Chloe rolled over to find she was alone, she had woken up a few times in the past week to the same thing, always having to drag Beca back to bed. The younger woman would stay up all night working on new mixes if Chloe would let her. Chloe rolled her eyes as she climbed out of bed, she walked out of the room and down the hall, Aspen following close behind, Mabel opting to stay hidden in the bed covers. The first thing Chloe noticed was the kitchen lights were on, this meant Beca most certainly wasn't mixing then. Wondering what had the woman up, Chloe turned into the large kitchen, Beca had her large mixing headphones on, dancing around the kitchen in a pair of Star Wars boxers and black tank top. She had a fruit cup in one hand and fork in the other. Chloe leaned against the entry way to watch her wife, she knew certain things the young DJ did to represent the music pulsing in her ears, for example her foot and leg movement. Her leg moving in what could either be a tapping or stomping motion could be a piano or drum sound, the way to tell the difference was if her foot was moving in a pattern as if patterning out the keys on a piano. If she was tapping the top of toes on the floor in a square motion it was the piano, if her whole foot was making contact with the floor it was drums. Next was hands, everyone used their hands to express musical sounds, from air guitar to air drums, Beca was no exception, she banged away on the counters or steering wheel all day she was always tapping out a tune. Even while cuddling on the couch at night Chloe would find her hips have become Beca's latest impromptu instrument as Beca's fingers tapped away mindlessly. Beca was an example of a person that their blood was music, Chloe smiled at her wife when Beca had noticed her. Stepping up to her she kissed her, pulling the headphones off.
"Hey babe." Beca smiled slyly as Chloe walked her back till her back hit the counter top, she tipped Beca's chin up kissing her once more.
"Hey love." Chloe whispered pulling Beca's ipod off her hip she put it in the kitchen stereo system letting the sounds of Nora Jones waft through the air. She smiled and closed her eyes letting the music wrap around her like it would with her wife, like a warm blanket it would make her feel secure. She didn't notice Beca set her food down, when suddenly Beca was pulling in by the hand into the middle of the kitchen, pulling Chloe right up against her. Chloe laughed as she stumbled into Beca her hand landing on her wife's chest nearly knocking them both over, Beca just smiled at her wrapping an arm around her waist the other linking their fingers.
"What are you doing Beca?" Chloe asked laughing still.
"What's it look like? Dancing with my beautiful wife." Beca replied matter-of-factly. Chloe laughed shaking her head but allowed Beca to slow dance them around the room. She soon completely relaxed into Beca, her head resting on Beca's shoulder, her arm wrapped around Beca's back, hand on her other shoulder as they moved to the music, she sighed kissing Beca's neck.
"I love you Beca." Chloe whispered softly.
"Good because I love you too Chloe. I love how you don't get upset with me when I leave you alone in the middle of the night only to have you find me making a fool of myself in the kitchen, I love how you don't fight me when I pull you into a random dance in the idle of the night, you just fall into it. I love that you gave me a chance, and I love that you love me. So Chloe Mitchell-Beale, I am yours, even if I don't think I'm much or good enough for you. I am completely yours. I also want you to be the first to hear the latest song that you inspired." Beca kissed Chloe quickly before going to the stereo to change the song. She was back pulling Chloe to her before the song started. It was something she had written with a new Irish band called the Script they had named I'm Yours. Beca held Chloe close as the song played, by the time it was over tears were falling down Chloe's cheeks.
"I love you Becs." Chloe whispered once again, and kissed her wife soundly. "Let's go back to bed love."
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a/n: So I got a friend not on here that had a rough week awhile back and called me up needing to talk, hadn't informed me she took pills. She's alright, but I want you all to know I've been on both sides of the sword, I know what it's like to want to die, I know what it's like to need anyone to just listen to you, and I know what its like to attempt to take your own life. I also know what it's like to lose the ones you love. I am here for anyone at any time, if you feel like you don't matter or I won't care you are wrong. I care about people it's who I am, I will stay up all night with anyone just to make sure they are ok and will make it through the night. So if you need it I am here, I won't judge, I don't care if its just to talk about anything even the weather, if you need someone I got your back. Sorry for the long note, it needs to be said.
