"So tell us about this teacher?" Daniela asked. Me and Vanessa was lying on her bed while she was sitting in her desk chair. "It was just a short thing, I ended it pretty soon 'cause I didn't want my boyfriend to find out. They both let out an Ah! Of surprise than started laughing. "You're so awesome!" Vanessa declared. I didn't answer. "So did he find out?" Daniela wanted to know. I nodded. "Yeah, so they started fighting. But he forgave me." Someone opened the door. "Wish guys were fighting over me!" I shoot up. "Lauren!"

Yes, it was clearly Lauren. She had dark brown long hair, tan but not as tan as Vanessa, manly face, but yet very feminine. "Missed up, Lonely!" She gave a short smile. So much for hugging there. "You have totally changed so have we. Not to mention that you have been ignoring us for the longest time ever!" She wasn't that happy to see us. "Whatever!" I answered. Vanessa and Daniela looked from me to her. Not sure who's side to be on. We both knew that the first one to speak would lose, so no one of us said anything. "Dress up party at Justin's house at seven." Vanessa said looking at her phone. I checked my phone, Deidara hadn't called me back. "Does anyone have any animal ears I can borrow?" Vanessa and Daniela squealed. No one did dress up parties like me. Lauren wasn't that impressed, I have her an glare of death. "Justin's parents are out of town." I leaned on my elbows. "No shut up! A home alone party!" Vanessa nodded. I so owned her, she was so wrapped around my fingers. All this by giving her some attention. She clearly wasn't the favorite in the group anymore, she used to me my left hand.

I dropped the dress and went for the corset and hot pants. Vanessa lend me some black cat ears. She was going as a mouse in a gray mini dress, Daniela was going as a leopard, she even had a black tail. I hadn't seen Lauren yet. I knew she was my competition, so I had to look better than me. Vanessa drove us to the party, Daniela was in the backseat.

When Lauren showed up I wasn't sure if I had beaten her. She wore a baby pink mini skirt with a matching baby blue top. On her head she had zebra ears. "Why are you dressed as a cow?" Daniela asked wondering. Win! I just smiled and looked around, almost nobody was outside. It was no question if there was anyone inside. The music was blasting and people screaming. "Come on biatches," I said leading the way. They followed, Lauren unhappy.

I was right. The party was wild. Vanessa went off to Justin, Lauren went over to some guy I didn't know so it was just Daniela and me left. "Where are the drinks?" I screamed so she would hear me. She pointed me to the table. There was plenty to drink. Too bad for Justin, his place was going to get trashed, good for me. I didn't bother getting a cup, I took a bottle of wine. I was getting hammered. Vanessa and Justin found me 40 minutes later. I had been mingling catching up with old friends. "Hi!" Justin screamed unsure if he could hug me or not. He decided not to. "How you been?" He yelled. I nodded as a 'yes, I've been good.' "Would you mind getting me something more to drink?" I yelled at Vanessa. She looked at the bottle I was holding up and went to find another one. I didn't need another one, you could clearly tell that I was drunk. I bent over to yell something in Justin's ear. "You're still fuckings hot, you just keep looking better." He didn't give off the reaction I wanted at first. I was in my game, I would get what I wanted. I just wasn't sure what I wanted. "You look healthy!" He answered. He wasn't sure how to react. He had changed, he had feelings for Vanessa. "Wanna go somewhere we can talk?" I was the one to ask. I grabbed his arm and pulled him out of the house. He was strong, he could have stopped me if he wanted.

We could still hear the music on the outside, but we didn't need to yell to hear each other. "Are you treating her right?" It was such a stupid question. "I mean, do you respect her?" Just keep digging Ino. He reacted to this. "I wouldn't her for anything, I think I love her." I gave him a kiss on the check and went inside again. I was still able to walk without help.

I found Vanessa with my wine bottle and thanked her. I went upstairs to drink it alone. I didn't know what I was doing her, I think I must have missed this life more than I had known. In the most unsafe place for me, I felt awfully safe.