Chapter 51

Author's note: Hey! Don't worry, Kara and Lena will still bond. It will happen in chapter 56 I think, maybe 55. And don't forget to check out the awesome art for this fic on my tumblr- hopefulbadgerjunara ,

I will do my best to start to give out updates or something on there too, especially cause I am currently changing names and setting up to offer this story as an ebook if anyone wants that!

TW: rape. Not malicious. Just I could totally see something in here being seen as rape.

It hadn't taken long for Lena to fall asleep, starved, deprived of any nutrients or rest in days if not weeks. It had been long enough she didn't remember well as her eyelids grew heavier. Nothing had ever felt so perfect, in the arms of her strong alpha. Kara's strong and muscular yet still feminine arms wrapped all the way around her, forming the most perfect haven for her; where she not only could forget her problems, fears, what she had become, but where she felt the raging waters of her turbulent existence as this thing she loathed. It was all gone; she was safe.

Lena awoke a couple hours later, but still hours till sunrise to the thick scent of Kara's rut setting in. The scent was entirely overwhelming to the point Lena thought she might choke on the thick scented air. God, if this is how potent her scent is now what would it be by tonight!? Lena shifted her legs, her panties drenched and clinging to her heated aching flesh. "Kara… God!" Lena's breaths were short and reflective of how much the scent had affected her even in her sleep. She couldn't help but press her thighs together, laying there on her side with Kara's arms wrapped around her. She bit her lip softly, feeling the thin relief it yielded, only to remind her she needed more. "Fuck." Her control began to slip as her hand drifted down between her legs. It was a slow tentative tracing tips of her fingers along her thigh at first, but it didn't take long for her fingers to slip up, traveling to the point where she could feel her slick. Lena moaned out, a lewd sign of need with her mate's arms still wrapped around her. She didn't want to wake Kara, but she was certain she had the moment her fingers graced her sex causing her to cry out.

Kara shifted on the bed, tightening her arms around Lena. The wolf growled pleased, lazily rubbing her nose along Lena's neck.

"Kara." Lena moaned, her fingers moving a little faster in anticipation of the alpha behind her. "Fuck Kara I'm so horny." Lena complained, turning her head to see Kara's still sleeping face.

Kara hummed gently, clearly in a very pleasant dream.

"Damnit…" Lena complained, not wanting to deprive her mate of any more sleep for the night.

Regardless as to whether or not Kara was awake, Lena's aching core demanded further attention. Her fingers quickly returned to their task. She bit down on her lip, not wanting to wake Kara as her body craved to moan loudly; to alert the alpha that her omega was ready and aching to be mated. "Kara!" Lena swallowed down the cry all the way down to a semi-silent whimper. Fuck! Why is it so hard to stay quiet!

She had never had trouble with it before! But now with Kara slumbering only centimeters away? It was fucking impossible. Forget busting her lip, Lena almost bit through her lip as even the softest caresses from the pads of her fingertips against her folds and her clit had her thinking she would break down screaming to be filled with Kara's knot as she lived on the edge of a perfect but devastating orgasm.

Devastating it was, as Lena shook, using all of her strength to hold steady, the climax ripping through her body. She nearly broke as she gasped for air, a fire still burning in her core, somehow even hotter.

"Good girl." Kara growled darkly, but clearly still asleep as she drowsily pulled Lena closer, pressing herself against Lena, her cock standing proud as it felt harder than steel against her mate.

"Damnit Kara you feel good!" Lena somehow complained at the feeling of Kara's member pressing against her ass.

Kara moaned lewdly into Lena's neck, her hot breath sending shivers down her spine. "Such a good Omega, waiting for me, all ruined in heat and dripping for me?"

Kara's hand shot forcefully down under Lena's pajamas.

"Fuck! Kara! Oh god!" Lena fought the forceful move for at least a moment. But then she felt Kara's hand grabbing at her sex greedily.

"So fucking drenched for me, you dirty little omega." Kara growled, bucking her hips hard against Lena.

"Kara!" Lena yelled, now wanting to wake her mate as her cock rammed almost painfully against her.

"Your gonna take my knot like a good girl!" Kara growled deeply, huffing with each entitled thrust.

"Kara!" Lena yelled again as she tried to push Kara's hand away, but it seemed only to encourage the alpha.

"My good little girl is gonna moan like such a perfect little whore for me as I fill you with my knot!" Kara snarled, forcing her fingers deeper inside Lena.

"Fuck Kara wake up!" Lena squirmed, pulling at Kara's hand as hard as she could. Lena's attempts only highlighted how strong and powerful the alpha was as she was completely incapable of making her budge. Although it was scary, and almost terrifying in a way, her Alpha's strength did something for her, stealing her breath away as she realized Kara had been holding herself back each and every time they had been together like this before. The woman had been so soft and gentle until now, but it had quickly become clear that Kara's inner urges and craving were far from gentle or soft. Not to mention it was now clear Kara had more than enough strength to back up her less than gentle urges. The thought simultaneously turned Lena's stomach and her body burned hotter with craving for the alpha whose fingers were now pumping hastily inside her and cock was rutting against her ass. "Fuck, Kara… you…" Lena gritted her teeth.

"My girl is so desperate for my cock isn't she?" Kara's fingers seemed to grow while they thrusted inside Lena.

"God… baby, no, wake up!" Lena was breathless as her body insisted on allowing the alpha to have her way. She suddenly screamed out as she felt claws scraping at the inside of her sensitive flesh. "Oouch! Kara!" Claws began to cut into her as Kara continued. "Fuck! Kara stop!" Lena cried out as any lingering lust was extinguished by the pain of Kara's claws cutting into her.

Kara pulled her hand out, tearing her claws down Lena's pajama bottoms, ripping them to shreds. She then grabbed at Lena's hips, claws digging deep into them as she lined herself up with Lena's entrance. "But I'm gonna make my omega feel soooo good." Kara growled, dragging her lips along Lena's neck.

"Kara stop!" Lena screamed, praying to end this nightmare.

The heat burned between her legs, her clitoris swollen beyond plausible belief as she could feel her pulse throbbing painfully through all of her sex. Kara huffed, incapable of bringing enough oxygen into her lungs as the scent of her mate blinded her to anything else. Freshly fallen leaves and twigs crunched under her paws stomped heavily on the forest floor as she searched for her omega. The scent swirled in the forest floor, Kara's nose twitching as she strived to decipher a distinct path towards her mate. Her heart thudded heavier in her cock with each step, the mental image of Lena spread and aching, her pussy dripping with need seared itself deeper into her mind. Small pearlescent drops of her excitement beaded up and dropped onto the early hour's dewy grasses. Kara's mind continued to race as her instincts were at their peak, the full moon high in the sky melding woman and wolf to one. They both not only desired, they needed their omega under them, crying out with the painful needy pleasure only an omega could endure.

Kara raised her head to the moon, her jaw parting as the call broke loose. Her mating call echoed throughout all of the forest, demanding a reply from her mate wherever she may be. The howl broke through the trees with a nearly concussive force which she knew would alert each and every wolf if not creature in the forest. Leaves shuddered in the wake of the thunderous call as it made its way towards it's intended recipient. She fought to stand, to rise on the weakened hind legs as the call only fanned ferocious flames vying to destroy her. The reply was involuntary, even after she had been fighting to make any noise but a broken whimper for what had seemed like years since her body had snapped and reformed into this beautiful primal state. Her cry although not quite as concussive, held a similar raw force, breaking back through the trees and warning all wolves but one to stay away. Lena wanted her privacy, she wanted her first time in this form to be isolated, away from the others. It wasn't but moments later that she heard her thudding pawsteps hastening rhythmically as the alpha raced towards her. Lena's breath caught in her throat rich with anticipation, but also a hint of fear.

"Good girl." Kara growled darkly, paws finding momentary homes in the soft dirt meters away from Lena.

Lena whined looking back to her alpha, the swollen phallus stealing more than just her attention and her breath. "Kara." She whimpered back, no real words exchanged.

Kara nodded back, enjoying the pained look on Lena's face as she approached with a deliberate languid tempo.

Lena's eyes begged desperately for relief from the desperate aching pain that was her new form.

Kara came closer, beginning by licking At Lena's neck, showing the wolf soft affections.

Lena purred back, offering her neck for the bite.

"No. Not yet." Kara's growls answered for her.

"Kara!" Lena's eyes pleaded watering with pain.

Kara turned her head from her omega, looking down towards her mate's sex. She nudged Lena over to her side before burying her snout against the omega's ready sex. Kara growled deeply before extending her tongue for a few painfully slow abrasive licks, lapping up the fluids ripe with Lena's need.

"My good little girl is gonna moan like such a perfect little whore for me as I fill you with my knot!" Kara slowly meandered to position herself behind Lena.

Lena squirmed her body burning painfully. She was able to withstand everything up until this, but now that Kara was directly behind her and still not giving her what she needed; it became unbearable almost immediately.

"My girl is so desperate for my cock isn't she?" Kara inched closer, licking the remnants of Lena's slick from her nose, adoring the evidence of her desperate mate.

"Damnit Kara it fucking hurts!" Lena howled out and pawed at the ground angrily.

"But I'm gonna make my omega feel soooo good." No sooner did the words leave her lips than did the scream wake her.

"Kara stop!"

"Hmm!? What?" Mhmm Lena. God, you smell good!" Kara growled, her hand drifting back to Lena's core. "Fuck you smell like omega!" Kara's mouth parted softly as her wolf craved to bite.

"No! I! Get away from me!" Lena cried, escaping from Kara's grasp.

"Woah? What's wrong?" It was then that Kara could smell the blood. "Oh, you started your period!?" Kara assumed she had found the answer. "No need to be ashamed, just come back to bed baby."

"No! You fucking cut me!" Lena held to her core as it healed slowly.

"Huh?" Kara looked down to her hand stained with blood. "Wha?"

"Kara in your sleep… you grabbed at me… and…" Lena's face told it all when combined with the tattered shreds that remained of her pajamas and the blood that stained them.

"I…" Kara's face turned to self-disgust.

"It's ok. I'm fine. I'm already healing." Lena assured.

"I… hurt you."

"You were asleep Kara! You had no control." Lena offered, fearful for Kara, and her well being, knowing this was in a large way already Kara's greatest fear.

"Lena…"

"You were asleep, you didn't mean to, you had no control." Lena jumped to give reasons for Kara not to hate herself, fearful Kara would go back on the promise from hours earlier to turn her.

"That is the problem! I! I hurt you BECAUSE I wasn't in control!" Kara snapped.

"Kara!" Fear finally shown on her face.

The alpha was still terrified by her own actions, but finally seeing Lena's face as one of fear snapped her back to reality and prevented her from spiraling. "Are you ok? You are bleeding. I… I guess I shifted while I was… and my claws cut into you?"

"Yeah." Lena nodded, weakly moving back to the bed. "I'm ok. But let's just say I have a sore snatch."

"You are healing ok?" Kara worried.

"Slow, but the bleeding has stopped." Lena answered, crawling into bed.

"And… you… ok? With me… doing that to you?"

"I'm certainly not a fan."

"Lena." Kara pushed.

"Yes. I'm ok."

"Lena… I… almost. Fuck I did!"

"You were asleep. You didn't know what you were doing." Lena offered, cuddling up to Kara without hesitation to show her she had no fear of the alpha.

"How can you… just… forgive me?"

"It wasn't done intentionally, and I love you Kara. That's how." Lena answered.

"I love you too. I'm sorry."

"It is ok if you need to wait a month. I… figure this whole thing needs to be done on the night of a full moon?"

"My knot will only form during a full moon." Kara acknowledged, listening close.

"I understand if you need time. And I'll admit I'm not all about the idea of something huge inside of me tonight. Still really sore, and I don't see this healing real fast on bovine blood alone." Lena offered.

"I, would really appreciate that Lena." Kara was able to take a sigh of relief as fear built up within her. Time would certainly make this easier.

"We still have an hour or so before sun up. Let's get some sleep." Lena sighed, a pit resting in her throat, a hint of regret lingering. She wanted her nightmare over, but she knew she would regret her decisions more if they resulted in Kara living her own.

End of Chapter 51