dead" I say, probably louder and angrier than necessary.

"I'm sorry but you and your brothers had to be born" he tells me. Then he starts singing and I snap. I ball up my fist and punch him in the face. He barely moves, just frowns. I hold my throbbing hand.

"Holy shit" I breath out. That hurt like a bitch. I turn around and he's gone. "Where is he? Where'd he go?" I ask.

"I believe you upset him" Castiel tells me.

"Upset him?" I asks, eyes narrowing.

"Ash, enough. You just punched a Cupid" Derek says.

"I punched a dick!" I correct.

"Um..are we going to talk about what's been up with you lately or not?" Derek asks.

"Or not" I say, storming out. I know i've been acting a little off since we started this case but I don't know why. And I don't want to talk about it.

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I go to the hospital with Cas to look at the newest victim's body while Derek does some research. Normally it'd be the other way around but I want to hang out with Cas. I miss the angel. He spends too much time with my brothers and not enough time with Derek and I. The doctor was right to call me..this is a weird one. Let's just say a toilet brush was involved. Weird.

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I'm more than suprised when I walk into our hotel to find Sam and Dean with Derek.

"Sammy! Dean!" I grin, hugging them both. "What are you doing here?" I ask them once we've pulled back.

"This case you're working, we know what it is that's making people do it" Dean says.

"What is it?" I ask, jumping up on the bed next to Derek, crossing my legs. My brothers share a look at the action but don't say anything.

"It's Famine" Dean tells me. My face falls. Crap.

"Like the horseman?" I ask.

"Yeah, the horseman" Sam sighs. "We're going to have to work together on this one"

"That's okay, i'm happy to do that" I smile brightly. "Man i've missed you guys"

"Ash..are you feeling okay?" Dean asks me.

"Yeah?" I answer, confused.

"You're always happy to see us, don't get me wrong, we are too" Sam starts. "But you're a little more than your usual happy to see us" he says. I shrug.

"I don't know what to tell you" I say. "I just feel..happy I guess"

"Good" Dean smiles. "We'll we've got the room next door" he tells us. He eyes the one bed in the room that Derek and I are both currently sitting on.

"I'm sleeping on the couch, as usual" Derek assures Dean..lie.

"Good. For your sake i'd hope so" my oldest brother says before they're shutting the door and going into their own room. It's dark outside, it's late.

"He can be mean" I say, frowning a little.

"Not mean, just protective of his little sister" Derek smiles, brushing my hair behind my ear. I smile softly at him, leaning in to kiss him. He kisses me back and we both pull away when it starts to get heated. "Looks like i've got the couch" Derek says with mock enthusiasm. He gets up and moves to the couch. He flicks off the light and closes his eyes. "Night Ash"

"Night" I pout. I lay down but I can't seem to get to sleep. "Derek?" I whisper into the dark.

"Yeah?" he answers just as quiet.

"Can you come sleep up here with me?" I ask him.

"You know I want to but..they're just next door" Derek says.

"Maybe I should tell them.." I say. Derek rolls over, facing in my direction and looks at me.

"What are you going to tell them?" he asks. I get out of bed and walk over to him. He moves a little so I can sit down. I look at him with a soft smile.

"That I really like you" I say, brushing a thumb over his cheek.

"Is that really how you feel?" he asks, green eyes staring into my purple ones.

"Yeah, it's how i've felt for a long time. I wouldn't lie to you" I say.

"I know that" he smiles. "You're just acting all..I don't know" he says. I chuckle.

"Sappy? I know. I think Famine has something to do with it." I say.

"Well, you know I really like you too, right?" he asks, his arm coming around my waist. I smile and nod. We move so we can both fit on the couch. Yes, there's a double bed right there but we're comfy. Derek holds me close, arms around me. Yeah..I think Famine definitely got to us too..

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"Derek!" Derek and I both jolt awake to the angry voice.

"Wait, wait, wait" I say quickly, holding my hands out at Dean. Who looks ready to drag Derek away from me and beat him in the street outside.

"What's this?" Sam asks, coming in. He's using his gun to point between us, the threat clear.

"Firstly, unnecessary" I say, motioning to the gun.

"Seems perfectly necessary to me" Sam says, glaring at Derek.

"Just let me explain" I say. When my brothers don't move, I take that as permission to go on. "Famine may have gotten to us. But no, not like that" I assure them. "I really like Derek..I just want to be close to him. And i'm done pretending there's not something between us" I tell them. The brothers look at each other then look between us.

"She's right, we just want to be close" Derek speaks up.

"Right now that's all you want" we all jump in suprise at Cas' voice.

"What does that mean?" Sam asks him.

"Slowly but surely, everyone completely loses it under Famine's spell. You'll want to be close, sure, but at a much deeper level" Cas says. I cringe at the way he said it.

"I don't think so Cas" I say.

"Just to be sure, Derek's coming with me" Dean says.

"Dean" I warn him.

"You stay with Sam, he's not coming" Dean says to me.

"Why not?" I ask.

"He's hungry..for..it" Dean tells me.

"For what?" I ask.

"Demon blood" Cas provides.

"I'll stay with him" I agree. I'm not letting him get his hands on any demon blood. "Will you be okay with Dean?" I ask Derek. He nods with a small smile.

"Don't be so sure" Dean says, eyeing us.

"Dean, enough" Sam sighs, seeing where this is going. "We have bigger problems right now" Dean sighs. Sam's always been a little more understanding than Dean. But i'm sure Sam has his doubts too.

"You're right. But this conversation will be happening after all this crap blows over" Dean promises. "Come on, we're leaving" he says to Derek. He nods and gets up. Derek turns back to me and we lock eyes. "Now Derek" he orders.

"Be careful" I say to Derek.

"You too" he says before following Dean out.

"I should go with them too" Cas says, disappearing. Then it's quiet and it's just me and Sammy.

"Ash..I think you're going to need to..lock me down" Sam says. My eyebrows burrow at him. His skin's clammy and sweaty. I nod and find a pair of handcuffs in his bag. I bring him into the bathroom, cuffing him to the sink. I shut the bathroom door. I put the toilet seat down and sit on it, Sam at my feet. He looks up at me. "So was it just Famine?" Sam asks, talking about me and Derek.

"No" I sigh. "It's been going on since..a couple weeks after Dean went to hell" I admit. I'm going to have to tell them anyway, I should just be honest.

"So..when I was staying with you two..?" Sam questions. I chuckle awkwardly.

"We just worked around it I guess." I say, looking in my lap.

"Why didn't either of you say anything?" he asks me.

"Because of what just happened" I say. "Derek's not a bad guy, he's been at my side for years, we've known each other all our lives" I say. "We didn't know where it was going. I didn't want you guys to find out until we knew what we were"

"Did you think we'd ruin it for you?" Sam asks.

"Honestly? Yes" I sigh. "I know you don't mean to but he's important to me and I don't want you guys to scare him off" Sam chuckles and I look at him in confusion.

"He's been up againist far scarier things than Dean and I" he says, making me chuckle.

"Well you two are important to him as well so if you didn't approve..I don't know if he'd stick around" I say sadly.

"Ash" Sam says softly. I look at him properly. "I know Derek. He's not going anywhere" Sam assures me. I smile at him. I'm glad he's not completely againist the idea of Derek and I. "Does he make you happy?" Sam asks me seriously, locking eyes with me.

"Yeah, he does. Alot" I answer honestly. "And he's been really good to me, he's always there when I need him"

"Then that's good enough for me" Sam smiles and I smile back. "But i'm going to be watching him like a hawk"

"I didn't expect any less" I grin happily. We hear someone coming inside. The door's ripped open and two demons stand before us, coming for Sam. I grab the knife and go for the guy. Sam takes on the girl after she rips off his cuffs. I stab the guy and walk out of the bathroom. Sam looks up at me with blood all down his chin. "Sammy" I sigh. I was supposed to make sure he didn't get ahold of any demon blood.

"Come on, we have to go help Dean, Derek and Cas" he says, taking my hand. I follow him, I wanted to help not babysit anyways..no offense Sam.

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We walk in to see 2 demons holding Dean. Cas is hawking down mince. Derek's sitting in a booth, not really moving at all. There's 4 other demons in the room and the horseman Famine sits in his wheelchair between them.

"I'm glad you could join us" the old bastard smiles at us. His eyes pierce into mine and all of a sudden, i'm across the room, hugging Derek tightly.

"What did you do to her?!" Dean demands, looking over at us.

"Just like with you, I can see inside your sister too. She wants Derek, she always has. And he's always wanted her. I'm giving them each other" Famine tells him. I cringe, thinking we're going to start making out and x-ratedly groping each other or something but it's not like that. I really just want to be close to him. His warmth makes me feel safe and wanted. Derek's arms are around my back, face buried into my neck. I hear but I don't see what's going on. I don't want to watch anyway..Sam's using his powers, I can hear it. I hear a high-pitched screaming and then a rush of warm air comes over us. Then I don't have the incredible urge to hold Derek so close anymore. We look over and Famine's dead. Dean's looking at Sam..tears in his eyes.

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As soon as we're home, Dean's got Sam locked up. Once Cas is gone and we've moved upstairs because Sam's screams are too much to bare, Dean turns to Derek and I. Derek and I are both sitting on the stairs and Dean's standing in front of us.

"We need to talk" he says.

"I know" Derek says.

"What's going on here?" Dean asks, looking between us. Derek and I share a look. "I heard what Famine said. You can lie to me, you can even lie to each other but you can't lie to a horseman"

"It's like Famine said" Derek tells him.

"So you've been dating behind our backs?" Dean asks, eyebrows raising in disapproval.

"No..not exactly..I don't know." I sigh.

"Something's been going on since not long after you went to hell." Derek admits.

"Why didn't you say anything?" Dean asks. "Why have you been lying to us? Especially when we specifically asked both of you if something was going on"

"We didn't know what was happening, if it was going to become a thing or not" I say. "I don't know if you've noticed but you and Sam can be overly protective pricks when you want to be" I point out. A smirk pulls at Dean's lips.

"That's because Derek's known from the beginning he wasn't allowed to like you" Dean says.

"That's not exactly fair Dean, you know that" I say. "And it's not just his fault, I like him too. Alot. Hell, since we were kids i've liked him. And weither you like it or not, i'm not going to pretend I don't feel something for him" I say, crossing my arms over my chest in defiance.

"Are you saying that weither I allow this or not, you're still going to go through with it?" Dean asks.

"Yeah" I say. He looks to Derek. Derek looks at me with a soft smile.

"Yeah" he repeats, meeting Dean's eyes. Dean sighs.

"I know you Derek. I know what you're like and what you're capable of. I guess..guess.." Dean says. I smile at my big brother. "I won't kill you for liking Ash" he says. "But what we saw this morning, that doesn't happen again" he warns us.

"You mean us sleeping together?" Derek asks. Dean nods, completely serious. "But..we were just sleeping" Derek says.

"I know. Still, never again" Dean says. Like I said, overly protective prick.

"Okay" I nod, Dean smiling triumphantly. "If you knock before coming in, you'll never see it again" I say. His smile falls. "I'm 22 years old Dean" I deadpan.

"But you're still my baby sister" he says. "And he's still a male" he says, eyeing Derek.

"I'm not promising you anything Dean" I say, shrugging. "Being completely honest, we've been sharing a bed ever since we first hit the road together" I admit sheepishly. Dean frowns. "Can't you just chalk it up to us being happy and leave it at that?" I ask hopefully. My brother glares between us before sighing.

"Fine" he agrees in frustration, voice louder than neccessary. "You know no matter what Sam and I will always be here for you, for both of you, right?" He asks. We nod.

"It's nice to be reminded." I smile a little. "Because I do need you, both of you. Even if we aren't always together, I need this family." I admit.

"I know. And we care about you both alot." Dean assures me, looking to Derek too. I smile properly now. We don't always say it as our actions usually show it, but it is nice to be reminded every now and then. "But i'm watching you Derek" he reminds him.

"I thought you might say that" Derek chuckles. Dean sighs and rubs a hand down his face.

"I can't believe Dad was right" he says.

"What do you mean?" I ask him.

"He said if you were to ever settle down with anyone, he'd like it to be Derek and he assumed it would be" Dean tells me. I smile softly.

"You know, before he..he died..he gave me his blessing" I tell both of them.

"Your Dad? For us?" Derek asks. I nod.

"He said we both deserve to be happy and that he knows how we feel about each other, that he couldn't think of anyone else better for me" I tell him, tearing up a little at the thought of Dad's last words before he..before he died. Derek's hand slips into mine, our fingers threading together. I give him a sad smile and squeeze his hand, sniffing back my tears. Dean, suprisingly, doesn't say anything. "I miss him..alot" I admit quietly, both males hearing me. Dean nods permission to Derek and soon Derek's pulling me to his chest, hugging me.

"I know, I miss him too. I miss all of them" Derek says quietly, rubbing my back.

"I'm going to go check on Sam" Dean says, standing up. He stops beside Derek. "My Dad was right, you are a good kid" he says with a small smile before going downstairs and leaving us alone. Derek comforts me until I can blink away my tears.

"Sorry" I say, wiping my eyes.

"No, it's okay" he tells me.

"You realise that was Dean's blessing before, right?" I ask him, smiling a little. Derek nods, smiling down at me. "And Sammy gave me his when we were at the hotel" I tell him. Derek's smile gets bigger.

"I promise I won't mess this up" Derek says.

"I know you won't" I say. "Neither will I" we meet halfway for a soft kiss, not too long either. When we pull back, I stay leaning into him. We just stay quiet, enjoying the comfortable silence.

"I have something for you" Derek says, breaking the silence.

"What?" I ask, looking at him confused.

"Come on, i'll show you" he says. I get up and let him led me outside. I smile widely at what I see. "Happy Valentine's Day Ash" Derek says, kissing my cheek. I grab his hand and walk over to the camaro with him. We both lay down on the hood of the camaro, we watch the sunset. We've both got a beer in hand and Derek hands me a bonquet of red roses.

"You know me too well" I smile, taking them and smelling them. "Thanks" I say and he smiles. "I didn't get you anything though" I frown.

"It's okay, today's about me doing something for you" he says.

"Wait, I do have something" I say, looking up at him from where my head's rested on his chest.

"What's that-" I cut Derek off by kissing him. He smiles, bringing his hand to the back of my head. We pull back and peck once more.

"Happy Valentine's Day Derek" I sigh contently, laying back on his chest. One of his hands rakes through my hair while the other finds my hand and holds it.

"You think you could do one thing for me though?" Derek asks. I nod.

"Yeah, what is it?" I ask, looking up at him.

"Be my girlfriend?" He asks. I smile widely, leaning up to kiss him again. "I take that as a yes?" He chuckles, pecking my lips again.

"Yeah." I chuckle lightly. He smiles and I lay my head down beside his. We lay there until it's too cold to be outside. Just with each other's company, relaxed, carefree, just for tonight. Huh..i'm starting to think that whole Famine thing wasn't all bad. And maybe Valentine's isn't as bull as I used to think either.

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They finally told the brothers! They've accepted them but they're still watching Derek, as any big brother would. It was nice to write them with a softer, more sensitive side due to Famine. And they're offically dating now, boyfriend and girlfriend :D Favourite, follow and review!