Author's note: I'm really really sorry for not updating! I found it hard to write this past few days due to my writer's block and busy schedule, please forgive me. ='(

The title's 'To be with you'. Not really sure why I named my chapter like that. Maybe it's because I'm listening at David Archuleta's music too much. He has one song titled like that and found the song so sweet…thus making it my theme song for this chapter. Check that song out.

Note: I do not own HP. And you'll always find wrong grammars here and there. I do not have beta reader you see. Please bear with me, thank you!

Enjoy reading!


Chapter forty six:

To be with you

"Is this a new way how dogs greet? How fascinating" Snape idly said.

Sirius tightened the grip on his, "I have no time joking around with you Snivellus. What did you to Renee?"

"No time? I always thought you have all the time on the world, Mutt" he countered back, grabbed his fist and removed it hastily on his clothes.

Sirius got his wand pointed at him…which Snape countered with his own wand pointed back at the man. "Say it again you slimy git and I'll make sure you'll eat those words…" he hissed.

"Dare me" he hissed back.

Renee suddenly mumbled in her sleep and moved to her other side, making the two shifted their attention at the sleeping girl. They waited for her to settle down before returning to each other's glare. And if looks could really kill, they might have already slit each other's throats.

"Remove your filthy hands off me" Snape whispered as he straightened his clothes the moment Sirius got distracted and walked away from him.

Sirius on the other hand was furious at the man. In fact, he was always furious whenever he meets the raven haired man. He might be guarding Renee from the place he couldn't reach, but he still couldn't help be irritated with him. He hated his guts, his looks and definitely how he was getting close with Renee and Isabel.

Severus watched Sirius walked towards the couch and gazed at the sleeping form on it. He always hated him and rest of his gang when they were studying at Hogwarts, and will always be. They were the ones who made his life miserable and he will never forgive them. He hated his immature rants, his guts and every bit that was related with him.

If it wasn't the sleeping Renee, they might have cursed each other now without any reason to.

"I'm bringing her home. I don't want her to get your infection" Sirius called him.

He turned at him with his eyebrows up, "Do what you want. I do not care. Just make sure she won't get any aftershocks on the way"

Sirius didn't speak nor turn at the man behind him. Snape didn't spoken either, making Sirius thought that he had already left and returned to his stinky potions. Instead of lifting the girl up, he sat on the armchair next to the couch and gazed at her. She was still sleeping soundly…not even gotten herself awaken after some little ruckus a few feet from her.

When was the last time she got a peaceful nap like this? He wondered and then thought that Snape might have given the girl some sleeping draught to keep her slumber.

"I'll burn that monster to pieces" he muttered.

"Lovely sentiment, now aren't you going to leave now?" Sirius looked back and saw the black clothed man leaning on the wall and watching them.

He rolled his eyes, "She's still sleeping Git. I couldn't just wake her up from her sleep like that, she'll kill me" he said as a matter of fact and then raised his eyebrow at the sight of the man with a drink on his hand. "Aren't you going to give drinks to your guest?"

"My liquor is only intended for wizards. Not dogs" he simply said, making Sirius wanted to curse him but tried to control his self from doing so. He returned his attention at the sleeping girl and then after a few minutes after, a floating goblet was reaching the small table next to him.

Severus watched him raised the goblet and sniffed the contents, "My poisons are more valuable than you. Do not fret"

The curled man glared at him and then sipped on the goblet consciously. The liquid reached his throat and got the taste of the familiar firewhiskey…making him sure that he wasn't poisoned, for now.

"So you save her last night from Vol…I mean that Dark Lord?" Sirius asked as he almost got the name slipped on his tongue. Isabel had already made him learn about the forbidding name, not that they were scared of the name…rather, making sure they'll not be spotted on.

"Not saving her with the Dark Lord," Snape started, "I found her at the forest. But yes, I did save her" he pressed, making Sirius irritated more.

"Got that from saving civilians, I assume?" he asked from the obvious.

"That child sure has a Gryffindor blood on her veins" he spat, as if the word was disgusting for his preference.

He surely swore Sirius was to about answer back. But all he did was shrugged and sipped into his goblet.

"Isabel's a Gryffindor after all. They're both courageous for their own good" he said simply. And no matter Severus hated it, he knew Sirius was right.

After that, no one intended to speak. And it was both an awkward silence for both of them. Only Renee's evenly breathing and the fireplace's cracking were the only ones who made the obvious sounds. Sirius found his self entitled to speak up, even it was very against his will.

"How's the Order Snivellous?" he asked without even turning at the man.

Severus was already on the inch of cursing him if he wasn't really so near at the sleeping young witch, instead he came up with his usual snide remarks on the man.

"Better without a reckless Mutt around" he responded coldly.

This time around, he turned at the man with a loathing glare and found out he wasn't just the one who's having a death glare. He knew it wasn't true at all; the order was quite a mess if you'll notice Isabel's bothered face after their Order meetings. He wasn't that stupid for not figuring it out.

"Is she always like this?" Severus was the one who asked as he glanced at the girl who's still not aware of her surroundings.

"It's been a while since she had one aftershock. But yes, she had one like this before…especially the day after the school ended"

Snape didn't reply. He knew what he was talking about. It was after the school year when Renee had her first death eater mission to attend. He might not voice it all out to everyone, but he knew how it shook the young Gryffindor over.

"The order wasn't in great shape"

Sirius was more shock about Snape telling him facts than the statement itself. He had never been a normal conversation with him and never thought he'll have one.

"I know. Isabel's face says it all over"

"The members do not trust her anymore" Snape coolly replied.

"Not that they trust her before anyway" Sirius wanted to snort, but then refrain himself for making too much noise.

"Indeed" Sirius dumbly turned at him as Snape agreed. They never had one thing agreed upon before, not even once. Snape noticed it as well and glanced at him for a moment for turning away.

"And I assume they didn't like the idea of letting Renee joining the Order?" he asked again.

"Molly thinks it's Dumbledore's most reckless idea"

"I think so too. A child like her shouldn't be joining such dangerous task" he shook his head, "Albus gone insane already"

"For how much I loathed it, I agree with you" Snape admitted, though the looks of him tells Sirius that he'll rather choose to wear Neville's grandmother's clothes than admitting those.

"If they never rescued me, we might have delayed her joining the ranks too"

"Gryffindors and their reckless heroic stunts" Snape rumbled, making Sirius glared at him.

"Excuse us for being courageous Mr. Slimy Slytherin" he spat.

"It's better than rushing to things without even thinking…stupid Lions"

"It doesn't mean that you're guarding Renee on that dark circle that I'll be kind to you, you snivellous…"

"And neither I am. I have no intentions to get cuddly with a dog"

"Say it again you slimy—" Renee mumbled again and tried to find a more comfortable position, making the two of them stopped from bickering. She slowly opened her eyes and saw the curled man.

"Sirius what are you doing…?" she mumbled incoherently as she was still fighting over her sleepiness.

He rubbed her shoulders and smiled, "I'm here to watch you. Go and sleep some more kiddo"

"But…Where's Snape?" she closed her eyes and still not fully awake and got Snape's attention even more without her noticing.

"He's playing with his chemistry set, don't worry about him" he rolled his eyes and could feel the piercing stares that Snape was giving to him.

She gave him a timid smile, "Chemistry set? Very funny Sirius…I'm gonna sleep some more" and then she speak no more.

They just glared at each other until Renee settled from her spot and dozed off. They both said nothing, worried they'll wake the young girl once again.

After a few minutes of waiting, Snape spoke up at the curled haired man though his voice was still low for the girl to hear "I'm just doing my job to guard her in case she messes up. Being friendly with you isn't included with my contract"

"Not that I've cared of" Sirius spat and then raised his eyebrow. He'll never know how Renee and Isabel get along with the raven haired man. Snape was still the one who got Harry's parents killed off. And as long as he could tell, no one could change that. But for the first time, he learned to keep his mouth shut…He was after all the one who's keeping Renee safe in times of need.

…..

Renee covered her face with a blanket as the sunlight tickles her skin and then unconsciously smiled. For the first time in many nights, she finally got a peaceful long nap she already wished of. She had a weird dream of Sirius and Snape talking without killing each other of was something that made her smile more.

What a weird dream.

"Are you really trying to sleep the whole day?"

Renee took the blanket off and gazed at the origin of the voice with a shock. She rubbed her eyes as thought she was still dreaming. But Sirius was really there, sitting comfortably on the armchair near her with a firewhiskey on hand.

"What are you doing here?" she sat up and looked at him suspiciously. Is my eyes really deceiving me?

"What do you think I'm doing here?" he asked, "I'm picking you up of course"

"I thought you're just visiting Professor Snape" Sirius glared at her dry humor, "Just kidding...where's Professor?"

"Don't ask me, he might be doing something with his chemistry set for all I care"

"Touché"

Sirius stood up and dusted the invincible dust on his clothes. "Now, let's stop this chat. We need to get home"

Renee rolled her eyes but then followed suit. Removing the blanket made her night clothes revealed that made Sirius raised his eyebrows but then said nothing. She found her clothes on her side and looked around for some place to change her clothes when she remembered something that made her looked at Sirius once again.

"Did Mum know you're here?"

He shrugged, making Renee thought otherwise. She knew this was another Sirius' unknown expedition. Something that a Gryffindor would always possessed.

The young witch left the curled haired man on the sitting room and found the bathroom to change her nightclothes. The bathroom was ordinary like the rest of the house, small but much cleaner than the rest of house. She gazed at the mirror and found her pale face staring back at her.

"I really did get thin, didn't I?" she sighed and then started to strip her nightclothes off.

She came back at the sitting room with her yellow shirt, navy blue skirt and long gray cardigan. Somehow, she thanked her mother for bringing her comfortable clothes over. Just thinking of wearing her black robes once again makes her stomach curl. It was Sirius she first saw and from his glare at the other side of the wall makes her think of one thing.

"Professor Snape" she greeted as she spotted the professor. He only raised his eyebrow at her as a response.

"Err…I borrow your loo for just a sec" she informed him though she fairly knew that the professor knew the latter.

He just nodded and looked away.

"So, you ready kid?" Sirius piped at her as the silence engulfed them both. Renee just nodded in response and still stares at the raven haired man. She surely wanted to repay his kindness but she was also sure he won't accept any payment for the dept she had at him.

Suddenly a thought struck her.

"Why don't you join us for dinner Professor?" she suddenly asked, making the two men stared at her like she was insane. For her it was not a bad idea at all, Snape will be alone if they would left and be eating his dinner alone. And just thinking about it makes her sad.

But for the two it was like the most stupid idea they ever heard for this day.

"I do not think that is a good idea Matte" said he. Sirius internally agreed.

"It wasn't a bad idea. Besides, you might need to talk with Mum about some things about the Order" she pressed. She fairly knew that he and Isabel haven't talk much since the summer break started, hence making their teamwork quite unstable.

Severus thought about it. She was taking a point after all. Sirius looked at the young Gryffindor thinking she would know his 'I-don't-want-this' look. But the latter has this hopeful look on her eyes as she pressed the professor, one of her expressions he haven't seen on her for such a long time.

Damn, he cursed within himself.

"You could go along with us" Sirius thought about barfing the moment he said the words when Snape and Renee looked at him, "If you won't take your death eater friends over" he finished.

"Sirius!" she scolded. He just shrugged and looked away. Renee just rolled her eyes and then looked at the professor and mouthed 'sorry' at him.

"Please professor…just this once" she pleaded once again while ignoring the muttering Sirius at the background, "I could ask Toby to cook something nice"

Severus thought about declining the offer but her hopeful look made him otherwise, "Very well" he finally said, making Renee smile so wide and clapped her hands together in delight.

"Yes!" she exclaimed, "I mean, that's great professor…I mean the dinner, err yeah" she awkwardly tried to cover her delight but having a poor job.

Severus just raised his eyebrows in amusement but then said nothing about her behavior, "I'll just get my coat" he told them and exited the room swiftly.

Renee followed the professor with her eyes and then wondered if her eyes were tricking her. Is it just me or I just saw him almost smile a while ago? With tricks or not, just thinking about spending more time with the professor unrelated with her death eater pretention makes her want to squirm in delight.

"Wipe that smile of your face kid, you're irritating me" Sirius spoke.

"Shut up" she rolled her eyes and then gazed at the stairs where the professor gone off.

How a great summer day it is.

Isabel shifted her weigh on her other foot as she watched the Dark Lord paced on the fireplace once again. A goblet of firewhiskey was on his pale hand like nothing happened at all. When in fact just a moment ago when they were both at Amelia Bone's home and wrecking her body out for choosing to die than joining the dark side. She knew the latter was a Hufflepuff and has a daughter on the same house, but she didn't know that the witch has a hidden Gryffindor inside her.

She was internally saluting the witch for keeping her loyalty intact at the last moment of her life.

"Such a waste talent" Voldemort spoke, making Isabel check her occlumency shield if it was still intact.

"I agree with you my Lord" she spoke and then sipped her goblet. Such talent was wasted; she could have helped us from this war…

Voldemort stopped from his tracks and gazed at her, "I heard you're persuaded to take your post again at the Ministry, Emily"

Damn it.

She bowed, "It was true, my Lord. They had traced my existence once again and trying to put me on the position" and whoever told them about me will surely regret this.

"Hmmm…" he sipped his wine and seated to his armchair and inclined her to come near him. Isabel kneeled before him, placed down the goblet on the table and kissed the hem of his robes.

"Do what they want you to do. Join the Ministry" his voice was quite echoing around the silent room, "Another pair of eyes on that weak Ministry could be good use on me"

She lowered her lips on the hem on his robes before responding, "As you wish, my Lord. I'll do everything for you"

His cold hands brushed her head and then stayed on her cheeks, making her lean on the cold touch. "Very good, as expected of my loyal servant" he offered his hand on her lips and she kissed it without any doubt.

Someday, I'll get out of this mess.

Isabel reached her home with physical and emotional fatigue engulfing her. From all the day's work, all she wanted was a warm and cozy bath. Many things happened today, from Renee's staying at Spinners end to watching Amelia die in front of her and accepting the Ministry's offer. She might not take it anymore if something would add to her problems.

"Toby?" the house elf appeared the moment she spoke the name, "Could you make the bathtub ready?"

"Yes Mistress" he bowed and then stopped when Isabel called her again. "Yes? Mistress Isabel?"

"Have you seen Sirius?" she looked around the place without the curled haired man waiting for her return. A hint of hurt touched her, says the man who told me he'll wait for me.

"Toby hasn't seen Master Sirius, Mistress Isabel" he told her. Isabel just nodded and let him do his job. She plopped into the couch and then gazed at the quiet room.

Now that she thought about it, the place hasn't changed since the last twenty years away from the house. Maybe it was because of Toby's frequent visiting while she and Renee were living at the muggle village, she didn't know. It was as if she hasn't been apart from the house and sometimes thinks that her mother would just pop out of the kitchen with her favorite apron and kind face. Or her brother would come downstairs and tease her for getting fooled for all these years. Or she would found her father reading the daily prophet on the kitchen table and ask her again about her date with her boyfriend.

That's not going to happen. Everything has changed.

Yes, everything has changed. And she could no longer do anything about it besides moving forward and stopped the impending war before them. She had found her happiness after such a long time, there was no way she'll let it slip away again.

Isabel stood up and headed upstairs. Lingering alone on the room could just make her emotional once again. The bathroom was ready by the time she arrived and found herself sniffing at the lavender fragrance that Toby placed on her bath. But as she about to enter the bathroom, an idea struck her head and then stopped.

"Don't he ever try…" she muttered and then headed at their room and opened his dresser, "I knew it" his favorite coat wasn't there which made her think of only one thing.

"Tobbbyyy" she called once again. Toby appeared in front of her and found his mistress in a very angry manner, "Look for Sirius around the house…please"

"Yes Mistress" he bowed and then disappeared. Isabel crossed her arms and glared at his dresser. She closed her eyes and tried to calm herself but to no avail.

Slamming the cabinet door, she stomped outside the room and looked around. But so far, she wasn't that surprised, Sirius will break house rules…one way or another. That's the way Gryffindor thinks.

But still…

"He better had a better explanation to this…or else…"

"Erm, so this is our house…I mean the Briston's mansion" Renee spoke the moment they reached the apparition point and now standing not far from their new home.

Severus just nodded and then followed the two towards the house as Renee opened the small gate that leads them to the actual vicinity of their property. Before them were a large house and a wide green garden, with different kind of flowers and trees around. A kind of place that you couldn't think of someone inside the death eater's circle would be living off.

Renee nervously glanced at the professor as they lead him towards the house. He was walking like a dignified gentleman, one of the things she would always like about him. She smiled but then refrained herself for doing so. Inviting the professor at their new house was one of her dreams that never thought she could actually fulfill for today. All of them were having a hard time because of the war thus keeping them all busy and not able to do things such as doing her homework or reading her new books at her new room. Inviting the professor for dinner was quite new and keeps her giddy and excited.

Silly high school crush…funny, I feel like it's been decades since I felt something like this again.

Sirius just raised his eyebrow at the sight of the young witch which's having a slight blush on her face. Odd…He glanced at the man behind him and found the man gazing at the young witch's back.

Very odd.

He snorted to himself. There was no way what he was thinking could be true. The girl was too pure (Okay maybe just a little) to fall to such man. And besides, the greasy git doesn't have the ability to have such feelings like that. He just knew that.

Sirius was about to hold the knob when the door burst open and revealed the fuming Isabel before him.

"Ah, at last Sirius Black. Pleasant surprise" Isabel crossed her arms and glared at him.

"Isabel, you came back early" damn, Sirius cursed to himself.

"Of course, how could I know you've gone missing the moment I left the house if I didn't came early" she shook her head and still didn't let Sirius get inside the house.

"Just let me explain…"

"Oh, let's hear your very nice explanation Sirius Black" she snorted, "You irresponsible stupid git, don't you know how those death eaters roaming all around the place…" she stopped the moment she saw Severus and Renee walking towards them.

"Renee…Severus" her voice changed so fast from being angry to her normal one, making Sirius irritated with the woman.

"Erm, hi Mum" she shifted her gaze uncomfortably at the two.

"Are you already feeling fine now dear?" Renee nodded, "Severus, nice of you to bring her home" she smiled sweetly at him.

"Don't mention it" he responds.

"Oh, don't just stand there" she waved her hand and held the door open for them to enter, "I assume you're not busy to have dinner with us today?"

"Renee already invited him" Sirius told her and then muttered, "…Unfortunately"

Isabel glared at him once again and then smiled sweetly at the two, "Come, I could ask Toby to cook something nice today"

Renee and Severus looked at each other and then entered the house. Isabel followed suit, after giving Sirius 'Explain-everything-later-or-else' look. Sirius rolled his eyes and followed them inside.

Severus glanced around the house. It was as well light like their old home, though it as more extravagant looking for someone who hide for almost two decades from the wizarding community. Renee peeked at the man beside her.

"Erm, so this is our house. I mean my Mum's home before…You know before…" she whispered and then glanced at her mother's direction.

"I see" he timidly said and then glanced at her. She met his black orbs and forgotten all of the things she was about to say. Somehow all she could only think was the black orbs staring back at her.

"Severus, Renee" Isabel called them, making the two looked at Isabel and Sirius' direction who've been already gone straight at the sitting room. Renee closed her eyes and then bit her lower lip before speaking, "Erm, I should go and inform Toby in the kitchen…" and before Severus could respond, she dashed off to the kitchen with her heart hammering.

She touched her face with both hands and ignored Toby who's very busy with his cooking. A sigh escaped her lips; his presence always made her nervous and it will always be like that.

"Miss Renee?" Toby asked his mistress who's leaning on the wall and looks like going to faint any minute. Renee snapped from her thoughts and looked down to see the house elf looking at her wondering.

"Oh, I'm fine…really" she waved her hand and then smiled at the old house elf, "Now…what are you going to cook? Let me…no I don't accept any objections. Whether you like it or not, I'll help you to cook."

Severus sipped his brandy after Isabel excused herself, bad news to another bad news. Voldemort killed another skilled witch that could have helped them towards the war. Another thing was Isabel's coming back at the Ministry, for the Dark Lord's convenience. Not to mention destruction at muggle village to another…courtesy of his crazy death eater followers.

When is this going to end?

He stood up. Dinner was unexpectedly nice, even if he had Sirius to piss him off. Fortunately Isabel and Renee was there to hush the man thus making him sulked in the corner. It made him smile…almost.

With goblet on his hand, he opened the main door and let the night breeze engulfed him. The garden was unbelievably dark, saved from some light posts and the light of the moon from above. His feet lead him towards the grass, for a mansion so old it was very well kept as if it was only built not long ago.

"Opf!" he looked below at the sound and found a hand next to his boots. Renee was staring back at him from below while lying comfortably on the cold grass with her thin clothes to cover her up.

"Professor S-Snape" she slurred. He raised his eyebrows and found a half empty firewhiskey on the ground.

"Aren't you a minor to drink something like this?" he softly kicked the bottle towards her side. Renee sloppy smiled and looked at the sky, "I found that in the kitchen, I've never thought it tasted so good" she giggled.

He shook his head, this girl's already drunk. "Come on, let's go inside. You'll get cold here" he looked below and found a hand on the hem of his pants as he was about to stepped towards the house.

"Stay" she looked at him with a serious look, "Please?" she pleaded.

Severus thought for while and then scowled in defeat. Renee smiled so sweetly at him when he sat beside her and poured the contents of her bottle on his goblet. She gazed at the sky, "The sky is so pretty today, isn't it professor?"

Severus glanced at her before gazing at the sky, "It is"

"It's funny when you're now appreciating small things that you ignore in the past" she spoke, "I've never looked at the sky this before. I never thought it could be so pretty"

"Hmm" he responded, never leaving his gaze on the sky.

"Say professor…" she shifted to her side to make a better look at the Professor, "Have you looked at the sky like this before?"

Severus glanced at her before he looked back again and sipped on his goblet, "Yes I have" he whispered.

"With Lily?"

He said nothing. But his silence could just give her one answer. "She's so lucky…What she looked like professor?"

"You pry too much for a drunk person Matte" he snapped.

She ignored his answer, "I bet she's pretty…and talented. Maybe loves potions too and could fly so well. I could never think you could like someone who's dumb" her giggle seemed so loud at the quiet garden. "She's so lucky"

"And why is that?" he glanced at her. Renee looked at him and gave him a solemn look.

"Because…someone loves her more than anything else. She has this someone who'll do anything for her…even if she's dead…such damn lucky girl" Renee closed her eyes and let out a sigh.

Severus gazed at the witch. She really pries too much for a drunk person.

"She's not lucky. She got killed" he muttered and then looked at the sky. It was true; Lily really was a pretty and smart lady. She was the head girl on their time. She was one of the best in charms and potions. She was kind to any creature she had met, thus making her a popular one towards professors and students.

Something that is very opposite of him. He might be good in potions, that don't make him popular towards his professors and fellow students. He has no one besides her to rely on. And he wasted it all because of some silly blood traits.

A tug on his sleeves made him looked below and found Renee staring worriedly at him. The feeling of someone worrying about his own problems made him uneasy, for years of living without someone worrying about him besides the old man at Hogwarts…the feeling was quite new.

"Are you alright?"

"I'm fine"

She looked at him without even believing what he had said. The young witch slightly sat up and reached his shoulders "Nonsense, You don't look alright. Lying on the grass could made you feel bett—opf!" lying on the grass for too long made her outbalance and fell on his torso heavily.

Renee slightly got up on top of him and then giggled, "I must have drunk a lot of whiskey…I'm so sorry professor" she smiled at the man below him and then her expression changed, "Your lips are bleeding…I'm so sorry sir…"

Severus was too stunned to respond. And before he could, Renee was already touching his sore lips and licked the blood on her finger.

` "Your blood tastes like metal…" she giggled once again and then noticed her sore lips, "Oh, my lips are bleeding too…that's make the two of us" she giggled some more at the stunned man below her.

He gazed at her happy drunk expression. And it took him a lot of effort to speak up…normally. "Is your exhibition already finished?" Stop staring on her lips, "Now, stand up and you really weigh a—"

Her soft lips touched his, making him rigid and felt a thousand bolt of electricity run into his veins. He reached for her head to stop her but then it stopped on her cheeks, encouraging her more. She sucked his lower lips…and it took much lot of effort not to moan. Her lips tasted metal too, due to her bleeding lips that bumped into his teeth a while ago. Finally, he gave in. And for a matter of seconds, he was responding to her kisses…making her moan in response and hold his face in both hands to pull him deeper on her thus making him excited.

They were in that position for a while until they both gasping for air. Renee licked her lips and then touched his lips like a precious thing.

She went back to her position on the grass and then closed her eyes, "That's for disinfecting your wound…Severus…I-" as a matter of seconds and not completing her sentence, she was already dozing off.

Severus gazed at the sleeping form, not really sure what really happened.


A/N: *grinning from ear to ear* Lol at drunk and flirty Renee. Have you experience to be like that when you're drunk? I experienced once before, though all I had done was to lean to someone I'm not really close…haha!

Thanks for placing the story in your favorite story list. I really do want some feedbacks; could you spare some for me? Thanks a bunch! =)

Renesnee