lii. mermaid/resurface

"She makes me feel like I'm. Drowning, you know? When I think about her everything blurs and mutes like she's dragged me to the bottom of the ocean. That's why I avoid her. Lots of times I think I'm over it, but...it's not that simple. It never is, and I've broken up with lots of girls and rejected more...

My heart won't let me let go. That sounds awfully cheesy, doesn't it? Letting Lillie go was—it wasn't easy, but it felt natural. Not like this, and I feel like I've kept this suppressed for so long it's only gotten worse."


you never forget your first