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"Phoebe Grey?"

"Yes, you know his quote unquote wife."

"Interesting."

"Well! What am I supposed to do? She's here and it just…it just complicates things."

"Its how you perceive it. You have to be the mature one Evelyn. I know you hate her but if he sees even a bit of immaturity in you, you will get nothing."

"How are we splitting them apart? I need to know. Even though she believes Caden is his kid it still seems like she is supportive."

"Don't worry, don't worry. We will work around it. In the meantime, try and make him see what he has been missing from you. I know there are things about you that are attractive to him that she does not have."

"Maybe..alright mother I'll call you later."

(PHOEBE'S POV)

I woke up in the morning to Dani laying next to me.

"Good morning sunshine."

"Dani? What are you doing here? Why aren't you with Teddy and where is Nathan?"

"Teddy has been talking with your father and Taylor all morning and I got bored so I came over here since Nathan left about an hour ago."

"Where did he go?"

"He needed to pick up some papers from my parents. He said he would be back soon and we would all go out tonight and have dinner."

"Yay we are going out."

"Don't start jumping for joy."

"He keeps pushing off our conversation and I am starting to feel real neglected. It fucking sucks."

"I'm sorry Phoebes. I know it will get better."

"Yeah I guess. Anyways I'm hungry. I'm going to make some cereal or something."

"I can make you eggs or biscuits. Maybe hash browns too?"

"Your sweet but I can't stomach that right now. I just want cereal."

"Whatever preggers wants."

I manage a smile and we have breakfast. I feel that coming here was the best idea but now that I'm here I'm just here. We haven't discussed anything. I have made it my mission that we will talk this out. As I eat my cereal I see my phone flashing. Gideon. I grab my phone off of the table and put it in the pocket of my robe.

"Who's that?"

"My father. I'll be right back."

"Um...okay."

I rush to the bedroom and call him back. After two rings he answers.

"Hey Phoebe."

"Hi Gideon."

"Listen before you hang up on me. I'm sorry about the other night. I was wasted and alone and I'm sorry I put you in an awkward position. I overstepped my boundaries and I just wanted to apologize."

"Apology accepted. Look, I'm in North Carolina working out everything with Nathan so…I…..I don't think we should be talking."

"I understand. I just want us to be friends. You're a real great girl and I just want to see you happy."

"Thank you. "

"Your welcome. Well….best of luck to you Veronica."

"Wait?! What?"

And then he hung up. What a psychotic man. He was dangerous man to be around. I liked him as a friend but that was all. He obviously felt different which was disturbing. I threw my phone in my bag and laid on the bed. I had had so much fun with him and his friends that day. It was liberating to feel like a normal person and to feel that someone was actually giving a damn about me and my well-being. I came all the way over here and he wouldn't even sleep with me when I arrived. Whatever I just needed to stop stressing over it and focus on the baby. As I rubbed my tummy I felt a distinct little bump. This was happening, this was real. This little human being was going to be born in eight months and I needed to get my head on straight for him or her. I wonder if the baby will be a boy or a girl. Imagine a mini me or mini Nathan running around. Awwww…I can't wait. Birth..ugh…that will be painful I can just see it now and..Knock Knock….Dammit! Dani!

"Phoebe, are you okay?"

I get up and answer the door.

"I'm fine. I just was lying down and then I completely forgot to come back."

"What did your dad say?"

"Not much. Just wanted to know how I was doing."

"Sounds good. Anyways I was going to go visit my parents. Teddy is coming with. Do you want to come too?"

"I would but I'm tired. Nathan is there though huh?"

"Yes he is."

"Do they know?"

"No. He hasn't said anything to them yet. We want to tell them. I mean your parents already know."

I got along with Nathan's parents however I always felt that they just accepted me as Nathan's wife not so much as a daughter in law. They were always polite and sweet towards me but I always felt that we didn't have a bond. I never went shopping with Abigail. We had dinner a few times but our conversations seemed so rehearsed and I swear we even talked about the weather. I always got the feeling she loved Evelyn.

"We will tell them but first me and Nathan need to get right."

"Fine. Alright well Teddy is waiting for me and Taylor will stay here with you. I'll see you later Phoebes."

"Catch you later."

After Dani leaves its just me and Taylor. I eventually make my way to the living room and start watching television. So many channels and nothing remotely interesting.

"May I get you anything Miss Phoebe?"

"Thank you Taylor but I'm okay. I'm sorry you're out here. You must miss Gail."

"Lucky for us there is Skype. Is everything alright?"

I was always close to Sawyer and Taylor. I knew they loved and cared for me like their own children. I felt that I could tell them anything. They were the closest ones to our family and saw things that sometimes our parents didn't even see. I know that he saw me hurting.

"You know the answer to that."

"Phoebe, forgive me but I must address this. I know that you are that blonde haired woman in the video with Gideon Cross."

"Taylor I.."

"I did not say anything to your parents or your brother. What's going on Phoebe?"

And to think I wouldn't be caught by anyone and I'm found out by Taylor. At least he hasn't said anything to my father!

"I haven't done anything I promise but tell me how did you find out."

"Ever since your father found out you were pregnant he has had me keep tabs on you and make sure you are safe. I followed you that day you went with Gideon. Your father gave me an earful because you didn't come home as early."

"What did you tell him?"

"You gave security the slip."

"I'm so sorry Taylor I really am."

"It's alright Phoebe but the reason I am addressing this is because I care about your and your well-being."

"Taylor…I'm heartbroken. I found out I was pregnant while Nathan was out here. Then we all collectively found out that Nathan might have son by Evelyn. My dad and mom went thermonuclear and moved me back into the house which was unbelievable and then he came back here to fix the world. The first night he saw me he was caring but we didn't have the long conversation I was expecting and he's gone again and I'm here..alone….well…you know what I mean."

"Of course I understand."

"I have an appointment with Dr. Greene next week. You would think that right now everyone would be excited about the baby and start working on a nursery but no….we are fixing Nathan's first fucking marriage and getting ready to see what happens with the DNA test they are working on getting!"

"Don't cry dear. Here."

Taylor hands me a handkerchief to which I blow my nose and wipe my tears.

"Thank you Taylor."

I muster a laugh.

"You and my dad are so old-fashioned."

"Good manners."

"Either way, thank you."

"Phoebe, I know how difficult marriage can be. Me and Gail have had our share of rough moments. I work very hard for your father as she also does for the entire Grey household. Now, your parents have been extremely generous towards us and we have never been treated less than family. For that reason and our love for your family we remained in your service but at times, we have had to face times of great separation. I never told you this but I will tell you and I want you to listen me carefully. You were only a little girl when this occurred. I had been taking on many extra assignments. I hardly spent time with Gail or Sophie. Your father warned me but I told him it was not a problem. There was a bodyguard who was assigned to watch the house, Carter. He spent a lot of time at the house, a lot of time around Gail. Anyways, he developed a sort of crush on Gail and being as busy as I was I didn't realize it. He was giving her the attention she so very much deserved from me. I love Gail to no end but I was so absorbed in my work. Anyways, we fought more and more and little did I know I was pushing her into the arms of another man. Gail and Carter became close. He was giving her the attention she so desired. One night I had come back to your father's house early to help Gail watch you and your brother since your mother and father were out. Anyways, I walked through the foyer and heard Gail in the kitchen laughing. I quietly made my way towards the kitchen so she wouldn't hear me. When I got closer I heard him. I peeked in the kitchen to see them laughing and playing around. She was smearing cake batter on his face and he was taking it and putting it on her. At one point she turned away from him and he grabbed her by the waist and she was smiling and laughing."

"What did you do?"

"Lets just say, Sawyer had to come in rather quickly, Gail was screaming, I was pounding. Your father let him go and Gail and me didn't talk for a week. Your mother is the one who encouraged us to talk to each other even when we didn't want to. Gail told me that she never cheated on me. She never kissed him or anything else of that nature however she did give in to his attention, even becoming flirtatious. Needless to say we talked things over and did some counseling and became stronger than ever. What I want to make clear is that if we chose to ignore our feelings and act upon our frustrations and anger we may have destroyed our marriage beyond repair. I know you love him Phoebe and I know that he loves you and I would be saddened if you two separated."

"I understand Taylor, I appreciate your concern."

"Gideon Cross is a playboy Phoebe and trust me, he may seem wonderful, but he is preying on your emotional vulnerability at the moment."

"Taylor….Gideon kissed me. I didn't kiss him back but I stood there for a couple of seconds in shock. I've never felt so desired and when one of his flings, Colette hit the car he made sure we got to the hospital to have me checked out with the baby. I know his history but I feel bad for him too and looked at him as a friend but nothing and I mean nothing else."

"I know things seem out of control right now but please remain calm. I promise they will all work out. Also, I have something for you."

I see Taylor walk over to his luggage and pull out something wrapped in gold, silk cloth tied with a silver bow. He walks back to me and puts it in my hands.

"This is from me and Gail."

I nearly tear at the sentiment.

"What did you guys do?"

"Go ahead, open it?"

Taylor smiles at me and I can tell this is special for him. I delicately untie the bow and open the gift. Inside is a handmade knit lamb style baby hat and a some soft white pajamas.

"Oh Taylor its beautiful!"

"Gail made these for your little one."

"Taylor this is my first baby gift…oh….thank you so much!"

I throw my arms around Taylor and hug him tightly.

"Thank you so much!"

"Your very welcome Phoebe. Believe me, that baby is already loved so much."

"It will all work out."

"Yes Bee."

I start to yawn and snuggle on the couch.

"I'm going to call your father. Get some rest. You need to meet your brother, Dani, and Nathan for dinner."

"Thanks Taylor."

I fall asleep clutching the baby's lamb hat, thinking about our future and our child.

I wake up around 5:00pm and noticed that I am alone in the living room area.

"Taylor?!"

Instantly Taylor is coming through the hallway.

"Yes Phoebe. Is everything alright?"

"Yes I just woke up."

We are going to meet Dani, Teddy, and Nathan for dinner.

"They aren't coming here?"

"No, they got caught up visiting her parents and decided to meet us there. "

"Oh okay that's fine…wait…oh no…."

I run to the kitchen sink and start hurling into it while Taylor is holding my hair up. As soon as my assault on the kitchen sink is done I turn on the faucet to try and clean up the massive mess I have made.

"Go get ready. Its alright I'll take care of it."

"No, Taylor no! I can't have you clean this up."

"Phoebe, its alright. It happens. Baby is just making their presence known. Go get ready."

"I owe you one."

"Don't worry."

I rush to the bedroom to figure out what to wear. I choose a strapless colorblock belted dress. I walked out in heels but Taylor argued with me to put on flats. "It will be much more comfortable" he said. As I walk out purse in head we hear a knock on the door. Taylor answers it and it is Dani's friend, Jordan.

"Ummm..Hi my name is Jordyn and I am Danielle Sullivan's friend. She told me to come out with them tonight but she is already there and she said I could catch a ride with Phoebe and her security. You must be Taylor."

Taylor immediately calls Teddy who confirms that Jordyn would be there. Taylor lets her in and gets the car ready. After Taylor leaves the room she runs over to me and gives me a big hug. I know that to most people who meet Taylor for the first time they see him as intimidating.

"Hi Phoebe. How are you?"

"I'm good, how are you?"

"Good. Its nice to see you guys again."

"Likewise."

"Alright ladies, lets get going."

We hop into the car and head over to a restaurant called "The Coral Reef." Make that a restaurant slash bar. I'm nervous and Jordyn can sense it.

"Is everything okay?"

"Yes I'm fine."

I take a candy and start chewing it. It's supposed to help with the nausea. Bullshit candy is not working!

"Wow she has to be here."

I turn my head so quick I swear it was whiplash.

"What do you mean her?"

"Evelyn."

"Are you fucking serious? That stupid stalker bitch is everywhere!"

I lean back in my chair. Whatever…I'm not going to dwell on it. I'll own this shit. Me and Jordyn walk into the restaurant and I spot him immediately. He's wearing a white linen shirt with dark blue jeans. He spots me as well and stands up from the table making his way towards us.

"Hi Phoebe, Hi Jordyn."

"Hi Nate! Missed you!"

"Miss you too Jordyn."

"Jordy!"

"Dani!"

Dani and Jordyn instantly embrace and I am left with Nathan.

"You look beautiful."

"Thank you."

"How have you been feeling?"

"Mostly tired but I'm okay."

"Lets get you to the table."

Nathan puts his arm around my waist and takes me to the table where I greet my brother and sit down. From what I can tell this restaurant is more of an intimate type venue because it seems everyone knows everyone. Nathan and Dani have been talking with old friends while me and Teddy catch up.

"I'm sure you already know that she is here."

"Yup."

"She came over to say hi and Dani told her to get lost."

"What about Nathan?"

"He just said hello and that to excuse him but he was having dinner with family."

"He just had to be cordial."

"Don't get bent out of shape. You look great."

Nathan and Dani return to the table and Dani and Teddy are sharing a couple of beers together while I sip on water. Jordyn finally makes her way to us and sits down at the table.

"Looks like there starting the singing."

"Singing?"

"Yeah…they do karaoke stuff here."

"Hmm..really. And look who is going up there first."

"That's no surprise. Evelyn can sing so she loves being the center of attention with it."

Evelyn gets up to the mic and begins to speak.

"Hi everyone. Hope everyone is having a good night! Is everyone having a good night?!"

The crowd applauds for her. What a fucking moron. This isn't a rock concert.

"Listen y'all this song that I'm about to sing is very special to me and goes out to a special someone. I hope y'all enjoy it."

What the fuck?!

My mouth falls slightly open.

"Oh hell. Phoebe…I know what she is gonna sing…..listen her and nate and.."

I put up my hand to pause her.

"Its alright Dani. Let her do her thing."

"Phoebe, do you want to get out of here?"

Nathan asks me this holding my hand.

"No, Nathan I want to stay."

"You set my soul at ease

Chased darkness out of view

Left your desperate spell on me

Say you feel it too

I know you do

I've got so much to give

This can't die, I yearn to live

Pour yourself all over me

And I'll cherish every drop here on my knees"

"I wanna love you forever

And this is all I'm asking of you

10,000 lifetimes together

Is that so much for you to do?

Cause from the moment that I saw your face

And felt the fire in your sweet embrace

I swear I knew

I'm gonna love you forever"

"My mind fails to understand

What my heart tells me to do

And I'd give up all I have just to be with you

And that would do

I've always been taught to win

And I'd never thought I'd fall

Be at the mercy of a man

I've never been

Now I only want to be right where you are"

"I wanna love you forever

And this is all I'm asking of you

10,000 lifetimes together

Is that so much for you to do?

Cause from the moment that I saw your face

And felt the fire in your sweet embrace

I swear I knew

I'm gonna love you forever"

"In my life I've learned that heaven never waits

Lets take this now before its gone like yesterday

Cause when I'm with you there's nowhere else

That I would ever wanna be no

I'm breathing for the next second I can feel you

Loving me…I'm gonna love you…forever…

The song ends with minimal applause.

"Wooohoooo! Yeah Go Evie! "

"Evie!"

Her stupid friends applaud her and Evelyn smiles and then looks our way directly smiling at Nathan. Bitch. It is apparent that not everyone finds her singing grammy worthy. Granted she could sing but still.

"Wow, that was a good one now who wants to follow that?"

"Ugh I swear everyone knows she's cocky with her signing and she just had to sing that song. You okay Phoebes?"

"Yup I'm fine. Trust me I'm fine."

As I look up at that stage I see an alter ego moment. I look at Nathan and can tell that the whole situation was uncomfortable and the mood has become awkward. Fuck this. I'm going up there. I rise from my seat and down my glass of water.

"Phoebe what are you doing?"

"I'm going to sing Teddy."

"Wait! What?! Phoebe you've never and I mean never have sung in front of people!"

"It's fine."

Nathan grabs my hand and leans into my ear.

"Phoebe what are you doing?!"

"Just let me do my thing."

I walk up to the announcer and let him know I'll go.

"Oh we have a newbie here! And may I ask what is your name?"

"Phoebe."

"Phoebe."

"Phoebe Sullivan."

"I see. Well Ms. Phoebe choose your song."

It has just hit me that all eyes are on me and I can't tell if the look on Nathan's face is surprised, shocked, angry, or confused. Maybe it's a combination. Either way I don't care. Phoebe/Veronica is going to make her mark and make that bitch realize who his woman is. I hand the announcer the song and I stand in front of the crowd mic in hand. She is looking at me already laughing with her friends. I could care less. I see Nathan slowly rise up but Dani tells him to back down. My brother mouths to me "What are you doing?" to which I just smile and wave. And so my song begins….

"We're in the business of misery, lets take it from the top

She's got a body like an hourglass that's ticking like a clock

It's a matter of time before we all run out

But when I thought he was mine she caught him by the mouth"

"I waited "THREE" long months, HE finally set her free

I told him I couldn't lie, he was the only one for me

Two weeks, we caught on fire

She's got it out for me but I wear the biggest smile

Whoa, I never meant to brag

But I got him where I want him now

Whoa, it was never my intention to brag

To steal it all away from you now

But God, does it feel so good

'Cause I got him where I want him now

And if you could then you know you would

'Cause God it just feels so

It just feels so good

Second chances they don't matter, people never change

Once a whore, you're nothing more, I'm sorry that'll never change

And about forgiveness we're both supposed to have exchanged

I'm sorry honey but I passed it up, now look this way

Well there's a million other girls who do it just like you

Looking as innocent as possible to get to who they want

And what they like, it's easy if you do it right

Well I refuse, I refuse, I refuse!

Whoa, I never meant to brag

But I got him where I want him now

Whoa, it was never my intention to brag

To steal it all away from you now

But God, does it feel so good

'Cause I got him where I want him right now

And if you could then know you would

'Cause God, it just feels so

It just feels so good

I watched his wildest dreams come true

And not one of them involving you

Just watch my wildest dreams come true

Not one of them involving

I sing my chorus with as much force and anger as I can and as I sing I hear loud cheering and applauses and when I'm done I look at Evelyn and smile my biggest smile.

"Thanks"

I hand the announcer back the mic and walk back to cheers and clapping all around and I notice an angry jealous look on Evelyns face. Mission accomplished, I just made that song my bitch!

I sit back down in my chair, drink my water, and rub my tummy.

"Alright where is my sister and what have you done with her?!"

"What Teddy haven't you ever seen karaoke before?"

"Umm…you get upset and freaked out when people heard you signing in the shower. You never sang in front of anyone before. Ever. We were asking Nathan if you ever did that and he just is…..well look at him."

"Did you like my song?"

"Phoebe….I….I can't believe you did that. I never…I mean you play piano but sing…you never sang before like that…in this kind of way..and…wow."

I'm glad I surprised him.

"Teddy, Dani, Jordyn, me and Phoebe need to leave right now."

"Your leaving right now? Why?"

"Yeah Nathan why are we leaving? Are you mad?"

"No, Phoebe trust me I'm not mad."

Nathan pays for dinner and we leave and get into Nathan's car.

"Seriously are you mad?"

"I just needed to be alone with you and no, I'm not mad. I never expected you to do something like that. Singing in front of a place packed of people even after seeing…you know…"

"Evelyn."

"Yes, Evelyn."

"I was trying to make a point."

He smiles at me and that heat starts radiating between my thighs. Must talk first. Must talk first.

We arrive at the beach house and we both make our way to the bedroom.

"So Nathan, can we talk?"

Nathan comes up behind me and pulls down the zipper on the back of my dress. He pulls it past my thighs until the dress falls to the floor. Slowly he pushes my hair towards my front and starts trailing small kisses from the top of my neck to the nape. His soft, delicate kisses send shivers down my body and activates all my nerve endings.

"Lets talk. What do you want to say to me?"

"I hate how you have neglected me and we haven't planned anything for the baby. What is going to happen with the Evelyn situation and her kid…and…and"

I'm starting to really get weak. I can't even think straight. Nathan unsnaps my bra and begins rubbing my breasts.

"They feel much fuller. Are they sore when I touch them?"

"No, they're fine."

I'm really fine. I just need to…I don't even know. He takes my hand and leads me to our bed.

"I've missed you baby. You have no idea. I'm sorry I've been away all this time. I shouldn't have left you even when your father didn't want me around you."

"I'm sorry for everything. I just need you and I want your attention."

"Baby, you deserve all of it and I need to do a lot of apologizing. Now….lie on your back."

This is probably the part where I should stand my ground and insist that before any type of sexual activity takes place we should firmly state where we stand with us. I find that hard to do when I feel a cool breeze between my legs and notice that he has removed my panties and thrown them onto the floor. In a split second he is buried between my thighs, licking and sucking on my folds. Ten minutes have gone by and he is still at it but I need to change course because my body is craving more. I close my legs and push away from him. He draws closer and when he does I take undo the button on his jeans and throw off his shirt. I feel his chest and rub my hands down his abs, reaching into his boxers until I feel his thick erection, trapped by his jeans. Leaning against him I grab his neck and start kissing him while pushing his pants and boxers down which he helps me until I feel the thickness of the tip of his head pushing against my thigh. I let go of him and then push him onto the bed. I'm surprised I feel this nervous to make love to my husband but I quickly push those thoughts aside.

"I can't be rough."

"No baby, I will be easy on you but I promise I will still make you feel good."

With a hint of a smile I slowly lower myself onto him and I throw my head back feeling the pain and pleasure at the same time. Once I'm down completely he gently grabs my waist and grinds me onto him….slowly. I continue grinding myself onto him and hear soft moans escaping him. This only makes me apply more pressure to which I feel both pain and pleasure at the same time. We hear the front door slam to which it grabs my attention. Nathan grabs my breast which redirects my focus back to him.

"We are finishing."

I nod my head yes and happily continue to please him. Once he begins to move me up and down I feel that I'm about to come when all of a sudden I feel his warm liquid release into me to which I quickly follow. Now I'm tired yet satisfied and we didn't really talk but I'll save it for the morning because I really we both just needed to have sex. Nathan helps me clean up and I put on a black satin slip. As I'm about to put on my panties he throws them to the side.

"What did you do that for?"

"Because I want to touch you in the night and I don't want any fabric in the way of me being able to do that."

I stand corrected. As we get into bed we hear a knock on the bedroom door.

"Stay in bed."

Nathan opens it to find Dani.

"Is everything okay?"

"Ummm, Taylor is outside."

Nathan crosses his arms and looks at Dani confused.

"Okay?"

"Evelyn is outside the house and she wants to talk to you."