My apology to all who have wondered where I'd gone. At the beginning of 2018, I had a major illness and spent almost the rest of the year in rehab. Since then I've had to work hard to get back use of an arm and cannot type well. I also lost the ability to sort thoughts sometimes, which made writing difficult. I've gotten better. I'm hopeful I'll get back to Pathways someday soon. Thank you to everyone who has read my story. (Thank you to my friend Jan who helped me with this note. I could not really remember how to add a chapter. We hope this is right!)